The president who wears books is cold

"Xie Weiqi, do you know that I am an illegitimate child?"

"know."

Because it was deep winter and there was no moonlight outside, so when the curtains in the bedroom were drawn down, the vision in front of me would become pitch black.

Xu Lin opened his eyes, and after hearing Li Xin whispering to him next to him, he unconsciously remembered what Zhou Ji had said to him before.

"Xu Lin, your personality is too boring. Except for your work, you probably don't have much interest in many things." In the future, he might feel that his words were too heavy, so Zhou Ji leaned over like a baby again, holding his hand With his hands and face nestled against his shoulders, he whispered, "But I like it very much..."

When the truth hidden behind a certain illusion was exposed, even the love words he once said to himself seemed like fake wine mixed with water.

The scene is about the same time, but the person lying next to him at the moment is Li Xin. Thinking of this, Xu Lin couldn't help but sigh.

How many relationships have you experienced in your life?How many detours have you gone through?Can you really wait for someone you like and are willing to accompany him all the way?

Thinking of this, Xu Lin stretched out his hand to hold Li Xin's hand in his.

His personality has always been a bit dull, and he can't do too romantic things, like just now he and Li Xin confessed, kissed, and then went home to take a shower.

After taking a bath, there was a feeling of relative silence between each other. Later, Xu Lin said good night first, and the two went back to their rooms.

It's just that in his heart, the relationship between lovers should be like this.

Know how to respect and cherish the ordinary life full of firewood, rice, oil and salt, and then support each other through such years, and then a deeper bond is born from it.

That kind of entanglement depends on the other party, and the air around you is as natural as it is, and you have to wait until the day you lose it before you realize that you will become incomplete because of that person's departure.

It’s just that this kind of entanglement probably takes a long time to accumulate, like an old couple holding hands and walking in the sunset, with gray hair and staggering steps, but when they saw them, they were full of envy and emotion , as if their lives would become complete just because they had each other.

Just when Xu Lin was lying on the bed thinking about these unnecessary things, he heard a knock on the door.

The light from the desk lamp was not very bright, Li Xin poked half of his head in through the crack of the door, and after a while, he said in a slightly aggressive tone: "Xie Weiqi! I want to sleep with you!"

The expression on his face was extremely shy.

Every time Xu Lin saw him like this, the corners of his mouth would involuntarily rise. It was good to think that this person had everything on his face, and he didn't have to work so hard when interacting with him.

The smile on Xu Lin's face made Li Xin blush even more, and after Xu Lin said to come, he rushed over as if he was relieved.

He was wearing the pajamas he had left here before, made of pure cotton, with several blue Winnie the Pooh hugging each other printed on the white fabric.

Thinking of the last time Xie Junnan insisted on throwing away this set of pajamas, but he disagreed, Xu Lin's smile became more obvious.

He slept on the outside of the bed, and after Li Xin jumped to the inside and covered her body with the quilt, she pretended to be calm and said, "Turn off the light."

The distance between the two was wide enough to fit another person, turned off the light, and after a long silence, Li Xin hesitated to talk about his past.

Xu Lin had seen these things in that novel before, but when he thought that Li Xin's original intention was to enhance mutual understanding, he listened patiently and quietly.

At this time, Li Xin was still talking about his childhood, and when he felt Xu Lin's hand stretched out suddenly, he misunderstood his meaning after being frightened, and said, "It doesn't matter! I have suffered!"

"Ah."

"My mother was very kind to me, but her health was not very good. She passed away a few years after I was born, and I grew up with my grandmother." Speaking of this, Li Xin shook her head excitedly and said, "Are you I’ve never seen my grandma before, she’s so tough! When I was a child, when people called me a bastard, she took off her shoes and threw them at people’s heads. Later, when the parents came to her to argue, she could still make smoke out of other people’s scolding. I just wish I could have a fight with her. At that time she was the most famous shrew on our street... But she didn't read much, she didn't have much culture, she liked to smoke, and she was very addicted to smoking, which made her buck teeth yellow. , She also likes to pick her feet, just like that, with a cigarette in her mouth, squinting in the smoke and putting her feet on my stool, shit, her feet are smelly, we were still eating at that time, the smell , I guess I will never forget it for the rest of my life."

Hearing Li Xin's tone suddenly became low, Xu Lin unconsciously pulled him over and embraced him, and said, "And then?"

"Then she was found to have pulmonary edema, bronchitis, high blood pressure... Anyway, there were a lot of problems. Although my dad had found me at that time, her body could not last too long, but...she was just like my mother. , they were all very kind to me, when I was with them when I was a child, I was a little poor, but I was actually very happy."

"Yeah." After thinking for a while, Xu Lin said again: "And then?"

"I'm in junior high school. Junior high school is very tough. In that noble school, everyone looks down on me... Then, I met Brother Shuyan. He was the first person who was willing to help me and would not dislike me."

The novel has described Li Xin's growth experience in great detail, but judging from his tone now, it is obvious that he has already read it, and there is not much complaint or hatred in it.

More or less, everyone will encounter all kinds of troubles and setbacks in the process of growing up, and at this price in exchange for their own growth, plus these things have passed, Xu Lin did not speak to comfort he.

His indifference seemed considerate at this time, and after a moment of silence, Li Xin said: "Xie Weiqi, in fact, in my life, there are very few people who are sincerely kind to me, my father, Brother Shuyan, you, and Chen Meng...just me That manager is kind to me... But my dad is because he is my dad, and Chen Meng is because I can make money for him, so the only people who are really unrelated and willing to be nice to me are you and me. Brother Shuyan..."

Sensing Xu Lin's silence, Li Xin was a little nervous, just thinking that he would have to say these words no matter what, he said: "But you are different, your words, so what... it is, it is someone I like, as for Brother Shuyan, I really think he is my brother!"

The absence and lack of emotion will make him extremely dependent on those who treat him well. Xu Lin already understood it when he read the novel.But now he really wanted to tease Li Xin, after the corner of his mouth raised unconsciously, he said in a pretended indifferent tone: "I thought you liked him."

"I used to think so too...but after meeting you, I realized that that kind of liking is not that kind of liking."

His words sounded like a tongue twister, Xu Lin smiled even more, and whispered: "Then what do you like about me?"

"I'm very nervous, I get angry easily, I miss you when I can't see you, and I want to strangle you to death when I know you like others, but I feel very sad."

"Ah."

"Xie Weiqi, am I a bad person?"

Even if he couldn't see it, Xu Lin could feel that Li Xin in his arms was looking up at him, reached out and stroked his hair, and said, "No."

"Where is it? I know how to lose my temper..."

"That's because you are still young, and you have never been in love."

Xu Lin's words made Li Xin cough and said, "How do you know I've never been in a relationship?!"

"I can see it."

Thinking of Zhou Ziqian and that blogger girl, Li Xin quickly became furious and said, "Yes! I have never been in a relationship! Unlike you, I only know how to flirt with women, men and women are not taboo!"

After saying this, Li Xin wanted to die, as if she said something she shouldn't have said just now...

Lowering her head and arching Xu Lin's arms a few times, Li Xin changed the subject cleverly and said, "Xie Weiqi, I was not jealous just now..."

"I know."

"Also, I will treat you very well in the future!"

The can't wait to confess made Xu Lin feel very good. After he responded, he heard Li Xin whispered in his arms: "Xie Weiqi, can you kiss me?"

"why?"

"Just now... I feel pretty good..."

Although he couldn't see it, when Xu Lin kissed Li Xin, he still closed his eyes unconsciously.

Both of them were very devoted to this kiss, and soon, their bodies showed different reactions.

Just when Li Xin noticed that his breathing became short of breath, Xu Lin took him into his arms at this moment.

"Sorry, Li Xin, I have to go to work tomorrow morning, so... go to bed early, good night."

I didn't ask you to do the one below!

Roaring loudly in his heart, Li Xin said unwillingly, "Xie Weiqi, why don't you do it with me?"

The anxiety and tension in my heart can always be easily provoked by the person in front of me, but after hearing what he said, he didn't answer his own question.