The president who wears books is cold

Probably because of the environment in which he grew up, Xu Lin has always been used to giving and caring for others quietly, especially when he puts someone in his heart, this kind of caring will become another kind of care. Forms of indulgence and pampering.

Even though Xu Lin didn't say much to him that night, Li Xin quickly felt his palpable concern.

A little moved and a little scared, but Li Xin had been looking forward to this day for too long, so even though he knew that some of his actions were too willful, he still couldn't help but want to do it according to his own will.

After drinking the glass of milk under Xu Lin's urging, seeing that Xu Lin who had carefully covered her with the quilt was about to leave again, Li Xin hurriedly held his hand.

Xu Lin looked back at him and said, "Don't be afraid, I'll sleep in the next room, and if you need anything, just call me."

"Xu Lin, you... can you stay here tonight?"

He had said this sentence before in the living room downstairs, but the meanings contained in the two sentences were completely different.

Probably because he was really afraid that he would leave, Li Xin held his wrist unconsciously while speaking, and at the same time his body slightly protruded from the edge of the bed, with obvious anticipation and tension in his expression and eyes.

Xu Lin had originally made up his mind to treat him well, but now seeing him like this, he couldn't bear it even more. After nodding and saying good, he directly took off the quilt and clothes and lay beside Li Xin.

Li Xin's eyes widened, apparently not expecting him to agree so readily.

He was shocked many times that night, Xu Lin reached out and hugged him helplessly, and said, "Can I turn off the light?"

"okay……"

After turning off the lights, there was a moment of silence in the room. After a while, Li Xin, whose body was still stiff, asked in a low voice, "Xu Lin, will I look shameless like this?"

"How can you describe yourself as shameless?" After speaking, he hugged Li Xin in his arms even tighter, and said, "Li Xin, there is something I wanted to tell you a long time ago."

The moment he heard him say these words, Li Xin only felt his heart beat faster, and at the same time, he felt a touch of despair in his heart. He thought that the reason why Xu Lin was so accommodating to him tonight might be because he wanted to have a showdown with him.

For example, we will be ordinary friends in the future, such entanglement is very meaningless.

Li Xin didn't want to hear what Xu Lin would say next, but what could he do?

All along, he has not been considerate and sensible enough. Even when he encounters problems, he will only choose to escape...

Thinking of the things she had gradually figured out during those years abroad, Li Xin lay in Xu Lin's arms without saying a word, and suddenly felt that it was not a big deal, even if Xu Lin said he didn't want to be with her anymore , but as long as he doesn't have someone he likes, or marries someone else, then he still has a chance.

Li Xin in his arms seemed very docile, Xu Lin looked forward and said: "Ding Shuyan's death is the biggest problem between us, because of guilt or guilt, I always feel that if we have happiness, he will become more pitiful ..."

Feeling Li Xin in his arms moved uncomfortably, Xu Lin patted him on the back comfortingly, and said: "In the past few years, at least I have always thought so..." After finishing speaking, he was silent for a long time, and then said : "But no matter what, Li Xin, I still want to be with you."

Li Xin had already planned for the worst in his heart, so when he suddenly heard Xu Lin say that, his mind went blank.

Seeing that he was silent, Xu Lin lowered his head and said, "What about you? Do you still want to be with me?"

The curtains in the bedroom have been drawn, so no matter how hard Xu Lin tried, he couldn't see the expression on Li Xin's face clearly. At that moment, even though he knew Li Xin's feelings for him early in the morning, he still I couldn't help being a little nervous.

Time seemed to stand still, and after a long time, he heard Li Xin say in a daze: "Think, always think, these few years I've even been thinking about it in a dream."

At the end of the words, his voice became a little choked, Xu Lin kissed his forehead distressedly, and said, "Don't do this... I won't let go of your hand again unless you say break up."

As always, Xu Lin was still as incapable of comforting people as before, but after hearing what he said, Li Xin was still moved and wanted to cry.

Later, he did cry too. In the past few years, his complaints about himself, his anger, his longing for Xu Lin, and the inexplicable grievances mixed in it all seem to have been found by him at this time. Vent.

Four years later, Li Xin is no longer as extroverted as before, doing whatever comes to her mind.

Now he has learned to control his emotions, so even when he cries, he doesn't make too much noise.

Xu Lin didn't like him like this. The only sentence he thought of at that time was that a person would only do that kind of arbitrary thing when he was held in the palm of another person.

It's just that when he thought of their future, he didn't try to persuade Li Xin to cry again.

It seemed that it would take a certain amount of time and process, but he just hugged Li Xin who was still crying in his arms, and said what he hadn't finished just now.

For example, they had better not mention Ding Shuyan's name in the past few years, because the more you want to forget something, the more clearly you will remember it.

"We should let nature take its course. When we are relieved about this matter one day, then we can naturally mention Ding Shuyan's name, as well as those things that happened in the past..."

Xu Linxu talked a lot that night, what he had been thinking about all these years, and what he had always suppressed in his heart, seemed to be the same as Li Xin, and he finally found a suitable outlet to vent this night.

When he heard these words from him, Li Xin was filled with emotion. Originally, he wanted to respond to Xu Lin, but he cried too wantonly at that time, and even the reason why he cried in the first place was gradually forgotten by him.

When he woke up the next day, Xu Lin was staring at him carefully.

His eyes were sore, maybe they were swollen, but right now Li Xin didn't care about it, he just looked at Xu Lin blankly, and said, "What you said last night is true, right? I'm not dreaming, right?" ?”

Xu Lin laughed and said, "It's all true."

His smile was so gentle that Li Xin forgot what he originally wanted to say. It wasn't until Xu Lin leaned over to kiss him that he realized that he was really not dreaming.

Xu Lin's kiss carried the feeling from memory, soft, warm, and always sweet.

Li Xin really wanted to deepen the kiss, but Xu Lin backed away at this moment, leaning on the bed with his hands, and said, "Do you remember what I said last night?"

"remember."

"Will it be done?"

"meeting."

Seeing his firm eyes, Xu Lin kissed the corner of his mouth lightly again, and then smiled and pulled him up.

After taking a shower, Li Xin just went downstairs when she heard a slight sound from the kitchen.

The sun was good that day, and the light fell through the window on Xu Lin who was making breakfast at this time.

Everything was still like a dream, Li Xin leaned against the door and watched greedily for a long time, seeing Xu Lin start frying eggs, he leaned over and hugged him from behind, saying: "Xu Lin, I love you."

Xu Lin looked back at him, and said, "What's the matter? Acting like a baby with me early in the morning?"

In fact, he still didn't know how to deal with such a thing. Although his face was smiling and his tone was full of ridicule, his accelerated heartbeat still made him understand his nervousness.

Li Xin didn't answer his question, he just buried his face in Xu Lin's neck, and after a while, he said to himself, "Xu Lin, don't leave me again."

There was a little melancholy in his tone, and Xu Lin paused for a while, but finally he said solemnly: "Okay."

It's the biggest promise he can make.

Breakfast for the two of them was very simple. Given the limited ingredients in the refrigerator, Xu Lin only made toast and fried eggs.

Looking at the cup of coffee in front of Xu Lin, and at her own milk, Li Xin looked unwilling and said, "Why isn't mine coffee?"

"Your stomach is not suitable for drinking coffee."

"how about you?"

"At least better than you." Seeing that Li Xin still wanted to talk, Xu Lin squinted at him again, and said, "What? Are you unhappy because someone is watching you?"

After being stunned for a few seconds, Li Xin gradually understood the meaning of his words, and then he gradually smiled and said, "No, I always hope that someone will take care of me, especially you."

The atmosphere was the same as before, as if the two had never been separated.

After saying this, Li Xin drank the glass of milk in his hand in one gulp, Xu Lin frowned slightly, and said, "You should drink after eating, it's not good for your stomach."

Li Xin looked at him while eating, with a happy smile on his face.

This morning, both of them had a very happy time. It wasn't until the people from the hospital called them that Li Xin's smile gradually disappeared.

"It's okay, with me, I will be with you from now on."

While talking, Xu Lin reached out to hold his hand, probably because his hand was a little cold after washing the dishes, and Li Xin quickly hugged his hands in his own after realizing this.

Just because of his words, the fear and anxiety in his heart were no longer as obvious as before.

After that, as Xu Lin himself said, no matter how busy he is, he will take care of Li Xin with all his heart, and every time Li Xin goes to the hospital to see Li Qingfeng, he will be by Li Xin's side.

As early as when the two went to see Li Qingfeng for the first time, Li Qingfeng seemed to have seen something from the hands they were holding. The relieved expression on his face made Li Xin unconsciously feel a little embarrassed.

Fortunately, Xu Lin has always been the kind of person who can hold his breath. In the face of Li Qingfeng's occasional teasing, he would solemnly express that he would definitely take good care of Li Xin in the future.

The frank approach made Li Qingfeng quickly lose his original interest, but every time he saw the two of them appearing in front of him together, he would become very relieved.

It may be because of his biggest concern, Li Qingfeng's face was very peaceful when he passed away, but just like what Xu Lin and Li Xin said before, they still can't get used to the death of their relatives.

Xu Lin was very worried about Li Xin in those few days, but Li Xin remained calm about it.

On the day of Li Qingfeng's funeral, Li Xin's two elder brothers and their family members were all present. Seeing those people, Xu Lin was very worried that they would cause trouble at this time, or embarrass Li Xin in front of so many people.

While staring at those people nervously, Li Xin who was beside him had already held his hand and said, "It doesn't matter, nothing will happen."

Seeing Xu Lin turning his head in a little confusion, he said again: "I agreed to their terms..."

After hearing what he said, Xu Lin frowned unconsciously, and said in a slightly stern tone: "What did you promise them?"