Rain falls in Yangzhou

Just kidding. "

After finishing speaking, Yangzhou waved his hand and started playing again, the melancholy melody.

It's still here.

After being questioned by his roommates for a long time, Lixuan didn't dare to speak out, so Li Xuan ran out early on Sunday morning to kill time by self-study, and finally waited until 2 o'clock. Yes, he was sure that he was about to step into the Guitar Club Orientation Party venue.After thinking about it for a week, he decided to take a look.

Not required to attend, but must come and see.

This is his answer after struggling for a long time.

He felt that if he went to this place and saw this person again, maybe his life would change.Although he has no opinion on his current life, he feels that it would be nice to have a change, because that person has something that he doesn't have, but secretly always wants.

So here he is.

Maybe it was because it was under the name of the Faculty of Arts, so Lixuan came to the building of the Faculty of Liberal Arts and walked to the large classroom on the second floor. It was still too early, and there was no one in the corridor. Walking forward, when passing the stairwell, I heard a strange voice:

"pain……"

He glanced sideways at the stairwell to the side and found a man and a woman making out there. The boy was kissing and his hands were moving through the girl's clothes, and the girl responded positively.Li Xuan turned his head hastily, his face turned red.

The movement and distance were quite similar to that day.

I was at a loss when I was kissed, and seeing it with my own eyes was really unacceptable.

And that boy is obviously Yangzhou.

"Hey, what are you running for?"

A familiar voice sounded, and Lixuan turned his head, only to see Yangzhou throwing the girl in his arms aside without hesitation, and walking straight towards him: "You really are here."

"Hello senior...that...that senior sister..."

Yang Zhou turned his head to look at the angry girl behind him, yawned, turned around and stopped Li Xuan's shoulder, and walked forward: "I knew you would come."

"Senior...Senior, your girlfriend..." While being pushed forward, Li Xuan still cared about the girl just now.

"That's not my girlfriend, I don't have that kind of thing."

"Then what happened just now was..."

"Passerby A. I'm bored because I came too early. What's the matter, do you care so much?" The frivolous tone rose slightly, with a little temptation, but Lixuan had no time to care about it.

——As expected, he likes to pass the time with such pranks.

"Are you here to learn guitar?"

"Uh... not."

The two walked into the classroom, but there was no one there.Yangzhou pushed Lixuan to a seat, made it to the next row by himself, turned around and looked up at him:

"You didn't come to learn the guitar, but you came to see me?"

"...I just want to take a look." Li Xuan recalled the scene just now, and lowered his head.

"What are you looking for? What's the fun if you don't learn the guitar?" Yangzhou's tone became more and more light, and he raised his eyes and stared at Lixuan, as if trying to draw out his soul.

For some reason, Li Xuan calmed down.

"you."

Faced with such a straightforward answer, Yangzhou, who has experienced many battles, was a little at a loss.

If the young master said so easily, then this game would be meaningless.

"Then it really came for me?"

"I want to hear you again, playing the guitar."

Incomplete, but true answer.

This answer was expected by Yangzhou, but he didn't like it at all.He discovered that the more he tried to drive this young master to a dead end, the calmer he would become, and he would be stunned by the answers he couldn't resist.Rejecting his naked temptation, and giving him even more naked sentences, but I still don't know it.

"Are you... seducing me?"

The fifth time alone for the first time

"Huh? Hook...introduction?" Lixuan felt that he must have heard something wrong, how could what he said just now have anything to do with these two words.Yangzhou waved his hand at the corner of his mouth, "Then let your wish come true—" Then he stood up, and at this moment, a female student walked in, her face flushed as soon as she saw Yangzhou, and she spoke softly Said: "Study...Senior, we meet again. Is this... the orientation meeting of the Guitar Club?"

At this time, Yangzhou had already walked to the podium in front of the room, and looked at the girl with his usual smile: "Yes, little cat."

The classroom was quickly filled with people.

It should be very difficult to attract new members to this kind of interest club, but the guitar club is much more popular. Looking at the classroom full of people, Lixuan is sure that some of the people here are here to watch the excitement, and there are a lot of people. It was aimed at Yangzhou—there were mostly girls in the room. Although this is a school with a balanced male-female ratio, so many girls is a bit exaggerated, and everyone has a long-awaited expression on their faces.

Yangzhou is not in the classroom at this time, but other seniors are making arrangements. It can be seen that he is not a worker at all, but he can't understand why he came here so early.To make out with girls, maybe.Lixuan has already realized very deeply that Yangzhou is a veritable playboy just like the one in the legend, and he indeed has the ability to conceive as if talking to him.

When the time came, the seniors and sisters who were in charge of hosting started a double-mouthed crosstalk. He was not interested in it, and everyone seemed to be even less interested in it.This link also went very quickly——

"Now, welcome to our president, Yangzhou."

As soon as the words came out, the atmosphere became tense.

This is a lecture theater with the door at the back, so everyone turned their heads and looked back. Yang Zhou just walked in, carrying his guitar, and responded to everyone's gaze with a just right smile. Needless to say, he was casual and casual. The V-neck clothes show the skinny collarbone without hesitation, making people want to go down to find out.

Obviously, the light is distributed equally to everyone, but that person attracts everyone's attention as if he lives under the spotlight every day.

Just as Lixuan was thinking, Yangzhou passed by him, tapped his desk with his fingers, and continued to walk forward to the podium calmly.

"Stop talking nonsense, let's talk with the guitar."

A completely different feeling.

Yangzhou played 3 pieces in a row, including famous pieces like Paganini's sonata, as well as his own original pieces.It goes without saying that Lixuan has superb skills, but what Lixuan feels is the looming sadness in Yangzhou’s performances—performers always give different colors to the fixed repertoire, this is the skill of the performers and the result of listening to different performers Purpose.Although Lixuan had never heard the other two pieces of music except Paganini's before, what he felt in Yangzhou's performance was the strong sadness and melancholy, as if all the pieces in his hands turned into melancholy poem.

why?

When everyone in the audience focused on Yangzhou's astonishing appearance, doubts arose in Lixuan's mind.

Why is it so sad?

What made this seemingly cynical man bear such a heavy sadness in his twenties?

After Yangzhou's performance, there will be a routine introduction, registration and other arrangements. As a minister, Yangzhou seems to be here to perform the show, and there will be other people's performances after him, but everyone is obviously dull .It would not be an exaggeration to say that the rise and fall of the Guitar Club is determined by this one person, right?When it was time to sign up, the venue fell into chaos. Lixuan was also about to sign up, so he got up and decided to move forward, but was grabbed by someone behind him.

He turned his head, and behind him was Yangzhou with a smile on his face.

Thumbs up, placed between slightly raised lips.

In the next second, he was dragged out by Yangzhou.

The two of them almost rushed out - passing through the crowd before others could react, without looking back, without leaving any traces.Lixuan knew that if Yangzhou didn't do this, he would definitely be inseparable from that crowd. Many girls were looking for him, and it would be a big deal if he was blocked.

And he himself was even more at a loss. He was dragged by Yangzhou in a trance like this, out of the building, walked through the path in the campus, and walked to the activity center where they met. He dragged him and continued to walk forward. , until he was thrown into a piano room on the second floor.

Pulling the door behind him, Yangzhou opened his mouth:

"It's finally quiet now."

He put down the guitar on his back, and Lixuan looked around the small room. The piano room is not big, and their room is different from other piano rooms. There is no piano, only a music stand and a sheet for some A small table with things in it. If you look carefully, there are various guitar scores piled up on the table.

"This is... the piano room of the senior?"

"It's from the guitar club, but it's no different from mine."

"Isn't it shared with other clubs?"

"How can I make it work?" A bunch of keys emerged from between fingers, "I don't even need to borrow keys~"

It's like expressing your own specialness with your life.

There are not enough venues for activities in the school, so most clubs share certain rooms, and the keys are kept at the school, and they can be picked up when needed, and even the keys can be obtained——

"Want to know how I got the key?"

"Uh..." Lixuan who was guessed was slightly surprised, he was indeed thinking about this question, but with the known information, he could deduce one or two... "How did you get it?"

"—I suddenly don't want to tell you."

Rather than capricious, it should be described as elusive.

"That...why did the senior drag me here?"

"What do you think?"

Lixuan said without hesitation: "Tricking me?"

"Hey——" Yangzhou smiled and sat on the carpet, "Well, half of the answer is correct—do you want to join the guitar club?"

"Yes."

"Because you want to hear me play the guitar?"

"Yes."

Answer without hesitation.

"It's just that the frankness in this aspect is really cute as hell—"

"Cute?" In order to cooperate with Yangzhou, Lixuan had to sit across from Yangzhou with his legs crossed. The relationship between people is also really strange. They have only met each other three times in total, and there is no intersection, but they can be in the same place. Like an old friend in such a small space, "Where is it cute, how can I use this adjective?"

"What can't be used? Seriously, how did I play just now?"

"Technically speaking, very good."

Yangzhou is unwilling to say this: "What is meant in terms of skill, it should be said that it is very good in a word."

Lixuan didn't know whether he should bring up the matter of "sorrow". He didn't know whether Yang Zhou did it on purpose or inadvertently, so it was hard to ask.From the performer's point of view, this is a good thing - pouring emotions into one's own performance is also a bad thing, which has violated the original intention of the piece.

"Emotional grasp is not good enough."

"Is there? I think it's in place—"

It seems unintentional.Lixuan didn't want to say anything more, he just slowly thought in his heart——What kind of subconscious is this cynical guy in front of him playing such a sad piece of music——

"So... why did the senior drag me here?"

Yangzhou raised his eyes: "What are you doing...bringing you here?" Then he turned his eyes to Lixuan, staring straight at him.Lixuan's heart trembled when he looked at it, and when Lixuan really felt uncomfortable and started to look away, he said slowly, "You don't need to join any guitar club, just come here."

"……here?"

"Yeah. You just want to come here. I'll be here all day long, whether I have lessons or not, so you just want to come here and listen to me play the guitar. Don't you just want to hear me play the guitar?"

The seemingly unintentional but intentional invitation burst in a peaceful heart.

After that encounter, he kept filling in his mind about Yangzhou.That was the first time he tried to use his imagination—to be able to compose that kind of music, to have that kind of dream, what kind of life to live, what kind of thoughts to have.He was a man of poor imagination, who, thanks to his parents, could only deduce from a person's behavior and not imagine it.

And he had imagined so much with great difficulty, but this person broke his imagination within a few hours of one encounter.

Indeed, his purpose is to listen to Yangzhou playing the guitar, and get closer to this person, this person's music.But everything Yangzhou showed told him that it was dangerous to be close to this person. This person was from a different world from himself. He lived a life he could not imagine. Getting close to him would only make his life messy. Even off track.

"What are you thinking about?"

"Am I that scary? Is it that scary to be alone with me?"

It's terrible.

People who can make everyone flock to them without moving at all, people who live in the spotlight.

(Hey, hey, didn't you listen to the seniors? Don't join the guitar club. The president there has a bad reputation. A senior said that he cheated a lot of girls by his looks. Slapped by a girl at school!)

A generous flower of evil that responds unsparingly to everyone's expectations.

"Please give me time to think."

"what?"

"If I think about it, I will come. Of course, if I think about it, I may not come."

Yangzhou squinted his eyes, looking at the serious-looking boy in front of him.

"You will come."

"Maybe." Lixuan stood up, patted the dust off his body and smoothed his clothes, looked at Yangzhou and said respectfully, "It's getting late, I'll go back first, my roommate is still waiting for me to have dinner together."

After saying that, Lixuan walked towards the door, and was grabbed again before taking two steps, and was pushed against the wall in the next second:

"No matter how cute it is, it's not good to make me angry like this—"

Before he could answer, his lips were burned again.

The sixth time is inexplicable, I like it very much

As dusk approached, Yoshiko, wearing big pants and a vest, was strolling on the road with a pocket in his hand. No one would have thought that he was performing a noble task——to give the girl who loves flowers but loves them. The bastard who was shouted and beaten delivered food.It was said that he sent it, but in fact it was the girl who sent it to the door of the dormitory, and gave it to him in disappointment, and he sent it to Yangzhou.Just because Yangzhou doesn't like others to know his private territory.

After all, he was just a transporter.The military training is over, and it's time for another group of little girls to be arrested.Running over one after another to inquire, give gifts, and seek to attract the attention of handsome seniors, all these are the charm of that poppy flower.

When he was in junior high school, he read comics, except for some bloody battles, his favorite was "Slam Dunk". As a real man from Northeast China, he always felt that boys like Kaede Rukawa, Haruko and girls around him were all nympho. It is something that only exists in comics, and it is absolutely impossible to exist in reality.

After seeing Yangzhou, he never questioned the authenticity of this setting.

When most people see Yangzhou, they will feel that the Creator is too unfair, but Jizi thinks that the Creator cannot be more fair.Human beings have an innate liking for beautiful things, and associate beautiful things with good qualities, which has remained unchanged for thousands of years.And precisely because of this habit, there are so many stories in this world to criticize this kind of subjective behavior of human beings, to tell you that beautiful things are not necessarily good, and ugly things are not necessarily bad .

But chasing beauty is always the nature of human beings. Even if it is completely swallowed by the flower of evil, what people believe is only its incomparable beauty.

Who would have thought that such a boy would be a devil?

When he was in high school, he was still a literary boy. Although he looked tall and powerful, he still liked to read youth novels that he thought were very stupid now.As for himself, he is a typical northeastern man. In his heart, handsome young men, love, are things in novels.So when he entered the dormitory for the first time, thinking that no one had come, he casually threw his luggage on the ground, only to see Yangzhou who was unprepared and fell asleep on the unmade bed, his mind was completely taken away.

So beautiful.

As beautiful as a painting.

He can still recall the shock of that scene to this day.

It was like a dream, even now two years later, I would often recall it in my dreams and take away his soul.

And after he met this boy from the south for a week, the first thing that boy asked him to do was to get rid of a naughty girl for him.

"She doesn't listen to me, so please tell her for me. If you get beaten, it will be mine. How about I help you chase which girl you like?"

He was beaten more than 30 times for him.

When he was about to reach the piano room in Yangzhou, Jizi passed a boy face to face. The boy's footsteps were in a hurry, and his face was still flushed—isn't it?Seeing this situation, Yoshiko has only one guess in his mind, and his guess has never been missed.Going to the piano room and pushing them away, I saw Yangzhou lying listlessly on the ground, with his head hanging down, like an eggplant beaten by frost.

"Have you been raped?"

Yangzhou tilted his head and glanced at him, then slowly lowered his eyes: "It was an attempted rape."

"Attempt to rape you? Is it possible?"

"It was me who attempted to rape others..."

"What?"

Jizi thought of the boy who passed by just now. The boy was well dressed, but he looked like an ordinary student—that kind of guy would reject Yangzhou?The scary thing about this monster is that it uses its beauty to make you lose your mind, and then sneaks in when you are dizzy.There was a final review before and they asked Yangzhou to get the review materials. Yangzhou just stared at the isolated female student of their major for 3 minutes, and he handed over the materials and notes.Even when they were eating out, the old lady of the restaurant owner gave them an extra dish, saying, look at how handsome this little face is!

What he couldn't believe was that Yangzhou made a move.A few days ago, when he found out that Yangzhou had a crush on a junior, he kept thinking about what kind of junior he was.But after much deliberation, he couldn't figure out what kind of person would make Yangzhou, who has experienced many battles, fall in love with him?

Having been buddies with Yangzhou for so long, others have always taken a fancy to Yangzhou, and no one will be taken by him.

But this time, he finally understood.

"Get up first—"

He pulled up Yangzhou who was slumped into a ball, and Yangzhou still looked half dead.No wonder, the blow should be big enough, he thought to himself, then pulled Yang Zhou and said, "Tell me how he hid?"

"I kissed it and he blocked it with his fingers. Then I was stupid and he ran away."

"I go--"

——Do you dare not to talk like that?

"That brat dared to reject me, who does he think I am!" It sounded very angry, but Yang Zhou had a helpless expression, full of frustration.His mouthful of "Laozi" is also learned from Jizi's mouth.Jizi stuffed the pocket in his hand to Yangzhou, as if comforting a child: "Eat something and rest by yourself. Are you still learning to catch yourself?"

In a blink of an eye, a bunch of keys arrived in front of him, Yang Zhou frowned and threw the keys to him: "Lock the door, I won't go back today."

Jizi grabbed the key: "Well, okay, I will rescue you tomorrow morning, shall I?"

"Ah, just come to me during class. Do you have class tomorrow?"

"What class do you still have, don't pretend to be good here. Anyway, I will come to you."

"Okay, okay, okay. Please"

Yangzhou often spends the night in this house. In order to prevent security checks at night, he will ask him to lock the door and come back to open the door for him the next day.This is purely a self-torture game here today... Thinking of him turning and walking outside, he suddenly stopped:

"Hey, bastard, you like that kid?"

"—Well, I like it very much."

"Inexplicable, I like it very much."

Li Xuan almost escaped.

He knew exactly what he had done just now. When a guy who had kissed him once was about to kiss him for the second time, he covered his mouth with his fingers, and then took the opportunity to escape.

Being kissed by a man or something, it's still uncomfortable to think about it.

One time is enough for a prank.Too much is bad.

(So, just come here and listen to me play the guitar. Don't you just want to hear me play the guitar?)

Thinking about it now, it was like an invitation from Mephisto.

Are you Faust who is being tempted?

But myself, is there anything worth being tempted?

He walked into the dormitory in a blink of an eye, and he could fully imagine the scene in the room—a group of people dragged him out like hungry wolves, took his wallet, and squandered it—this is also a matter of course, but what he saw after he entered and It's not quite the same as I imagined: my roommates are sitting around the table honestly, and a senior wearing silver-rimmed glasses is talking——

No way?

Suppressing the uneasiness in his heart, Li Xuan opened his mouth and said, "Senior, you are here."

"Hmm." The boy shifted his gaze to Lixuan, "Come here to have a look. It's you, what are you up to?"

"Society..."

"Which club? The choir isn't training today, is it?"

"It's an unknown club. A friend asked me to check it out, but it's still...not interesting, so forget it."

"That's it." The boy's words always have something to say, "I heard that you are going to have a dinner party later, so I won't bother you...you can eat well."

"Don't introduce!" The roommate next to him said first, "Come with us! Lixuan will invite a senior, right?"

"Of course not bad."

Beneath the smile on the surface, Li Xuan's heart was extremely heavy.They walked out of the dormitory and on the way to a restaurant, they seemed to be talking and laughing happily, but Li Xuan was always thinking about it in his heart.This seemingly polite and well-bred senior, Senior Sun Botao, is the only ticking time bomb around him.

And I don't know how they got there, everyone walked to the front, Lixuan and Sun Botao followed side by side - this was the worst situation.You have to find a topic and take the initiative first... But before Lixuan could think it through, the senior said first: "I just started school, how are you studying, can you keep up?"

"Well, I can keep up. I had a good preview before."

"That's good. If there is anything you don't know, you can ask me. Uncles and aunts are still very worried about your study situation. My parents have said that it is enough to make them feel at ease. They just want me to care about it." you."

"Well, I'm causing trouble for the seniors. Don't listen to them."

"You still have to call your uncle and aunt more, don't let them worry."

As a person who has no interest in life, there is almost nothing that Lixuan dislikes in this world, but only this person, he can't like it no matter what, and after entering university, his dislike only increased.

He has known this senior since he was a child.

Because the two of them are family friends who have played together since childhood with their grandfather and father.

And this senior is the most troublesome thing for him, the child of other people's family.

It was a pleasant thing to come to this university, to stay away from his parents and everything he was familiar with, but because of the existence of this person, there were hidden dangers in everything, which made him unable to enjoy his university life with peace of mind.

If he is the kind of person who listens to his parents and moves forward, Sun Botao is the kind of person who enjoys the road built by his parents.If he is passive and obedient to what his parents say, Sun Botao is happily displaying his subjective initiative and creating a beautiful life by himself.Utilizing everything my parents had built, I went to college, got top grades, a student work club blossomed, and loved relationships all over the world.

But here at Lixuan, he became the eyes and ears of his parents.

"Which club did you go to this afternoon?"

"It's just one, nameless society..."

"You said it was that..."

"Senior... What exactly do you want to say, senior?"

Sun Botao stopped in his tracks and looked at Lixuan with a serious face. Lixuan looked serious, the two looked at each other, and the other party slowly said, "I saw you with the president of the guitar club."

--really!

"President of the guitar club? Ah, he's the one talking to me..."

"Acquaintance will drag you down the street?"

——It was that part that I saw!

"Uh, it's a long story..."

"All in all, stay away from that person in the future, he is not a good person. Didn't you tell them all, didn't they tell you? Whether they said it or not, I will tell you again here, stay away from the guitar club, stay away from that person Point, he is not the same kind of person as you. Don't be persuaded. Uncles and aunts will not be happy if you know that you are connected with this kind of person. "

"……Oh, I see."

——Uncle and aunt, uncle and aunt, what else can you say besides uncle and aunt...

"Senior, Lixuan, what are you whispering, come here quickly!"

Still suppressing his inner emotions, Lixuan and Sun Botao walked forward quickly together.