I can't see the stars in your eyes

Dong Xuechang proposed to go to a nearby bar three days later. In order to let me, a foreigner, get acquainted with the entertainment facilities, besides Dong Xuechang, Xiyou, Yuan Ye and I came together, the bar called "BLACK-CAT" Located in a secluded corner, it is no different from the previous bars. When you walk in, you can hear various musical instruments and music from the stereo. I have never come to this kind of place. You kept laughing at me, and I rolled his eyes several times.

We sat at the bar on the first floor for a while and spent a lot of money, so we ordered a bottle of pre-mixed wine. After drinking, we followed Dong Xuechang to the second floor. The second floor is a private karaoke room. This kind of informal business The bar must be well-equipped, even the kind of singing and drinking companions. Senior Dong settled us down, and he whispered to the waiter next to the door, and then the waiter nodded and disappeared at the end of the corridor.

The heat in the private room was quite high, and I broke out in a little sweat after sitting for a long time.

The door was pushed open, and a young man walked in. I looked at him carefully, he was thin, his eye sockets were a little sunken, and his face was a little pale. The flash of clarity in his eyes really made me recognize him, Nan Xing !

Excited, I bit my lip.

His eyes never swept away from me, and he looked at Senior Dong.

Dong Xuechang hurriedly stepped forward to put his arm around his shoulders, and said, "Why did you come here? Last time I didn't play long enough, this time it should be longer. I brought my friends here, hehe!" His eyes were sly.

"I'm sorry, the guest I've accompanied won't accompany me for the second time, you can find someone else." Nan Xing indifferently shook off his arm and retreated to the corner.

Xiyou stepped forward and pulled Dong Yue's sleeve: "A Yue, do you know him?"

"This kid is the leading figure here. Tell me, what's your name?" Dong Yue gently raised Nan Xing's jaw, as if the tip of his nose touched together in the next second.

He stared at him indifferently, let go of his clenched lips, and said, "It's not convenient to serve you today, I'm sorry." Just as he turned around and wanted to leave, Dong Yue pulled him back, grabbed his thin wrist and pressed it against the on the wall!

The two of them stared angrily!

I swallowed hard and was stunned.

He is Nan Xing, there is nothing wrong with him, why did he change his name, why did he appear here, why...

"Nan Xing!" I blurted out.

All eyes were on me, and the scene froze.

I stood up slowly, maybe because I was too excited, my body was a little shaking, I always remember his eyes, they are still as clear as before, but I don't understand where he has been for the past two years, why he has become so unbearable .

I walked towards him slowly.

At this moment, there is no other sound in my ears, all I hear is my own, bang, bang, bang... It is more resounding than a quartz clock, and he is clearer in my eyes, I smile.

Dong Yue let go of Nan Xing's hand and looked at me, "Bei Yu? Do you know him?"

I nodded without hesitation.

I walked up to Nan Xing, he was still a head taller than me, with the same aura, I smiled and said, "Nan Xing, why are you here?"

He froze for a while, didn't look me in the eyes again, turned his head away, and said lightly: "You've got the wrong person."

I am startled!

The wood can't move in place!

He said that I recognized the wrong person, isn't he Nan Xing? Impossible!

"Nan Xing, you, stop joking, I'm Bei Yu, have you forgotten!"

Looking at his indifferent eyes, my heart fell into the ice cave completely, and the corners of my eyes turned cold.

He was finally willing to look back at me, but his words were so unfamiliar: "I said, you misunderstood the person, my name is Kim, I'm not in a good mood today, and I don't want to provide any services, please Then, I'll go first." After speaking, he opened the door and walked out, and I rushed out desperately!

"South Star!!"

I stopped him in the corridor, and he ran forward desperately. I kept waving my arms and chased after him, but I couldn't catch up. The marble floor was too smooth, and "bang" I fell down!

His back visibly trembled, and he stopped walking. I fell hard and my whole body was in pain. When he got up, he was not far away from me, and he didn't turn his head to look at me, "Nan Xing!  … ..." I yelled weakly.

In the end, he left.

Why is he avoiding me? It's obviously him, why is he avoiding me!

Yuan Ye helped me up from the ground, and asked me with concern: "Are you injured? Go back and have a look."

"No need." I put aside his approaching hand, turned and left.

After this day, my mood has been very bad, I was out of my mind, and I didn't say hello to Dong Yue and Xiyou when I went up and down the stairs. I only had that indifferent back in my mind, so pale that I felt so tired, I hid under the covers Crying inside, biting the corner of the quilt tightly, Yuan Ye, who was afraid of disturbing the bed on the other side, fell asleep without knowing it, and had a nightmare.

I dreamed that a gust of cold wind swept Nan Xing away. No matter how I ran, I couldn’t run at the speed of leaving, and I couldn’t escape the speed at which loneliness caught up with me. I cried in my dream, crying heartbreakingly, I kept calling Nan Xing's name until I felt a strong force hugging me tightly, making me stable and warming my heart. Surrounded by this force, I watched Nan Xing leave me. , helpless.

I slowly opened my eyes, I was nestling in someone's hot chest.

"Yuan Ye!"

I sat up suddenly from the bed, my heart beat faster than I could stop, panting heavily, and then slowly turned my gaze to Yuan Ye, who just happened to slowly open his eyes and smiled slightly at me.

I was at a loss for his smile, so I quickly asked, "You, you, why are you on my bed?"

My eyes never dared to look at him.

"I heard you were having a nightmare and wanted to comfort you. If you feel abrupt, I apologize to you."

"It was a bit sudden, this... I, I got up for class first," I immediately pulled off the quilt and got out, got up, put on my clothes and packed up my books. During this period, I didn't calm down my heartbeat.

The whole day was drowsy. The teacher walked up and down on the desk and poked at the blackboard with his teaching stick. It was a kind of chronic hypnosis for me, and my eyelids gradually closed.

Nan Xing's indifference and Yuan Ye's sudden visit caught me off guard. I still couldn't believe that Nan Xing would treat me like this, and I still couldn't believe that the person I saw when I woke up in the morning turned out to be Yuan Ye!In my 17 years of life, I only had the experience of huddling together with Nan Xing. At that time, we were both young and fell asleep unconsciously after reviewing homework late. When we woke up in the morning, we saw each other's sleepy faces. Laugh without appointment.

Suddenly seeing another face, feeling another temperature, I feel like I...

"Bei Yu, Bei Yu."

who is calling me?

I tried my best to open my eyelids, Yuan Ye called my name several times, I looked at his anxious face in a trance, and nodded in confusion: "Oh, oh, what's the matter?"

He winked at me.

I took advantage of the situation to look up - the teacher's serious face suddenly appeared!He had his hands behind his back, and I could see the gleaming silver stick sticking out.

I woke up immediately and stood up suddenly!

"Did you not sleep last night, my class is boring, but I hope you pay attention next time!"

I nodded again and again.

Yuan Ye whispered in my ear, "Are you all right? Bei Yu."

"No, it's okay." I didn't look at him, I turned my head away, thinking about what happened in the morning, my face must be as red as an apple.

I went to that night market alone, the moon was dark and the wind was high, I bypassed the crowd of beautiful women, a lot of loud music echoed in my ears, I felt very disgusted, I sat at the bar on the first floor for a while, without drinking Any drink, it's too expensive here, I can't afford it, I just looked around, there was no one I was looking for, so I went upstairs.

"Nan Xing." I called softly, the corridor was too quiet, I didn't want to attract attention.

In this kind of place, I can feel a kind of breath everywhere, as if my sensitive nerves touched a spark, I turned around subconsciously, but before I could see clearly, I was hit hard by a heavy object!

I passed out!

When I opened my eyes, I was in a strange room, pitch-black, only a large screen was shining brightly, and the back of my head was still aching. I touched my head, feeling as if my whole body was falling apart.

"woke up?"

"Huh?" I jumped up from the sofa in shock!

The man in front of me was about thirty, wearing a black suit and wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses. Two pairs of eyes hidden behind the lenses were looking at me, and I felt uneasy.

I asked, "Where is this? Who are you?"

He stood up, bowed himself, and said, "I'm sorry, my subordinates are rather rude. Using this method to ask you to come to see me is really urgent for us to recruit people recently. I am the department manager here, and my name is Sam."

"What do I care?" I curled my lips in disdain.

He sneered: "Our business is very hot, but the top guy will quit after a few months, so I want to find someone who can replace him..."

I hurriedly reached out to stop him: "Wait! What do you mean?"

"I mean, you come to replace the person who is about to leave," Sam looked at me maliciously, and said, "Your appearance will definitely attract many clients, especially those eyes..." He said, He bent down and approached me slowly, I quickly leaned back and stared at him with blinking eyes!

What does he want to do?

I stare with bated breath.

He was getting closer and closer to me, the mirror was not reflective, I saw a pair of pitch-black eyes, and the voice gradually softened: "I can go to work when I come to check my lower body, huh~"

I pushed him away and retreated to the corner of the sofa as fast as I could, trembling!

I hold my head, I don't want to see anything, I don't want to hear anything, I want to go, I want to escape from this place!I'm just looking for Nan Xing, I'm just looking for him, why did I get into trouble that I shouldn't have!Nan Xing, woo woo woo!

"boom"

As the door shakes, I look up!

"Sam! What are you doing!" The familiar voice was him!

South star!

He was wearing a white shirt that day, and he looked thinner. I saw his Adam's apple protruding from the side, but his eyes were fixed on Sam fiercely, and his tone was cold: "He is not in the same world as us, you let him go." Walk."

"Let him go? How is it possible? How can the prey in hand give up?" Sam licked his lips and glanced at me.

Nan Xing's palms were slowly clenched at the hem of his trousers, his knuckles were blue and white, and he stared at Sam without saying a word.

Sam said: "I know this kid is handsome and will steal a lot of your limelight, but you are leaving, we are always looking for someone who can replace you."

"Bastard, bastard!" Nan Xing gritted his teeth and punched Sam without saying a word, and the two wrestled into a ball!

At this time, three or four strong men in suits rushed out of the door, rushed over to pull them away, and kicked and punched Nan Xing. I was so scared that I couldn't move. One of the strong men punched Nan Xing in the abdomen. Kneeling down in pain, Sam walked over, stroked his sleeves, squatted down, grabbed Nan Xing's hair, and stared at him fiercely: "Brat, you'd better show me some sense, don't mess with me! I can't get what I want!"

A bruise appeared at the corner of Nan Xing's mouth.

The moment Sam let go of him, he got up from the ground as fast as he could, grabbed my arm and rushed out: "Go!"

Despite the constant footsteps behind us, we rushed out of the bar and ran aimlessly down the street!

"Nan Xing! You, you wait for me!..."

"Slow down! I can't run anymore!"

……

He pulled me into a corner, and we hid behind a huge trash can, watching those people rushing straight ahead in front of our eyes, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes were fixed on their leaving back , holding my hand still did not relax.

After he could no longer hear their yelling and cursing, he turned his gaze to me, and the first sentence was: "Don't go there again, no matter who it is, don't go there!"

"Nan Xing," I called him.

"Didn't I tell you, my name is Kim, I'm not the person you're looking for!..." He shook off the hand that was holding me as he spoke, and I felt like I was being let go.

I cried out, just at this moment, tears flowed like a fountain.

I cried and roared: "Why do you refuse to recognize me, why do you want to avoid me, I know you must belong to Nan Xing! Woooooo... We agreed to go to high school together, but in the end you and I parted ways, Nanxing! You tell me !Tell me!...Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!” I held onto his arm tightly, begging bitterly.

His eyes hesitated for a moment.

Seeing me crying like crazy, he swallowed gently his Adam's apple.

After a long time, he said softly: "Xiaoyu..."

I was pleasantly surprised.

But his gaze never met mine, and he just said in a low voice: "I haven't forgotten you, it's just that it's not as good as before, let's not get too close."

"Why?" I asked tirelessly.

He bit his lips tightly and grinded out a few words for a long time: "Don't ask me."

I leaned forward, and suddenly hugged his waist tightly from behind, and I stuck to his body, feeling the familiar throbbing in the frenzied temperature, and I said, "Tell me if it's okay, it's the same as before." Talk about everything like that, no secrets, okay?"

"Xiao Yu..." he murmured in a low voice.

He lightly held my shoulders, stared at me tightly, then showed me a soothing smile, and said, "Let's not talk about this, since you can still meet me, I will take you out to play when I have time."

"Really?" I was delighted.

He nodded.

Nan Xing took me to a noodle shop, it was eleven o'clock in the evening, and there was only the boss besides us. He knew that I love Sanxian noodles, so he ordered a big bowl for me, and I ate it wheezingly.

He asked me: "Which high school do you want to study in Tokyo?"

"Langton No. [-] High School." I replied without looking up.

"Not bad, come on."

I looked up and saw a layer of frost in his eyes, thinking about something without saying a word, I asked: "Nan Xing, why didn't you continue to study, but went to that bar instead?"

"Shhh," he looked around vigilantly, and whispered in my ear, "don't call me by that name from now on, just call me Kim."

I thought about it and nodded: "Okay."

On the way he sent me back to school, I unconsciously asked him: "By the way, Kim, why did you go to work in that bar, and that..."

Turning to look at him, he walked with his head down, lost in thought.

After meeting again, why did we lose our way unknowingly?