I can't see the stars in your eyes

On Christmas Eve, it was snowing, but the snow was not heavy. As long as I went out, there would be fine pieces sprinkled on my body and face. I really enjoyed this atmosphere, and it has been a long time since I felt the baptism of snow.

I shrank my neck, looked at the pale sky, and sighed softly: "It's snowing."

Afterwards, my body was covered with a coat. I turned around and was surprised to find that Dong Yue was standing behind me at some point. He was much taller than me, leaning over and looking at me with unusually soft eyes. I hurriedly avoided: "Dong, Senior Dong, why are you here?"

He smiled softly: "it will be colder in snowy days, go in quickly."

"Uh, oh, umm..." I agreed.

There is a heater in the hall of the dormitory building, and the students are scattered around the sofa, chatting.

Dong Yue suddenly turned to me and asked, "Are there any arrangements for Christmas the day after tomorrow?"

I was slightly surprised: "What arrangements can I make? I haven't been in Tokyo for half a year, and I'm not familiar with the route, hehehe."

"Well, I'll ask you out for Christmas," he seemed to be smiling freely.

I looked at him a little confused.

He said: "I am familiar with this place, I just took you for a stroll, hehe~"

I thought about it and replied, "That's good."

My heart suddenly rose, and seeing Dong Yue bent half of his body, almost his entire upper body was leaning against me, I hurriedly took a small step back, but I was already against the wall, and he covered me in the shadow Here, I am a little caught off guard.

He lowered his voice: "It's just the two of us."

At the same time, those eyes seemed to be able to refract light, scorching my face hot.

I opened my eyes wide, unable to move.

Immediately, when my wandering eyes finally met him, he pointed at me meaningfully, and I fell into an unnatural state again, hurriedly pushed him away, and said falteringly: "Senior Dong, I , I'm a little tired and go up to rest first."

"Okay." He was about to come up and put my shoulders on my shoulders. I immediately walked in front of him. When I went upstairs, I saw Xiyou standing in the shadow not far away. He was looking at me with his eyes on fire. Stare at me.

I said timidly: "Xi, grapefruit."

He snorted coldly at me and opened the door on the other side.

I went back to my room puzzled.

Lying on the bed at night, staring at the ceiling in a daze, my mind is full of that half-smile face, why did Dong Xuechang look at me like this suddenly, could it be, but soon, a certain thought disappeared when I shook my head , I negate it.

"Haven't you slept yet?"

I turned my head, Yuan Ye was lying on another bed like me, looking at the ceiling, and asked me.

I said "hmm" lightly.

"The day after tomorrow is Christmas. I really want to go home and have a look." When he said the last sentence, his tone gradually slowed down and became lighter and lighter.

"Then go back and have a look." I said.

I heard a heavy sigh from his side, and looked at him puzzled, I couldn't see his expression clearly in the dark, I could only vaguely hear him sniffling, saying: "...I don't want to see My mother, I really don't want to."

I was shocked: "Why?"

He seemed to be lost in thought, and I realized that I seemed to be talking about his pain, so I hurriedly explained: "Well, I mean, there is no overnight feud between relatives..."

"You won't understand my family background. My parents' marriage was a mistake from the very beginning. I have never received any orthodox education since I was a child. I didn't pass the exam except beating and scolding. My mother would play until late at night almost every day. Gradually, she had an affair."

He breathed a sigh of relief slowly, and I seemed to be able to see a little crystal on his face.

"When I was in elementary school, I saw my mother drinking tea with another strange man. The two laughed happily. They hugged each other until they walked out of the teahouse. I was too young to tell my father, even if I told him. He doesn't care about what I say. In addition to wine, his eyes are my academic performance. So, that day, I heard my mother lied to my father, and I began to hate her. Arguing and even fighting, I became a child who was ignored, and no one in the school wanted to talk to me."

Listening to the ticking of the clock, I adjusted my body, and the cool moonlight passed over my cheeks, mixed with cold liquid, and fell to the corner of my mouth, salty.

I can understand Yuan Ye's family background, and I can also know his heart, but I didn't say it out loud.

That night, I saw that the door in my heart gradually opened, and what greeted me was another door. Behind that door was another story, a little bleak.

There is only loneliness that accompanies us to grow up.

Even if Nan Xing was with him, everything returned to the original point after he left.

I guess Yuan Ye has already shed tears, because I could hear a lump in his throat, he turned his head and whispered to me: "Bei Yu, thank you."

I hold my breath.

"I was sick on the first day you came here. I thought I was going to die. It's fine to just die like this, but you're still so... taking care of me. I always thought that no one would care about me in this world. Well, I'll always be alone..."

"Yuan Ye!" I suddenly stopped him.

His eyes were dark, darker than night, staring at me.

I smiled, and then said: "Since we are assigned to the same room, it must be fate, we have to take care of each other no matter what, and," I turned my head and continued to look at the dark ceiling, there was no sound, and you My life experience is similar to mine, we are people from the same world, should I tell him that, I am not a person who shows sadness.

I bit my lip and chose to remain silent.

The clock struck zero, I sighed and said with a smile: "Okay, let's go to bed, it's getting late, good night."

Before he could reply, I turned over and fell asleep with my head covered.

When I was about to fall asleep and my consciousness was blurred, I heard him say something vaguely, in scattered words: "I am willing to share my thoughts with you and be the best companion."

best companion...

My best companion is Nan Xing.

The next day, Yuan Ye and I came to the classroom. Ribbons were hung on the four corners of the walls, and there was a Christmas tree in the last row, full of gift boxes and bells. My tired mood suddenly improved.

Yuan Ye turned to me and asked, "Beiyu, are you free tomorrow? Can you take me to the train station?"

I frowned and said, "Ah, Yuan Ye, I'm sorry, I promised to go out with Dong Xuechang tomorrow. I just came to Tokyo and I'm not familiar with it. I happen to have a guide."

"Okay then, I wish you a good time." His tone was mixed with great disappointment.

During self-study, I whispered to Yuan Ye who was writing: "Yuan Ye, where do you live, is it far away?"

He answered me without raising his head: "Kyoto."

I sighed softly: "Wow, there are beautiful camellias there."

He gave a soft "hmm" and continued, "But the round trip is quite long. I want to buy a morning ticket. It will be almost afternoon when I get there." He stopped writing, looked up at me with a slightly sly look in his eyes , "Senior Dong asked you out for Christmas, isn't he, hehehe~"

"Don't talk nonsense, Yuan Ye." I glanced at him hurriedly, turned my head away, and my face turned red.

After class, on our way back to the dormitory building, he was still asking me: "Do you have someone you like?"

I faltered: "Ah, yes, yes."

"Let's hear it, what does it look like?"

It is only now that I realize that Yuan Ye is withdrawn on the outside and gossiping on the inside.

I couldn't help giving him a blank look, and said in a low voice, "Actually, you've all seen it before, it's the bar that Senior Dong took us to last time..."

"The bar?" He tried to remember, "Oh~~ You are talking about that person, how could you like him?"

I said eloquently: "His name is Nan Xing. I knew him before. We were at the same table in junior high school. We have always had a close relationship. It's just that when he was in high school, he suddenly left without saying goodbye and disappeared just like that. , I didn't expect that I would see him again, let alone that he would change so much."

I suddenly choked up, yes, Nan Xing has changed so much that I feel very strange.

Cold, mysterious, ruthless...

He seems to have experienced many unknown stories, but he refuses to open his heart to me. Why?

"Bei Yu?"

Yuan Ye gently pushed me, and I came to my senses. Dong Yue was standing upright in front of me, and he was greeting me: "get out of class is over? Remember our agreement, tomorrow morning at nine o'clock downstairs The cherry tree is waiting for you."

The only one standing with him is Xiyou. He still has the fire-gathering eyes from yesterday. I didn’t dare to look at him with this kind of eyes. I hurriedly looked at Dong Yue. He was looking at me gently, and I curled my lips. Said: "Senior Dong, I..."

"Wait, don't call me so strange, you can also call me Ayue like Grapefruit!" He hurriedly corrected me.

But I didn’t follow suit. I had a feeling that Xiyou regarded me as a rival in love, but Dong Yue, who was emotionally dull, didn’t know it. Come on, there are so many people.” I ran to Shiyou’s side, patted his shoulder, and gave him a wink.

He didn't pay attention to what I meant, he lowered his face towards me, and replied gloomyly: "You guys go."

Immediately, he turned around and ran away.

Grandpa God told me that my feelings were correct.

After walking back at night, I saw two familiar figures in the dark corner of the corridor. When I got closer, they turned out to be Dong Yue and Xiyou. They seemed to be arguing about something. I lay on the railing of the stairs and listened attentively.

Grapefruit pointed to his nose and asked, "Why don't you take me there tomorrow?"

"I thought you'd be bored."

"you!"

Then I was shocked by the next scene-Dong Yue leaned over and hugged the grapefruit, and pressed a strong kiss on it!

After a short period of warmth, he immediately left Xiyou's warm and moist lips. Xiyou blinked his eyelashes desperately, and his slightly hoarse voice rang in his ears: "Don't force me."

I looked at them, my face getting hotter and hotter.

Xiyou bit his lips, "Don't force me." Before Dong Yue could react, he broke away from Dong Yue's embrace, pushed Dong Yue into a corner, and held him firmly, and then, He stood on tiptoe hard, followed by a bombardment of kisses.

I just said, hehe.I smiled and confirmed my previous guess.

I hid at the corner of the stairs, and when they turned around, they saw me. Xiyou was the first to find me. His face was red and flickering against the background of the wall lamp in the corridor. He was stunned for a while, and then returned to seriousness. With an expression on his face, he walked towards me quickly, and only said something quickly in my ear: "Come with me."

I glanced at Dong Yue's eyes, he didn't look at me, and opened the door directly, I had no choice but to follow behind Xiyou.

We were warming ourselves by the fire, and at this moment there was no one in the hall but the two of us.

By the light of the fire, I saw his eyes gradually slow down.

There were flames in Xiyou's eyes, and he asked me, "Beiyu, can I ask a question?"

"Well, you can ask."

"Do you like A Yue?"

"Pfft," I almost fell down, and quickly waved my hands, "What are you talking about, I don't like him, I, I have someone I like, Xiyou, you misunderstood me, really."

He lowered his eyes and said: "That's good, you know, I have always liked him, but I haven't confessed to him for so many years. He used to be very attractive in school. I know he just took care of him." How I feel, I haven't heard him mention the person he likes in front of me for so many years."

"I think if I don't say anything, if I don't do something, I may lose him."

The firewood was ringing in the stove, snow began to fall outside the house again, and the window frame was surrounded by whiteness, as if wearing a scarf.

"Why am I not?" Dong Yue's voice suddenly came from behind us.

We both turned around at the same time.

"There's no need to hide it anymore, Youyou." Dong Yue gently rubbed Xiyou's short hair, that kind of tenderness can only be found between lovers, and I seemed to understand it all at that moment.

The happiest thing is this. When you secretly like him, he also likes you.

I watched him pull the grapefruit up, and the two walked up the stairs side by side.

Xiyou said in a forced tone: "A Yue, you can only take me there tomorrow, you understand?"

"Okay, I know, so go to bed at night."

The fire baked my cheeks, I smiled with some relief, maybe Dong Yue deliberately asked me to attract someone's attention, and then, as he expected, after the series happened, they could like each other, even if It's not embarrassing to confess, it's nice to be able to be together naturally.

I sighed softly, and looked at the pendulum on the wall. The stove was still beeping tirelessly. I was a little sleepy. As soon as I stood up, the phone in my pocket rang. I looked and was pleasantly surprised.

"Hello? Nan Xing."

"Tomorrow is Christmas, shall we go to the beach?"

Nanxing knows that I like the sea best.

I smiled very sweetly: "Okay."

"Well, then at eight o'clock tomorrow morning, I will wait for you at the school gate."

"Good good!"

Even after hanging up the phone, my steps were light and joyful. I took a deep breath and walked upstairs.