Chasing bamboo horses with games

Lu Junqi didn't respond, and Wen Shaoyou was not in a hurry. Hearing his voice, he felt relieved knowing that nothing happened to him now.

He lay on the desk with his eyes closed, waiting for a reply while resting his mind.All night, plus half the morning, he and Wen Hua were discussing the new project in the office, while Ding Siji was outside fixing bugs and catching up with the work progress.

After Ding Siji finished his work, he immediately occupied the sofa in his office with earplugs and an eye mask.He also wanted to lie down for a while with a splitting headache, and was afraid of falling asleep, so he endured the headache and called Lu Junqi to confirm the situation.On the other hand, Wen Hua said that she was a young man, but she was actually not a few years younger than them. She was like a normal person, and she really envied her energy and physical strength.

Wen Shaoyou thought that fortunately he was only half-dead, and his brain hadn't completely stopped yet.At first, I just heard Xiao Qi sigh, and felt that it was strange that he selectively ignored the problem, but I didn't expect to be hooked by a flicker.Sure enough, even if he is occasionally eloquent and responsive, it doesn't mean that he can be more careful.I don't even think about it, just with his current voice and volume, not to mention the corridor, even in the elevator, it may not be able to create an echo.Because I was guessed in the corridor, I believed what I heard back, it's really easy to deceive.But what is the problem?Is it so troublesome to keep him silent for so long...

Just when Wen Shaoyou suspected that the phone had actually been hung up, Lu Junqi's voice finally came from the phone.

"Do you think success or failure is important?"

Wen Shaoyou didn't react for a moment, he didn't expect to hear such a philosophical question, and he was not sure what direction Lu Junqi was asking.

In fact, Lu Junqi himself didn't know how to say it. He was silent for a long time, thinking about his words, overturning one statement after another in order to avoid incomplete words, but he hurriedly opened his mouth when he realized that a lot of time had passed.Almost at the same time as he asked, he knew that he had screwed up again.

His question does have a slight relationship with success or not, but it shouldn't be such a life question, after all, it doesn't have any meaning to his life.

What kind of answer is a person who can't afford any change and a meaningless question hoping for?Lu Junqi couldn't explain it herself, so she didn't intend to embarrass Wen Shaoyou who couldn't give an answer for a long time.

"Xiaoyou..."

"Little Qi..."

The call passed by in the radio waves, and at the same time reached the other party's ears, causing another collision.

"what happened?"

The same tone and question, at the same time, slipped from the other party's ear to the heart with the same posture, and invariably understood the cautiousness hidden inside the other party.

Lu Junqi was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to face this situation.Wen Shaoyou, on the other hand, couldn't help laughing out loud. Although it wasn't the kind of heart-to-heart connection he wanted, it could also be used as an early experience, and the taste was really good.

"Let me go first, can I?"

"En." Wen Shaoyou's smiling voice, hoarse from staying up late, was not loud, but it made Lu Junqi's eardrums itch a little, so he had to answer vaguely.

"Can you tell me a boundary first?"

"What?" Lu Junqi was a little confused, and the question Xiao You asked seemed to be more incomprehensible than his question.

"Think about it, success and failure are really hard to determine. There is a saying, there is no harm without comparison. Take me and Wen Hua as an example. If I compare my game planning ability with her, it will definitely be a success." People, but if you want to talk about the value of force, failure is not enough to describe my situation. If you insist that I may not even be considered a man, the innate advantages of my body are completely useless."

"Then do you feel frustrated? You can't beat a girl." Lu Junqi felt that the topic seemed to be moving in the direction he wanted, but he still didn't know how to say it.

When Wen Shaoyou heard this, he felt that he probably knew what Lu Junqi was worrying about, but he was still not sure.

"In the beginning, there were indeed some setbacks. I was very upset when I saw her slapping the table with me. Later, after witnessing her beat up a security guard who tried to moles her, I calmed down. No, it was all the men in our company who were calm. Now, it's not us rookies, but she is too strong."

"Pfft, show some face."

"That's what it is." Wen Shaoyou realized that he had dragged the topic away, and quickly pulled it back with a dry cough, "So, you have to draw a line for me so that I can know what kind of success and failure you are talking about .”

Lu Junqi thought for a while, and asked slowly, almost word by word: "If it is something that many, many people can do, but you can't, is it success or failure?"

"It depends. Many people can spit everywhere, but I can't. I grew up under the red flag and know what social morality is, so I can't do that kind of thing. Do you think this is my success in life?"

"Just your skin."

"Oh, did I say something wrong? Isn't that the way it is? We don't steal or rob and live an honest life. We don't care about others' ones, threes, fives, and others don't care about our twos, fours, or sixes. Use your own strengths to compete with other people's. Weaknesses are compared to two hundred and five, and it is even more foolish to compare your own weaknesses with other people's strengths."

"What if it's not a strong point? It's just a very common and common thing, but you just can't do it?"

Facing Lu Junqi's questioning, Wen Shaoyou fell into a brief silence.Completely ignoring his saying "Don't compare yourself with others, your life has nothing to do with others" and blindly asking for comparisons, he thought he should know what Xiao Qi wanted to ask, so he fell into this kind of feeling of inferiority or self-blame. How long has the vicious circle been?a year?two years?or longer?

"Xiaoyou?"

"Yeah." Wen Shaoyou felt a bit bitter in his mouth, "Xiao Qi, I'm so sorry that I can't stay by your side now."

"What?" Lu Junqi faintly felt that Wen Shaoyou's mood was depressed, and the reason might be his own. This kind of speculation made him a little uneasy, "You should be tired too, take a good rest, we'll talk about what's up later, I'll talk about it first Bye."

"Little Qi." Wen Shaoyou's call stopped Lu Junqi's movements. He hesitated, but immediately became firm, because he knew that after this time, Lu Junqi would wrap himself up even tighter, and he didn't want to let her He was worried, so he would force himself to pretend that nothing had happened. It was hard to say that there would be a second chance to easily reveal his heart because of a momentary wavering.

His tone was a little stiff because of depression: "It is obvious that most people's lives are stumbled, but why do many people stand up again after encountering misfortune? Why are you the only one who is stuck in the quagmire? Why all the hard work It all looks like a futile struggle? Why are you so useless? Xiao Qi, do you think so?"

Lu Junqi didn't answer, the silence made the old mobile phone's current sound more obvious, which made people feel uneasy, so he hung up.The phone lay in the palm of his hand, and he sat halfway on the ground, looking at the wall.

Even in places where no one cares about, winding morning glory, dark green leaves and dark blue petals are carefully painted on the light green wall, which looks a bit gray due to the dust.

He propped himself up on the ground, stood up, and wiped it with his fingers little by little, but he knelt on the ground.His forehead was pressed against the wall, and the pain he had endured for a long time still showed his flaws.How could he think that he could hide it from Xiaoyou quietly and get the answer from him?What is the answer you want?It made him worry for no reason, that he was really, really bad.