Chasing bamboo horses with games

"I'm really sorry to disturb you so late."

Dr. Huo and his family sent Lu Junqi and the others to the door. After Lu Junqi apologized, he heard Ms. Wu exchanging a few words with them before entering the elevator together.

"Calm down now?"

"Yes. Auntie, thank you." Lu Junqi pursed her lips, feeling a little uneasy, "I'm sorry for making you worry again."

"It's not enough to be worried. You didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but you are a little sad. Our little Qi, in front of me, is completely different from what Xiao Wu described. Is it really a generation gap problem? I think I You are already a very enlightened parent, what do you think?"

Lu Junqi looked at Ms. Wu, not knowing what to say.

Ms. Wu didn't seem to care at all, and continued on her own: "But then again, probably no one can get along with Xiao Wu calmly all the time. I still know what my son is like. He and his little boy How is your friend?"

"Very good. With Lin Miao watching, the number of times he was besieged in the game has been reduced."

"That's good. The Emperor Tiangao has nothing to do with him. Finally, someone can take care of me for a while."

"Do you really not mind him falling in love with men at all?"

"Do you mind?"

At this time, the elevator stopped, and the two walked out of the elevator and walked towards the car.Ms. Wu continued: "But what's the use of being mindful? If he hadn't thought about it carefully, he wouldn't have dated that kid named Rin Miao. Children with righteous ideas are sometimes very unpleasant. And his father certainly doesn't like it." Agreed, someone has played bad face, it’s okay for me to be red face first, it’s up to them to change face or not.”

Seeing Ms. Wu calmly speaking cunning words, Lu Junqi felt a little complicated.

"I think Uncle Jun doesn't seem to reject Rin Miao that much anymore. He met him when he was playing a game last time."

"I know. He mentioned to me that I persuaded him to change his attitude."

"Didn't you say you mind? Then why are you helping them persuade Uncle Jun?"

"Uncle Jun is a stubborn person in his bones. If they can't convince him with practical actions, they will never compromise. It is precisely because I know this that I will persuade him to look at the problem from a different angle. Don't you think that Uncle Jun's picture Is it cute to have a tangled look on your facial paralyzed face?"

Having already arrived at the parking place, Lu Junqi looked at Ms. Wu who was standing beside the car smiling decently at him, and couldn't help but silently look away.Sure enough, Wuliu was still too tender compared to his mother.

Ms. Wu seemed to see through his thoughts, and said with a smile: "Oh, I'm also under a lot of pressure at work. I always have to find some entertainment to adjust my mood. It's not appropriate to find someone else. My husband is more reliable."

"En." Lu Junqi responded stiffly, expressing deep sympathy for Jun Yizhuo in his heart.A family of three had two bad tastes, it was really hard work, and it was comforting to cook some big bone soup for him later.

Then, the two got into the car, fastened their seat belts, and the car slid back to the road.

As soon as she calmed down, Lu Junqi's mind began to waver again.He talked a lot with Dr. Huo, about the current situation, about inner thoughts, about choices and possibilities... He talked about many irrelevant and irrelevant words messily, jumping, and slowly.He seemed to be aware of it, but he was puzzled.

The topic of reality is always heavy and helpless for him. Over the years, Dr. Huo has been able to guide his thoughts in a positive direction, but as he grows older, the borrowed courage and enthusiasm Dissipated faster and faster.

The closer he was to home, the more uneasy he became. He tried hard to recall every piece of advice Dr. Huo had given him, but he couldn't sort it out carefully because of his ups and downs. He couldn't see his thoughts clearly, and he didn't know what to do. That's right.

When I was restless, the car was already quite stable.Ms. Wu didn't lock the door, and didn't even turn her head to look at Lu Junqi.

"Xiao Qi, do you know what your biggest problem is?"

"What?" Lu Junqi turned to look at her in surprise.

"Your problem is that you think too much. Your consultation time is always much longer than that of ordinary patients. Although I don't know what you are talking about, I can usually see some clues. Life is not a mind map. It is not feasible to weigh the pros and cons in a list. The psychiatrist has the obligation to discuss these with you and then guide them according to the situation, but don’t put the cart before the horse. The priority should be whether the suggestions are reasonable and can be adopted. If not, you You need to choose a relatively smooth path among the hypotheses you explored."

"Yes." Lu Junqi's mind was a little confused, he seemed to understand but nodded awkwardly.

Seeing this, Ms. Wu smiled and said, "I'm not blaming you, I just want to tell you, don't be afraid. No matter what Dr. Huo's advice is, or what your final decision is, we will support you. And, Even if things go out of order, it won't be worse than before, there was only your idiot uncle before, and now I'm here."

"Yes."

"Then I'm going home to rest now, I will turn on the ringtone of my phone, and call me if there is anything to do, anytime."

Lu Junqi opened his tightly closed lips, but did not make a sound, but nodded slowly and hesitantly.

Ms. Wu said dissatisfiedly, "I need an affirmative answer."

"Okay, I'll call if something happens."

"Then get out of the car, good night." Ms. Wu said, and then unlocked the car door.

"Good night."

Lu Junqi got out of the car, watched Ms. Wu leave before turning and going upstairs.Step by step, the words of Ms. Wu and Dr. Huo came to mind alternately, telling him not to look forward and backward, and to solve the problem according to his own ideas, but until he reached the fourth floor, he only understood how cowardly he was.

He stood in front of the door, his chest felt as if he had been chopped off by the back of a knife.He thought, maybe he thought things too badly, and always prepared for the worst, which put him in an embarrassing situation.However, he couldn't help but shudder at the thought of experiencing the pain that hadn't gone away until now.The instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages broke out, and I couldn't help being afraid of change and blindly wanting to maintain the status quo.

When I was in a dilemma, the door opened.He was very upset that Wen Shaoyou looked at each other in blank dismay, both a little embarrassed.

"Come in first, Ms. Wu sent me a text message, saying that you may not have the key."

"En." Lu Junqi entered the door and stood there with his head down. He still didn't know how to face Wen Shaoyou.Whether it was his cowardly nature of being exposed face-to-face as if nothing had happened, or his unconfirmed speculation, he was a little embarrassed.

Wen Shaoyou didn't ask any further questions, and dragged him to sit on the sofa in silence before turning around and leaving. After a while, he brought out a cup of fragrant milk tea.

"I went to buy it just now, it's okay to have a drink once in a while, be careful of getting hot."

Lu Junqi took the milk tea with both hands, held the bottom of the cup with one hand, and rubbed the top of the cup with the other.

"When you are in a dilemma, you can only choose to advance. Others are moving forward, and stagnation is equivalent to retreating on another level. It will not solve the problem, but will make things more and more troublesome." Dr. Huo said It came to Lu Junqi's ear again.

He looked at his palms that were flushed from the warmth, and then slowly looked at Wen Shaoyou who was standing aside as if punished.

Lu Junqi didn't know if he was wearing the same clothes as when he was next to the children's slide: a thin windbreaker with the collar of the cotton coat exposed above the neckline, making him want to shiver just looking at it.Are you just waiting at home for these few hours?Going out to buy milk tea against the night breeze?

"Hey, Xiaoyou, do you like me?"