Yuanchuan High School

:"sorry."

"fine."

The qin music was intermittent and came to an end, Yan Wenyi dutifully put an end to it, he said slowly: "Those who have left are gone, you don't have to punish yourself with them, those who have left will never come back Yes. Your mother, your grandmother left you something, you can keep it if it’s good, treat the bad one, and don’t change it if you can’t change it. You are what you are, and you are Pigs, you have to accept who you are now.”

The song finally came to an end, and Yan Wenyi closed the lid of the piano, like closing a maze with no exit.

If you can't get out, then don't go out.He calmly said: "Others can pity you, but don't pity yourself."

You really can't comfort people.

Li Min was silent, and then said softly: "Thank you."

"Rest early." Yan Wenyi went straight out the door.

After a long time, Li Cou moved. He accurately picked up the candy that fell on the ground, and silently said: Rest early.

Good night……

41, farewell

Not long after Li Cou stayed at home, grandma's best friend, Grandma Meng, came, and brought along a large group of relatives from the Li family along the way.

The angry scolding in the main hall lasted for a whole day, and the sound was so loud that the 80-year-old grandpa from outside the street all looked in. Only after being forced to resume the long-interrupted funeral, Li Cou breathed a sigh of relief.

It's really funny to say, Li's family is not so desolate, the elders in the family died, but they couldn't be buried alive, Li Fangyu lived in peace, but she ended up like this after death.

There are only a few members of the family, and they didn't even shed a tear, and the funeral was organized by outsiders.

The funeral customs in Hongwu Village are still very traditional. The family members wear white scarves and linen mourning all the way to the funeral. , Taoist priests, monks chanting scriptures, and the sound of firecrackers in the village is endless.

Li Kuo was in the middle, his face pale.

He didn't cry, he had made up his mind long ago that he would not shed a tear when the old woman died.

The young man was a little annoyed by the roaring voice. When he was leaving his spirit, he raised his eyes and squinted at the people around him. His aunt and uncle were as pale as paper, and wept continuously, loudly and quietly, but not a drop of tears fell.

He looked at the armband with the word "filial piety" written on his aunt's arm. No matter how you look at it, it is an eyesore. The Li family is notorious for a little mess. No one would think that they are mourning in a serious way, and they don't know whether the armband is made for work. For people to see, or for the dead to see.

The Li family held a funeral for the old man, and it was inconvenient for Yan Wenyi to follow, so he stayed in Li's house.

The outside of the village was bustling with activity, and the house didn't stop at the door. From time to time, two or three people were invited, all of them in strange clothes, painted on their faces, beating gongs and drums in front of the coffin, chanting something, Yan Wenyi didn't understand.

But that didn't stop him from watching it with gusto.

He knows this dance, hiss...it seems to be called Nuo dance?

Isn't it celebrated during the holidays?Is this the time to jump?

The sky is slightly yellow, and the clouds are like tattered cloth hanging in the rotting pond. The mourning is not over yet, and the mourning and joy surround Hongwu Village. Not even a bird flies to this side of the sky.

Really tired, Yan Wenyi looked up at the sky, the people in the city died as soon as they died, the crematorium sent them in, and as soon as the ashes were taken away, things went away.

He leaned his elbows on the window sill, staring at the smoke and dust of burnt paper money below, and sighed.

How long is it?

The funeral in the village has to go around the whole village... I don't know if his legs can stand it.

The funeral was held for a day, and the ceremony was finally over. The funeral was not over yet, and in the evening, the Li family held another big banquet for the guests.

Almost everyone in the village came, and of course Yan Wenyi was also invited. This was the first time he had seen a banquet in the countryside. The tables were filled with the entire open-air venue. .

Yan Wenyi and Li Cou sat at the junior table. At first he was a little curious, but gradually he regretted it.

"Fuck..." Yan Wenyi turned sideways, rubbing his head against Li Cou's shoulder, his eyes were red, and he sucked his nose, "Oh my god..."

Li Min's face was flushed - it wasn't all because of Yan Wenyi, he ate the meal quite comfortably, and was talking with Grandma Meng's son Meng Shuliang, so he didn't think of Yan Wenyi next to him for a while.

Li Cou's shoulders fell more and more due to gravity. Meng Shuliang looked at Yan Wenyi from the opposite side, then at him, and asked politely, "Does your friend need help?"

"No, no need..." Li Pu put down his chopsticks in embarrassment, helped Yan Wenyi's head on his shoulder, and whispered, "Get up, hey! Yan Wenyi...your head is really heavy..."

"I'm sorry." Yan Wenyi was a little dizzy when he spoke. The three uncles and six wives of Li's family saw that he was Li Cou's friend. For the sake of being so thoughtful, they all toasted him familiarly. Li Cou didn't want to talk to them at all. , But helplessly, these elders are human beings, they only stared at him and entangled him, and they also focused on his friends.

Yan Wenyi drank a lot with him patiently. The wine in Hongwu village was as hot as fire, which made his throat burn and his stomach hurt.

The boy struggled to stand up, his face was ugly.

Li Cou showed embarrassment. The taste of wine in the village is heavy. He is a junior who is not good at making decisions, and he can't say anything at home. It is not good for Yan Wenyi to continue eating, and it is not good to leave the table. I didn't pay attention to this aspect, why don't you stop eating and I'll get you some water?"

Yan Wenyi didn't respond, but still pulled his face, and drank fish soup with sugar cake between his hands, and hummed in Li Cou's ear for nothing. Biting his ears.

Holding the cup, Meng Shuliang looked at the two young people who were intimate and unknowingly opposite, and took a sip neither salty nor light.

Yan Wenyi took a sip of his drink, and taking advantage of the slight hint of alcohol, he gave him a silent glance.

After a big funeral with great fanfare and fanfare for a long time, the dust finally settled. The Li family sent off relatives and friends, neighbors and folks who had come from afar.

In such a large house, the lively atmosphere plummeted to freezing point.

It was nearly a week after Li Min finally had the time to deal with this problem.

—but he didn't expect to talk about it here.

"Are you still eating at night?" Li Cou asked.

"Eat, this meal is for this meal." Yan Wenyi said vaguely, "Dinner is dinner."

Li Kuo watched Yan Wenyi devour all the vegetables and rice with chopsticks, he really couldn't help laughing, and felt a little sorry.

Yan Wenyi accompanied him home. It was really the young master who went down to earth to suffer. Although the Li family's old house is large, it has been in disrepair for a long time, and it is always damp.

In the hot summer, the air conditioner suddenly turned off in the middle of the night. Yan Wenyi often woke up from his dream profusely with sweat. He was so sleepy and hot that he couldn't sleep. There are many mosquitoes in the forest...

Yan Wenyi couldn't sleep well at night, and he didn't eat much on weekdays. Hongwu Village had a heavy taste, and the food was either sour or salty, so he couldn't eat much at all.

After the funeral banquet that day, Yan Wenyi was so painful that he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and ran to knock on Li Cou's door. Li Cou opened the door in a daze. Poor, it was Yan Wenyi who signaled with a pale face that he realized that he wanted to see a doctor.

Li Cou went to knock on Meng Shuliang's door again to borrow a car. The doctor in the town saw that he was in a hurry from drinking and had acute gastroenteritis.Yan Wenyi suffered a lot and was in pain for a long time.

Li Min felt guilty, but Yan Wenyi didn't say anything, except that night, he behaved the same as usual and never complained.

He sleeps, eats and jokes as usual, Yan Wenyi doesn't eat with Li Cou, and when Li Cou goes out after eating, his head always hurts——

Yan Wenyi sat on the opposite eaves, dangling his legs, and looked at him with a smile, the mints in his palm were rubbed loudly.

Li Min didn't know how he got up there.He always forgot that the man was still a sick man.

It seems that it is Li Cou who is regarded as a patient and needs more care.

The two and Meng Shuliang were in a teahouse in the town. Ningping Town is still very primitive. There are no executive hotels or high-end restaurants in the town, and there are few places to talk about things decently. It took Li Cou a long time to choose one that was clean. neat place.

The private rooms are small, and the service is flawed.Li Cou said that he would take Yan Wenyi to dinner, and it has been delayed until now, but he still chose such a place.

The young man was wearing the sweatshirt worn by the old man at the entrance of the village, wearing big underpants and flip-flops. He crossed his legs, holding a bowl as big as a pot, eating deliciously, and said, "This...tofu is good, it's a little sweet. .”

Li Min had only seen him sitting on the porch eating watermelon like this last night, and he would accept it quickly. He took away the rum from Yan Wenyi's hand, looked at the bottle, and said in a low voice after hesitating: "The doctor said you You can't drink... eat less."

Yan Wenyi shrugged.

Li Cou sat down beside him and nodded to the man opposite, "Brother Meng."

Brother Meng.It was so affectionate.

Yan Wenyi chewed expressionlessly, thinking that I have known Chen Yao for so many years and have never shouted like that, you two have a really good relationship.

The Meng family and the Li family are family friends, Li Cou is not close to the family, but has a very good relationship with Meng Shuliang.

Meng Shuliang raised his teacup to take a sip. He watched the two young men for a while, then put down the cup in his hand, smiled at Li Min, and said, "You two have a very good relationship."

"Yes." Before Li Cou could speak, Yan Wenyi smiled softly: "Otherwise? Our relationship is already very good." His chopsticks hit