Yuanchuan High School

Yi..." What the hell are you talking about?

"Did you know that there were girls who liked you quite a lot in high school, not a few..."

Yan Wenyi recovered again, as if it was Li Cou's illusion last moment, he flicked Li Cou's forehead, "What are you doing with your head down all day? Isn't it a waste?"

"Your face, if you dress up well, it will be more suitable than mine." Yan Wenyi said: "As for me, I can be regarded as a funny clown at best, the one who will serve as your foil."

"No." Li Cou stammered, "It's nothing, don't talk nonsense."

Yan Wenyi smiled, "Then what are you afraid of?" Are you afraid that your grandma and mother will come to you?Or are you afraid of being mistaken for someone else?You're actually used to it. "

He saw Li Cou clenched his fist, and then heard him say calmly: "No, you think too much."

Yan Wenyi looked sideways, Li Cou's leg was quietly relaxed, and his left leg was uncovered. He stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to press it hard, but he didn't know what to think of, and then slowed down, and put his palm on it.

He turned around and gently kissed Li Min's ear.The laughing voice made Li Cou's ears itchy.

"It's fine if you don't have it, and you don't even think about it. It turns out that you are so annoying. You put on a bad face all day long to show someone. I was slapped by you even though I was kind enough to help. You still look like I am so reasonable. You It deserves it, you know?"

He patted Li Cou's face, Li Cou looked down at him, and couldn't help but retort, "Are you kind, you didn't intend to help me at all, you have to pretend to be a good person, you have to be shameless."

Yan Wenyi leaned on his shoulder and let out a chuckle.

"Hahaha, you still said it seriously, I'm sure I'm not serious! How could I be so kind! Do you think I'm doing charity!" He smiled for a while, then lowered his head and pressed Li Cou's knee, " Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Li Min shook his head, "I don't feel anything."

"That's it." Yan Wenyi said, "But I'm a little tired."

"what?"

"I said I was very tired." Yan Wenyi said flatly, "It's so difficult to always wait for you in front, to worry about the distance between me and you, and to take care of your feelings——I'm not much at all. People who are patient, if they keep doing this, isn’t it difficult to maintain it?”

Li Pu's eyelashes trembled, Yan Wenyi pinched his ears, and changed the topic, "I don't want to wait anymore, so...do you want to try to change it and try to catch up with me?"

Will be rejected?Yan Wenyi thought, just like in the past.

It's really funny, he himself felt strange, how could he say such words so naturally.

He patted Li Cou's left leg, "You have come out of the house, there is no need to remember some things, no one will ask you to do anything, you don't have to obey the rules, if you didn't go to the hospital in time when you were young, you can do it now go."

"After all, no one knows what the result will be."

Yan Wenyi looked at him.

In a daze, Li Min thought that time had returned to high school, the boy who was joking with his classmates after Yan Xia's class, had the same unruly expression on his face, as if everything was under his control, so chic and enviable.

Without blinking his eyes, Li Min was uncomfortable by the out-of-the-box eyes. He looked sideways, but Yan Wenyi didn't move, his eyes were indifferent, and he didn't seem to be looking at him.

I was looking at you, but you didn't pay attention.No, you never pay attention.

He remembered... Yan Wenyi said that at that time.

Two identical faces overlapped and merged in his eyes, Yan Wenyi kissed his side lightly, and said in a low voice: "Just think it's for me, try to keep up with me?" Li Cou's hands were trembling, and his heart was pounding. beating.

There were a lot of thoughts in his mind, but he didn't seem to think about anything. Li Cou looked into Yan Wenyi's eyes, and he saw his own figure inside. His breathing was slightly rapid, and he opened his mouth——

"Cough cough!"

A sudden sound tore the atmosphere apart.

"Almost got it."

At the glass corner on the second floor, the girl covered her eyes in embarrassment.

Yan Wenyi and Li Cou: "..."

58. Watching

Li Min didn't even know how he got out of the building.

His face was burning hot, and his body still remembered the embarrassing feeling, which made him curl up his fingers.

Yan Wenyi lowered his head, and the two of them fell silent.

"Why is your sister there?" After a while, Li Cou said.

Thinking of that moment just now, Li Cou still had the urge to find a hole to bury himself in.

"How do I know, I want to know that I won't be there anymore." Yan Wenyi was obviously a little embarrassed, he complained in a low voice, "Didn't you not go to work today..."

The remaining ambiguous words were messed up by the winter wind.

Winter brings spring, and it will be a new year.

Examination, diagnosis, and discussion of the condition... Li Cou's surgery is scheduled for the first half of his junior year. The surgery is risky, and it also involves later recovery and rehabilitation training. After a long consideration, Li Cou decided to suspend school.

Those who had encouraged him to do so before did not want to.

"Don't..." Yan Wenyi frowned. Although he couldn't understand the inspection report and the hospital's list, he only listened to what the doctor said. In the current state, you should think about it carefully."

Yan Wenyi held Li Cou's hand and looked up at him, "What if you don't succeed? Then you might as well be like this now."

"I regret it, you just pretend you haven't heard what I said."

"Forget it, don't do it." He looked up at Li Cou, the worry in his eyes was obvious, like a child worried about being abandoned.

Do you make that look too?

Li Cou wanted to see him worrying for a while, so he kept silent and deliberately left Yan Wenyi alone for a while, Yan Wenyi stared at him silently.

In the end, he was defeated by the guilt in his heart.

Li Min let Yan Wenyi take his hand and sat down beside him.Yan Wenyi clenched his hands even tighter, and looked at him with some displeasure.

"No, don't do this." He said, "My sister also had an operation because of her illness when she was a child. She couldn't speak that time. I was very worried, and I couldn't do anything, so I just kept crying..." He didn't continue Having said that, she pursed her lips and looked away.

Yan Wenyi didn't know that Li Minming didn't understand what he meant. He was too young when his sister had the operation, and he still couldn't understand the meaning. He could only cry. He cried before his sister was sent to the operating room. It got even worse, crying so much that Yan Wenyou had to take him away so as not to disturb his sister's cultivation.

There was nothing he could do then.

Today, it is impossible for Yan Wenyi to be the same as before, but his mood has not changed.

He held Li Pu's hand tightly, Li Pu felt very painful, and his palm seemed to be numb, but the man didn't seem to notice.

He didn't say let go.

Li Min looked up at the arc-shaped sky dome of the hospital, the light blue surface was covered with a layer of light from the outer gap, very bright.

"I... don't feel anything."

"Maybe it's already clear that it's not that simple. Anyway, it's already like this." Li Cou looked at him, "I still want to give it a try. I have submitted the application at the school first. It's not good to go back and forth."

"The school has nothing to do with it..." Yan Wenyi frowned, "I won't force you, no one forces you, don't make a decision in a hurry, this is not a trivial matter, don't mess around."

"Forget it." He turned his face away, "Just pretend I never said those words."

Yan Wenyi's tone was very angry - he was rarely so impulsive now, like a string of firecrackers that were lit in the wrong place and out of control, urgently waiting for a bucket of cold water to pour over the sky to extinguish his anger.Li Min bent the corners of his lips, he wanted to laugh a little.

Forget it, how can you forget it.

How can there be such a good thing, everything can be forgotten.

Although it was very inappropriate to say so, he was very happy.

"I didn't mess around, I know it myself, I know, I'm not the same as when I was a child."

Li Cou looked at the light reflected from the glass embedded in the ceiling, "I know what I'm doing, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it—I'm serious."

"I really seldom... rarely make my own decisions."

From childhood to adulthood, his life is like a fixed track, where the cars turn around, drive in the established direction, turn at that intersection, and slow down at that section of the road——

This road is not tailor-made for him, he just walks along the route of his predecessors again.

as a fake.

He has no hobbies that can be called, and he has little interest in everything. The long-term step-by-step routine has crushed his curiosity silently, and he lacks the courage to stretch his head out to look at the world.

After the college entrance examination, the universities and majors that he chose were all recommended by the head teacher. Li Pingjun gave instructions in a babbling manner. Li Cou could understand every word of "professional advantages, matching abilities, further education and employment prospects", and they could be linked together. He didn't know what it meant.

The air conditioner in the office kept him cool, and Li Min listened straight, feeling drowsy.

Thinking about it this way, the most rebellious decision he ever made was when he returned home after the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, when he broke with the generation in his hometown.

At that time... Yan Wenyi was by his side.

It is difficult to publicize family ugliness in front of outsiders, let alone something that Li Cou will never take the initiative to recall. The youth's self-esteem firmly built a barrier outside the wall of his heart, and Li Cou sighed stubbornly.

Yes, he can be embarrassed in any way, he is used to it, but these things, he is unwilling, unwilling to show in front of others, unwilling to bow his head in front of Yan Wenyi.

It was like asking him for help, Li Min didn't need anyone's help.

This may be a courage that he himself has never discovered.

"I don't seem to have decided on something very important."

Will played very little in the events of his life.Li looked at the zenith: "I want to play, too.