Yuanchuan High School

I want to ride a bike, I want to run home in the rain when it’s raining, I want to swim in the pool in the sun, I want to compare myself to others, I want to sweat and run a marathon…”

His voice was very soft, as if he could not burst those bubble-like dreams.

Yan Wenyi stopped talking, lowered his head, and repeatedly pulled the zipper of his backpack, making harsh noises.

He couldn't stop him, Li Cou's decision was obvious.

He's said it all.

A moth that has never been exposed to light will jump at the flame at the last second before it dies, not to mention that Li Min can still run and jump.

Li Cou looked at Yan Wenyi, the expression on his face was like a bankrupt enemy turned whitehead overnight, Li Cou couldn't hold back, and laughed softly.

"What are you doing." Yan Wenyi said, "You can laugh at this kind of thing, you think I'm joking with you here."

"No." Li Cou smiled for a while, Yan Wenyi frowned and watched him, his face full of displeasure, and let Li Cou laugh in front of him, shrugging his shoulders, Li Cou smiled enough, bent over He shook his head from the corner of his eyes, "I'm not joking with you, I just..." He drew with his hand, as if he didn't know how to say, "Happy."

"I am very happy."

Li Min shook Yan Wenyi's hand, trying to let him go, but the force from his hand became tighter, as if it was going to drag him to another world.

Yan Wenyi stared downcast, stubbornly refusing to let go.

He's really like a kid in that.

Forget it...

Li Min sat down in the direction of this force, looked sideways at the people around him, and said softly, "Thank you."

Yan Wenyi's heart skipped a beat suddenly.

Li Mino said thank you to him many, many times.

He heard this kind of commonplace polite words [-] times a day, not even as good as the leaves that are blown by the wind and left ripples.

The boy tilted his head and said in a low voice, "Don't thank me, this is your business and has nothing to do with me."

It still has something to do with it.Li Min thought to himself, otherwise why were you in such a hurry just now?

Yan Wenyi withdrew the strength from his hands, and leaned against him Xuxu, very quiet, and the heat of the human body was very clear, and the heat came continuously.

Three, two, one.

His wish passed by every minute and every second, and the time returned to zero.

Li Cou's operation was considered a success, but his recovery is not very good.

Every time Yan Wenyi came to see him in the hospital, he always frowned.

He always has something on hand, sometimes fruit, sometimes supplements.The patient is well taken care of, and there is no shortage of these things at all, so he puts them on the table next to the bed, as if they have been delivered, regardless of whether the patient needs them or not.

Yan Wenyi didn't speak, and sat beside the hospital bed, either staring at Li Cou or in a daze, the boy's brows were tightly knit together, the silence was like ice condensed on the two poles.

He is not happy, Li Min thought, is he blaming himself?

Li Min lowered his eyes, and in a blink of an eye, he leaned forward, forced a smile, patted Yan Wenyi, and said briskly: "It's okay, look, the recovery is actually okay, didn't the doctor say that training is the most important thing? You can take your time."

He propped his hands on the bed and shook his leg vigorously, but the leg immobilized by the cast only moved slightly.

Yan Wenyi said coldly: "It's alright if you call it that? Then why don't you come down and run around downstairs to show me?"

"You still want to count on training, you—" He thought of something, and closed his mouth apprehensively.

"Lie down." He said coldly.

"Stop moving."

Yan Wenyi has matured a lot, and his exposed sharpness has become very restrained, and he doesn't stand out much on weekdays. He is just an ordinary college student—if his temper hasn't changed.Even the sarcasm has become subtle.

Of course Li Min could understand what he was saying, he flattened the corners of his mouth, pulled the thread of the quilt, bowed his head and said, "I'll do my best... I'm sorry."

Yan Wenyi seemed to want to say something, opened his mouth, finally let out a breath, and looked away, "Sorry, I didn't lose my temper with you."

He is angry with himself.

This can no longer be done in the future.Yan Wenyi lowered her eyes, last time it was her sister, this time it was Li Cou, who is next time?

The boy crossed his fingers and put them on his lap, silent.

The patient fell asleep, and Yan Wenyi sat in the hospital all night.

Li Cou is very resistant to rehabilitation training after the operation.

He didn't say the reason, but Yan Wenyi guessed it had something to do with his childhood experiences.

Li Cou was unwilling to accept the care of Yan's family, so Yan Wenyi chose a very good rehabilitation hospital in Yuanchuan alone. After searching for a long time, he finally secretly asked his brother for help.

He didn't tell Li Cou, and Li Cou thought in a daze that he had chosen it.

It's just a coincidence.

Yan Wenyi remembered that when he accompanied Li Cou to the rehabilitation training for the first time, the two of them searched for a long time but couldn't find the way. Li Cou sat in a wheelchair, and Yan Wenyi pushed him, looking around, there were many patients in hospital gowns in the corridor, Some walked, some jumped with one foot on the wall, and fell to the ground after jumping twice. The family members tried to help the patient up, but the patient yelled "Leave me alone" out of control, and some were also pushed away. The face of the person sitting in the wheelchair was gloomy, and the person pushing the wheelchair was talking on the phone, talking and laughing, saliva splashed in the air, and even patted the wheelchair vigorously excitedly. From such a close distance, it was like people from two worlds.

At that time, he was concentrating on finding the way, and he didn't care about Li Cou's state. He only remembered that he was very quiet.

Li Cou didn't make a sound, and didn't look back once.

Before he went in, Yan Wenyi hugged him, Li Cou's face was abnormally pale, Yan Wenyi repeatedly confirmed: "Is it really possible?"

Li Min nodded tirelessly, "Yes."

Yan Wenyi was still a little worried, he pursed his lips, and stopped blocking, "Come on, I'll pick you up later."

Li Cou just smiled: "Don't bother, don't you have something else to do? It's only a short distance from me to go back to the ward, and I can push back by myself."

Li Cou was acting too normal at that time, Yan Wenyi didn't see anything wrong with him.

He said yes...

Yan Wenyi has other things to do, time is too tight, he originally wanted to leave first and come back later.

Yan Wenyi glanced back at the tightly closed door, thinking that something happened by chance, so he stayed for a while longer.

It was not a good memory, but it still left a deep imprint on it until now.

Yan Wenyi wanted to walk around the hospital. He saw a white-haired old man half-kneeling and rubbing the legs of a middle-aged man next to him. The man's eyes were out of focus, and he didn't know where he was looking. Calling "Mom" again, the old man responded to every sound, and the man kept laughing. Yan Wenyi couldn't tell whether he was joking or if he really didn't recognize his father.

One step is another story.

The old man with stroke and dementia walked two steps while leaning on the wall and didn't know where to go. He muttered something, looked back and walked back, and trapped himself in the strange surroundings.

Yan Wenyi watched him for a long time, he didn't know if the old man had any family members, maybe he did, maybe he didn't.

There were people's voices all around, and it wasn't deserted. Yan Wenyi's heart thumped rapidly, as if he had suddenly fallen weightlessly, falling headlong from the flat ground into the cold and silent morgue on the negative floor.

How could things go so smoothly?Yan Wenyi strode up and walked back, he had a bad feeling.

The situation was indeed not very good - Yan Wenyi was shocked when he went back.

Li Min was sitting on the ground, as if he had fallen. He didn't try to get up. He just arched his back and bowed his head in a gesture of resistance. Someone next to him was talking into his ear, trying to help him get up. Minato also seemed to have never heard of it, and the hands on the ground kept shaking.

When others approached him, he didn't respond, just kept saying don't touch me don't touch me.

Yan Wenyi stared blankly.

If he had already left, then Li Min would never tell him about it.

He didn't even last 10 minutes.

Yan Wenyi waved his hand, gestured apologetically to the doctors and nurses on the side, stood up, stretched out his hand and paused again, then stretched it out firmly, and gently landed on Li Cou's head. Because of the reason of hospitalization, Li Cou's hair It's a bit long, Yan Wenyi grabbed Li Cou's hair and messed it up, "Li Cou." Yan Wenyi called him.

Doctors are out.Yan Wenyi hugged him, leaned into his ear, and called his name repeatedly.

Li Min lost his strength in struggling, and looked at him absent-mindedly. He reached out to block Yan Wenyi's hand, but he grabbed it again, holding it tightly between his fingers.

"I'm sorry." After a long time, Li Cou said suddenly.

are you awake?Yan Wenyi thought silently.

"Why do you say sorry?"

Li Cou stretched out his hand to scratch the carpet, "You are angry." He said to himself, "Yes, you should be angry, I am a useless person."

Yan Wenyi hugged him harder, he glanced at Li Cou, and then moved his eyes away unnaturally, "I'm not happy, but I'm not angry."

"I didn't want to be angry with you. I didn't think about it a long time ago. You think I'm angry. It's not a good thing. Do I scare you?"

Yan Wenyi spoke very slowly and seriously. He lowered his eyes slightly and looked at the hands he and Li Cou were holding, "You can take your time, I can accompany you."

It's disgusting that the two of them are so wary of each other.

"You don't have to be afraid." Yan Wenyi looked down into his eyes, "Don't think about when you were young, it's already gone."

"Look at me, you just have to look at me."

Li Min was stunned for a moment.

If time goes back to a few years ago, and I found him next to the bus stop on that hot summer day——

Wearing white short-sleeves, dragging luggage in one hand, looking at the dusty bus, an angry prospective college student, if someone tells him that your future world will be different from that of the boy who pushed you off the bus just now