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, "That will be soon, just one year. In fact, you are also 28, and you will be 29 next year. It's time to get married."

"What about you? Still don't plan to get married?"

"Me? What am I going to marry?" Jiang Tong laughed, his voice trembling, he clenched his wrists to stop the trembling, and asked him, "You don't hate the smell of cigarettes now? Do you mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

Zhuo Yu didn't say anything, he took out the cigarette case and the lighter from his pocket and pressed them on the coffee table and pushed them over. Jiang Tong didn't refuse, took out one and lit it, and took a deep breath before gradually calming down.

He said: "For a person like me, I will live my whole life in a daze. It's fine to get married or something. It's good to be alone."

"No more boyfriends?"

Jiang Tong shook his head, but didn't say anything, he didn't want to harm anyone anymore.

So silent again, Zhuo Yu didn't speak again, quietly finished the tea in the cup, got up and prepared to leave.

Jiang Tong followed and stood up, seeing that he didn't speak, Zhuo Yu just stopped in his tracks, and didn't intend to go any further.

The two were in a stalemate, Jiang Tong also hesitated, and said after a long time: "I'll see you off."

Zhuo Yu didn't answer him, didn't move, and sat back after standing for a while, picking up and putting down the empty cup.

Jiang Tong didn't speak, picked up the cup to add hot water, made a new pot, and came back with hot tea.

Zhuo Yu slowly drank another cup, went to the bathroom after asking Jiang Tong, and saw that the towels, toothbrushes and supplies inside were all for one person, which proved that Jiang Tong was indeed living alone and did not deceive him.

Back in the living room, Zhuo Yu pulled Jiang Tong up and threw him on the sofa, followed by his body, supporting Jiang Tong's back with one hand to prevent him from getting up, and the other hand to untie Jiang Tong's pants.

Such a move made Jiang Tong unacceptable for a while, he grabbed Zhuo Yu's wrist and pulled it away, then turned over and came face to face with Zhuo Yu.

Looking at each other, Jiang Tong clearly felt the change in Zhuo Yu's breath, which was a little heavy.It's not that he doesn't want to be raped by Zhuo Yu, after all, it's the person he likes, or the lover he owes ten years.

Jiang Tong turned his eyes away, let go of his hands, and said in a low voice, "It hasn't been raised yet. If you want to do it, you need lubricant. I don't have it here."

The person hanging over him didn't speak, Jiang Tong turned his gaze back to see that Zhuo Yu was still the same, nothing special changed.

Do you want to do it or not?Jiang Tong couldn't see it at all, so he could only look away again, waiting for Zhuo Yu's answer.

After another while, Zhuo Yu got up and stood beside the sofa, and asked him, "Have you bought any medicine yet?"

"in the room."

The sound of footsteps came into the room, and he found an ointment in the drawer beside the bed and brought it over. Jiang Tong, who was sitting on the sofa, stretched out his hand, but Zhuo Yu didn't give him the medicine, and just said, "Go take a bath."

It was a very strange process. Jiang Tong didn't realize it until he turned on the shower to take a shower. Zhuo Yu took the medicine and didn't give it to him. Instead, he asked him to come in to take a shower. What was he trying to do?What are you going to do?

Although he was indeed attacked by Zhuo Yu, it was based on his wish. If it was a normal relationship, there was no doubt that Zhuo Yu was the one below.

Therefore, Jiang Tong doesn't feel that he is weak, and he doesn't want to be seen as weak, even if the other party is Zhuo Yu.

Walking out of the bathroom, Zhuo Yu was not in the living room, and the cups on the coffee table were taken away. Jiang Tong rubbed his hair and entered the room. Zhuo Yu stood in front of the bay window and looked at the deserted mountain on the other side of the Yangtze River.

Jiang Tong was really afraid that when he saw Zhuo Yu standing by the window, he couldn't help but think of the pool of blood downstairs in the dormitory. After washing so many times, some redness would remain.

He walked over and pulled Zhuo Yu to open and close the curtains, lowered his head and took a deep breath, mustered up great courage to raise his head, and said, "I'm sorry!"

This apology that he owed Zhuo Yu for ten years contained too many debts. He once felt that he was not even qualified to say these three words to Zhuo Yu, but Feng Yi also said, "If you don't say it, he will How do you know? Whether he accepts it or not is one thing, but whether you open your mouth is another matter entirely."

Jiang Tong felt that Feng Yi's words were right, so he chose to express his apology for the ten years owed here, regardless of whether Zhuo Yu accepted it or not.

"Which thing is this apology for? Jumping off a building? Didn't give me a birthday? Or didn't even look at me when I was dying?"

Zhuo Yu asked very calmly, as if he was questioning Jiang Tong on behalf of others, which made Jiang Tong feel depressed and suffocated.

He took a heavy breath and replied: "I know, no matter what I say or how I apologize, what happened has already happened, and it won't go away just because of my apology. Xiaoyu, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just ..."

[I hope you can live happily ever after. 】

Jiang Tong couldn't say these words, and Zhuo Yu was hurt like that, what right did he have to say these words.

"Just what?"

5. Birthday

Jiang Tong didn't answer, he really couldn't say that, even if Zhuo Yu is happy at the moment, seeing him and thinking about the past, the so-called happiness will be greatly reduced and become misfortune, what qualifications does he have to expect and bless?

"Just wishing me well?"

Jiang Tong looked at the person in front of him, the sarcasm in his words was so obvious, he turned his eyes to avoid it, and really didn't know how to face it.

"Why don't you dare look at me?"

One sentence made Jiang Tong turn his gaze back, he looked at Zhuo Yu with no emotion on his calm face, his eyes were so strange and cold.

Jiang Tong was afraid and wanted to escape, but Zhuo Yu who stepped forward grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the side of the bed and threw him on the bed.

The lights in the room are very bright, clearly illuminating every corner, Jiang Tong can only bury his head in the pillow, trying not to think about it.

The weird feeling disappeared, Jiang Tong didn't turn to look at Zhuo Yu immediately, but heard footsteps to the closet, opened and closed the door, walked into the bathroom, opened and closed the door.

Jiang Tong frowned and pulled up his pants and sat up. The reunion this time was obviously worse than that night. He would rather Zhuo Yu treat him harder than the way that enemies are not like enemies and lovers are not like lovers.

What's more, Zhuo Yu already has a girlfriend and is about to get married, so he shouldn't be entangled with him here.

Jiang Tong took several deep breaths and got off the bed, lit a cigarette, drank a beer and sat on the sofa, looking up only to see the gray-blue curtains.Jiang Tong looked away silently, smoking a cigarette and drinking, staying for about ten minutes.

He heard the bathroom door open, and footsteps came to him, standing silently.

Jiang Tong clenched the beer can that was about to be empty, and immediately changed his shape. He said, "I'm used to going to bed late, so I won't disturb you."

There was still no movement, Jiang Tong slowly raised his head, met with a hand and knocked down the beer can, and the rest of the wine was scattered on the floor.

Zhuo Yu didn't speak, but dragged him back to the room arbitrarily, and his actions were not friendly.

Being thrown onto the bed again, Jiang Tong no longer resisted, and let Zhuo Yu hug him from behind, just like ten years ago in the dormitory when he sneaked onto Zhuo Yu's bed and hugged Zhuo Yu, locking Zhuo Yu's whole body in his arms inside.

With his back against Zhuo Yu's chest, Jiang Tong suddenly realized that that night was completely robbed by Zhuo Yu unilaterally, not to mention touching Zhuo Yu, it was difficult even to look at Zhuo Yu in that posture.

The long-lost physical contact was still very intimate, and Jiang Tong felt rippling in his heart, lying quietly in Zhuo Yu's arms, without speaking, and neither did Zhuo Yu.

After staying for more than ten minutes, there was no movement from the people behind him. Jiang Tong thought that Zhuo Yu had fallen asleep, but seeing that the room was so bright that it was not easy to sleep, he got up and wanted to turn off the light.

The hand on his chest tightened, and the person behind him said displeasedly, "What are you doing?"

"The light is too bright." Jiang Tong explained, and then he felt the hands holding him loosen, so Jiang Tong got up and turned off the light, and lay down again.

In the same posture, after falling into the darkness, Jiang Tong could clearly feel the breathing of the person behind him, calm and gentle, without any major ups and downs, and he wondered if he fell asleep.

There shouldn't be any. After a few minutes, the hand lying on his chest moved down, lifted his clothes and touched it.

It's a bit weird, and it's not so easy to accept psychologically, but Jiang Tong endured without resistance, biting his lips and trying not to make a sound.

A hand came up, and the fingertips moved along the lips and stopped at the corner of the mouth. They pushed in once or twice, and then they were pinched by the chin and forced to turn to kiss the person behind them.

The lips and teeth were pried open, and the long-lost kissing touch swept over, but the role was changed, and Jiang Tong changed from active to passive.

Thinking that when he was young, he always laughed at Zhuo Yu for being shy, and kissing back was jerky and not enjoyable, but now that he thinks about it, it is really a slap in the face, Zhuo Yu is obviously good at kissing, probably because his fiancée practiced it.

Feeling jealous, Jiang Tong entangled Zhuo Yu's tongue and pushed it back, turning around to guide Zhuo Yu.

Turning around, Jiang Tong skipped the cumbersome steps and grabbed it, but it took a lot longer than he remembered.

After a while of madness, both of them went to take a shower and changed their clothes again, lying on the bed, Zhuo Yu leaned into his clothes and asked him, "Do you still remember my birthday?"

"October seventeenth."

"still remember……"

Jiang Tong lowered his eyes and put his hand on Zhuo Yu's arm. How could he forget such an important thing?

There was no sound in the back, and Jiang Tong didn't speak, worrying about disturbing Zhuo Yu's rest, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

Everything that happened today was unexpected, Zhuo Yu came to the door, he didn't scold him and beat him up to question him, he just drank two cups of tea, applied medicine to him, then hugged each other and fell asleep.

Like a lover, but not a lover, what does Zhuo Yu mean?

Jiang Tong didn't understand, and didn't bother to guess too much, no matter what Zhuo Yu wanted to do, he would accept and bear it unconditionally.

After a sleepless night, the person let go of him just after dawn and got up, went to the bathroom to wash, changed his clothes, opened the door and left without leaving a word.

Jiang Tong came back after the door closed