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Got up, went to the living room Jiang Tong opened the balcony that had been closed all night, took a mop to clean up the beer on the floor, seeing that it was still early Jiang Tong simply cleaned up the house from beginning to end, and moved the sofa , worried that Zhuo Yu would come again.

In the end, Jiang Tong put the scarf bought yesterday in an obvious place in the closet, so that Zhuo Yu could see it as soon as he opened it, and he should understand, but he didn't know if Zhuo Yu would come before his birthday.

Jiang Tong thought about closing the closet, he didn't know Zhuo Yu's phone number, where Zhuo Yu lived, and there was a fiancée beside him.

Of course, birthdays should be spent with lovers, Zhuo Yu asked him that, and it was just a question, maybe after we parted this time, we would never see each other again.

After all, Zhuo Yu has already taken revenge on him, and even left a video, so there is nothing to take revenge on him.

Picking up his mobile phone, Jiang Tong casually ordered a takeaway. After eating, he went to the store. After a busy weekend, Zhuo Yu's birthday also arrived.

Jiang Tong didn't go to the store that day, but waited at home, and bought a cake, 28 candles, and noodles.

It's a pity that Zhuo Yu didn't show up from nine o'clock in the morning until nine o'clock in the evening, so he probably won't come.

That's right, of course you have to spend such a special day with your most important person, how could it be his turn?

Jiang Tong smiled wryly, looking at the cake on the coffee table a little sad, and didn't want to stay at home any longer, so he wanted to go out for a walk.

Jiang Tong took his coat and went out, first walked slowly around the neighborhood, then went across the street, looked into the store from the window, Jiang Tong did not find that familiar figure.

This is being self-indulgent, Jiang Tong smiled wryly, went into the shopping mall, wandered around aimlessly for several times, and finally found a noodle restaurant on the side of the road to eat a bowl of noodles.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when we boarded the elevator. Jiang Tong glanced at the time, thinking that Zhuo Yu should prepare to blow out candles and make a wish with his fiancée at midnight, and then go to a good night together, feeling sore in his heart.

He frowned, and when the elevator door opened, the smell of smoke was blowing in his face, and for a moment, he felt a sense of anticipation again.

Jiang Tong quickly got out of the elevator, and sure enough, he saw Zhuo Yu in front of his door, with an unburned cigarette between his fingers, and there were obviously more trash cans than last time.

He just left for two hours, Zhuo Yu smoked so much?Is it in a bad mood?

Jiang Tong reached out and took away the cigarette in Zhuo Yu's hand, put it on the trash can, and pulled Zhuo Yu to open the door. While it was still early, he could make a bowl of longevity noodles for Zhuo Yu, and then wait until twelve o'clock. Give Zhuo Yu a complete birthday with candles.

Opening the door, Jiang Tong was pressed against the wall by Zhuo Yu before he could turn on the light in the living room. He pinched his shoulders with both hands and asked angrily, "Didn't you say you remember my birthday! Why aren't you at home!"

"I thought your fiancée you were with wouldn't come." Jiang Tong explained that he really didn't expect Zhuo Yu to come, but he thought that Zhuo Yu would come during the daytime instead of when he was watching the zero o'clock .

"Excuses! It's all excuses!" Zhuo Yu roared angrily, not believing Jiang Tong's explanation at all, and arbitrarily dragging people into the room in the dark.

"Xiaoyu, listen to my explanation, I really remember, I will return it to you..."

Before Jiang Tong could speak, he was thrown on the bed. Zhuo Yu pushed him forward without any pity, just like that night in the rainy night.

No dilators, no lube, not even stimulants.Jiang Tong was tossed hard, and when Zhuo Yu stopped, he lay on the bed weakly.

Zhuo Yu pulled up his trousers and got up, turned on the light in the room, took a set of clothes from the closet, went to the bathroom to wash and change, and didn't go back to see how the people in the room were doing, he just wanted to leave.

Passing by the living room, the lights in the room faintly shone, revealing a square outline on the coffee table.

Zhuo Yu couldn't help but recall Jiang Tong's words, if Jiang Tong didn't forget his birthday...

In the darkness, Zhuo Yu frowned again, and hurried to the door to turn on the light in the living room. On the coffee table was an unopened gift box cake.

So Jiang Tong really remembered that he even bought a birthday cake for him. It was because he came too late that Jiang Tong thought he would not come, so he went out.

He misunderstood Jiang Tong...

Now Zhuo Yu was a little restless, and he didn't continue to stare at the cake box, and quickly turned back to the room.

The person on the bed curled up without moving, and a few dark flowers bloomed on the light blue sheets, which seemed more serious than the first time.

This time Zhuo Yu was moved, and leaned over to pick up Jiang Tong, who was curled up in pain, and went to the bathroom.

After cleaning and applying medicine, Zhuo Yu put Jiang Tong on the sofa in the living room, opened the closet again to look for a change of sheets, and saw the light gray plaid scarf, which was very similar to the one in memory.

Zhuo Yu reached out to take it off, and the tag was still hanging on it. It was new, and it was a birthday present prepared by Jiang Tong for him.

In the living room, Jiang Tong got up slowly, stretched out his hand to open the outer box of the cake, the creamy fruit cake, which he ordered after a long time, afraid that Zhuo Yu's appetite would change and he would not like such sweet ones.

Inserting candles and lighting them one by one, Jiang Tong raised his head and said to the people who came out of the room, "Although the time has passed, it's not very good, but I bought it anyway, and you're here too, just make do with it and make a wish." Yes, next time I will definitely wait for you and not go out."

6. Fever

Snapped!

The ceiling lights dimmed, leaving only the soft light of candles flickering in the living room. Jiang Tong watched Zhuo Yu come to the coffee table and squat down, clasping his hands in a praying posture and wishing on the cake.

Jiang Tong had imagined such a scene countless times in his mind. As early as more than a month before Zhuo Yu's birthday, he was thinking about what kind of cake he should order and what kind of blessing he should write.

On the birthday night when there were only the two of them, when Zhuo Yu became an adult, should he do something to Zhuo Yu that an adult should do?

But all the things he imagined were broken before Zhuo Yu's birthday, shattered into a ground of glass shards, he tried desperately to pick them up and piece them together into a picture, but it was all in vain, he left nothing but blood on the ground live.

Jiang Tong fell into memory again, he stood in front of the ward, and in the ward was his mother who was dying after several chemotherapy treatments.

"Tongtong! I beg you, Mom! I beg you, Mom! You go back to normal, like girls, live a normal life, get married and have children! I beg you! Let Mom go away with peace of mind! Mom doesn't want to die without regretting it! "

Is it abnormal?

Abnormal!

He likes men, likes Zhuo Yu who is the same gender as him, and unlike other men who like women, he cannot get married or start a family, so...he is not normal.

Looking at his mother who was dying on the hospital bed, no matter how much he hated him, he could not remain indifferent. He promised his mother to cut off contact with Zhuo Yu, not to go to school, and to stay in the hospital all the time, and accompany his mother through the last part of his life. most painful.

With his own eyes, he watched his mother transform from a middle-aged woman to an old woman, with her hair falling out in handfuls, needles stuck on the back of her hand forever, and she lost weight day by day.

Jiang Tong was very afraid, afraid that the mother who was so angry every time she beat him and scolded him would close her eyes and never wake up again, afraid that one day in the future he would become like this, no matter what he thought To live is to struggle in vain.

He almost forgot how he got there during the time in the hospital, while taking care of his mother and worrying that he would inherit it, he secretly contacted Zhuo Yu, tried to comfort him as much as possible, and told him to wait a little longer.

Jiang Tong couldn't understand why he was so persistent at that time, he wanted to be with Zhuo Yu persistently. If he let go and told Zhuo Yu not to wait, would that tragedy not happen and Zhuo Yu would not jump off the building? ?

His thoughts were broken again, Jiang Tong instinctively licked the cool cream on the corner of his mouth, and the next second, Zhuo Yu got up and hugged him in his arms and kissed him.

Very sweet taste, light and soft, as if being taken to the clouds, the whole person is light and ethereal.

Jiang Tong was immersed in this kiss. Compared with the roughness on the bed, Zhuo Yu seemed to be a different person at the moment, the gentleness made him strange, and made him want to hold on tight.

After a long time, the two slowly separated. Zhuo Yu threw his arms around him and fell into the sofa, his hands imprisoned him, seeming a little displeased, "What were you thinking just now?"

Jiang Tong didn't want to mention that in front of Zhuo Yu, so he made an excuse at random and said, "I'm thinking about what I should give you for your next birthday."

"A windbreaker, don't be too thick, it will be heavy, and not too thin, it will be cold."

"Army green, or dark gray?"

"It will be all right."

Jiang Tong thought for a while and said, "That's army green, dark gray is too boring."

"Ah."

It seemed that they fell silent again, no one spoke again, maybe they couldn't find anything to say, at least Jiang Tong was like this.

He was hugged by Zhuo Yu on his side, with the back of the sofa in front of him and Zhuo Yu behind him, he was a little worried that Zhuo Yu would fall off in the middle of the night after sleeping like this.

After hesitating for a long time, he softly called the person behind him, but he did not fall asleep.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Zhuo Yu asked him, and his hands moved down following the question.

Jiang Tong pressed his hand, "No, the sofa is too small, it's better to go back to the room and sleep better."

"No change of sheets."

He lived alone all the time, and he used two sets of bed quilts. After Zhuo Yu came last time, he cleaned up the house and put the bed quilt for washing on the side sleeper.

Jiang Tong pursed his lips and didn't directly say to lie on his side, worrying that Zhuo Yu might misunderstand that someone else was staying with him.

He thought for a while and said, "I lay the changed quilt on my side, thinking that the weather is good these days so I can bask in the sun, and if you come here, you can have a place to sleep."

"You don't want to sleep in the same bed with me?"

The not-so-good tone was better than letting Zhuo Yu misunderstand that someone was staying overnight. Jiang Tong continued: "I'm not unwilling, I just think that you can make do with it when you don't want to, and you won't sleep in the living room."

Zhuo Yu let go of him