It's my first time being a cat

On the weekend, Zhu Xiaoming came to the gate of China Film Group early.

He is wearing a casual outfit today, the contrasting color polo shirt is not so boring, washed jeans and a white baseball cap, he looks like a youthful youth again, standing at the entrance of China Film Group, he is perfectly mixed with the surrounding students .

Zhu Xiaoming stood at the school gate waiting for Gu Jingyao, and looked at the students passing by. Boys and girls were the same age as him, full of youthful atmosphere, and occasionally a few couples walked by, laughing and playing.

This made Zhu Xiaoming suddenly have an illusion, as if he was just an ordinary student who had just finished class and was waiting for a date at the school gate.

But Gu Jingyao's stinky face on campus doesn't look like a student at all. If you really want to say, it's also a teacher-student relationship.

Zhu Xiaoming was amused by this thought and couldn't help laughing out loud.

Originally, he was wondering if it was not formal enough to wear casual clothes for his first date, but now he looks good in this way!

Zhu Xiaoming arrived a little early, and he was afraid of the heat, so he simply hid under the shade of a tree and swiped his phone, flipping through Gu Jingyao's super chat on the trumpet.

When Gu Jingyao arrived at the entrance of China Film Group, he saw Zhu Xiaoming huddled in the corner like a cat, holding his mobile phone intently, not knowing what he was looking at, and laughing from time to time, so silly.

Gu Jingyao patted Zhu Xiaoming on the shoulder from behind, and Zhu Xiaoming jumped up, turning off the phone in a hurry.

"Are you here so early?" Gu Jingyao asked.

The film festival opened at two o'clock in the afternoon, and he had arrived half an hour earlier. Unexpectedly, Zhu Xiaoming came earlier than him.

They just finished filming in Shanhe, and they still need to prepare for Tongcheng. The only investor, Qiao Qirui, has a lot of money, so he doesn't care about the crew. The crew is currently resting. Gu Jingyao and Zhu Xiaoming haven't lived together these few days.

Zhu Xiaoming then wrinkled his nose and started talking nonsense: "It's not very early, my house is relatively close to here..."

In fact, his villa and China Film Studio are in the east and the west, and it takes more than an hour to drive there.

Gu Jingyao nodded and said nothing.

Zhu Xiaoming also forgot that he and Qiao Qirui were neighbors, and Gu Jingyao had been to Qiao Qirui's house, so Gu Jingyao already knew where he lived.

The Youth Film Festival is an award organized by Zeng Yu for young filmmakers. During the ten-day exhibition, more than 20 outstanding works of young filmmakers will be screened in the exhibition hall of China Film.

Gu Jingyao was not invited to be a judge this time, he didn't want to overwhelm the guests, and the film festival with Zhu Xiaoming was a private trip, so the two of them dressed casually and didn't go to the red carpet.

The performance hall of China Film Group is located in the middle of the campus, where students' graduation dramas and usual film activities will be held.

Zhu Xiaoming has also been to many schools for filming idol dramas. The architectural style of China Film Group is different from the schools he has seen. You can see mahogany and blue bricks. There are a row of green pines planted on both sides of the exhibition hall, which are straight and straight. The red walls on the side of the building It is covered with creepers, and the wind rustles, like a dancing green skirt.

Zhu Xiaoming looked around curiously, taking the surrounding scenery into his head.

This is Gu Jingyao's alma mater.

Among the well-known drama schools, China Film Academy is a real academic school. Actors from China Film Academy may not be the most beautiful, but they must be the most skilled in acting.

When Gu Jingyao first entered the entertainment circle, he knew that he was from China Film Academy, and it caused quite a stir because his face was incompatible with China Film Academy's style, but later he also proved his strength with the title of the youngest actor.

Zhu Xiaoming turned his head to look at Gu Jingyao's face.

The profound facial features and clear facial contours seem to be too eye-catching in the crowd, and Gu Jingyao is tall, which makes him stand out from the crowd.

Even though this is the Drama Academy, the boys around are already considered tall and handsome, but Gu Jingyao can still beat others by a large margin.

Zhu Xiaoming muttered, the expression on his face changed back and forth.

Gu Jingyao looked at him silently for a while, then curled his lips involuntarily.

Zhu Xiaoming looked the same when he was a human or a cat, and he didn't know why he didn't discover his identity before.

Seeing him like that, Gu Jingyao suddenly wanted to tease him.

He withdrew his gaze, opened his lips and said, "If you have anything to say, you can say it directly, I can't hear you so quietly."

Zhu Xiaoming was caught and almost choked on his broken thoughts. He blinked and said, "I just want to say...you are so tall, how did you get into China Film Group at that time? Don't you say that China Film Group has strict requirements? ?”

Gu Jingyao thought back to himself at that time, and then glanced at the top of Zhu Xiaoming's head: "I was not that tall at that time, maybe it was about the same as you, and I grew up in college."

When Gu Jingyao came to China Film Academy for the exam, he looked thin and thin, and the interviewing teacher praised him for his photogenic stature.

Who knew that as soon as he entered university, he would start drawing bars. The longer a person grows, the taller he is, the proportion is not bad. He didn't grow up to be a big fool. If Zeng Yu didn't stick to one pattern, he only looked at the feeling and didn't look at the height. Gu Jingyao might not be able to catch it. play.

Zhu Xiaoming's eyes widened after hearing this: "Then...then can I still grow taller?"

As he spoke, he stood on tiptoe, stretched out his hand and gestured for the height difference with Gu Jingyao, and muttered in his mouth, seemingly obsessed with the fact that he was a head shorter than Gu Jingyao.

Gu Jingyao hooked his lips, put his big palm on the top of Zhu Xiaoming's head, and pressed him down lightly: "You are just right now, no matter how tall you are, it will be difficult to take the show." And if he grows taller, he will not be able to press the top of the child's head up.

Zhu Xiaoming wrinkled his face unconvinced: "I will definitely grow again, at least two centimeters..."

The way he muttered in a low voice was exactly like that stupid cat.

When letting go, Gu Jingyao couldn't hold back, rubbed the top of Zhu Xiaoming's head, the fluffy hair slid through his fingertips, the soft touch was not much different from the soft fur on a cat, melting the look in his eyes.

Li Yan's movie started on time at two o'clock in the afternoon. Gu Jingyao and Zhu Xiaoming walked into the auditorium with the invitation letter, ready to find a seat.

Some audiences sat in twos and threes in the arena, including students and filmmakers in the industry, but the seats were not full, probably because everyone didn't know Li Yan well.

Zhu Xiaoming faced the empty seat in front of him, not knowing where to sit, there were so many seats, he had no excuse to sit next to Gu Jingyao.

Who knew that Gu Jingyao turned his head, raised his eyebrows at him, and said naturally: "What are you doing standing, sit down."

"Oh." Zhu Xiaoming sat down beside Gu Jingyao obediently, but his back was straight and he didn't dare to move around, which can be called obedient.

This is not the first time he has watched a movie with Gu Jingyao. When he was in Zhumi's body, he also watched "Summer in the Floating City" with Gu Jingyao.

But after all, he was a cat at that time, and he could do whatever he wanted, even if he climbed on top of Gu Jingyao's head, as a cute kitty, he still had the privilege of being forgiven.

Now that he has turned back into a human being, Zhu Xiaoming felt uncomfortable, sitting next to Gu Jingyao, his chest was bouncing around, making him unable to concentrate at all due to the noise.

He sneaked a glance at Gu Jingyao from the corner of his eye.

The blue light and shadow of the screen reflected in Gu Jingyao's eyes, like a deep lake, the streamer flickered between Gu Jingyao's eyebrows and eyes, and gradually calmed down Zhu Xiaoming's chest.

On the screen, the words "Director Li Yan" gradually lit up.

Zhu Xiaoming withdrew his eyes and watched the movie intently.

It's not that Li Yan's movie Zhu Xiaoming hasn't seen it before. He also experienced the filming scene and knows her style very well.

Li Yan is very good at depicting turbulent emotions and vague and ambiguous atmosphere. In "Summer in the Floating City", the strong colors and emotions are intertwined with exotic customs, which seem to complement each other and go with the flow, but this film called "Gem Flower" Not the same.

Only 10 minutes into the movie, Zhu Xiaoming had the illusion of being engulfed by the raging tide.

"Gem Flower" tells a teacher-student relationship based on immorality and love.

Qiaoqiao, a female high school student, was forced to move to a new city where she was unfamiliar because her parents divorced.

In the new school, Qiaoqiao has no friends and is not cared about by her parents. There are many things hidden in the girl's sensitive and delicate heart that she can't tell. Only the male class teacher is willing to listen patiently.

Under such circumstances, Qiaoqiao had no choice but to fall in love with the male teacher who cared for her.

However, she knows that this relationship is inappropriate. The male teacher is not only much older than Qiaoqiao, but also has a wife and son, and a happy family.

Qiaoqiao was struggling in the vortex of pain, not knowing what to do.

From the story alone, the plot seems to be no different from some third-rate romantic films, but the special feature of the film "Jewel Flower" is that the head teacher who is the leading actor of the film does not show his face from the beginning to the end.Li Yan intentionally avoids it, keeping the camera on Qiaoqiao's face, and only the back or body of the male teacher appears.

Like the bloody eyes of a ghost, watching the girl's suffering youth, the whole film is more like a clever monologue.

There is a scene in the film that impressed Zhu Xiaoming very much. Qiaoqiao regained dancing with the encouragement of the head teacher.

In the dance room in the evening, the setting sun is slanting, and the four mirrors are shining with warm light. The spinning girl is as beautiful as the crystal petals of a gemstone flower. She peeks at the male teacher from those luminous mirrors, and the mirror reflects countless There is a figure of a teacher, and it is impossible to tell the real from the fake, only the joy and admiration in the girl's eyes is so real.

Qiaoqiao may not really love the class teacher, but at that moment, this middle-aged man was the driftwood that pulled her out of the whirlpool.

She dared not not love him, and even persuaded herself to bet all her love on him.

Such ingenuity is full of beauty on the verge of collapse.

Li Yan's camera language is more exaggerated than in "Summer in the Floating City". She turned the small camera into a window to spy on Qiaoqiao's life.

Qiaoqiao's joy after being affirmed by the teacher, and the contradiction of falling into abnormal love, seesaw and tear, and the fierce contradiction pulls everyone watching in front of the screen into a torrent.

At the end of the film, Qiaoqiao is unable to hurt the teacher's wife, and finally makes up her mind to end this unrequited love. However, her so-called one-sided crush is actually the teacher's intention.

This middle-aged male teacher is not as good as Qiao Qiao thought. He is not a hero. He has never had such a moment of attention in his past life. The admiration of the beautiful female student makes him feel like he is in the clouds and enjoys the taste of control.

Qiaoqiao took the initiative to withdraw, which made him angry. He didn't want to end this relationship, so he raped Qiaoqiao.

The teacher's ugly face shattered Qiaoqiao's dream. When she fell from the driftwood, she broke her fragile self.

She burned all the diaries that wrote about the teacher.

In the last scene of the movie, Li Yan let the frame freeze on Qiaoqiao's eyes, she burned the past, watched the diary burn to ashes with cold eyes, and did not shed a single tear until the end.

The story stops here, Li Yan didn't say what Qiaoqiao's future will be like, but this movie is shocking enough.

The surrounding lights turned on, and Zhu Xiaoming woke up from the movie, still a little dazed.

This is the last film that Li Yan made before she was alive. Even before committing suicide, she was busy working on it. The film is a reflection of the director's heart from a certain point of view. It can be seen that Li Yan was also deeply in pain and struggle at that time.

However, Qiaoqiao obviously chose to burn everything, so why Li Yan committed suicide is somewhat unreasonable.

Zhu Xiaoming's heart was heavy, and he couldn't help but glance at Gu Jingyao.

Gu Jingyao didn't have any expression on his face, he just silently watched the scrolling list of actors at the end of the film, until Li Yan's name disappeared, and let out a light breath like a sigh.

Zhu Xiaoming picked the cushion under his body, trying to say something to make Gu Jingyao not feel sad.

"This heroine, hasn't she acted anymore..."

In the list at the end of the film, Qiaoqiao's actor is named He Qiao. I don't know if it's really that coincidental, or Li Yan changed the name for the heroine on purpose. If it's the latter, they should have a good relationship.

But Gu Jingyao didn't know this He Qiao, he shook his head: "I have no impression."

He Qiao's acting is very spiritual and eye-catching. If they are in the circle, they will always have some impressions. However, Gu Jingyao and Zhu Xiaoming have never heard of it. I am afraid that they will not continue to act, or they will fall like Li Yan.

Zhu Xiaoming pursed his lips, it was a pity that they were talented and loved movies, but in the end they might not be able to walk in front of the audience.

When Zhu Xiaoming got up to leave, he unexpectedly found a familiar figure, Xin Xin wearing sunglasses, walking away with a slender woman beside her.

Zhu Xiaoming looked suspicious.

Xin Xin will come to this kind of film festival?He thought that this woman only wanted to be popular.

After Ye Meiling took Zhu Xiaoming away from the prosperous world, a group of artists took advantage of the chaos to terminate the contract. Among them was Xin Xin. Zhu Xiaoming was busy filming. She didn't know that Xin Xin participated in a variety show. Because of her bold speech, she gained a lot of popularity. There are rumors that she has found a behind-the-scenes strategist who is well versed in hype and tried to help her clean up.

Although it was a bit strange for Xin Xin to appear here, Zhu Xiaoming didn't really take it to heart, but Gu Jingyao kept following the women beside Xin Xin closely until they disappeared around the corner.

That back view always gave him a familiar feeling, very similar to the female high school student Qiaoqiao in the movie...

The movie was over, and it was evening, and the sunset was like a robe scattered around the eyes.

Zhu Xiaoming stared at his feet, some words rolled over on the tip of his tongue several times, and he didn't know how to say them.

The last time he spoke recklessly, he regretted not having spoken to Gu Jingyao for several days.

But Gu Jingyao even asked him to watch Li Yan's movie, did he actually have a little bit of willingness to open his heart?

Zhu Xiaoming pursed his lips, squinted his eyes and thought, as long as Gu Jingyao is willing to open his heart, he can get in even a small crack. Cats are molluscs!

The campus in the evening is extremely lively, and the gentle evening breeze brings the students' playfulness.

Zhu Xiaoming tilted his head and asked Gu Jingyao: "You asked me to watch a movie, are you not angry with me?"

Gu Jingyao lowered his eyes and smiled, asking this question only after watching this stupid cat movie.

"When did I get mad at you?"

Zhu Xiaoming moaned and complained: "Yes, you ignore me, and when I call you, you just say you are busy."

After Gu Jingyao listened quietly, he recalled that he was busy with the finishing work of the filming of Shanhe in those few days: "I should be really busy."

Zhu Xiaoming looked disbelieving, but he still waved his hands and said generously, "Forget it, let's not talk about it."

Gu Jingyao watched Zhu Xiaoming's eyes go up like a cat, and said to him seriously: "What I said that day was sincere, don't sink yourself to the bottom of the pool, Li Yan won't want to see you like this."

Gu Jingyao stopped in his tracks and looked at him fixedly.

For some reason, Gu Jingyao was obviously not angry, but Zhu Xiaoming felt nervous.

He saw Gu Jingyao pursed his lips and approached him, and a deep voice sounded in his ears, as if a hook was holding Zhu Xiaoming firmly.

"I don't think I've ever told anyone about the relationship between Xu Jie and Li Yan... Do you think cats can become people?"

A sentence without beginning and end, only the two of them can understand it.

Zhu Xiaoming was stunned, he didn't know where he was showing his feet, his eyes flickered, and he took a half step back helplessly, only to find that he was already surrounded by Gu Jingyao in the corner.

"Are you it?"

In the dark corner, only the shadows of the trees swayed quietly, Zhu Xiaoming heard his own beating heartbeat, as if it had snatched all the air, making him breathless.

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

I don't know how long time has passed, Gu Jingyao just looked at Zhu Xiaoming quietly like this, as if he would not give up until he got an answer.

Zhu Xiaoming bit his lip, smashed the can, raised his head and shouted: "So what if it's me...I was a cat before, so what!"

The smile on Gu Jingyao's face widened, the corners of his eyes curled up, flashing a playful smile.

Zhu Xiaoming's face turned red when he was seen, he puffed up his chest, like an ostrich, pushed his head forward, pressed against Gu Jingyao's chest, and threatened fiercely: "Stop laughing, I'll kill you if you laugh any more!" you!"

However, Gu Jingyao didn't listen to him, and there was a more violent vibration from his chest: "Stupid cat."

Zhu Xiaoming: My face is gone!