rose with snow

Song Yingshi's smile froze on her lips.

Huai Xu will die in ten years...

How can this be?

What is a heroine? If there is only one woman in the world, it must be the protagonist. Now the system tells her that Huai Xu will die in ten years?

Song Yingshi reflexively said, "I don't believe it."

ten years.

Song Yingshi chewed on this word, her eyes hardened, and she smiled frankly:

"Ten years is not too short. I will die with her in ten years."

"..."

The system was furious, and accused: "You want Huai Xu to die as soon as possible, are you still her lover? She really fell in love with you for eight lifetimes."

Song Yingshi also sympathized with Huai Xu: "Why did she get on this thing of yours, and it's not the fault of eight hundred lifetimes of bad luck."

The system was so angry that it made a series of electric noises, probably in cyberpunk passionately cursing.

Song Yingshi's head hurt from hearing this, and said directly: "We are going to have sex, you shut up and don't peek."

The system was completely silent now, as if he was pissed off.

A voice came from above the head: "It didn't speak."

Song Yingshi turned her back and turned her back to Huaixu to lie on her back.

Huai Xu's jawline was sharp, and his head was tilted slightly, as if he was listening intently, looking for traces of the system.

It seems that the dialogue just now only happened between the system and Song Yingshi, otherwise Huai Xu would not be indifferent, and mistakenly thought that the system did not speak anymore.

Her body was soft with the pillow under her head, and her temperature and fragrance were faint.

She can cut her own hair, talk to herself with a soft smile, sing such beautiful songs, and take her fans more seriously than anyone else, but she also has a frightening aura and a strong sense of alienation. About her, Song Yingshi There are countless.

Such a person will disappear forever in ten years?

She didn't want to believe the system's nonsense, but after going through so many things, how could she just treat it as nonsense.

"Why don't you speak. Or did it tell you something?"

Huai Xu lowered her eyes and asked her, her long eyelashes cast a blue shadow on her face, her expression was serious.

Song Yingshi moved her body, shrank into Huaixu's arms, stuffed her face into Huaixu's belly, and said inarticulately:

"No, who knows where it went, the air conditioner is a little low?"

"Cold?"

Huaixu reached out to touch her exposed calf, it was really cold.

Before she had time to adjust the temperature, the hem of her shirt was suddenly lifted up, and a pair of cool hands slipped into her waist, flicking her tail like a fish, causing layers of light and invisible ripples, which were extremely itchy.

Huai Xu's waist almost went limp: "Xiao Shi, you..."

Song Yingshi let out a muffled laugh at her waist, the heat came through the clothes and reached Huaxu's waist.

At first, Huai Xu still remembered the system and didn't want to mess around with Song Yingshi.But today, Song Yingshi's kisses were heavy and urgent, with a touch of animalism in her random movements, making it hard to stop.

There was a strong longing in her eyes, and she pulled the bouquet off as soon as she looked at each other.

The lights were turned off, and voices, low and high, lingered in the air.

Huai Xu's voice is nice when singing, and it's also nice now.

Compared with the ethereal and pure singing in front of the stage, or the emotional singing, at this time she never shows it lightly in front of people, like cold smoke from an incense burner, swaying curls, covering the body, and the end of the voice is full of sweetness.

On the coffee table, the phone suddenly turned on and vibrated.

Huai Xu lay on the sofa, trying to prop up his upper body to take a look at the caller.Song Yingshi's lips and teeth twitched, her arms fell back weakly, her slender waist was like a white rose that was hit by a snowstorm, stained with melted snow, the petals were wet and half-opened and half-closed, pure and beautiful.

Song Yingshi supported her, looked at the screen, bit Huaixu's ear and said:

"Miss Qing called...they are still next door."

Just when Huai Xu thought she was going to talk about the past, Song Yingshi blew on her ears and said with a low smile:

"Be quiet."

"..."

Followed by more and more violent attacks, and the fragmented sounds that were forced out.

In the end, Huai Xu couldn't tell whether Song Yingshi was venting or losing control of her emotions. She only knew that she couldn't be alone and was addicted to Song Yingshi.

When Song Yingshi woke up again, she put her hands on Huai Xu's body, and Huai Xu's arms were also on her body, in a sleeping posture hugging each other.

She suddenly remembered that she seemed to have read somewhere that no matter how tightly a couple hugs before going to bed, they will sleep separately after falling asleep.Some people also said that they were sticky when they first got together, and it will only be like that after a long time.

Song Yingshi was quite curious, if she and Huai Xu were together for a long time, what would happen to the two of them.Will you push the other person away to sleep by yourself after falling asleep, will you quarrel, have a cold war, your relationship will fade, and you will be bored.Or would it be better?

I heard that after being together for a long time, two people will look more and more alike, their periods will be synchronized, and their clothes can be mixed.

Song Yingshi leaned over and leaned against Huaixu's chest, she heard a heartbeat, steady and even, with warm ups and downs.

If Huai Xu died, this heart would stop beating.

Song Yingshi had already died once, if she were to die again, she would not be afraid, but would be reluctant.

But she was afraid that someone would die in front of her. She couldn't imagine what it would be like. Just thinking of this possibility made Song Ying feel terrified.

She leaned closer to Huai Xu.

Huaixu was startled, and hummed while half asleep, kissed Song Yingshi's forehead, her voice sounded sleepy:

"Why did you wake up, sleep a little longer, huh?"

Song Yingshi whispered, "I'm not sleepy anymore. It's raining heavily outside."

She brought up the weather without words.It was raining heavily outside the window, Song Yingshi vaguely remembered that it started to fall before going to bed, it was still light raindrops at that time, she leaned on the glass and saw Li Yining and their car driving away, everything became hazy because of the rain.

Song Yingshi thought again: "Do you still remember that you wrote the word 'rain' before, so you copied me."

With the memories of the past, Song Yingshi only knew that she farted when she was in middle school, and when she was punished to stand without a book and wanted to rain, she breathed out and wrote "rain" on the glass.

Sitting under that piece of glass is Huai Xu.

After Song Yingshi finished writing, she realized that Huai Xu had been looking at her all the time. The relationship between the two was not harmonious. Song Yingshi was a little shy at first, but suddenly saw the ridicule of "mentally disabled children are more happy" from Huai Xu's face.

She didn't stop doing anything, and used all her drawing skills to draw a grimace on the glass.

……

It turned out that some vague and subconscious things had been engraved in each other's souls before they recovered their memories and would never disappear.

Because he just woke up, Huai Xu took a while to think about it, and he became interested:

"I'll copy the ghost face for you later."

"What do you remember?" Song Yingshi couldn't remember.

"Ugly is impressive."

"..."

Song Yingshi raised her hand and pinched her arm, angrily said: "I can't say a few nice words."

Huaixu hissed lightly, and couldn't help laughing: "I'm kidding you. But I really remember."

Song Yingshi deliberately asked: "Why do you remember?"

"You remember everything."

"Look, let me say that you had a crush on me back then." Song Ying was happy, "I didn't like you at that time."

"Can't I just have a good memory?"

Song Ying was not convinced, she rolled her eyes and said, "Then do you remember who was sitting in front of you at that time?"

Huai Xu thought for a while: "It seems to be a girl with a three-letter name. She is very popular. She doesn't like to wear ponytails. She is often called by the head teacher because of loose hair."

?

You remember so clearly?

Song Ying said coldly: "Yeah, people often ask you questions, from language and mathematics to politics, history and geography, and I leave the correction tape on my own. I ask you to borrow tape five times and rubber ten times in a class, and wipe my hair every day." Sweep it on your desktop."

Huai Xu feigned surprise, eyes full of ridicule: "You remember so clearly?"

"..."

Song Yingshi was so angry that she bit her chin.

Huai Xu lowered her head to look for her, and the two of them were sticky again for a while, Song Yingshi licked her moist lips, evened her breath and said:

"Teacher Huai, tell me, do I want to act in the future?"

Hearing this question suddenly, Huai Xu fell into thought.Song Yingshi hugged her obediently and waited for the answer. After a few seconds, she heard:

"Do you still like acting?"

Song Yingshi said without hesitation: "I like it, but sometimes I find it boring."

Actors feel tired of their profession, often because they have not encountered an interesting script.Song Ying also picked scripts from time to time, but in the end, even if she liked the script, she lost interest in participating.

If she talks about it now, it feels like she has no roots, no ego, only a body of excellent talent, everyone is saying that she is wasting her talent, only she understands the feeling of floating in the air.

She whispered all this to Huai Xu.

Huai Xu said after listening, "The 'sometimes' is when you were in that world."

Song Yingshi nodded.Coming here... No, after returning here, she hasn't played any serious roles yet.

In fact, she already had an idea in her heart: "Actually, I want to know how different I will be when I perform completely."

Huai Xu said: "Just like you used to take me to do basic training, like acting basic classes, now you have enough and a new 'self' waiting for you to discover, this should be very interesting to you."

After an actor explores outward, the most important thing is to dig and explode inward.It is not easy for one person to impress tens of thousands of people in such a profession full of appeal and vitality.

Now that Song Yingshi has found herself, it is as if the door of performance has been closed and opened to her again. There is a white mist in front of her eyes. I don't know if it is good or bad, but as long as she moves forward, at least she will not stop at the same place.

Song Yingshi kissed Huai Xu's side face as a reward: "As expected, I like women, I think the same."

Huai Xu squinted at her: "You think so, why are you still asking me?"

Song Yingshi whispered, "I want to talk to you a few more words."

Huai Xu chuckled, "Acting like a baby again."

The sound of rain outside the window was getting louder, making the glass rattle.

Huai Xu yawned, closed his eyes, and pressed his chin against Song Ying:

"Xiao Shi, if the system moves any more, you must tell me, I won't let you go again. We ignore it, it won't make any waves."

Her voice was light, but Song Yingshi knew she was serious.

Unable to explain the reason, Song Yingshi's eyes became wet for a moment.

Huai Xu's voice was as soft as coaxing a child to sleep, or whispering in a lover's room:

"If you want to act, you can do it. If you don't want to act, we will do the stage together. We also have SRG. I will release a new song. Fu Qi will release a new demo. Give it to me in two days. After the song is released, my career will be slow. Get on the right track slowly, if you don't want to act in the future, let me support you? I haven't raised anyone before, how about raising you like you did to me?"

Thinking of this, Huai Xu couldn't help laughing:

"I bought you a lot of beautiful clothes and bags. You like shopping the most. I also want to enroll you in a lot of lessons. What do you want to learn... Can you dive? Let's go to the diving certificate together? Helicopters are also available... ..."

At night, Huai Xu told Song Ying that she couldn't speak normally, and she told Song Ying the future she had imagined, and the more she talked, the more she wanted this day to come soon.

Now she can't remember why she felt that the world was lifeless in the past. There are so many things in the world that need to be explored, and ten years is far from enough.

But to be able to walk with Song Yingshi for ten years, it must be enough to see the scenery in this life.Just thinking about it made Huai Xu look forward to it.

Song Yingshi's shoulders suddenly trembled twice.

Huai Xu called out:

"Xiao Ten?"

"Hey, you are a good learner, you can learn everything from me."

Song Yingshi's voice was the same as before.

"I have a diving certificate. I used to learn from filming. You can learn this by yourself. I remember the clothes and bags. I also want to raise a cat—"

Huai Xu was thoughtful:

"How long can a cat live? Ten years?"

If so, it would be great if the cat could spend more time with Xiao Shi for her.

Hearing this sentence, Song Yingshi stopped talking abruptly.

Tears fell straight from her eyes without warning, one after another, unable to stop.

It was like the last straw was crushed, and just now he could hold back his emotions and burst through the valve, unspeakable grief and pain surged out, and his heart was about to burst.

Huai Xu wouldn't even have lived as long as a cat if she had stayed.

She has already died once, she hasn't had enough sun in this life, she is still so young, she is a rising star in the music world, she has so many fans, she...she can't walk into that sea again.

In the silent night, Song Yingshi's face was full of tears, and she finally understood.

She wants to live with Xu.

Even in places she'll never see.

Meanwhile, Huai Xu plans their future:

"Okay, let's raise a cat in the future."

The night was extremely long and extremely short.

When Song Yingshi woke up again, the date on the screen of the phone had reached 9 o'clock in the morning on the [-]th.Soon, it will be full daylight.

The rain outside the window has not stopped yet. Standing by the window and looking down, the street lights that have not been turned off are engulfed in the rain.

At the turn of day and night, everything is strange.

Song Yingshi took a step forward, and the floor-to-ceiling windows let her pass through as if there was nothing. She stood in the rain out of thin air, and the rain went straight through her body, just like passing through the void.

She took two or three steps forward, and her figure became lighter and weaker.

When she was about to disappear completely, she couldn't help looking back——

Her eyes were blindingly white, and she couldn't see Huai Xu anymore.

Huai Xu had a dream, and she couldn't remember the content of the dream when she woke up, she forgot it completely.

When she woke up, there was nothing beside her, and Huai Xu subconsciously called out:

"Little Ten."

No one answered.

Are you out?Go for a morning run?

Huai Xu was guessing rationally, but panicked for no reason in her heart. She touched the bed, and the temperature beside her had long since disappeared, as if she had never been lying on it.

There was a crisp and shattering sound from the other side, and Huai Xu suddenly looked at the French windows.

There was nothing unusual in the clear sky, but Huai Xu's heart couldn't stop sinking.

She got out of bed and shouted:

"Song Yingshi!"

When you want to find Song Ying, you must find it. She doesn't know if she will be anxious if she can't see her...

She put on her shoes and stood up in a hurry. She was about to rush out of the bedroom when she glanced at the bedside table.

As if the pause button had been pressed, Huai Xu froze in place.

The B5 sticky note had only eight words written on it, which could be read clearly from a long distance, but she stared at it for a long time.

live well, wait for me to come back

She inhaled lightly, stretched out her hand towards the note paper, her fingertips stopped in mid-air, trembling, she didn't dare to pick it up, and it took a while to grab it suddenly, as if she had just learned to read, and carefully identified stroke by stroke.

She wondered if she had read it wrong, and wondered if Song Yingshi was trying to get revenge on her for saying that she had an ugly face and came up with a prank on a whim last night, deliberately scaring her, and Song Yingshi would come out of the room after she finished reading this paper. A head popped out of the door and said triumphantly, "Are you scared?".

If so, she must not be angry with Song Yingshi.She knows that Song Yingshi likes to tease her, she knows, so she is not angry, but she has read these eight words many times, why Song Yingshi still doesn't appear.

Holding her breath, Huai Xu stood there and waited for Song Yingshi for a long, long time.

The sun slanted and slowly shone on her.

In the heat of August, Huaixu's hands and feet were cold, like falling into an ice cellar.