rose with snow

When the soles of her feet touched the ground again, Song Yingshi raised her eyes and looked around quietly.

The place where she is located is exactly the same as her own bedroom, and even the tilt of the makeup mirror is her daily habit.There are fresh cut flowers on the table, which should be cut by Xu Conghan himself.

The system said: "I didn't lie to you, except that you don't have Huaxu, your life won't change much."

Song Yingshi lowered her eyelashes and said nothing.

Last night, after she confirmed her desire to let Huai Xu live, she regretted it the next second, or instead, she wondered if she could leave after these ten years, even if the ten years were wishful thinking, in that year, Two years is not too much.Let's go now, let her be willing.

Song Yingshi personally experienced how much energy the system gave her in the past, so now when she is against them, Song Yingshi understands how terrifying the system is.

Before this mysterious force, Song Yingshi knew that there was little hope, but she couldn't help but get lucky.In case the system is lying...

At this time, the system seemed to have glimpsed her ghostly thoughts, and went online to lobby again.

It earnestly:

"I will not let you go back to your previous life, you will still live as you are now, and I will not touch your memory again, the only difference is that there is no Huaixu."

Song Yingshi hadn't completely calmed down yet, and she was silently wiping away her tears. Hearing this sentence, she was overwhelmed by emotion and went online rationally, and her eyes changed slightly.

Meaning, she won't go back to her previous world, just strip Huai Xu from her world?To put it another way, it must be the same with Huaixu, but she is lost in the world.

This result was much better than the worst situation she expected, but Song Yingshi couldn't tell the sense of disobedience.

The system continues to say:

"It's not just Huaixu, you are also saving yourself by leaving her. Song Yingshi, you lived to be 24 in your previous life, and you can live a long time in this life. I have always been good to you."

Song Yingshi felt more and more strange.She suppressed her emotions and pretended to be sad:

"You make me think again, anyway, I can't just watch Huai Xu die."

The system's tone is full of satisfaction:

"That's right, I won't force you, we are all for Huai Xu's own good, there is no need to be like enemies, but I hope you make a decision as soon as possible, this is only good for you and Huai Xu."

Song Yingshi turned around and said: "You said you have always been good to me, so why did you let me die at the age of 24 in your previous life? You did it, right?"

The system shirks responsibility:

"It's not my subjective consciousness, but it's because of me. It won't happen in this life, don't worry."

Song Yingshi nodded, and said again: "You are so kind to Huaixu, why didn't you follow Huaixu before? Are you so relieved of her?"

She paused, as if casually said: "You still left a plug-in on me, so where did the main body go during this time?"

The tone of the system is as usual: "The upgrade has gone."

Song Yingshi's expression did not change, and she quickly came to a conclusion.

In other words, her death in the previous life was not caused by the subjective consciousness of the system, but related to the system.The hidden meaning is that the system will also be influenced by something, and it is not as omnipotent as it seems.

The second is that during this period of time, the system was not bound to Huaixu, but left Huaixu. As for whether the reason was an upgrade... Song Yingshi put a question mark first.

Because Song Yingshi asked Huai Xu before going to bed, Huai Xu said that she did not know the existence of the system in her previous life.But looking at the meaning revealed in the words of the system, it has been secretly controlling Huaixu's life in its previous life, quietly changing Huaixu's future, until Huaixu died.

It can be seen that the system has a strong desire to control Huai Xu, but it has never taken strong measures against her, it just coaxed and lied, and used methods secretly.

It can be inferred from the logic of its behavior that if it is not a last resort, it will not leave Huaixu for several months, and let Huaixu and it look down on him to such an extent.

If the system upgrade had to be focused on nothing else, it would be impossible to put System R on Song Yingshi.If it has enough power to upgrade, then its first choice is definitely to monitor and correct Huaixu's whereabouts.

It can be said that the "upgrade" mentioned by the system has its own paradox.

It's lying, or hiding parts of the truth.

Song Yingshi's head turned rapidly, and after drawing some conclusions, she non-stop asked herself a second question:

What exactly is a system?

It is domineering and controlling. It thinks it is "indulging" in Huaixu, picks and chooses Fu Shu and others, and is extremely repulsive to Song Yingshi, who is Huaixu's homosexual. Huai Xu meant that the system immediately became friendly.

All kinds of keywords make this image have a strong sense of sight——

parents.

In reality, those who are opposed to homosexuality, as long as the object of the daughter is a man, are better parents than women.

Because the system has always used a female voice, Song Yingshi treats it as a female counterpart "mother" for the time being.

Song Yingshi seemed to catch something.

The system is still urging: "Hurry up and make a decision."

Song Yingshi took a deep breath and smiled: "I was thinking, if I leave Huaixu, who else will be by her side?"

"What do you mean?"

In the dark night, Song Yingshi looked at Huai Xu, who was fast asleep, her heart slowly followed her breathing to calm down, like magma flowing slowly, calm and about to explode with scorching hot energy.

Her eyes are bright, and her expression is hesitant:

"If I leave too, who else will she have? Huaixu has no family, and I've never heard her mention her parents..."

This passage was used to deceive the system, but when Song Yingshi said it, her heart couldn't help throbbing. She pressed that she shouldn't have emotions, held her breath and waited for the system words.

She had never heard Huai Xu mention her parents, but Director Wu once mentioned that Huai Xu's family had passed away when she was very young.At that time, Huaixu was still young, maybe he didn't have much memory, and he grew up relying on the neighborhood committee, good policies and a legacy.

Thinking about it now, it was doubtful that she hadn't been adopted when she was a child.The existence of the system explained all of this, and it caused troubles in it, allowing Huai Xu to grow up alone.In other words, let Huai Xu grow up with it.

The system voice was disdainful: "And I, I will always be with her."

Song Yingshi licked her dry lips, her voice was soft: "But parents and family are different..."

The system impatiently argued with her: "I am her family. I have been with her since she was a child. It is not your turn to worry about it. Now that you leave, it is a fulfillment for us."

Song Yingshi said quickly: "Then what would you ask her to do? Find another man? In the original book, it's useless for the heroine to marry the hero. She still died at the age of 28."

"That's because there is no me!" The system's voice suddenly rose, "Huaixu obviously could not die in her previous life, she chose—"

"So, death at the age of 28 is just a coincidence."

A calm female voice interrupted the system, and its sharp and piercing sound came to an abrupt end.

Amidst the system's bewilderment and uncertainty, Song Yingshi indifferently and calmly narrated her analysis:

"The original book is the original book. In the previous life, the fate of early death could have been changed, but Huai Xu also chose to be 28 years old. In other words, the so-called ten years is just another lie of yours. Since you told me to leave for Huai Xu's life, then I guess you did something to Huai Xu too. You asked her directly too? No...it didn't work on her."

Song Yingshi was talking and sorting out the midline in her mind. She remembered the abnormal afternoon when Huaixu recovered all her memories, and suddenly murmured:

"At that time, she knew that she died at the age of 28. She was so sensitive, she must have thought too much... maybe, it wasn't her thinking too much, but you woke up at that time, but you just didn't say anything, and secretly gave her psychological hints , to intimidate."

If the system really did this, Song Yingshi would not be surprised at all.She has basically determined the status of the "mother" of the system, just like dealing with disobedient children, incompetent parents always have to hit a date with a stick, a small shock will make Huai Xu more obedient.

As Song Yingshi said all this in a slow voice, the system immediately became speechless.

How did Song Yingshi do it?Even the hint it gave Huai Xu was almost guessed...

That's right, when Huaixu got full memory, the system woke up.When Huai Xu didn't know it existed, she didn't have any defense against it, and a little hint wouldn't alarm her.In addition, she also changed the ending of the original heroine's death in a car accident to a tsunami death.But it can't work now, Huai Xu is very wary of it.

And all of this, Song Yingshi can guess just by guessing, she has an extraordinary understanding and grasp of Huaixu and even it.

It's as if there are a pair of eyes looking through nothingness, seeing it straight through. This feeling is not good, as if the initiative will be lost in the next second.

The system's scalp is numb, and it becomes urgent, Song Yingshi must be sent away as soon as possible!

This time it's not because of Huai Xu, but for itself, Song Yingshi has seen so much about it in just a few words, if she doesn't leave, the consequences will be disastrous.

Song Yingshi touched these key points, and had a vague guess in her heart, she asked softly:

"Tell me why I must leave."

The system was silent for a while, and the mechanical sound lost its ups and downs:

"Have you ever thought about where your health comes from?"

The guess was confirmed, and Song Yingshi's pupils shrank.

"You should have died in that world. I brought you back, and I also absorbed Huaixu's life value and sent it to you."

"You must have thought about why your tasks are all related to Huaixu. You are so smart, you may have guessed that every hour of your life comes from Huaixu. You use 10000h to exchange for permanent life. The essence is an invisible, Connected to the two of you with a delivery tube. Every day you live, Huai Xu will live one day less. Now that you know the truth, it’s better not to know.”

"As long as you leave this world, the life value absorption will stop. You can think of it as a... mirror world. You are the 'heroine' in the mirror. You can live as long as you live outside the mirror."

Ten years is certainly a clumsy and despicable lie, but the truth is so much better.

The system shut up and simply let Song Yingshi watch it for herself.

Song Yingshi trembled her eyelashes and looked down, a thin tube was connected to her and Huaixu's heart, the whole body was milky white, with a faint halo in the dark.

It stirs from time to time, swallows something that flows out of Huai Xu's body, and then gives it to Song Yingshi.

Even if she had already guessed it, she still heard the truth. When she witnessed this scene with her own eyes, Song Yingshi's mind crashed and her ears rang continuously.

Too many scenes flashed in front of her eyes, and too many tasks were carried out with Huai Xu, so she couldn't see the scene clearly.

In the dim light, the system's eyes went out little by little when it saw Song Ying, and its heart was broken inch by inch when it heard Song Ying.

It can't help but also give birth to a tinge of indifference and sympathy.

But the system didn't know, Song Yingshi's eyes were wide open, and the eye sockets were astringent with force, and she firmly remembered the scene in front of her.

She feels guilty, blames herself, suffers, and feels distressed, but she has not forgotten the ultimate reason for all this.

It was the system who threw her into another world on its own initiative, so that she died inexplicably, and then the system used Huaixu's life value to save her, and now it is used as an excuse to let Song Yingshi leave. up.

She is one thing with the Huaixu tent, but another thing with the system!

The more love and hatred in Song Yingshi's heart surged, the more peaceful her face became.

She even curled her lips:

"I will leave."

She had found something to do, and there would be no further delay.

The system can't wait: "When?"

Song Yingshi got into Huaixu's arms, hugged her, and leaned towards her gently.Huai Xu hugged her even tighter in his sleep.

"Let me sleep again."

Let her hug Xu Xu for a while.

The system got a satisfactory answer and fell silent.

Song Ying closed her eyes to rest her mind, reluctant to fall asleep.

She sniffed the faint and cold fragrance of Huaixu, and went through the conversation with the system from beginning to end over and over again, until finally the cat slept peacefully next to Huaixu for half an hour.

Woke up again, it was more than five in the morning.

Before Song Yingshi left, she left a note for Huai Xu and wrote eight words.

live well, wait for me to come back

The system smiled approvingly: "It's the best way to lie to her, so that she won't think about it any more. You only think about Huaxu, and I really like you more and more."

Song Ying also laughed.

Only she knows that she didn't lie to Huai Xu.

she will come back.

after killing the system.

Killing the system sounds like a fantasy.

The system's ability is transcendent, and it has absolute perception and control over them, and the positions of the two parties are not equal.

Even Song Yingshi couldn't bring this plan to mind, otherwise it would be read by the system, let alone tell Huaixu.Under the close control of the system, she could only leave silently.

But at the same time, Song Yingshi sees hope when the system exposes its weaknesses in the conversation.

As long as there is hope, she dares to fight, no matter how long it takes or what price she pays.

Currently known:

In most cases, the system can act arbitrarily, but what it will be affected or inhibited may come from certain rules, or it may come from... Huai Xu, the host.

The system went offline for a while after Huaixu was reborn.It lied under the pretext of "upgrading", no matter what the truth was, it sent a signal to Song Yingshi: the system had scruples.

It is not invincible, it hides the fact because it is afraid of threats from her.

The system cares about her, hates her, but still wants to save her, and arranges for system R to let her suck her life, how ridiculous.The only explanation for this phenomenon is that her existence is very necessary for the system.

And the system went online again, before and after Huai Xu and her remembered everything.The information revealed behind this point is very important. Song Yingshi had several ideas, but she couldn't come to a conclusion.

There is still too little information.

Song Yingshi sighed leisurely.

Xu Conghan's call suddenly came from outside, and Song Yingshi lost her mind for a moment, unable to distinguish the real from the fake.

The system said: "These are all true, you don't have to be paranoid, live your life with peace of mind, just find a good man and marry."

Song Yingshi said calmly, "I will be a widow for Huai Xu."

"..."

The system endured it and said: "It's nothing, I'm leaving, I won't come to see you in the future, and you don't want to see me either."

Song Yingshi smiled: "Am I that narrow-minded? You don't want to leave me here alone, do you? You tricked me here."

In the end, the two parties agreed that the system would respond to Song Yingshi once a month.

The system was about to leave after speaking, but was stopped again.

Song Yingshi said leisurely: "Wait, what are you in a hurry for?"

"What's the matter with you?"

Song Yingshi turned to the small study, picked up the pen, "Can you bring the entity back? I'll write a letter to Huai Xu and you can take it back."

"what?"

"Haven't you played the traveling frog? I must send something to Mr. Huai when I go out."

"You think you are traveling!"

Song Yingshi said innocently: "I only promised you to separate, I didn't promise you to sever contact. Besides, you didn't ask for it."

The forehead of the system twitched: "You can't bring the entity, I can dictate what you have to say."

Song Yingshi thought for a while, and said seriously: "Then tell her, I'll make her a widow, and let her not forget to copy homework."

The system was probably speechless, and went offline without saying a word, leaving the so-called mirror world.

Song Yingshi's expression softened for a moment.

She looked out of the window, the sky was high and the clouds were clear, with leaves swirling and falling, everything was vivid and real.

Walking out of the small study room, Xu Conghan was waiting for her to eat fruit together and refer to the new product brochure sent by the brand.

Seeing her, Xu Conghan smiled and said, "Come and see, Xiao Shi, don't you want to go to a concert tour with the girls, order some clothes now, before you can use them in time. Your SRG is so popular now, my daughter must Neat."

Song Yingshi was startled, and walked over quickly: "SRG..."

Xu Conghan covered his lips: "You little captain, once you hear the name of the group, you can't hear anything else. The relationship between the six of you is so good?"

six.

Song Yingshi's expression darkened.

She pursed her lips and took out her phone, searching for their SRG.

Today is August 8th.It has been 10 days since SRG debuted from "Spring Field Star", and they have just finished their graduation round.

Every name in the debut list is very familiar, but the number of debuts has changed from 7 to 6. The much-anticipated lead singer who made his C debut has disappeared in this world.

On August 8, outside the mirror.

Rong Yi and Wan Jiao looked at Huai Xu in front of the hospital bed.

Huai Xu's face was pale, her lips were bloodless, and the blue blood vessels under her fair skin were full of fragility, which made people speak softly for fear of disturbing her.

"Why did it burn to 39 degrees all of a sudden..."

"It wasn't like this in Haruno, Ah Xu's body can't be tired."

"Didn't the fever go down? Why didn't anyone wake up?"

The two who came to visit whispered and finally saw that the person on the bed was still awake, so they quietly left the ward.

After more than ten minutes, Huai Xu's eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes.

It was pale.

Huai Xu looked at the ceiling for a long time.

The system carefully said: "Huaixu, have you calmed down yet?"

Huai Xu didn't respond, and the system was not angry. Yesterday, Huai Xu suddenly fell ill and frightened it. At this time, it was very tolerant to the patient. It took the initiative to talk about Song Ying, and explained to Huai Xu the so-called "inside the mirror and outside the mirror." G.

"Song Yingshi's world in the mirror is very free. She left a note for you to live a good life. Don't forget it. If you don't listen to me, you should always listen to her?"

Huai Xu was as shallow as amber, her eyes moved, and she said dryly:

"anything else?"

"Ok?"

"What else did she say when you sent her away?"

The system thought of the phrase "widowhood" and hesitated.

"Gone."