Fear Collection

On the other hand, when Xie Jinxi was stuck in the library, the mission workers on the third floor of the cafeteria got together again, and this time even the three newcomers who didn't show up last time were found, but Xie Jinxi didn't show up.

Veteran Xu Jingman said: "Although she is clear-headed, it seems that she will not come again. What a pity."

When she said "unfortunate", her tone didn't fluctuate.

Without Xie Jinxi's opening, neither Xu Jingman nor Guan Tong wanted to talk to the three newcomers, so Ke Yao had no choice but to briefly explain the rules of this world.

Everyone went through step by step in the morning, and no one got any more information, so Xu Jingman was not interested in accompanying Ke Yao to listen to his science popularization for newcomers after finishing his meal.

She got up with the empty tableware, put the empty tableware in the designated recycling point, and then walked out of the cafeteria.

In her eyes, newcomers can be ignorant and incompetent, but if they don't even know how to ask for help, and other taskers are required to take risks to contact them, then let them fend for themselves.

The newcomer Dai Mengyan, who was also a girl, shared the same dorm with Xu Jingman, and she actually knew the three newcomers later.

One of them is also a woman and is her colleague in reality, but Dai Mengyan doesn't know her real name, only that the people in the bar call her "Violet".

Another obese middle-aged man was called Boss Zhao, and Boss Li, who had disappeared before, was very friendly with him.Hedgehog-headed Meng Jiaxin and V-head are under the boss of Li, and another of the newcomers, who is called "Little Ma" by others, is looking for the boss's assistant.

In reality, a fire broke out in a bar, which brought Boss Zhao, Boss Li and their three subordinates, plus two waiters, she and Violet, into the real world.

Now that Violet is sitting on Boss Zhao, she obviously picked on Boss Zhao.

In reality, Boss Zhao and Boss Li couldn't get in touch with waitresses like Boss Li. They couldn't get their turn. Seeing Xu Jingman stand up, Dai Mengyan hesitated.

People always tend to stick together with people they know, especially in a world full of dangers.

But Dai Mengyan is different from Violet, she is very sober, and in reality Violet would faintly exclude her because she sells the most wine and earns the most.

Violet thought that she could do it only by currying favor with Boss Zhao, but in fact it was all because of her painstaking observation of the guests' preferences, dress, speech and behavior, and summed up a set of ways to receive different people from it.

She never imagined, nor tried to take those seemingly beautiful fruits, because she knew that the beautiful fruits might be full of moths.

The fact is that Boss Li is dead, and Xu Jingman, who is sleeping with her, is obviously more experienced. After a short thought and hesitation, Dai Mengyan decisively stuffed the meal into her mouth, put away the tableware and chased after Xu Jing Man.

Xu Jingman didn't respond to Dai Mengyan who was chasing after her, and went back to the dormitory with her.

Because they finished their lunch quickly, the other three roommates were not there when they returned to the dormitory, only Wan Qing was still sitting on the bed.

She held her bent knees with one hand, buried her face between her knees, and gauze was wrapped around her other arm.

"You didn't go to class?" Xu Jingman walked over and asked.

Wan Qing still didn't give her any response.

Seeing this, Xu Jingman touched her pocket, but couldn't find the cigarette case. Only then did she remember that she tore up the cigarette case and the cigarettes inside, and flushed it down the toilet.

"Interesting." Without a cigarette, Xu Jingman focused on Wan Qing, "You didn't go to the class meeting or class, and you were not punished. Is it because of your psychological problems, little sister?"

Dai Mengyan looked at the gauze on Wan Qing's arm, and hesitated for a while: "This... but she also didn't eat or drink all night and morning, so it won't work like this."

Dai Mengyan originally wanted to say no, she would pack some food for Wan Qing at night, but when she thought that no student chose to pack something in the cafeteria, she changed the words to: "Let me pour you a glass of water." .”

Dai Mengyan poured her a glass of water, handed it to Wan Qing, and said, "Drink some, you can't do without it."

Wan Qing didn't take the water, and buried her face between her knees, she let out a muffled voice: "Leave me alone."

"Let's have a drink..."

"I said leave me alone!"

Wan Qing suddenly raised her head and stared at Dai Mengyan, her eyes were bloodshot and widened.She stared at Dai Mengyan in silence for two seconds, then said seriously in a deep voice, "Is it okay to let me die? I just want to die alone, cleanly and without pain."

"Why do I have to go through such torture after I finally die in reality?"

"I don't want to live anymore, and I don't want to complete any tasks. Living is more painful than dying."

Xu Jingman observed her for a long time, and said indifferently: "Listen to her."

"But I think you may be able to cut your wrists and commit suicide, but you can't starve yourself to death."

"You probably don't experience extreme hunger and thirst. Before you starve yourself, you die from dehydration. Your blood will become thick and difficult to flow, your body temperature will be unable to control, and your brain will suffer. Unable to think until you suffer and die of organ failure."

"So I sincerely suggest that if you really want to die, go to the supermarket and buy a fruit knife. Stabbing the carotid artery or femoral artery can effectively kill you quickly. The heart is blocked by ribs, and inexperienced novice stabbing is inaccurate. And because it’s located on the main torso, you probably won’t be able to do it. Of course, if you don’t want to use this method, then climbing to the top of the dormitory building and jumping off is also a good way.”

Xu Jingman spoke quickly and her tone hardly fluctuated, but it could be seen that she was indeed thinking about the fastest way to die for Wan Qing.

Wan Qing was stunned, and said, "I tried... After you guys went to class, I tried to climb to the top floor and jump off."

"but……"

When it was morning, the other five people in the dormitory had gone to class, only Wan Qing was left sitting on the bed, not wanting to move, her mind was full of how to quickly end her own life again.

In reality, Wan Qing seems to be a very good person on the surface. She went to a prestigious university, studied a top major, has a good face, and a wealthy family. She seems to have a beautiful and bright future. In fact, only she has serious psychological problems.

Her parents were very controlling and had high demands on her. After Wan Qing got into the university that her parents wanted with high scores, her mental problems worsened and she was forced to suspend her studies for a period of time.

After returning home, although her parents helped her find the best psychiatrist, took her to see a specialist in the largest hospital, and watched her take medicine regularly, they refused to let her be hospitalized.

They felt that once Wan Qing was hospitalized, it would be tantamount to admitting that their outstanding daughter had really become a "mental illness" in the eyes of outsiders who needed hospital treatment.

Wan Qing was not allowed to go out, and was not allowed to have any privacy because she tried to commit suicide by hiding a blade. Her parents monitored and controlled her even more under the guise of treating her.

She seemed to see her future as her parents had said.

Go to a top university, go to a prestigious graduate school, become a white-collar worker with a middle-to-high salary, marry a man from a good family, have a child, and then let the child repeat his life again.

Wan Qing really finds it ridiculous. She thinks of her dreary study life in the past 18 years. Everyone told her that she will see the sky when she is admitted to university. At that time, she can choose a future for herself. However, she is still forced by her parents I went to the university that my parents dreamed of, and chose a major that my parents thought was promising.

Where is the sky, there are dark clouds everywhere, everything is delusional.

After control, comes deeper control.

It's just that this time Wanqing figured it out, this control doesn't come from her parents, but from the ideas, rules, and ideas that are everywhere in this world.

Those things everywhere manipulated her parents, and then indirectly controlled her.

Package everything under "reasonable", "beautiful", "future" and "prosperous", making people believe that they will have the "best future".

In the eyes of outsiders, she is better off than thousands of others, but she knows she is terminally ill and does not want to be saved.Because if she recovers from her illness, she will go to the "future" that her parents and people around her will applaud and cheer for.

she don't want...

She doesn't want to.

So, one fine morning, during a gap between her parents' negligence, she jumped from a tall building.

However, who would have expected that death is not a rest and an end, and she unexpectedly came to such a world full of fear and despair.

When Wan Qing thought that she would have to repeat such a life of struggling to survive in the future, repeating the ugliness she showed under fear, she still thought of death habitually, and really chose death again.

When everyone else was going to the class meeting, she tried to kill herself by cutting her wrist with a paper knife, but was bumped into by the housekeeper who came to look for her, and then she was forced to be sent to the school doctor to stop bleeding, disinfect, stitch, Bandaging, the school doctor did not give her anesthesia during the stitches.

But she was not the worst, she also ran into the V-shaped head that passed out from the pain during the bandaging process.

The reason why Wan Qing chose to die was because she felt that the pain she would experience in life was far greater than the pain caused at the moment of death.

Rather than saying that she does not want to live, it is better to say that her fear of "pain" overwhelms her desire to survive.

Most of what she experiences in reality is mental depression and pain, but in the negative world, the physical pain she may suffer is far greater than people's ability to bear.

So Wan Qing became more determined to end her life quickly. On Monday morning, when everyone else was going to class, she opened the door of the dormitory and tried to climb to the sixth floor and jump down.

However, as soon as she opened the door, she bumped into the housekeeper aunt who was standing motionless at the door.

On the face of the dormitory auntie, a big mouth full of fangs and sharp teeth took up half of her face, which caused her eyes to be squeezed to the forehead.

Moreover, the flesh on her body was in a "melting" state, and she was like a candle, with some kind of waxy liquid slowly flowing down from her body.

The moment Wan Qing bumped into her head-on, her mind went blank. She closed the door reflexively and took a few steps back. After she realized what was standing outside the door, her whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.

So... what the hell is that... and, how long has it been standing there?

The author has something to say: I feel that the writing is still not clear, so I will list the characters for everyone.

First of all, there are four veterans: Xie Jinxi, Ke Yao, Xu Jingman, Guan Tong

New girls: Wan Qing, Dai Mengyan, Violet

New males: Liu Changzhong, Hedgehog-headed Yang Jiaxin, V-head, Li Boss (Li Yicheng), Zhao Boss, Xiao Ma, and two dudes.

15 people in total.

Among the women, Wan Qing, Dai Mengyan and Xu Jingman share a dormitory, Yang Jiaxin and Li Boss (deceased) take care of the same dormitory, Xie Jinxi has a dormitory by herself, and don’t care about others.

感谢在2021-03-1923:32:31~2021-03-2222:57:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of cauliflower; 5 bottles that are hard to find; xixi06042 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!