heartbeat out of control

The mobile phone "buzzed" twice on the table after a while, and the vibration passed through the table to the bed, and the dissonant vibration made the scalp tingle.

Unable to bear it any longer, Yu Xuan took off the blindfold irritably, got up and reached for the phone.

Unable to adapt to the strong light coming in from the window, I squinted my eyes and glanced at the screen of my mobile phone, and there was a neat push reminder all over the screen:

【There'sahole: Hero, there is a sad person nearby who needs your comfort~】

No need to guess who moved his phone, Yu Xuan poked the screen impatiently and sent a voice message to his roommate Yi Fanxing: "What the hell did you put on my phone again?"

Yi Fanxing replied in seconds: [An app that can make you happy and free from worries. ] Afraid of being scolded, he immediately sent him a cute dog emoji.

Yu Xuan didn't bother to scold him, and exited WeChat blankly, ready to delete the software, and just returned to the main interface of the phone, Yi Fanxing's next message popped out at the top of the phone.

【Fat Star: It’s actually a dating app that comforts strangers. If you’re upset, you can talk to it. Don’t be bored. I’m afraid you’ll be bored... [Don’t send me away.jpg]]

Yu Xuan's brows frowned even tighter, and he snorted coldly from his nasal cavity. Does he look so lacking in love?

But the fingers resting on the screen have some subtle hesitation.

In fact, it's no wonder Yi Fanxing thinks too much, he's been fucking miserable for the past two years.

Ever since Lao Yu remarried that woman, he has embarked on a rebellious path, skipping classes, smoking, drinking, fighting, dyeing hair, getting earrings, fooling around in bars... He did everything Lao Yu didn't like, and nothing happened. fall.

Lao Yu said that he was naive, naive is a bit naive, but he felt sorry for his mother if he didn't do anything.

Yu Xuan took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, took out one and lit it in his mouth, squinting his eyes due to the smoke.

Stretch out your index finger, click to delete the software, and the moment your fingertip touches the screen, you accidentally click on a push that just popped up.

【BlueDay: I want to eat it all at once...】

The accompanying picture is a photo of two medicine bottles, showing that the distance is about 1.5 kilometers from him.

The medicine bottle in the photo is no stranger to Yu Xuan. It is a sleeping pill and medicine for depression.

Yu Xuan's heart froze suddenly, as if being stabbed by a thin needle, his fingertips trembled slightly, and he typed a line of words under the dynamic of BlueDay:

[The medicine should be taken one by one, be obedient. 】

Green smoke lingered in front of his eyes, Yu Xuan stared at the comments sent out and fell into a trance...

When I was ten years old, the winter in Los Angeles was uncharacteristically, it rained continuously for more than [-] days, and the ward was filled with a damp musty smell, mixed with a strong and pungent smell of formalin disinfectant.

The news of flood fighting and disaster relief was broadcast on the TV. Outside the window, there was a violent storm, lightning and thunder, and it was as dark as night.

Occasionally, I could hear the voices of grandparents scolding Lao Yu in the corridor outside the door, but I didn't hear Lao Yu's voice of defense.

"What's so good about her! It's good for you to cut you clean, and you have a baby..."

"The child has to be sent away. I can't let Han Yue see and stimulate her again. Did you hear me?"

……

The heating in the ward was fully turned on, but Yu Xuan was still shivering from the cold. It was different from the biting cold outside, but from the bottom of his heart, a kind of cold that feared death.

Han Yue was lying on the bed with a needle on the back of her skinny hand and an oxygen tube in her nose, and the glucose nutrient solution slowly flowed into her body drop by drop.

She raised her hand to gently caress over Xuan's face, showing a bleak smile that was uglier than crying.

The emotions in the smile are very complicated, and Yu Xuan has not yet distinguished whether it is the reluctance or despair before parting.

"Mom knows that you have to take the medicine one by one. Did it scare Xuanxuan... It's because my mother is not good and couldn't hold back..."

"I promise I won't do it next time, okay..."

She had just walked through the gate of hell, her voice was very weak, and there was an obvious trembling in the apology, like the dead leaves falling in the cold wind that day.

This is not the first time my mother said such a thing. Before Yu Xuan could fully believe it, she broke her promise again.

Forever broke my promise.

Before she was alive, she often shouted hysterically that no one understood her, lost her temper, and smashed things. At that time, Yu Xuan didn't understand much and just wanted to hide away.

Later, no one yelled at him anymore, and Yu Xuan often regretted that if she had been more caring and tolerant to her, would she not have made it to that point?

The smoke burned his fingers unknowingly, and Yu Xuan flinched from the heat, before recovering from his trance.

He extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray, clicked to follow BlueDay, and flipped through BlueDay's information column. Gender: male, others unknown. In the note, there was a WeChat ID: l_xiao27, and it was written in parentheses: quite handsome.

Yu Xuan sneered, but he was narcissistic.

Enter: l_xiao27 in the WeChat search bar, and found a person named [Miao Ye], whose profile picture is a white cat, and the circle of friends does not block strangers, and only three circles of friends have been posted in a year, all of which are the daily routine of posting cats .

The city displayed by the other party is Chang'an, which is the same city as him.

The Shudong App shows that their distance is about 1.5 kilometers, and they are probably classmates from the same school or neighboring schools.

Yu Xuan didn't want to reveal his true identity. After all, he didn't look like the kind of person who would comfort others. It would be good if he didn't hit anyone.

He used his trumpet to send a friend addition request to Miao Ye.

Not long after sending it, I received a notification that the other party refused to add friends.

This was beyond Yu Xuan's expectation. He never thought that he would be rejected, and he had never been rejected by others. Usually he rejected others.This feels a little new.

Didn’t BlueDay leave a WeChat account on the tree hole for people to add?What does it mean to stay and not pass?

Could it be that his WeChat name is not sunny enough?

He changed the avatar of a cartoon sun, then changed his WeChat name [Yu] to [Happy Little Sun], and sent a friend addition request.

[The other party refuses to add you as a WeChat friend. 】

Yu Xuan frowned slightly, why did he pick and choose when he added a friend?If the sunny one doesn’t work, how about a sad one?

He changed to a sad Heiye avatar, and [The Pain of Occupation] sent a friend request to [Miao Ye].

Was ruthlessly rejected again.

The avatar of the literary canyon, [Wind of the Abyss] sent a friend request to [Miao Ye].

[The other party refuses to add you as a WeChat friend. 】

……

Yu Xuan was silent for a while, switched back to his WeChat account, and sent a WeChat message to Yi Fanxing asking for advice: [I want to add a WeChat friend, but I can't, is there any advice? 】

Yi Fanxing replied quickly: [Just say that I added a big red envelope to him, no one will make trouble with the money. 】

[Salted fish doesn't want to turn over: how big is it? 】

[Fat Star: At least not less than 10 yuan, there is no upper limit. 】

Yi Fanxing was curious: [Who?Such a big air, even rejecting your friend position?Male or female? 】

[Salted fish doesn't want to stand up: Man, you don't know him. 】

[Fat Star: By the way, Mr. Jiang called the roll call today, and he asked me to tell you that if you don't come to class, you will have to retake it next year. 】

[Salted fish doesn't want to turn over: Oh. 】

[Fat Star: Oh? 】

Yu Xuan smiled indifferently, he didn't want to see Jiang Ning at all, so he just rebuilt it.

Exit the chat interface with Yi Fanxing, switch back to the trumpet, and continue to hook up.

Changed to a kneeling head portrait of a sand sculpture, [Enthusiastic Citizen] sent a friend addition request to [Miao Ye], the reason for adding: [Add me, I will send you a 200 yuan red envelope. 】

This is 20 times higher than the lowest price Yi Fanxing said.

[The other party refuses to add you as a WeChat friend. 】

The speed at which Lord Meow refused seemed to have never been considered.

Yu Xuan still didn't believe it, didn't change his avatar and name, directly increased the 200 yuan to 2000, and sent another friend addition request like a wealthy upstart.

[The other party refuses to add you as a WeChat friend. 】Reason for refusal: 【There is no shortage of money, don't add more. 】

Yu Xuan frowned and stared at the reason for rejection sent by the other party for a few seconds, then smiled, money can't be tempted, and it's quite principled...

Yu Xuan's message on the tree hole has long been overwhelmed by the swarming army of comforters. Maybe there are many people who want to help BlueDay, and he is not the only one.

His patience was also exhausted, he turned off the phone screen and threw it aside, not going to take care of it anymore.

Yu Xuan stayed up all night working on the manuscript yesterday, and Yu Xuan fell asleep, and woke up again at 04:30 in the afternoon, with a very dry mouth, and went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of water.

When I was paying the bill, I met Mo Xiaoyu, the school belle. Beside her stood a gentle and quiet man, who seemed a good match.

Yi Fanxing said that Mo Xiaoyu had been chasing him for two years, but he didn't notice it until one night when Mo Xiaoyu asked him why he didn't like her and why he wanted to fight for her, Yu Xuan told the truth that he just happened to pass by and wanted to fight.

"I won't like you anymore! Throw away all the presents I gave you!" Mo Xiaoyu ran away covering her mouth.

After Yu Xuan went back, he found a paper bag full of small gifts from the dormitory, which were basically brought back by Yi Fanxing for him, and he never opened them.

Only then did he realize belatedly that this girl really liked him.

Those who liked him finally found their way back, which is very good.

The sun slanted through the window and hit Yuxuan's side face, the skin became fair and translucent, a few strands of light maroon curly hair hung messily by the side of the ear, and a black diamond earring by the left ear glowed in the sunlight. The dazzling light added a touch of ruffian and sexy to his originally handsome and delicate face.

He leaned on the back of the swivel chair and quickly sketched the line draft on the digital board, his posture was lazy, but his eyes were extremely focused.I am also very confident in writing, and I hardly modify it. The line draft presented on the computer screen is meticulous and vivid, and the complexity can be called abnormal.

Another black mobile phone on the table vibrated with a "buzz", and a WeChat message came in: [Father of No. 3 sponsor: Daddy, can you post a picture today?The factory is waiting for proofing. 】

[Comfortable cripple: Sorry, I forgot, post it now. 】

[Father of No. 3 funder: I'm fine, I'm very busy, I understand. [/Love you]】

Yu Xuan sent the psd source file of the draft to the client, and then received a final payment of 5000 yuan.

[Father of No. 5 sponsor: Daddy, when will I start drawing my pictures? [/mwah]】

[Comfortable cripple: The day after tomorrow. 】

……

"Om", the white phone vibrated again, it's not over, Yu Xuan frowned, stopped his brush and picked up the phone.

[BlueDay: You are right, no one can bear my temper, it hurt you, I'm sorry, stay away from me!I fucking want to stay in the mire! 】

Yu Xuan remembered that her mother seemed to have yelled similar words hysterically before she was alive, "You all think I'm annoying! You think I'm crazy! Then leave me alone!"

He stared at the phone screen and sighed heavily, touched a cigarette and lit it.

Maybe we should be a little more patient.

But he was impatient.

Yu Xuan re-applied for a new WeChat account with a profile picture of a cartoon canned cat food, WeChat name: [Canned Fish].

I clicked on the Shudong App to check the BlueDay WeChat ID, but found that the information column was blank, the WeChat ID was deleted, and the real-time distance was also turned off.

Users on the Shudong App can freely choose whether to turn off the real-time distance, or only show the distance to those who follow each other.

Yu Xuan was stunned for a moment, and combined with BlueDay's new post and hundreds of encouraging messages under that post, he can probably understand why BlueDay deleted WeChat.

What he needs is understanding and companionship, not preaching, teaching him how to live.If he can do it, he doesn't need to be depressed.

Yu Xuan found Master Miao's WeChat from the friend addition record.

[Canned Fish] sent a request to add a friend to [Miao Ye] with the reason: [Hello, I lost my cat, which looks exactly like the one on your profile picture[/crying], I have been looking for it for months Less than [/crying], I really miss it[/crying]. 】

Try one last fucking time.

Ten seconds later.

[Miao Ye: I passed your friend verification request, now we can start chatting. 】

Passed suddenly, Yu Xuan was so excited that his hands shook, and the phone almost fell to the ground.

Sit upright for a while, bit the cigarette in your mouth, hooked the corners of your beautiful lips, and politely greeted the other party in a very friendly way: [Hello, little classmate~[/cute]]

The author says:

-Easy cookies before going to bed, unconventional loss of Ma Wen, it should be regarded as a reunion, or a reunion of bamboo horses, the vest is just an auxiliary.

- The difference between Gong and Shou is eight years old, Master Miao (Xiao Le) is Gong, Blue Day is not Xiao Le (the real person will be online later), the sub-cp line is basically taken over, and the campus part is small.

-I hope the cuties have a good time reading this article!

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