heartbeat out of control

Xiao Le just got home from get off work and was taking off his clothes, ready to take a shower.

Slender fingers unbuttoned the black shirt, her sexy honey-colored chest was looming, and she typed with one hand and asked: [When did you lose your cat? 】

He never added strangers on WeChat, but his Xiaobai was indeed a stray cat he picked up a year ago.The white cat was seriously injured that day, and the wound looked like it was bullied by other animals. He thought that the white cat had no owner, so he brought it back.

The lost and found notice that had been posted for nearly three months was not claimed. It has been a year since the owner showed up again?

Yu Xuan talked nonsense: [One year ago. [/heartbreak]]

When the time coincided, Xiao Le stopped undressing, leaned against the sink, frowned and typed: 【Where did you lose it? 】

【Canned fish: Chang An [Broken heart.jpg]】

The location also matches.

Xiao Le kicked Xiaobai, who was nibbling on his slippers, without much effort, his eyes were sharp, but his tone was full of connivance, "Maybe your real master is coming to you."

Xiao Bai rubbed against Xiao Le's feet, and gave a cute "meow" in a daze.

[Master Meow: Where is Chang'an? 】

Yu Xuan's black eyes rolled around, and according to the distance between BlueDay and him, he made up a public location not far from the school: [Near Changqing Park, I took it to the park for a run, but I didn't know it was running I ran away...[Sad Pacific Ocean.jpg]]

Xiao Le frowned, Changqing Park was indeed not far from the place where he picked up cats, but it was doubtful why the former owner felt so unreliable.

【Grandpa Meow: Take the cat for a run? 】

Seems to be questioned, Yu Xuan gave a fingertip, can't you take the cat for a run?Dogs are fine, why not cats?

Anyway, he had never had a cat before, so he continued to talk nonsense: [My cat used to run and walk with me in the morning every day, and it would follow me wherever I went. It is cute and sports-loving, and I miss it very much. [Tears flooded my soul.jpg]]

【Grandpa Meow:...】

【Grandpa Meow: This cat was indeed picked up by me a year ago. If you really think it’s yours, you can make an appointment to recognize it, but it’s lazy and doesn’t like to exercise very much. 】

Yu Xuan was stunned by this text message, what's going on?How did he become a fan of porcelain?Did Master Meow misunderstand something?

He didn't say the cat was his either...

I just want to gain sympathy so that he can maintain a wechat friendship in the name of seeing Mao Siqing...

It's impossible for him to recognize the cat and meet Master Miao, and say that the cat is his?Grandpa Meow will be sad.But now that the cat is not his, the other party will definitely turn around and delete him.

Yu Xuan had an idea and had an idea.

[Canned fish: I'm not in Chang'an right now, and I'll come back in half a year. Can I ask you to recognize a cat then? 】

Yu Xuan thought to himself, half a year should be enough time for them to get along with each other and become a good netizen with a good relationship, and he will be reluctant to delete it when the time comes.

Afraid that the other party would think too much, he sent another WeChat message: [If it's mine, can I keep it with you?My family does not allow me to keep a cat, and I am satisfied if I can occasionally look at its photos to relieve the pain of lovesickness. [Please.jpg]]

The words were sincere and affectionate, and he not only had an excuse to keep in touch with him, but also euphemistically expressed that he didn't want to snatch the cat from him.Yu Xuan couldn't help applauding his wisdom and kindness.

perfect.

Sure enough, the other side couldn't refuse: [... yes. 】

Yu Xuan quickly entered the identity of the former owner of the white cat, and cut to the point: 【Thank you for taking care of it all the time. In order to show your gratitude, you can just tell me what needs or wishes you have. As long as I can do it, I can define it. [/Social Society]]

【Grandpa Meow: No. 】

[Canned fish: Then do you want any gift?I can send you. 】

【Grandpa Meow: No. 】

Sure enough, he has no hope or interest in life, but he must stop his idea of ​​suicide by taking medicine. Yu Xuan carefully searched two articles from the Internet:

"A person who commits suicide cannot go to heaven after death, but can only enter the [-]th hell, who said that! ! ! "

"Zhang Dazhu, please wait a moment, tomorrow's sunshine will blind your dog's eyes!" "

……

Xiao Le came out of the shower, wiped his dripping hair with a towel, hesitated for a moment, clicked on the link of the article sent by Canned Fish Hair, and quickly scanned it.

The content of the first article is the oral testimony of many people who have attempted suicide, telling them about the vision of the hell of refining fire they saw before they died, and they came to the same conclusion: the soul of the suicide can only be thrown into the lake of fire and burned , the scene was horrific.

The second article is a bit more inspirational. It said that a man named Zhang Dazhu wanted to die, but suddenly he was inspired and started painting. In the end, he became a multi-millionaire by painting. With a luxury car in his hand and a beautiful woman in his arms, he is a proper winner in life. It is a soft promotion of an art training class.

After reading it, Xiao Le regretted clicking on it. What a mess, it wasted 3 minutes of his precious time.

Before going to bed, Canned Fish sent another WeChat message: [Do you want to be a winner in life?I can teach you how to draw remotely without charge. 】

Xiao Le typed expressionlessly: [I don't want to. 】

[Canned fish: Hahaha, in fact, I also think that painting can't become a winner in life. Do you want to learn how to play games? Let me take you to eat chicken? 】

Xiao Le replied patiently: […… I don’t want to. 】

[Canned fish: Do you want to watch the meteor shower? No matter what wish you wish for the meteor, I will help you realize it. ] There is also a video of the meteor shower that was sent along with it. To be precise, it is the MV clip of "Meteor Shower" sung by F4 in "Meteor Garden".

Xiao Le propped his forehead with his palm, frowned, resisting the urge to block people, and replied: [I don't want to. 】

[Canned fish: Oh, good night then, I wish you sweet dreams. 】

Yu Xuan wasn't originally a character who gets more and more courageous when he gets frustrated. After a week, his enthusiasm for saving lives was finally overwhelmed by the opposite party.

Maybe he acted too much like a human trafficker who was eager to abduct people, Master Miao blocked him because he was too noisy.

Yu Xuan looked at the red exclamation mark and laughed. This was the first time in his life that someone blocked him.

No, it's the second time.

The first person to block him was Xiao Le, the person he admired the most when he was a child, and the person he hates the most now.

I have no choice but to be a rascal, and send another friend request to Lord Miao: [I think my cat is lovesick, just let me take a look. [/sickness][/crying]]

Although Master Miao has a bad temper, he has a soft heart, and he approved his friend addition request a day later.And sent a photo of a cat and a few seconds long video.

The blue-eyed white cat in the video has an elegant and beautiful temperament, and even eats with a sense of luxury. It is really hard to tell that it was a stray cat.

But it can be seen that his master is a good person by nature, and he has raised him well.

***

At 11:30 on Thursday morning, Yi Fanxing came back from get out of class, and as soon as he entered the door, he pulled up a chair and sat down next to Yu Xuan, half of the light from the balcony was instantly blocked by him, and he begged, "Brother Xuan'er, if you have nothing to do this afternoon, come and listen to me with you." Is it the lecture of my male god Senior Xiao?"

"I have something to do." Yu Xuan held his head and slowly scrolled through the webpage. He was reading an article on how to accompany patients with depression, and his brows knit together when he heard Xiao Le's name.

Yi Fanxing cried and said, "What can you do, haven't you finished the manuscript?"

Yu Xuan yawned, and continued to scroll through the webpage until it reached the end. He turned his head and patted Yi Fanxing on the shoulder to express his apologies: "You go by yourself, I have an appointment for a ball game with someone this afternoon."

Yi Fanxing pouted, "Alright then."

Their dormitory is a two-person room. Yi Fanxing was a chubby little fat man when he was a freshman. In less than two years, he lost 20 catties in weight, but his face is still a little baby fat. Everyone still calls him Fat Star.

On the first day of school, Yi Fanxing proudly told Yu Xuan that his idol is Xiao Le.

Yu Xuan is not surprised at all, that person has been the proud son of heaven since he was a child, the Maxima in the eyes of the teacher, and the child of other people in the eyes of his parents.

There have been posts discussing him on the Chang'an University forum, saying that he is the ceiling of Chang'an University's visual communication design major. He not only has a handsome and extraordinary appearance, but also has a gifted design talent.

During the school period, the entries won prizes and were soft. It is said that before graduation, there were many 4A-level advertising companies vying to offer olive branches to him, but Xiao Le refused them all and chose to start his own business.

The best XT advertising company in Chang'an is co-founded by him and Tang Yu'an, another great god. Every year, the people who go to their company for interviews can't get in.

Xiao Le's representative works are countless, such as the Chang'an Airport, the visual guidance system of the high-speed rail, the VI design of the well-known enterprise Changyu Group, and the posters of the popular science fiction blockbuster "Transition" are all from Xiao Le's hands.

Talented, talented, different, even sexual orientation is different from others, like men.

Xiao Le was also the idol Yu Xuan admired when he was a child, and he followed him every day and called him brother. There was an eight-year age difference between them, and the two families lived close to each other.Xiao Le's mother, Chen Yalan, cooks very well and can make all kinds of dim sum. Yu Xuan often goes to their house to eat, and sometimes rubs against Xiao Le's bed.

Xiao Le always treated him coldly, but he would take him to school along the way. He was bullied by his classmates, and Xiao Le would threaten and warn them to avenge him. Since then, no one dared to bully him.

At that time, Yu Xuan always felt that Xiao Le was his patron saint, the person who treated him best in the world.

Until one day, the patron saint told him personally: "I'm leaving Los Angeles to go to Chang'an to go to college, stop doing childish and stupid things, and no one will clean up the mess for you in the future."

Later, Xiao Le's family moved to Chang'an, and never returned to Los Angeles, and Yu Xuan never contacted him again in a fit of anger, and the two became strangers ever since.

***

The game in the afternoon was a competition between the art department and the school team. Yu Xuan was the captain of the basketball team of the art department, and the school team members were elites from various departments.The overall strength of the two teams is very different, and this is a game that must be lost.

But Yu Xuan never cared about winning or losing.

Although the game was lost, the enthusiasm of the teammates for dinner was not affected much, and they were chatting about going to barbecue beer.

Yu Xuan didn't go with them, and left the field alone with the ball in his arms, heading towards the studio of the art building.

It's not because he doesn't fit in, but because he owes a lot of homework.

At the corner of the art building, as soon as Yu Xuan stepped up the steps, he saw two familiar and annoying figures tugging at the corner of the stairs. They were Xiao Le and Jiang Ning.

Xiao Le's back was tall and straight, with broad shoulders, half a head taller than Jiang Ning.In school, some students often joked that the two of them are a very good pair, with complementary personalities, one strong and one soft, the difference in height is cute, and the difference in body shape is also cute.

But Yu Xuan saw that they were not pleasing to the eye, and the scene in front of him instantly ignited his nameless anger.

Speaking of which, the quarrel between him and Xiao Le was also because of Jiang Ning.

That day after school, a classmate told him, "Your brother got into a fight with someone and went to the hospital." He thought Xiao Le was injured, so he hurried to the hospital, but saw Jiang Ning holding Xiao Le's wrist and confessing.

He was only 9 years old that year, and he heard people talking about falling in love, and there were little girls in his class who gave him chocolates, but he never thought that boys could still like boys, which obviously exceeded his cognition.

When Xiao Le turned back to look at him, he turned and ran away.Later, Jiang Ning was sent abroad, and it is said that before he left, his parents beat him up because someone told his parents that he liked boys.

Yu Xuan was the only person who had seen their confession, so he was naturally the object of suspicion. Jiang Ning questioned him, but Xiao Le didn't believe him either.

As soon as Yu Xuan got angry, he shouted at Xiao Le without hesitation: "That's what I said, I hate you, you are disgusting homosexuals!"

Afterwards, he calmed down and regretted it, and wanted to apologize to Xiao Le and explain that he didn't inform him, but Xiao Le lived in the school because he was going to take the college entrance examination, and he didn't come back on weekends, so he didn't see anyone at all.He wanted to send a QQ message to Xiao Le, but found that he had blocked him.

Yu Xuan stopped at a distance of a throw-in from them, the basketball spun a few times lightly on his fingertips, suddenly changed direction, and smashed straight at Xiao Le's back firmly.Xiao Le staggered forward unexpectedly when he was hit.

The sudden change made Jiang Ning a little overwhelmed, "Yu Xuan, what are you doing?"

With a sullen face, Xiao Le slowly turned around, looking sternly at the direction the ball came from.

Yu Xuan pretended to walk towards them casually, as if he didn't hear Jiang Ning's question.

He walked over and bent down to pick up the ball, and explained something that no one would believe in a non-serious way: "Sorry, I didn't hold it firmly and let go."

Just as he was about to leave, his wrist was suddenly grabbed by someone.

Yu Xuan frowned slightly, the strength on his arm was not light, and it was estimated that it would leave an obvious mark.

A clear, deep and magnetic voice sounded above his head: "Apologize."

Xiao Le's voice is very textured. Before the breakup, Xiao Le once took Yu Xuan to the high school campus radio station to read a manuscript. As soon as he finished reading, Yu Xuan couldn't help but praise, "Brother, your voice is really nice."The radio equipment was not turned off in time, and later all the teachers and students in the school knew that Xiao Le had a cute younger brother.

Fast forward 11 years, and now this nice voice will only make him apologize coldly.

Yu Xuan slightly raised his head to meet those ancient calm black eyes. When he was a child, he was short, only reaching an inch above Xiao Le's waist. Now he is still not as tall as him.The school forum said Xiao Le was 1.8 meters nine, six centimeters short.

Probably because the other party's aura is too strong, just looking at each other like this, Yu Xuan felt a little pressure unconsciously.When he was a child, he couldn't understand Xiao Le's expression, and couldn't distinguish his true emotions, and he still couldn't understand him now.

But that face was still handsome, with deep eye sockets, a high nose bridge, and pale and slightly dry lips.Maybe it was too close, and I could vaguely smell the faint smell of woody perfume on his body and his smell.

Yu Xuan looked at the knuckle fingers on his wrist, and chuckled lightly: "What if I don't?"

Jiang Ning tried to separate the two, but for a moment he didn't know who to pull, and persuaded softly: "You have something to say, don't do it."

Jiang Ning's tone was gentle. He has always been a gentle and generous person. He didn't say a word about the past regardless of the truth.As Yu Xuan's substitute teacher, he always takes care of her.

But Yu Xuan doesn't like him very much, he didn't like him before, and he doesn't like him now.

Yu Xuan smiled at Jiang Ning, and said unconvincingly: "Mr. Jiang, did you confess your love again just now? Did you confess your love every year? Did he promise you?"

Jiang Ning's face turned blue and white, then turned red again. He hung his head in embarrassment and didn't know how to speak.

Yu Xuan sneered lightly, raised his legs and was about to leave.

Xiao Le didn't intend to let him go, the hand holding his arm was not loose but tight, and his voice became colder: "Is this your attitude when talking to the teacher?"

Yu Xuan turned a deaf ear to it, glanced sideways at the hand with distinct knuckles on his wrist, and said expressionlessly: "Release."

Xiao Le's face became more serious, and he tightened his hands when he heard the words, the force was at least [-]% or [-]% stronger than before.

Yu Xuan suddenly felt a numbness in his wrist, and his bones seemed to be broken. A sharp look flashed in his eyes, he turned around abruptly, and covered Xiao Le's face with the basketball.He knew that Xiao Le could escape.

Xiao Le was forced to let go, and took two steps back to narrowly avoid it.

The basketball hit the ground with a "bang", bouncing and rolling away.

There are red and clear finger marks on Yu Xuan's white wrist. 11 years ago Xiao Le ignored him because of Jiang Ning, and 11 years later because of Jiang Ning, he would not hesitate to pinch his wrist!

The flames of jealousy burned hotter and hotter, burning out Yu Xuan's rationality. With red eyes, he raised his hand and swung a fist, hitting Xiao Le's beautiful jawbone impartially.

Xiao Le didn't dodge, and received the punch vividly, with blood oozing from the corner of his mouth.

Jiang Ning was startled, and exclaimed: "Xiao Le!" He stepped forward and pulled Yu Xuan away, "Yu Xuan, stop!"

Yu Xuan was pulled back a few steps, stopped moving and looked at the opposite side blankly, as if he couldn't believe that he really moved his hand.He hit Schole.

Why doesn't he hide?Obviously able to escape...

Xiao Le also couldn't understand how the docile, obedient and cry-loving little neighbor turned into an overbearing and unreasonable little bastard?Every time I see him either drinking or fighting, or going to the police station to release him on bail.

The first time Yu Xuan contacted Xiao Le after coming to Chang'an was to ask him to go to the police station to sign.He hurried to the police station that day, only to find out that it was because Yu Xuan fought with someone in the playground and broke his two ribs indiscriminately.

If you break someone's ribs today, can you beat them to death tomorrow?

When he came out of the police station, Xiao Le didn't ask any questions. He looked at the yellow-haired Yu Xuan from behind, who seemed to be indifferent.

Before Yu Xuan's father said to him, "This kid has grown crooked if he doesn't care about it", Xiao Le didn't take it seriously, thinking that everyone has a rebellious period, so he didn't interfere too much.

Looking at it now, it is indeed a lack of discipline.

Xiao Le's gaze sank, he stretched out his hand to grab it, hugged Yu Xuan by the waist, and stepped down the steps in two steps.

Yu Xuan was taken aback by the smell of Xiao Le's body, the last time he hugged him was 11 years ago.

That day he clamored to go to the theater to listen to an opera, so Xiao Le took him there. In fact, he just wanted to eat the snacks in the theater. He fell asleep soon, and then Xiao Le carried him all the way home.

Yu Xuan felt his body lighten suddenly, and then he fell into the grass with no weight, his eyes suddenly went dark, his eyes were filled with stars, and his bones were almost shaken apart.

My heart was pounding so hard that it shattered, and so did my memories.

Some people regard memories as treasures, while others discard them like shoes.

After he regained his strength, he jumped up from the ground, his face was bulging, his eyes were red, and he was about to rush towards Xiao Le, but Jiang Ning grabbed him firmly.

"Jiang Ning, let go!" Yu Xuan rushed forward.

Jiang Ning held back stubbornly, "Yu Xuan, calm down, and speak up if you have something to say, you will be demerited for fighting. How many times have you fought this semester? Do you still want to graduate?" A wink told him to go away.

"If you don't graduate, you won't graduate! Who the hell cares about the graduation certificate of this crappy school!" Yu Xuan was furious, gritted his molars, and said harsh words:

"Xiao Le, you bastard! If a man has the ability to fight, I will kill you today!"

Xiao Le coldly signaled Jiang Ning to let go, walked leisurely towards Yu Xuan, stretched out his hand to easily catch the violent little fist waved by the opposite side, and did not let go, pinched his small but sharp chin with the other hand, and said slowly: "What do you want? kill me?"

Jaw hurts, strength is disparate, Yu Xuan can't struggle, and suddenly his eyes are red, the anger in his heart turned into tears of grievance, and one rolls out from the corner of his eyes uncontrollably, hitting the back of Xiao Le's hand.

Xiao Le panicked, and let go of his hand like an electric shock, "Don't you want to fight! Why are you crying! Don't cry!"

Yu Xuan's eyes were red, and she desperately held back her tears: "You can't be so fucking easy! You hurt me..."

Xiao Le: "..."

The author says:

In order to defend Xuan, he is not a crybaby, quite a man, but he is afraid of pain.

um, yes.trust me.