waiting for dawn

The more he struggled, the stronger Zhang Tuming became. If you don't compare it, you don't know that his strength is as light as a feather in front of Zhang Tuming.The same is true of his body, Zhang Tuming clasped his shoulders from behind, and he was about to fly into the air. The inertia forced him to hug Zhang Tuming's waist, which seemed to be an invitation.

Intense kisses and disturbed breathing, these are things Qin Liming hasn't seen for a long time.But this is not right, very wrong...

"Don't..." Finally having a chance to breathe, Zhang Tuming immediately fixed his eyes. "Don't want what?" Even the words were vicious.

Pajamas are easy to put on and take off, and they are all men. Qin Liming understands that men cannot stop the car in such an emergency.

"Tu Ming, you can't..."

"Please...please...I was wrong..."

Qin Liming was anxious and ashamed, and tears overflowed involuntarily.He really doesn't like to cry, but now, he doesn't care about face or anything, he is almost losing even the minimum dignity of being a man.

Zhang Tuming finally paused, "You don't want to?"

"Think?" Qin Liming's eyes were dull, "How could you think... ah!!"

Severe pain, and unspeakable shame.Zhang Tuming didn't listen to what he was saying at all, and begging for mercy was useless.

Tears and snot smeared his face, and his eyes were gradually turning black, and he didn't even realize when he stopped.

He is very clear that there is no excuse for this, and the little red wine that Tu Ming drank earlier is not enough to constitute a reason for him to have sex after drinking.

Qin Liming thought about it in reverse, in fact, the reason was very reluctant a few years ago, why would he trust him unconditionally.

The body hurt as if it had been disassembled. Qin Liming didn't know if he was injured, so he finally recovered a little. Zhang Tuming wanted to kiss his neck again, but Qin Liming avoided it.

"Huh?" Zhang Tuming frowned, "So you turn your face and deny anyone?"

Clothes... Qin Liming suddenly realized that he wanted to grab the clothes that were thrown aside. Zhang Tuming held him down, and then Qin Liming was picked up in the air, carried all the way into the bathroom, and then thrown into the bathtub .

Zhang Tuming first wiped Qin Liming's crying face clean with a towel, and then put hot water on it. The bathtub was not big, and Qin Liming huddled into a ball in the bathtub, tears still pouring down one after another drip.

"Forgive me……"

"Don't move, you'll get sick if you don't wash."

"I'll do it myself..." Qin Liming choked on his sobs, and his body trembled, "I beg you..."

Zhang Tuming watched him for a while, then finally let him go, sat outside the door and waited for a long time, but Qin Liming still didn't come out.

Zhang Tuming cursed secretly, but still couldn't help opening the door. Qin Liming just walked to the door, and when he saw this, he took two steps back in fright, with a bath towel around his waist pitifully.

"Washed clean?" Zhang Tuming handed him the pajamas.

Qin Liming didn't answer him, but hurriedly put on his clothes, Zhang Tuming squinted at him, "What do you mean?"

Qin Liming's hand that was buttoning his buttons stopped, and the familiar dull pain began to come from his heart again, "What do I mean..." He murmured, "Shouldn't you ask yourself?"

Zhang Tuming breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and touched a cigarette, "You look like a ghost now, as if I forced you."

"No, isn't it..."

"Qin Liming, think about it carefully." Zhang Tuming stuffed the cigarette into his mouth and took a savage puff, "I gave you so many hints, are you going to be gay with me or agreeing to go home with me? Sleep, although I know you are stupid, but you should also know that I am gay, I can't ask a young man to go home and sleep with me for no reason."

Qin Liming's mouth kept trembling, but he couldn't speak, Zhang Tuming took a step forward, "Qin Liming, don't deceive yourself anymore, you were quite comfortable just now, weren't you?"

Even in this situation, Zhang Tuming was still aggressive, Qin Liming shook his head, "No, what you said is wrong."

"I've always regarded you as my younger brother." His voice seemed hoarse, and it was difficult to say a word, "I know you have always looked down on me before, so this time, you, you are warm to me, I am very happy... ...I thought at least you were willing to treat me as a friend..."

"Are you sick?" Zhang Tuming interrupted him.

It still hurts, and my heart hurts badly.Zhang Tuming continued: "Qin Liming, don't say such disgusting things about brother and brother in the future. There are also friends. I never regarded you as a friend from the beginning to the end."

I'm not a friend, I don't like him, and I know that the other party is a straight man, but I just hit it off on a whim...

"What the hell are you thinking about?" Zhang Tuming stretched out a hand towards him, and was about to say something, when the doorbell suddenly rang inappropriately.

And it kept ringing again and again without any tendency to stop. Zhang Tuming cursed, pointed at Qin Liming, and asked him to wait here before opening the door.

It was a young boy's voice, even in the bedroom, Qin Liming could hear it clearly, he opened the door and asked loudly, "Brother, why did you take so long to open the door?"

Zhang Tuming's tone was not good, "Why are you here?"

"Staying in school is too boring, so I skipped class and came here to join you."

"I'll call your head teacher."

"Don't!" The boy's voice raised an octave, "It's a brother anyway, so you can't be so heartless, right?"

"Go away."

"I won't." The boy suddenly asked, "Brother, is there someone in your family?"

"No."

"Come on, you're lying. The shoes are all here. They're obviously not your size."

Zhang Tuming stopped talking, and the boy asked again, "Sister-in-law?"

Qin Liming's heart twitched suddenly, and he heard Zhang Tuming say, "No, why don't you just get lost if you know there are people?"

"Are you done?"

"Let's scold you."

"Come out and say hello, once you are born and second you are acquainted."

"Get the hell out of here."

The boy turned a deaf ear and walked towards the bedroom as usual, when there were entangled voices outside the door, Qin Liming regained his composure, simply stood up, and opened the door voluntarily.

"you?"

Qin Liming lowered his head, did not look at the two people in front of him at all, and spoke in a low and soft voice, "You talk first, and I will leave first."

In the next second, Zhang Tuming grabbed his wrist, "Qin Liming, this is my younger brother."

"Oh." Qin Liming raised his head hastily, but he still insisted on leaving.

"Hey, I seem to have seen this handsome guy somewhere." It was Zhang Tuming's younger brother's voice, "Brother, are you bullying him? Your eyes are so red, so pitiful."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Taking advantage of Zhang Tuming's time to answer, Qin Liming finally found a gap, and he rushed out the door regardless of the fact that he was still wearing slippers.

"Qin Liming!" Zhang Tuming roared behind him.

The embarrassment has reached the extreme, and it is more like exposing his scars in front of his brother.He has no backbone, and when encountering a situation that he really can't face, his first reaction is to run away.

Fortunately, the mobile phone is by my side, and I can take a taxi, and fortunately, a taxi just happened to come to the gate of Zhang Tuming's community, and he blocked it with his head, and went in without hesitation.

But before the car door was closed, Zhang Tuming chased after him with his coat still on his arm.

The author says:

A little earlier today...