waiting for dawn

The car door was pressed, and Zhang Tuming only had a set of thin pajamas all over his body. Even in this situation, Qin Liming still couldn't bear it.

"You go back..." He couldn't force himself, and the words seemed to be pleading again, "You, you let me go back, let's calm down..."

Zhang Tuming gritted his teeth, his expression seemed to be ruthless, "You don't want to stay with me for a minute?"

"Not now... really not."

The driver was getting impatient, so Zhang Tuming stared at him for a few more seconds, then gave him his clothes, "You don't want your ID card or room card?"

"……thanks."

Zhang Tuming didn't say anything anymore, but walked around to the front and stuffed a pack of cigarettes for the driver, telling him to take Qin Liming to the hotel safely.

"Are you all right?" The driver was much kinder after collecting the cigarettes.

"It's all right, thank you..."

Qin Liming had already wrapped his coat around his body, but he was still shivering from the cold. Fortunately, after the car drove, he was relieved a lot, and his tightly clenched fists gradually loosened.

He knew that he might look like a strange person in the eyes of outsiders. In the cold weather, wearing pajamas and slippers, he might look scary like a ghost.

This idea was verified after returning to the hotel. The person in the mirror has a bloodless face, and the whites of the eyes are also covered with bloodshot eyes, not to mention the messy hair like a bird's nest and the spots on the neck. .

It was a face that even looked disgusting to him, he really couldn't understand how Tu Ming could use him as an object to vent his desire without hesitation.

Fortunately, he was not injured. Although Zhang Tuming's movements were not gentle, he patiently stretched him.When Qin Liming thought of this, he felt so ashamed that he wanted to die.

In the past few years, people have been slandering him as a homosexual, and now he really has sex with the same sex... Qin Liming is still in a foggy state. Although he is soft, if this person is not Tu Ming, he should Not so soft...

As for Tu Ming, Tu Ming said that he had given enough hints, and also said that they were simply love and wish. Although Qin Liming disagreed, he also admitted that he was indeed a bit rough.

It's meaningless to discuss right and wrong, everything has become an established fact, Qin Liming is a person who is very good at self-resolution, he can't resent Zhang Tuming, but just thinks of it and feels a little pain in his heart, no, it hurts badly.

Tongguang City couldn't stay any longer, and the friendship and harmony of the past few days was just an illusion. Qin Liming booked a bus ticket for the next morning, and it was more suitable for him to escape in despair and return to a small place he was familiar with.

Although he was not injured, the train was not comfortable. The soreness and swelling were real. After not closing his eyes all night, Qin Liming endured for several hours on the train with his eyes wide open. After getting off the train, he almost lost his footing up.

He forced himself to take a taxi, and when he walked downstairs to his house, his heart sank again. All the bad luck gathered in one day, and he saw Fan Tao.

It was too late to turn around, and he didn't have the strength. Fan Tao probably waited for him deliberately, and came to meet him when he saw him.

Qin Liming tightened his scarf, it was already so tightly wrapped...

"Little Qin?"

Headache……

He bought this house for three years, and it has been two years since he moved here. This is not the first time Fan Tao has come to harass him.

Fortunately, it's not frequent, only a few times a year, and every time I come here, I don't do anything excessive, just say I want to apologize to him.

Qin Liming was helpless, Chenjiang City was so big, he didn't even need to find out how Fan Tao got here, after all, they still had quite a few overlapping social circles.

Because of Fan Tao, Qin Liming almost lost contact with his former colleagues, but he bought this house, so he can't sell it.

Although in order to avoid him before, she did move house.

Qin Liming nodded. He planned to go directly into the elevator. If Fan Tao followed him again, he would call the security guard.

But Fan Tao stretched out his hand to grab him, Qin Liming hastily flung it away, and the moment he took out his phone, he realized that the phone was out of battery.

"Xiao Qin, you don't need to be so excited." Fan Tao took two steps back, "Your complexion is very bad."

Qin Liming only had his eyes and nose exposed, and he didn't know how Fan Tao could tell, but he pulled the scarf up again after hearing this.

"Have you been away these few days? Mr. Wu came to see the house again, but you didn't connect him, and he didn't look happy."

Qin Liming sighed, "Teacher Fan..." He said weakly: "We are not colleagues anymore, we don't need to have any contact with each other anymore, and you don't have to apologize to me, I don't hate you, I just hope we don't meet again gone."

"dawn……"

Qin Liming raised a hand wearily, "I appreciate your kindness, but I really don't want to be a teacher anymore. It was a relief for me to leave school back then."

"Can you stop avoiding me like now?"

"If you don't come to my house to block me like now..."

Qin Liming sniffed, he had finished what he needed to say, and nodded to Fan Tao again, just as the elevator had stopped on the first floor.

Fan Tao did not catch up again, but his words reached Qin Liming's ears verbatim, "Xiao Qin, why did Zhang Tuming touch you and you didn't react at all, so you can't do it with another person, right? ?”

A burst of dizziness hit him, he bit his lower lip hard, turned his head and looked back, Fan Tao was stunned, "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant."

This is actually not the first time Fan Tao said this, but in terms of lethality, this time it was the most serious, but Qin Liming didn't say anything in the end, he admitted it.

Originally, it was different to Tu Ming. At that time, Tu Ming was a child, a poor little boy, a relative, and a younger brother. There was nothing wrong with being a bit willful or nonsensical.

After returning home, Qin Liming decided not to think about these things any more, and just assumed that what Zhang Tuming said was right, and he was at fault for this ridiculous night, after all, he was indeed not the type that Zhang Tuming would like.

Life still has to look forward, he is not young anymore, he has to work, repay the mortgage, and support his parents, so that he will not look for life.

It's all over in one sleep.

Qin Liming slept for almost a day and a night, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already the afternoon of the next day.

My head is still groggy, my nose is blocked, and I tend to have a fever.

Fortunately, there are commonly used medicines at home. Qin Liming only remembered that he hadn't charged his mobile phone in the interval between taking the medicines.

Not many people looked for him, so he called his parents back, and returned a few work messages, and some of them were about Zhang Tuming.

Zhang Tuming has called him, not many, two, and two WeChat messages.

"You checked out!" This was posted yesterday morning.

"Where is it, call back!" This was sent at noon today.

It's quite upright...

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