Ruoshui Qiaochu

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43. Section [-]

——Forever Anata——

That weekend, like other weekends, Qiao Chu left "Ruo Qiao" under the twilight.

The moment she turned around, it was a sudden whim, and she decided to go to an old-fashioned cloth shop not far from the opposite side.The store was closing soon, but the boss kindly let her in.

It was really a long time ago that I went to the cloth store, for my homework in school, and for my grandma.

The cloth in the store is rolled into a Mouton shape one by one, as if entering a large forest.

Among a large area of ​​Mouton, she quickly fell in love with a piece of sky blue mercerized cotton fabric that feels comfortable to the touch.She wanted to make a pair of pillowcases using the old sewing machine at home.

That night, she carefully measured the size of the pillow, drew a simple picture, and started to make the pillowcase.

The pillow cases were ready, and three days later, she washed them and hung them in the yard.

After the pillowcase was dry, she finally decided to change Ruoshui's pillowcase.The night after taking off the pillowcase, a light and fluffy thing unexpectedly fell inside, and she was surprised to find that it was a letter, a letter that Ruoshui left for her before leaving!

The letter paper was light and thin, folded into a small square, and there was no envelope, so she didn't notice it at all.

She opened the letter in both surprise and panic:

[Little Joe,

I'm leaving……

I didn't have the courage to hand you the letter with my own hands because I was afraid I would cry, and I didn't want to see you cry, because you couldn't stop crying... (But when I'm not here, who can wipe your tears... )

I guess you'll find out about this soon because you're not as weird and dirty as I am and you'll be changing the sheets and pillowcases in no time, right Joe...  

In the next six months, I will be a monk in Nara, Japan for a short period of time, and then I will go to Wakayama again.

Wakayama is very close to Nara, Nagai Kana's hometown, where her father was born.

In Wakayama, Chanel wanted to take me to meet her master.I plan to live alone for a while in the monastery where Master Chanel is abbot.

There are mountains everywhere in Wakayama, and Master Kanai's temple is on the mountain.I used to hear Channa mention Wakayama and her master. It is said that there is a sacred place for self-cultivation. I have longed for this place for a long time.So, don't worry about me too much, I will take good care of myself during this trip.

The Buddha said that people are born into this world because of greed.I used to be ignorant of this, until my brother and mother left, I realized that people are always living in pain because of greed.

When people are attached to something, they will be bound and dragged down by what they are attached to.The most frightening thing is that people are still unable to get rid of the things that bind them, because obsession itself blocks people's eyes and makes them unable to see the truth of things.

I, who used to talk about "fate" over and over again, did I really follow the fate?

When tragedy happened to me suddenly, when someone close to me suddenly left me, there was actually only boundless darkness and pain in my heart.

Where does fate come from, where does fate end, and how should I follow fate?

I'm really lost.Blind superstition or oppressing yourself to face and accept pain is not a satisfactory answer.

Xiao Qiao, I left only to find the truth of life. I want to know who I am, why I exist, and why the world I live in exists. I am an ordinary person who cannot see the truth clearly. I have lost my way. .

I used to laugh and say that I was "invincible". In fact, I am not invincible. My biggest enemy is myself.

In the past few years, you have paid too much for me. Without you, I would not be able to survive the period of losing my family.

Xiao Qiao, if one day I can be fearless even if I lose you, then I will be invincible.

I want to control my own destiny, not be controlled by it.The first thing you need to do to master your own destiny is to know what destiny is. I must bravely take this difficult step for myself!

Thank you for helping me and allowing me to walk with peace of mind.

Please take care of yourself in the future.One day, I will come back.

If the water 11.11]

"I'll be back" five infinitely bright handwriting, Qiao Chu actually didn't see it until a year later.

She was so excited that tears filled her eyes, but she couldn't help smiling sadly: If she hadn't been obsessed with Ruoshui's pillowcases for not washing or changing, she would have understood the "truth" earlier, wouldn't she?

That night she hugged the new set of pillows and fell asleep peacefully.

After a few days of this, she woke up every morning feeling very energetic.

Later, she felt that not only Zhou Linshan, but she also had a good premonition.

She had never realized that she had a strong sixth sense before, until the days before the factory explosion, and the dreams she had after Ruoshui left, all of which further confirmed that she had a strong sixth sense. common sense.

That was two days later.

On this day, she felt very different, and she couldn't tell what was the difference, she just felt that a certain sound that she had been looking forward to was about to wake up her sleeping nerves.

However, the whole day passed without wind and waves, and nothing special happened.

Until dusk, she returned home as usual and drove the car to the garage in the twilight.Usually at this time, Chuchu would always greet her on the terrace, but not today.

The moment she got off the car, her heartbeat suddenly became abnormal for no reason, which made her hold her breath, and then slowly opened the door to enter.

This evening, there were indeed some changes in the family.

The first thing she noticed was - the sewing machine was gone!It is no longer in its original position.

It was dark, and the lights in the house were not turned on. There was only one light in the whole room, a light streaming from the sun room.

Just when she was about to turn around to turn on the light, there was a sudden movement in the sun room, which inevitably surprised her.

When people's eyes can't see, their sense of hearing becomes very sharp. When she heard clearly, she immediately realized——

It was the smooth and cheerful sound of the sewing machine, like a thousand troops marching towards her from a distance.

When she came to the sun room and stood in the only light circle opposite, she saw the person she missed day and night at a glance!

At this moment, she was sitting in front of the sewing machine, while Chu Chu was lying comfortably on her side at her feet as in the past.

Everything seems to have happened yesterday, and nothing has changed.

The one with her back facing her was still the slender figure she was most familiar with.She pushed the hand crank of the sewing machine with one hand, and stepped on the pedal at the same time. Her movements are extremely skilled...

Only then did Qiao Chu get excited, and only then did she discover those two big boxes -- the boxes they went shopping together that year!

Now they lay on the floor of the bedroom door, gleaming in the dim twilight.

Ruoshui, who was always in the sound of the sewing machine, couldn't hear the movement around her, until Chuchu found her, turned over lazily on the ground, and meowed, she turned around suddenly.

The moment he found Qiao Chu, Ruo Shui subconsciously put down the cloth in his hand, slowly stood up from the sewing machine, and then walked towards her.

Under the warm light, Qiao Chu saw her clearly, she looked good, she was smiling, her eyes no longer had the sadness and confusion of the past, her hair was still at the same length as before, and now it was tied in the Behind his head, he was still dressed in plain white clothes.

Qiao Chu will never be able to forget this scene on this day. She was obviously ecstatic and wanted to run to meet her, but at that moment she was unable to move her body normally, so she could only stand passively where she was until Ruoshui left. Go to her, until she gently took her hands, and clearly said her first words to her:

"Little Joe, I'm back."

Then, she felt that her eyes were sour, her nose was sore, and her whole body was sour, as if she had been soaked in very sour water for a long time, and this soreness forced her tears to fall on her face involuntarily. flowing.

The moment Ruoshui hugged her completely awakened all the pain and soreness she had missed these days.

Shouldn't she be smiling, or at least try to greet her with a smile, shouldn't she?

But she couldn't control herself at all.When, laughing and crying can no longer help her, her likes and sorrows have an on-off switch, controlled by another person; her emotions are no longer her own;

She once said that she loved her more than herself.

It was before, and it is now.

She has suppressed her thoughts for too long.She was always dreaming that one day she would meet her like this, but just as she gradually accepted that she had been exiled by her yesterday, she never dreamed that she would come back.

She heard Ruoshui's second words to her: "Xiao Qiao, I'm sorry, I must have made you wait too long, I made you sad..."

Immediately afterwards, she said softly, "You can't cry, once you cry, you can't stop."

Yes, she really can't cry, she can't stop crying, but she still can't control her crying.

That was tears of joy.

"I'm sorry..." Ruoshui still repeated.

Qiao Chu became a little incoherent: "Who are you? Who are you?"

Ruoshui calmly and thoughtfully said all the nicknames Qiao Chu had given her, they were the only emotional codes between them.Her voice was deep but clear and clear.

Such an answer, such an answer, really softened her heart and warmed the bitterness and coldness that had been waiting for her for a long time.She laughed like this.

Ruoshui was still wiping her tears with a handkerchief, she said, "I'm sorry, I always make you cry until you can't stop..."

"No, don't say sorry, I'm not sad, I'm happy." Qiao Chu said sincerely.

Qiao Chu smelled the smell on the handkerchief, the faint fragrance, which was the smell she had been attached to for a long time, and she suddenly said: "Your pillowcase has not been changed since you left, until not long ago, when I received your Sewing machine, made a new pair of pillowcases, only to find that letter you wrote to me..."

Ruoshui stared at her in disbelief, she smiled sourly, but said: "Little Qiao, before I came back from Japan, I made you a suit, but I haven't finished it yet. Soon, I will be able to make it It's ready for you..."

"Is that why you bought a sewing machine online and went home and continued making clothes?"

Ruoshui nodded, hummed lightly, and then she said: "In those nights in Wakayama, when I missed you, I made clothes for you, but the progress was very slow, because when nine o'clock struck, I was about to close the door. The lights go to bed.

No matter in Nara or Wakayama, I am living a life of observing the precepts. I have to get up very early every day to do morning lessons. The days are simple and peaceful, and I spend them reading and listening to the scriptures.Apart from these, it is cleaning the monastery, cooking, watching mountains, trees and the sea..."

Qiao Chu was very moved. She asked her, "Tell me, are you all right?"

Ruoshui said sincerely, "I'm fine."

Qiao Chu was a little surprised that Ruoshui's answer was so concise, but there was really nothing more important than these three simple words.

This answer pleased her.

Ruoshui said: "Although there is the most perfect answer to life and death, who can really see it through in this world? We are just ordinary people, and we can only live through it. I figured it out completely when I was in Nara, but my journey is still the same." I want to continue, because I realized in the process that Buddhism is not just a religion, nor is it just an education, it is actually a way of life. In such an environment, words, deeds and environment are all valuable lessons for me.”

"Why didn't you tell me in advance that you were coming back so I could pick you up."

Ruoshui dare not say that he wants to surprise her.On the day she left, she must have broken her heart, so she said euphemistically: "I really want to know if the door of this house has changed the lock, and if it still welcomes me back..."

Qiao Chu held her hand, her nose was sore again, she said: "You are so stupid, you are so stupid, I have been waiting for you to come back..."

At this time, both of them realized that the sky had become completely dark, and they had deviated from the light circle of the sun room and were in the darkness.

Ruoshui turned around and turned on the light in the house.After being away for more than a year, she still hasn't forgotten where to turn on the light.

When the lights were bright, she returned to Qiao Chu, looking at her tenderly.Qiao Chu stroked her cheek, returned her the same look, and said, "This way I can see you clearly."

"Little Qiao, you've lost a lot of weight." Ruoshui said.

"How have you been this year?" she asked again.

Qiao Chu led her to the sofa and sat down, said with a smile, "I'll tell you slowly later. I'd rather hear about your past year."

In this way, they couldn't help talking until late at night that night, and they didn't know who would find out whose stomach was so hungry that it was beating drums first.

Dinner turned into a midnight snack.There were only tomatoes, carrots, corn and mushrooms in the refrigerator, so they simply combined these ingredients together to make a soup.

Before going to bed, Ruoshui opened the box and took out a book from the top layer.No, that is not an ordinary book, but a scripture.

She put the scriptures in a red cloth bag, and the mouth of the bag was tightly tied. After taking out the scriptures, she respectfully put it in front of the portraits of her mother and brother.

Then, she turned around and said to Qiao Chu, "Little Qiao, this is the scripture that my master gave me."

Qiao Chu asked her: "The master you are talking about is Master Xiaomeng?"

Ruoshui nodded, and said: "I left Japan last month and returned to China, first went back to Sangyang Town to handle family affairs, and then got together with my master for a while.

I made a vow to recite 108 sutras for my elder brother and then 108 for my mother.When I was in my hometown, I had already recited 28 sutras...it took me 90 minutes to read this sutra.In the days to come, I will read one every morning and evening. "

"Death is the beginning of another life. Human life never ends. If my elder brother can die well, he will not fall into the evil realm. If my mother has more evil karma than good karma, she will never have such a short life. I can What I do for them is to recite this sutra well.”

She went on to say: "Except for the merit of chanting sutras, I don't have any great merit to dedicate to them in my life. The only thing I can do right away is to continue to be a good person and vow to be a vegetarian for the rest of my life. Xiao Qiao, I You must use your meager strength to do this well for them..."

While saying these words, Qiao Chu saw that her eyes were shining brightly, and she went to hold her hand to show her support.She supported her in whatever she wanted before, let alone in the future.

Qiao Chu later found out that the sutra that Ruoshui read for his brother was the Ksitigarbha Sutra.

She had heard its allusion in the "Prajna Lecture Hall"-Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva made a great vow before becoming a Buddha: Hell is not empty, and if you do not become a Buddha, you will save all sentient beings before you can realize Bodhi.

In the days that followed, Ruoshui only focused on two things, one was chanting sutras for her mother and brother, and the other was finishing that new dress for Qiao Chu.

Qiao Chu lived a nine-to-five life as usual.Sometimes she leaves before the end of get off work time, because Ruoshui is waiting for her when she gets home.

Recently, she has moved up the ranks.The promotion and Ruoshui's return, she specially called Zhou Linshan to announce the good news.

Qiao Chu knew that in recent years she had re-invested in software development to make a fortune—it was what Zhou himself said about making a fortune.

She was so busy that she didn't contact her for a long time, and she only cared about the little happiness in front of her, and temporarily put her friends aside.

Zhou Linshan lives in Australia. Whenever she received a call from her and heard the good news, she was happy for her. She also said that her premonitions were rarely inaccurate. Qiao Chu has indeed reaped an extraordinary life, and she will definitely live a happy life in the future. .

Qiao Chu asked her if she had any romantic encounters during the trip, she laughed out loud, and then said meaningfully: "How can you say that I still have the chance to meet Ruoshui and Qiao Chu? It's already a blessing that it can happen twice in a lifetime. .”

Qiao Chu just laughed and didn't know what to say.Zhou Linshan said that she was too busy these days, and it was rare to be free. She decided to leave the country temporarily, so she didn't have time to inform her, and she deliberately complained that she didn't want to stay with her. She said that she had no one to accompany her. It was summer vacation, so she had no choice but to find Wu Chongfeng to accompany her to the Gold Coast.

"Qiao Chu, when I go back, let's have a good get together. Christmas, Christmas, another party or something, this time we will go on a yacht..."

Zhou Linshan seemed to have an idea, and the topic changed quickly, she said: "Why don't you and Ruoshui fly to my place, I have a small villa here, let's take advantage of Wu Chongfeng's summer self-driving tour to travel all over Australia, how about it? "

Qiao Chu also thought about it, but she said: "I've just been promoted, I can't leave, and I have a wife and children to support, don't make me too self-willed."

When Zhou Linshan heard this, she burst out laughing.Qiao Chu had no choice but to explain for herself: "It's not about two people, it's about the same person."

Zhou Linshan scolded her with a smile: "I am not as stupid as you, only stupid people need to listen to explanations, I am a smart person."

Not long after, the new clothes that Ruoshui gave Qiao Chu were finally finished.

It was a Japanese-style kimono pajamas - comfortable and breathable hemp cotton with a square diamond pattern, a slanted placket, a crossed V-neck, three-quarter length bell sleeves, straight loose trousers, and a belt ...

When Qiao Chu was trying on a new dress, Ruoshui walked to her left and tied a beautiful bow for her.

She then pushed her in front of a long mirror in the dressing room.

The new clothes looked very tight on Qiao Chu, Ruoshui smiled and stared at the person in the mirror, and said, "Little Qiao, you are my anata."

Qiao Chu smiled and said, "Wouldn't it be nice to sleep in such a beautiful pajamas?"

Ruoshui rested his chin on her shoulder, looked at the person in the mirror, and said to himself: "Little Qiao, I owe you too much, and I will pay you back bit by bit in the rest of the time. If you do, I will never be able to leave you for the rest of my life..."

She paused and said again: "We only have this life, so we should cherish this life, I am not greedy to have an afterlife with you, I just want this life, to live every moment with you.

In the next life, even if we come to the world again, we may not be able to meet each other again. If you don’t want me, you must promise me that we will not reincarnate again. In the next life, what if you are a human being and I am a cat... ..."

Ruoshui now has more philosophical thoughts and Buddhist principles than in the past, and she can always speak with her mouth. Anyway, she loves to listen to whatever she says.

Wearing new clothes, of course, to take pictures.Ruoshui asked her to sit on the blanket in the side hall, and Qiao Chu also knew a little about the sitting posture in a kimono. She kept her knees together and put her hands on her lap. Chu Chu suddenly swaggered over to steal the scene.In this way, Ruoshui took several pictures of his lover and cat with his mobile phone.

44. Section [-]

Fanxin (extended novel);

In a blink of an eye, it has been almost three months since Ruoshui came back.

During these days, Qiao Chu didn't really dare to touch her.I don't know why, maybe she is afraid that her mortal heart will desecrate her who only wants to focus on chanting scriptures and worshiping Buddha for her mother and brother.

After being tormented by longing for a long time, she felt that she seemed to be used to restraint.

For her, she unexpectedly had a kind of sacred and inviolable feeling.She would think that after waiting for such a long time, she really didn't want to destroy the tranquility she had obtained so hard, and she just thought that she would continue to give her space, wait for her, and wait for her to give her a day. After a signal, they returned to the past time together...

Just after the kimono pajamas were sewn, Ruoshui had finished reciting the scriptures she was going to recite, and the atmosphere between them also changed subtly.

Since that day, for the next few nights, they hugged each other under the quilt, reluctant to go to bed early, just like those nights in Sangyang Town for the first time.

The pillow case was made by Qiao Chuxin. When Ruoshui just came back, it clearly still smelled the fragrance that combined sunlight and detergent when she lay on this bed for the first time. Tonight, she finally She smelled the smell she was most familiar with.

"Little Qiao, I smell of you here." She said with a discovery.

It was also at this night that Qiao Chu finally told Ruoshui the thoughts he had had.

When Ruoshui heard this, he frowned slightly, and said with some understanding, but also with some distress: "Little Qiao, you are so stupid, why do you think so?"

Qiao Chu said: "I'm afraid that you will gradually break the relationship with the world, and you will not want me as a mortal later. Or, our relationship will be different from before..."

"Little Qiao, you are a mortal, so why am I not? We are all destined to be mortals, but you are not an ordinary mortal, you are a savvy mortal. If there is no you in this world, I really have nothing to miss, but I can't let you go..."

When Ruoshui said this, he hesitated for a moment before continuing: "Actually, before and after I left you, I was also worried that you would not forgive me. Until the day I came back, my heart was still uneasy, but seeing you still welcome me home, I really feel sorry for you." I'm very touched..."

Qiao Chu didn't expect that Ruoshui had his own worries, and no one said it first, so they all became extra cautious for this reunion.

Really, Qiao Chu was still not sure if he was dreaming up to this minute. The Ruoshui in the dream had already returned thousands of times, but it was just a dream after all;

But now, what she touches is clearly a living little life, a little life whose body temperature, smell and breath are the most familiar to her, but for some reason, she always feels that it is not real enough, so she has held her in her arms many times. He hugged him even tighter, subconsciously just to confirm that she really existed.

Falling into contemplation for a while, Ruo subconsciously lifted up to look at her, and found that her eyes were wet, she went to hold her hand, and placed it on her face very preciously, not long after, she found her tears Still falling down involuntarily, she hurriedly moved forward to kiss...

She buried herself in her soft chest, she had already said too much in her debt, and she couldn't say anything more at this moment.

Qiao Chu stretched out his hand to stroke her hair, and suddenly thought of asking her if her stomach problem still occurred, Ruoshui said that she had been sick for a year.

Hearing Qiao Chu's sudden heartbeat, Ruoshui said quietly: "Little Qiao, when I was in Wakayama, there was not a single day that I missed you. The departure of my brother and mother made me a little more certain. I love you. I love you more than before. Love you all the time..."

Qiao Chu closed her eyes and listened attentively.Going home from a long trip this time, Ruoshui seemed to be very sincere and wanted to confide in her.

I thought I could hear more, but she didn't say anything.She changed her posture, then unexpectedly leaned forward, quickly pecked her lips, and said mischievously, "Little Qiao, I owe you 360 five kisses."

Qiao Chu closed her eyes again seriously, and said, "Then give it back to me now."

But she said mischievously: "360 five kisses, actually more than that, it should be more than five hundred, so I want to kiss you till dawn, little Qiao."

How could Qiao Chu let her go? She turned over and pressed her lightly under her body. She reverted to her old ways and threatened, "Why do you make so many excuses? Why don't you pay me back? If you don't pay back, I will come back by myself." Well, I have to come back now, otherwise the interest will be superimposed, and you will never finish it in your whole life!"

Ruoshui was amused at once, and she couldn't breathe from the laughter. She stared at her with big bright and somewhat sly eyes, and said, "Little Qiao, you can't predict so much all at once, otherwise you will be exhausted." .”

Gritting her teeth, Qiao Chu messed up her hair and said, "I really want to enter a set of codes in your brain, right here, so that I can..."

Without waiting for her to continue, Ruoshui pulled her in front of her, both of them closed their eyes and stopped in the middle, she sucked her tongue very lightly, all of a sudden, without follow-up, she was let go.

When Ruoshui opened her eyes, Qiao Chu had already got off the bed. She was stunned for a moment, thinking she was angry, so she quickly pulled her back. She yelled and pressed her on the bed, saying: "You have learned to bully me, believe it or not!" I'll swallow you in one gulp!" Ruoshui couldn't breathe from laughing again.

The last afterglow of the dusk was finally completely swallowed up by the darkness.

The two went to take a bath together. In the steamy bathroom, the smell of shower gel and aromatherapy permeated the air. There was an ambiguous and romantic mood surrounding them. They kissed each other in the bathtub.

Light and floating bubbles surrounded their bodies, if Ruo Shui occasionally blew mischievously, the bubbles would fly onto Qiao Chu's face, so she just smiled there and busily scraped them off.

The hot steam in the bathroom made Qiao Chu's face turn redder, and Ruoshui just tilted her head and silently admired her beauty.

She said, "Little Qiao, tell me, what did you do when you missed me in those days?"

Qiao Chu thought for a while and said seriously, "I'll hug your pillow and smell your scent."

"anything else?"

Qiao Chu thought for a while and said, "I just look at your photos, thinking about your good, your bad, your crying and laughing."

"anything else?"

Qiao Chu realized that she had some malicious intentions, so she didn't say anything, and then she reached out to scratch her itch, and she just laughed wickedly by herself, and said, "Little Qiao, are you lonely? Think, no one rebelled against you again?"

These words were full of temptation, Qiao Chu held her in his arms and kissed her without any explanation.

Just like in the past, Ruoshui only felt a hot current penetrate into her ear canal, which made her whole body instantly soft but so gentle.

She said to her emotionally: "Little Qiao, I just want you to know that I am yours and I have always been you. These days, I have made you suffer, and I will not let you suffer again..."

Qiao Chu stopped, just holding her hand and staring at her deeply, unable to say a word.

Ruoshui buried her head in her chest.This is her favorite place, her warmest haven.

In the past, whether it was crying or laughing, joy or sorrow, she would just bury herself here, and she could ignore the storm outside no matter how big it was.

"Little Qiao, in the future, I won't let you suffer anymore..." she said calmly.

Qiao Chu looked at her with downcast face, buried her hair and kissed her.She is using her fingers to draw a heart in her heart, she said that she wants to leave a mark of her love, while she is drawing, she has begun to kiss her obsessively...

Qiao Chu closed her eyes and took a deep breath. After a while, she came to her ear mischievously and said in a low voice: "Little Qiao, I wet you tonight, and I will be responsible for you to the end. I won't let you suffer alone anymore, I love you..."

Qiao Chu felt that she was becoming bad again, getting worse and worse, but she liked and indulged her badness for no reason. She was very pleased that Ruo Shui, who had been depressed for a while, had come back to life again.

This series of actions and words also made her blood boil.In this way, they lingered in the bathroom until late at night, until they were exhausted, as if they wanted to make up for the lost year.

The original warm yellow light was already on in the room, and the whole room was filled with the fragrance of shower gel, a warm and warm smell.

Back on the bed, covered with a blanket, they lay face to face, staring at each other, for a long time, no one looked away.

Ruoshui kissed Qiao Chu's nose, moved closer and asked her, "Little Qiao, can you tell me if I made you happy tonight?"

The blush on Qiao Chu's face was still the blush from the bathtub a moment ago. She felt that she was asking out of the blue, or she was playing a prank again, so she ignored her.

Ruoshui kept shaking her, begging her to say it himself, but Qiao Chu couldn't resist her at all, so he leaned into her ear and said as she wished: "You make me very happy, dear, you are so amazing."

Ruoshui smiled in relief, got into her arms contentedly, and slowly closed her eyes.

From the great changes at home to the low ebb in her life and then leaving home for a short time, she has a deeper understanding of their relationship: she knows that Qiao Chu loves her, and her love is like a blazing sun, igniting her life, Her love is also like a trickle, moistening things silently.

She once said before that she loves her more than she loves herself, and Ruoshui deeply understands it.

She believed in her good fortune more than ever.Now she just wants to love her twice as much for the rest of her life, and never let her down.

This night, they recounted the bits and pieces after they separated from the beginning, as if what they said on the first night was only superficial things, and they hadn't gone deep.

In fact, some content, they are repeating.Repetition is the favorite thing between lovers.

45. Section [-]

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A week later, they took the earliest long-distance bus in the morning to Sangyang Town.

The bus started in the fog and left the city behind before 06:30. It stopped and walked all the way to the suburbs, and then passed through a large area of ​​farmland and wilderness from the suburbs. The straight highway crosses to the curved avenue, and then passes through one small town after another...

The mountains and rocks along the way flew past in a hurry, and the jungle wilderness that was not fully awakened slipped by under the gray sky. Through the small squares of the car window, it was like watching a painting exhibition of nature, one after another a...

The bus stops at a secluded town at noon for passengers to get off to eat and go to the bathroom.Just in time for the longan season, there are stalls selling longan everywhere.

When the bus continued to drive forward, Qiao Chu put a small bag of longan bought on her lap. The longan had a lot of juice, and Ruoshui took out a tissue for her and spread it on her lap so as not to stain her clothes.

Qiao Chu peeled one for Ruoshui first, and then peeled one for herself.When peeling off the second one for Ruoshui, she started to play tricks again and refused to take the one in her hand. She tugged at the corner of her clothes and said mischievously, "I want the one in your mouth."

Qiao Chu looked around and found that the passengers were all taking a nap, so she honestly and bluntly put the one in her mouth...

The pulp was gone long ago, only a round core remained, Ruoshui smiled and vomited it back to her, Qiao Chu couldn't help turning her face away and leaning against the car window, fearing that her laughter would disturb the people in the car, so she could only Desperately endured.

Ruoshui snorted, he was so childish that he only wanted to take revenge on her, Qiao Chu didn't want to take the longan in her mouth, even if he died, she turned her face away and continued to stick to the car window and laugh.

Ruoshui had no choice but to sit up straight and pretend to be angry, while Qiao Chu still leaned against the car window and kept laughing.

If the water is puffy and continues to pretend to be angry, Qiao Chu thought to let her take revenge, but then felt that he had spoiled her too much, and if this continues, she might be lawless. One day she will only be at a disadvantage in their relationship, or She can't be too successful.

While thinking about this, while seeing her angry appearance, he couldn't help laughing all the way.

Their destination this time is to go to the ashes of their mother and brother to worship.Fifteen kilometers before arriving at Sangyang Town, they got off the car, because the columbarium was set up in this area.This is the main reason why they choose to take the bus.

In the quiet and serene tower, there were only Ruoshui and Qiao Chu.Ruoshui respectfully put a bouquet of calla lilies and chrysanthemums brought from the city in front of the spirit of her dearest relative.

Ruoshui said to his brother: "Brother, how are you? I miss you very much..."

She paused for a while, took a deep breath before continuing: "Brother, actually I know you are fine, because I no longer have that terrible nightmare, my dream is different.

I know, it's because we feel each other.Every time in this dream, I see you being attacked by a magical force