Crush in pairs

Xin Jian didn't know how he got out of the teahouse. After he came out, he felt that the whole world was in a trance, and there was no one else except himself.He was drenched all over, it was from a cold sweat, he didn't have the strength to walk back to the hospital, and he didn't want Grandma to see him in such a state of despair, so he sat down on the edge of the flower bed by the road.

The phone rang, and it was Li Zupeng calling: "Hello, Ah Jian? Tong Yi is not at home. He said he went out, but he doesn't know where he went. Anyway, nothing happened. Don't worry, he's fine."

Xin Jian looked at a certain point in front of him unconsciously, and then the focus became blurred, and his eyes became blank. He said weakly, "Well, I see, thank you."

Li Zupeng heard that his voice was wrong: "Are you okay, Ah Jian? Is Grandma's condition a bit bad?"

Xin Jian coughed: "No. Ah Peng, Tong Yi's parents found out about us, and they want us to break up."

The phone in Li Zupeng's hand almost slipped: "What's going on, how did his parents find out?"

"I don't know. We just came back yesterday, and they found out right away." Thinking of this, Xin Jian couldn't help but shudder. Could it be that they were found when they went to the hotel to check in that night?

Li Zupeng didn't know how to comfort Xin Jian. He said, "Don't worry, it's not something they say they can divide. Be firm and you can always be together."

Xin Jian smiled sadly, if only the matter was that simple: "I don't know, I'll talk about it when I see Tong Yi."

"Don't worry, everything will be fine." Li Zupeng could only comfort his friend in this way.

After hanging up the phone, a gust of wind blew by, Xin Jian sneezed loudly, and suddenly felt dizzy, he knew he had caught a cold, holding his dizzy head, he wanted to cry, and missed Tong Yi very much.I heard before that when a person is most vulnerable and helpless, the first person he thinks of is the person he loves the most.He needs Tong Yi, hoping that he can hug him and say to himself: No one can separate them!

But where is Tong Yi now?where is he?

Xin Jian's eyes were red, her nose was stuffy, her face was also abnormally red, her forehead was burning hot, and she had a fever.Xin Jian was afraid that Grandma would be worried, so she went to the pharmacy to buy some cold medicine.Seeing that his son had been away for so long, Xin Yongtao felt a little strange, why did Tong Yi's parents come to see their son?Then she asked Xin Jian who came back from the outside: "What's going on, something happened to Tong Yi?"

Xin Jian looked at her father and shook her head: "No, I just want to know about Tong Yi's situation."

Xin Yongtao is not an inexperienced child, Xin Jian's words are not convincing, if something happened to Tong Yi, would he have to travel all the way to Guangzhou to find Xin Jian?

Grandma lay on the bed, looking at Xin Jian: "Ah Jian, come and show Grandma."

Xin Jian walked over, and Grandma stretched out her hand: "Bend down, let Grandma touch your forehead."

Xin Jian didn't want Grandma to know that she had a fever, but Grandma stretched out her hand, her eyes were filled with anticipation, so she bent down, and Grandma touched his forehead: "I know you have a fever, and there is something wrong with your face." .Did you take your medicine?"

Xin Jian's eyes were a little red: "I'm sorry, grandma, I made you worry. I've already taken the medicine. I'll be fine later." To reassure grandma, he showed her the medicine he bought.

Grandma's face is full of worry: "Take good care of yourself and don't get sick. After Grandma is gone, who will take care of you?" She is most worried about this grandson who has been raised by one hand. Don't worry, just worry that after I leave, Xin Jian will no longer be taken care of.

Xin Jian sniffed: "Grandma, what nonsense are you talking about? It will be fine after the operation. Grandma will definitely live a long life."

Grandma's condition was hidden from her, but she went to several hospitals for checkups, and now she is staying in the hospital and will not go back. Grandma is not a fool, so she asked about her condition, and Xin Yongtao only told her It was a benign tumor, but relatives and friends who visited the doctor came one after another, everyone's expressions were so dignified, and Grandma guessed that her condition was not optimistic.

Grandma sucked her nose and wiped the tears from her eye sockets with her hands: "Grandma doesn't want to live a long life, she just wants to see Ah Jian get married and have children, so that I can have a great-grandson in my arms."

Xin Yongtao said from the side: "Mom, don't worry, you will definitely be able to report your great-grandson. It's not a serious illness. You just need to take care of your illness."

Grandma nodded, with a smile on her face: "Okay, I want to hug my great-grandson."

Xin Jian's heart ached as if being stabbed by a knife, and he could hardly breathe. He could satisfy Grandma's other wishes, but he couldn't do this anyway.He could only pull out a blunt smile and smiled, which was considered a response.

That afternoon, Xin Jian finally received a call from Tong Yi, and the voice over there was nasal: "Xin Jian, where are you? I'm here."

When Xin Jian heard Tong Yi's voice, her eyes turned red all of a sudden: "Where are you?"

The other side said: "It is said that you came to the teahouse in the morning. I will wait for you in the teahouse."

Xin Jian hung up the phone, turned to Grandma and said, "Grandma, I'm going out for a while, there is a classmate from Guangzhou nearby, I'll go and see him."

Grandma nodded: "Okay, you can go."

Xin Jian ran outside. When he ran outside, it was already raining outside, and the rain was not light. Xin Jian didn't have an umbrella, so he didn't care. He rushed into the rain and ran all the way. It was almost soaking wet, and he didn't even realize it.

Before reaching the teahouse, he was embraced by a big embrace. Xin Jian looked up suddenly and saw a familiar face. It seemed as if all the strength in his body had been drained. After a day, he felt as if it had passed away. He hoped that time would stop at this moment and never turn again.

Tong Yi half-hugged and half-dragged Xin Jian into the teahouse, and Tong Sinian's voice sounded from the side: "Go in and sit when you come, what does it look like to cuddle in a public place!"

Tong Yi let go of Xin Jian's arm: "Xin Jian, why are you so hot, do you have a fever?"

Xin Jian didn't speak, but just looked at Tong Yi greedily. Tong Yi's face was very haggard, and it looked like he hadn't slept all night, his eyes were bloodshot, and his lips and chin were still slightly blue. It looked like he hadn't taken care of it at all. "Tong Yi, you last night..."

Tong Yi took Xin Jian's hand: "This is not a place to talk, go in and talk." Regardless of the gazes of others, he took Xin Jian's hand up to the second floor, making Tong Sinian so angry that he bearded and stared.

After entering the private room, Tong Yi reached out to take off Xin Jian's clothes, Tong Sinian and his wife followed behind, Fan Yiqing exclaimed: "What are you doing?!"

Tong Yi said: "Mom, help me buy a set of clothes. Xin Jian wears 180 clothes and 30 pants. By the way, help me buy some antipyretics, thank you."

Fan Yiqing looked at her son, but his son didn't even look at her. He only had Xin Jian in his eyes. Fan Yiqing cast a resentful glance at the two bastards, then turned and went out.

Tong Yi took off her shirt and put it on Xin Jian's head: "Put on mine. It's a little wet, but it's okay, just a little."

Like a puppet, Xin Jian was at the mercy of Tong Yi, while she stared blankly at him, her eyes blurred before she knew it, and tears ran out of her involuntarily.He blinked hard, trying to drive away the things that blocked his vision, two hot tears rolled down, Tong Yi hurriedly reached out to catch the tears, the scorching temperature made his heart ache: "Xin Jane, don't cry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean not to contact you, I was locked up by my dad. Don't worry, even if you kill me, I won't be separated from you. "

Tong Sinian coughed forcefully, destroying the atmosphere in the room: "I have brought Tong Yi here as agreed, Xin Jian, you also have to remember to abide by the agreement."

Tong Yi looked at Xin Jian: "What did you agree with my dad?"

Xin Jian wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and looked at Tong Yi: "Tong Yi, my grandma is sick. She has lung cancer."

Tong Yi's eyes widened suddenly: "How did this happen? Where's Grandma? You're in the hospital, right? No wonder you brought me to Guangzhou to see you." He turned to Tong Sinian and said, "Dad, you don't know how to use Grandma's illness is threatening Xin Jian to break up with me?"

Tong Sinian didn't change his face: "Sit down, I'm not a parent who doesn't show affection, otherwise I won't let you meet again. We are all civilized people, sit down and talk about the truth."

Tong Yi looked at his father coldly, and sneered: "What a civilized person, he locks me up indiscriminately as soon as he comes home, and cuts off all contact with the outside world. Is this what civilized people do? If you really pursue it, you are committing a crime, the crime of illegal detention."

Tong Sinian's face was a little ugly: "Don't come to scare me, you think I'm scaring you? I discipline my children, and it makes sense anywhere. If you weren't born by me, I will care about your life!"

Tong Yi's attitude also softened, he took Xin Jian to sit down, and held his hand in one hand: "Dad, since we are both civilized people, let's talk about it. I have admired you and mother since I was a child, even if you I don’t see you for two-thirds of the year. Even if I’m sick and uncomfortable, I endure it and bear it without complaint. Although sometimes, I really want to act like a baby like other children, and follow My parents went to the park, took my father by one hand and took my mother by the other hand to go for a walk. Because you said, give me enough free space to grow up, let me enjoy all the achievements, bear all the wind and rain, this is our family's unique way of education. Over the years, I am really grateful to you and my mother for giving me enough respect and freedom."

Tong Sinian listened to his son's words, but did not make a sound. They chose this education method, which looked very advanced, but it was not a tricky way, because they were too busy with work, and almost had no time to take care of their son.

Tong Yi said: "Dad, I have been making decisions about my own life since I was a child. You and my mother have never opposed each choice, as long as I have enough reasons. For so many years, I think I have not missed any roads. Even if there are some things, you may think that it is dispensable for me to learn, such as mathematics, you think I should learn management, but in my opinion, this is just the same goal, what to learn, just choose a different way of thinking Way. It’s not that if you study mathematics, you can’t do management. Bill Gates still studies computers, don’t you think so? So I’m on the road of emotion, and I also chose what I think is the right choice. I hope you understand again.”

Tong Sinian said: "Over the years, your mother and I have given enough freedom, and watched them grow step by step, which really makes me very gratified and proud. But now your mother and I are questioning whether we did something wrong, It caused you to make such an unacceptable wrong choice on the most important path of your life."

Tong Yi held Xin Jian's hand tightly: "Dad, please don't deny my relationship with Xin Jian. Neither of us is wrong, and it's not anyone's fault. It's just that two young hearts are attracted to each other. Dad, you Always wise, forward looking, always a role model for me, I don't think that's the way you should be about same-sex love, so when you locked me up, honestly, I was really sad and disappointed." He thought that even if he came out, his parents would only be shocked, and then they would have an honest and in-depth conversation with him, and they would accept it. He didn't expect it to be so tragic, and his parents would interfere.

Tong Sinian said: "I have never supported or opposed other people's sexual choices, but you are my son, which parent is willing to see their children become gay? Who would like to see it?"

Tong Yi said: "I didn't ask you to like what you hear and see. I just need you to adopt the same attitude towards others. It's fine if you don't support or oppose it. But you are opposing us now! You are also coercing us to break up in this way of coercion. You Treat irrelevant people more tolerantly than my own son!"

Tong Sinian knocked on the table and said: "If you are an irrelevant person, I will care whether you live or die! You are my son, so I have to help you when you go wrong and correct you in time .”

Tong Yi closed her eyes for a moment: "Forget it, I don't ask for your approval anymore, but Xin Jian and I will not be separated."

Xin Jian felt that his hand was about to be scratched by Tong Yi. He wanted to cry very much at the moment. He was annoyed at his cowardice and retreated, but Grandma's face was shaking in front of him again, with a gratified and expectant smile. It made Grandma's last days so sad.But he didn't want to be separated from Tong Yi either, why did God make things difficult for him!

Xin Jian looked at Tong Sinian, said with red eyes: "Uncle, I beg you, please let me be with Tong Yi."

Tong Sinian turned to look at Xin Jian: "Go and beg your grandma, if she promises you to be together, I will agree."

Xin Jian closed her eyes, and Tong Yi put her arms around his shoulders, comforting him: "Dad, you are so villainous for doing this! You won't even let a terminally ill old man go!"

There was a knock on the door, and several people fell silent. Fan Yiqing walked in and put a Li Ning bag on the table: "I bought the clothes and the medicine."

Tong Yi paused for a moment, then found out the clothes in the bag, and handed them to Xin Jian. Xin Jian silently changed the clothes. It was a white sports T-shirt with green borders, which was just the right size.

Tong Yi took apart the medicine, took out the medicine according to the instruction manual, took the teacup on the table, and handed it to Xin Jian: "Come, take some antipyretic medicine."

Xin Jian took the medicine in the morning, but didn't take it at noon, so she obediently took the medicine.

Tong Yi watched him take the medicine before putting on the clothes he took off on her body.

Fan Yiqing sat down beside her husband, looked at the two children on the opposite side of the table, and said with red eyes: "Son, I'm not a mother who is cruel, but you really shouldn't be like this, you are still too young, and many things don't matter. Distinguish right from wrong, just do it on the impulse of a momentary emotion, before the mistake becomes bigger, it can be redeemed, let's separate as soon as possible."

Tong Yi clenched her fists and said, "Why do you always think that we are making mistakes? Can things like sexual orientation be corrected?"

Tong Sinian said to his wife: "I've already said, as long as Xin Jian's grandma agrees to be with them, we won't say anything."

Xin Jian lowered his head, as if the weight of the whole world was on top of his head, so heavy that he couldn't lift it up at all. It was obvious that Tong Yi's parents were forcing him to make a choice and pushed all the responsibilities on him body.

Tong Yi said angrily: "Dad, you are deliberately embarrassing Xin Jian. Even if Xin Jian and I are separated, do you think my sexual orientation can be reversed? Without him, there will be others!"

Tong Sinian stared at his son and said, "Don't tell me you're gay, I think it's just a momentary impulse, you haven't tried it, how do you know you don't like women?"

Tong Sinian had already investigated Xin Jian's situation clearly. He lived in the same dormitory with his son for two years, went to college and went to the same school, and got along day and night. Xin Jian is also handsome, and young people love novelty and beauty. , Naturally, it is easy to get hotheaded, thinking that it is love, as long as we are separated for a period of time, we are guaranteed to be indifferent, and we will not miss the other party. Within half a year, we will start to shift our attention to the new couple.

Tong Yi looked at his parents firmly, and said, "You insist on us separating, don't you? Yes, I will fulfill your wish and separate from Xin Jian for a period of time. If it is true as you said, some of us have changed our minds, That means that our relationship can't stand the test of time, and it's not a pity to split up." After speaking, she turned to look at Xin Jian, "I'm sorry, Xin Jian, I have to leave you for a while, and I can't be with you anymore."

Xin Jian blocked her eyes with her hands, preventing Tong Yi from seeing his surging tears, but there were too many tears, her hands couldn't stop them at all, and leaked out from between her fingers.Tong Yi hugged him, pressed his head into her arms, and said in a low voice: "Don't be sad, although I'm not by your side, but my heart is always by your side, take good care of yourself and grandma, don't make her sad."

Xin Jian bit her lip desperately to keep herself from crying. He regretted his cowardice and incompetence, and Tong Yi helped him make a choice.

Tong Sinian and Fan Yiqing looked at each other, and they had already achieved the effect they wanted, and if they continued to force it, it would only be counterproductive.Tong Sinian said: "Okay, just do as you said. If you still don't change your mind after finishing college, there is nothing we can do, and we will definitely stop interfering at that time. I will contact the school for you now, and you go back and prepare for the TOEFL." Exam, preparing to transfer. I also have a small request, you don't contact each other for a few years, can this be done?"

Tong Yi let go of Xin Jian, wiped away the tears on his face, looked at his red and swollen eyes, and his own eyes were also a little swollen: "I'm sorry, I can't spend my birthday with you. Take good care of yourself in the future, and wait for me to come back. If you catch a cold, remember to take medicine, if not, go for an injection.”

Xin Jian grabbed Tong Yi's clothes tightly: "Where are you going?"

Tong Yi said: "In the United States, it is either MIT or Caltech. It depends on which school you apply to, and I will definitely find a way to tell you."

Tong Sinian had already stood up, reaching out to grab Tong Yi's arm: "Tong Yi, let's go!"

Tong Yi kissed Xin Jian on the forehead and said in a low voice, "Bao, I love you, wait for me!"

Xin Jian tried her best to control her tears as she rushed out: "Tong Yi, you have to wait for me."

Tong Yi pulled out a stiff smiling face, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Xin Jian's face, then got up and left with his parents.Fan Yiqing quietly turned her face away and wiped her eyes with her hands.

Xin Jian got up in a hurry, the stool hit his knee, he didn't care, and chased out, Tong Yi's parents walked in a hurry, he chased out, only saw them pulling the car door to get into the car, Xin Jian yelled at the car "Tong Yi!"

The car drove away, only giving Xin Jian a heartless ass.

This was the last time Xin Jian saw Tong Yi. This year's Mid-Autumn Festival was Xin Jian's bleakest Mid-Autumn Festival. People's Mid-Autumn Festival is a reunion of thousands of families. His Mid-Autumn Festival has dug out a piece of his heart. From then on, no matter how round the moon was, he felt that a piece was missing.

The first thing Xin Jian did when he returned to school was to go to Tong Yi's dormitory to look for him. Tong Yi's bed had already been emptied, so he went to the mathematics department to ask. mit, as long as you pass the TOEFL test, you can enter the school smoothly.Tong Yi just left, disappeared completely, as if he had never been to Peking University. Xin Jian walked on the campus of Peking University without Tong Yi, feeling that the whole world was very empty and big, and he himself was like a ray of light. A wandering soul, wandering about, not knowing where to land.

October 10th is Xin Jian's birthday. He celebrated his birthday alone in a foreign land without any celebration ceremony. Only a few old friends from far away called to wish him well.In addition, he didn't tell anyone. Originally, he only planned to celebrate with Tong Yi. Now that Tong Yi is not here, the celebration is naturally meaningless.

As usual, he went to the library alone. When he came back at night, the door of the dormitory was closed, and there was no light in the crack of the door. Everyone seemed to be absent. Xin Jian took out the key to open the door, and then heard a snap, and someone exclaimed: " Happy birthday! (happybirthday!)”

When the light came on, Xin Jian saw several roommates all smiling, including Bai Juncong, walking towards him with a cake with candles in it: "Xin Jian, happy birthday! Come and blow out the candles."

Xin Jian looked at everyone, his eyes were moist, don't blame him, just blame him for being too sentimental recently, too many things happened, he suppressed the urge to cry, and said to everyone with a smile, "Thank you! Thank you everyone!" I don’t know how everyone knows about his birthday, but all in all, I’m really touched.

Li Cheng took out beer, each with a can: "Cheers to our little birthday boy! You are the youngest in the dormitory, you have just grown up, you can drink, come on, youngest, cheers!"

Xin Jian looked at the can of beer and thought of his drinking capacity. For some reason, he wanted to indulge for a while. He took the beer and said, "Thank you everyone!" All gone.

When he woke up the next day, Xin Jian was lying on his bed, covered with a quilt, without taking off his clothes. He looked at the mess in the room, which was full of colored paper for crackers, snack bags, and plates for eating cakes. With a fork, Luo Yunsheng was bending over to sweep the floor with a broom.

Xin Jian sat up, Luo Yunsheng raised his head, and gave him a smiling face: "Are you awake? Last night you went to bed without eating any cake. I left some for you. Let's eat it for breakfast."

Xin Jian couldn't remember what she said or did after drinking last night, so she said, "What did I say last night?"

Luo Yunsheng raised his head and said with a smile: "I didn't say anything, I fell asleep when I was drunk. I didn't expect you to drink so badly, so I won't dare to ask you to drink in the future."

Xin Jian breathed a sigh of relief and didn't say anything, that's fine.

Xin Jian was about to get out of bed when the phone rang. He took it out and saw that it was an unfamiliar number. It rang several times and he still hadn't hung up. It wasn't a harassment number. It's late, but the birthday present still needs to be given later, I'm by the Weiming Lake in your school, come over here for a while. Oh, by the way, do you hear my voice? I'm Yuan Dian."