Crush in pairs

Xin Jian was stunned for a moment, then realized immediately: "I'll be right there." After speaking, she ran out in a hurry.

Luo Yunsheng said from behind: "You haven't put on your coat yet."

Xin Jian couldn't care less about wearing a coat, his heart was beating wildly, Tong Yi's cousin is here, she must have news about Tong Yi.Xin Jian ran downstairs in a hurry, still wearing sportswear for sleeping, the weather in Beijing was a bit cold in October, people had already put on coats, Xin Jian squeezed through the crowd going to class all the way, and ran wildly in slippers He went straight to Weiming Lake, the love resort of Peking University, and bumped into Bai Juncong who was going to class on the stairs.Bai Juncong looked at Xin Jian who was in a hurry, and called out, "Xin Jian..." Xin Jian turned a deaf ear and disappeared down the stairs.

In the early morning, Weiming Lake is full of hard-working children. There are many morning readers sitting by the lake. The children of Peking University love to study so much.Xin Jian stood by the lake and looked around, trying to find where Yuan Dian was, but there was nothing.He took out his mobile phone and dialed the number again: "Where are you?"

Yuan Dian said, "Come here on the island in the middle of the lake."

Xin Jian raised his eyes to look over the island, there were too many trees, he couldn't see where they were, so he resigned himself to running around half of the lake, Yuan Dian was sitting in the pavilion with his legs crossed, looking at Xin Jian, looking up and down He glanced at it, and then smiled.

Xin Jian looked at Yuan Dian: "Sister Yuan."

Yuan Dian frowned and said, "Why don't you wear a coat, and you haven't changed your shoes."

Xin Jian smiled and said, "It's too wrong to keep the lady waiting." He sat down beside Yuan Dian.

Yuan Dian looked at his face: "You came out to see the lady without washing your face, you are too informal, Tong Yi just likes your sloppy look?"

Xin Jian couldn't laugh anymore: "Sister, you know everything?"

Yuan Dian took out a wet tissue and handed it to him: "Wipe your eyes."

Xin Jianlue accepted the tissue in embarrassment, wiped his face, and then looked at Yuan Dian: "Sister, do you have any news about Tong Yi?"

The makeup on Yuan Dian's face was very delicate, her lips were bright red, which looked very abrupt on that pale face, she said: "Little mouth is so sweet, it's worth my trip. Tong Yi asked me to give it to you." You brought a gift here. Here, this is it. It was supposed to be delivered yesterday, but I couldn’t make it in time. It was too late when I came here yesterday. It was delivered early this morning. I hope I didn’t disappoint you too much. "

Xin Jian held the small box that Yuan Dian handed him, and his throat slipped. After a while, he finally spoke: "How can I be disappointed? It's too much trouble for you, sister, thank you!"

Yuan Dian looked at Xin Jian, and said with some sympathy: "Have you not had a good rest recently? You have dark circles under your eyes. I've heard Tong Yi talk about you. Uncle and aunt are also true. What age is this? Same-sex marriages are allowed in the United States, but they are still interfering with children's freedom of love, which is really old-fashioned."

Xin Jian raised the corners of her mouth and smiled helplessly. He was holding the small box and wanted to open it, but he was not willing to share it with Tong Yi's cousin Yuan Dian. He tried his best to control it. Resist your impulse, don't focus on that box, but talk to Yuan Dian: "Where is he now?"

Yuan Dian said: "Let's stay at home. He will prepare for the TOEFL test this month. As soon as he passes the test, he will leave for the United States immediately."

Xin Jianxin said that it means that Tong Yi is still in the country and has not left, but he has complied with the agreement and stopped contacting him, and even sent a gift to his cousin. Of course, the more important thing is Maybe I want to get some news about myself from my cousin.

Thinking of this, Xin Jian wiped her face: "I understand. Sis, please tell him to prepare well, don't worry about me, I will take care of myself."

Yuan Dian stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder: "No matter what, my sister will support you."

Xin Jian took out her mobile phone: "Sister, let me add your WeChat, so I can contact you later."

Yuan Dian nodded and reported his WeChat ID: "Tong Yi is really good at protecting the calf. I didn't even want to give you your contact information when I went back. If I had known about you, this At the critical point, I might be able to say a few words for you. Hey, forget it, you will feel sad if you talk too much. If you have anything to say in the future, you can tell my sister, I often come to Beijing."

Xin Jian nodded: "Yes, yes. Sis, have you had breakfast yet? I invite you to have breakfast."

Yuan Dian waved his hand: "No, you can go back quickly, the weather is cool this morning, you are wearing too little clothes, beware of catching a cold. Don't be so reckless in the future, I dare not tell Tong Yi that you are doing well."

Xin Jian nodded gratefully: "Okay, thank you sister, I will definitely take care of myself. Can I treat you to dinner at noon? Wait until I finish class."

Yuan Dian said: "Forget it, I have to do some errands in the morning, and I may have dinner with a client at noon. You are busy with your work, and I will contact you when I am free."

"Okay, thank you sister. Take your time, sister." Xin Jian said very doggy.

Yuan Dian said: "Okay, you can go back quickly." Yuan Dian's tone was like that of most northern girls, carefree, speaking as if impatient, but in fact there was care in it.

Xin Jian ran back to the dormitory with slippers on all the way, Luo Yunsheng was gone, Li Cheng was packing his schoolbag, Zheng Yuanlong went to wash up, Li Cheng asked: "Xin Jian, are you going to class?"

Xin Jian asked, "What's the class in the morning?"

Li Cheng said: "Advanced Mathematics and Computer." He and Xin Jian took the same courses today.

Xin Jian looked at the box in her hand: "I'll go." Ever since she met Tong Yi, Xin Jian had a special feeling for mathematics, as if learning mathematics well could get her closer to Tong Yi. It can also be regarded as a kind of sustenance.He hurriedly changed his clothes, brushed his teeth and washed his face in two or three times, and left without combing his hair. He grabbed the books randomly.

Li Cheng said: "You should change your shoes anyway, don't worry, it doesn't matter if you are a few minutes late."

Xin Jian quickly put on her shoes, and raised the heels as she walked, "Sorry, I asked you to wait for me."

Li Cheng patted him on the shoulder: "It's okay, let's go, I haven't been on time a few times."

When Zheng Yuanlong came back from washing, he passed by Xin Jian without even looking at him or saying hello. Xin Jian didn't take it seriously, he rushed to class.

Xin Jian didn't eat breakfast, and when she arrived at the classroom, she was still a few minutes late. The professor was already giving a lecture, and the seats in the back were almost full, only the first row or two in the front were still vacant. Going forward, the professor turned around as soon as he sat down, saw that there were more people under the podium, looked at Xin Jian's face, and finally said nothing, and continued to give lectures with his head bowed.

Tong Yi reached for the textbook in his bag, touched the box Tong Yi gave him, rubbed it with his fingertips, his heart seemed to be filled a little, he took out the textbook and notebook, and began to listen to the class seriously.

The professor explained an example, and then put out an exercise question on the blackboard for everyone to answer. There is a small trap in this question, and many people can't avoid it, so they fall into it.Inspired by Tong Yi, Xin Jian's mathematical problem-solving ideas are very good at grasping the key points and difficulties, but he solved them without much effort.

The professor asked people to go to the blackboard to solve the problem, but no one responded. He looked at Xin Jian in the audience and said, "Student, come here."

Xin Jian didn't refuse either, and went up to solve the problem with a clear, simple and clear thinking.The professor looked at it, nodded his head slightly, and told the whole question again.After class, the professor stopped Xin Jian: "What's your name, classmate?"

Xin Jian reported his name, and the professor made a note on the roster, but Xin Jian didn't pay much attention to it, and it might be counted as his usual grades.

After the advanced mathematics class, and two more computer classes, Xin Jian was so hungry that she didn't eat breakfast, and didn't care about brushing her teeth and washing her face, so she went to the farm cafeteria to buy a meal, and ate it voraciously. Go back to the dormitory to wash up.

After finishing all this work, he climbed onto the bed, took out the gift box in his schoolbag, and looked at it carefully. The box was not big, it was square, without a bow, and it was wrapped in pure blue wrapping paper. The color you like should be made by Tong Yi himself.He stroked it with his hand, and carefully opened the box. Inside was a string of rosary beads and a USB flash drive. Xin Jian picked up the rosary and put it on his wrist. The size was just right, and he took the USB flash drive to look again. He took his own Apple computer, turned on the computer, plugged it in, and clicked on it. There was only one file inside, which was an mp3 audio file. He plugged in the earplugs and clicked on it with trembling hands.

The crisp and melodious guitar sound rang out, and then a clean and clear baritone sang: "It's a long journey, we meet each other, cherish the rare fate..." After hearing this sentence, Xin Jian's eyes blurred Got up, he didn't listen carefully to what was sung later, it was Tong Yi's voice, he recorded a song for himself, Xin Jian raised his hand to wipe away his tears, came back to his senses, and noticed that he had sung The chorus part: "... I will be with you forever, and I will spend my whole life for you. I am willing to devote my whole life to coexist with ups and downs and hardships, and to accompany you through journey after journey without regret.”

Tong Yi's voice kept echoing in my ears, until after listening to this song, Tong Yi didn't say a single unnecessary word, Xin Jian listened to this song again, and after listening to it over and over again, she understood what Tong Yi wanted to say The words are all in this song.Xin Jian is tone deaf. He rarely listens to slow songs except for rap. He has never heard this song before, and then searched the Internet according to the lyrics. He read the lyrics of the old song many years ago carefully, and felt that every word of this song was what Tong Yi wanted to express to himself.

Xin Jian saved the song in the computer, downloaded it to the phone, set it as the ringtone of the phone, put on the earplugs, and repeated the song, just like Tong Yi whispering in his ear, his heart slowly calmed down, Tong Yi has been with her all the time.

Xin Jian closed her eyes, lay on the bed and listened to the song, suddenly remembered the mv she made a long time ago, then sat up, and found the file thrown in the folder. He planned to show it to himself, but later he didn't think of showing it to Tong Yi.

He clicked on the mv to watch it again, and felt that it was not perfect enough, so he dug out the photos he took later, and added his own photos, edited them again, and saw that the original song was a song about secret love The song he wrote, it doesn't seem suitable now, he thought about it, if he could sing one by himself, it would be more suitable.Thinking of this, he let it go beforehand to choose a song carefully.He decided to give this to Tong Yi after finishing it, and let himself be by his side.

There was no class in five or six periods. Xin Jian listened to a song at noon, full of Tong Yi's touching love songs, and then got up to go to class in seven or eight periods. She met Bai Juncong downstairs, and the other party greeted him: "Let's go to class together." Bar."

Xin Jian said, "You take the same class as me?"

Bai Juncong said: "I don't have any class, I will go with you."

Xin Jian smiled and shook her head: "It's better not to use it." He is not Tong Yi, and he is not a girl, so he will accompany him to some class.

Bai Juncong said, "Is what you said last night true?"

Xin Jian was stunned: "Huh?"

Bai Juncong touched his nose: "It's the things you said after drinking."

There was a big alarm in Xin Jian's mind. He really said something after drinking last night. Damn it, he has no memory of what he said after drinking. Could it be that he told the secret deep in his heart Said it all?Then why Luo Yunsheng said that he didn't say anything.

Xin Jian laughed: "Drunk, it's all nonsense, don't take it seriously."

Bai Juncong looked at him: "Others say that you tell the truth after drinking. I see that you have been in a bad mood since you came back. Is it because of your friend? Has he changed schools?"

Xin Jian was even more frightened. He didn't understand what he said at all. If he had known earlier, he shouldn't have smashed the pot and used wine to relieve his worries. Thousands of alpacas ran by, what did I say last night!

Bai Juncong patted him on the back, Xin Jian thought he was trying to comfort herself, but he said, "The Freshman Cup is about to start, have you signed up yet?"

Xin Jian couldn't get excited about doing anything at the moment, let alone playing football, he shook his head: "I don't want to go."

Bai Juncong said: "What's the matter? Didn't you play well? Why didn't you go when you were doing well?"

Xin Jian said: "It's boring!"

Bai Juncong said with a smile: "I know you are not in a good mood recently, but it can be seen that football is your interest, don't be influenced by temporary emotions in your life. Even if the sky falls, life must continue, What's more, your friend just went abroad to study, and it's not like he disappeared forever."

After hearing what he said, Xin Jian felt that it made sense: "Well, let me think about it again."

"As soon as possible, the game will start soon. It will be decided in these two days."

Xin Jian nodded: "Okay. I'll go first, goodbye." After speaking, she pushed into her car and ran away quickly. She will have to ask Luo Yunsheng later, what exactly did she say last night.

After class, Xin Jian called Luo Yunsheng: "Have you eaten, Yunsheng?"

Luo Yunsheng said, "I'm going to eat."

Xin Jian said: "Let's go, go learn a lesson, I'll treat you to chicken legs."

Luo Yunsheng smiled and said: "What a good thing, treat me to chicken legs."

Xin Jian said, "Are you coming?"

"Come on, come on! Wait for me in school."

Five o'clock is the time for the cafeteria to open meals. People who eat in the afternoon are not as concentrated as those who eat at noon, because many people still have classes for the ninth class. Xin Jian lined up and bought two chicken legs, one for each of Luo Yunsheng.Luo Yunsheng smiled all over his face: "What do you want me to do?"

Xin Jian didn't beat around the bush: "After I drank last night, what did I say?"

Luo Yunsheng looked at him: "I didn't say anything."

Xin Jian said: "Good brother, don't help me cover it up. I know my peeing nature. I like to talk nonsense after drinking, but I don't have the slightest impression."

Luo Yunsheng ate the chicken drumsticks and looked around: "Let's talk in a quiet place after dinner."

Xin Jian nodded: "OK."

After eating, the two found a piece of lawn to sit on. Luo Yunsheng wiped his face, not knowing how to speak.Xin Jian cut to the point and said, "Did I mention Tong Yi?"

Luo Yunsheng lowered his head: "Well, you were crying after drinking, and kept calling Tong Yi's name, saying that you didn't want to be separated from him, and you also wanted to go to the United States."

Xin Jian's heart felt sad. Everyone present must have heard it. He didn't expect to come out so quickly. He said, "Sorry, I didn't cause you any trouble."

Luo Yunsheng shook his head: "I'm fine. Are you and Tong Yi really a couple?"

Xin Jian nodded, "I got into Peking University for him."

Luo Yunsheng looked at him in surprise: "Then why did he go abroad?"

Xin Jian sniffed hard: "His parents found out about us, and they won't let us be together."

Luo Yunsheng nodded: "So that's the case." After a while, he said, "Actually, it's easy for us to go abroad, but it's not easy for us to be together?"

Xin Jian smiled bitterly: "This is an agreement between us, and I can't go abroad because of my current situation. Let's talk about it later." Grandma's body is already in this state, and he wants to spend as much time as possible to go back to accompany her. Very inconvenient, let alone abroad.

Luo Yunsheng stretched out his hand, hesitated for a moment, and patted his shoulder: "Come on!"

Xin Jian said: "I am very grateful for your understanding and support, and you did not discriminate against me."

Luo Yunsheng laughed: "This is Peking University. I came here because of its freedom, democracy, and inclusiveness. If I can't tolerate others, how can I expect others to tolerate me?"

Xin Jian reached out and patted him on the shoulder, Luo Yunsheng was indeed a good boy: "Thanks, brother, I will go through fire and water in the future, and I will not hesitate."

Knowing that she has come out of the closet, Xin Jian paid attention to it. Li Cheng's attitude is still the same as usual, and there is no sense of discrimination. Zheng Yuanlong is as cold as ever. Xin Jian can't figure out his thoughts, but look at it optimistically. At least he didn't show discrimination and disgust on his face, at least he could live in peace.

In the past, Xin Jian planned to rent a house with Tong Yi when she was a sophomore, but now Tong Yiren is no longer here, so this plan doesn't make much sense. He had to go out to live, he was afraid that being alone would be too lonely, so he couldn't stop missing Tong Yi.

Xin Jian went to sign up for the Freshman Cup football match. Tong Yi was not around, but life had to go on. He couldn't blame others, let alone complain about himself. He had to live a fuller and more positive life, so that Tong Yi could rest assured. .Besides, being busy will keep you from thinking wildly.

Bai Juncong and Xin Jian belonged to the same academy, so they naturally became teammates, and they had a fair reason to come to Xin Jian for training every day.Xin Jian knew that Bai Juncong knew his sexual orientation, and also vaguely guessed what this guy meant, so under normal circumstances, he avoided getting close to him.

Xin Jian was originally a cheerful person, easy to get along with others, Bai Juncong is even more extroverted than Xin Jian, in training and competitions, he always likes to take Xin Jian under his wing and express his love to everyone. : Xin Jian is my best buddy, please do me a favor and take good care of him.It seems that Xin Jian is a child, but in fact, Xin Jian is no smaller than anyone else.

Xin Jian felt that Bai Juncong felt good about himself, thinking that everyone would buy into him, and that he was a pussy and coward who needed someone to take care of him.

So after a competition, Bai Juncong forced Xin Jian a bottle of fruit orange, Xin Jian refused to accept it, Bai Juncong said: "You are so awkward, you can drink it if you are told to drink it!"

Xin Jian said: "I don't like to drink fruit juice, you can drink it yourself."

Bai Juncong said: "What's wrong with fruit juice, it's better than mineral water. Don't be a donkey, take it!"

Xin Jian folded her hands on her chest: "What do I like to drink? I don't know how to buy it myself? Don't bother you. There are also football games. It's been two games in a row. Why do you always pass the ball to me? You know the left side The position is better, if you don't keep passing the ball to me, the goal will be scored!"

Bai Juncong exclaimed: "What a big deal, isn't it just a freshman cup? It doesn't matter if you win or lose! The utilitarian performance can't be so strong. You still don't like me passing the ball to you, and I don't pass it if others want it. "

Xin Jian squinted at Bai Juncong: "This is a team of 11 people. Since everyone is here, they are not playing with you. This is not your team. Just because you don't care about winning or losing doesn't mean that others don't care. If you still have this attitude, you'd better quit."

Bai Juncong scratched his neck and yelled: "Why should I quit! If I have the ability to grab the ball by myself, I can give it to whoever I want!"

Xin Jian shook her hand: "I can't tell a person like you. If you want to continue like this in the next game, I'll quit. You can make as much trouble as you like."

Bai Juncong hasn't been doing well with Xin Jian these days, and his patience has run out. He slammed the juice on the ground: "If you want, get out if you want! I don't mind!"

Xin Jian shrugged, then left without looking back.