The lure of rebirth

On the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month, Meng Jinlan didn't want to stay in the hospital anymore.

Meng Jinlan sat on the hospital bed, holding an apple in her hand, watching Xiao Bai tidy up while eating.

Seeing Xiao Bai casually stuffing his underwear into the bag without looking at it, Meng Jinlan was immediately dissatisfied.

"Master Xiao, don't put white underwear together with black ones, and keep pants and shirts separate, don't you understand this common sense?"

Xiao Bai glanced at Meng Jinlan lazily, put down the clothes in his hands, "My clothes have never been so particular." Alluding to Meng Jinlan's busy schedule.

After being quiet for a while, Meng Jinlan suddenly covered her head, "Oh, I have a headache, it hurts to death..."

Xiao Bai laughed, "Okay, I understand, let's separate."

Only then did Meng Jinlan put down her right hand, and smiled like a cat that had stolen a fish, with a cheerful expression on her face, "If I had known this before, why should I resist?"

Just as Meng Jinlan finished speaking, Cheng Jun's voice came from the door. "Yo, our Xiao Mengshi is going to be discharged from the hospital now? Why, don't you stop torturing Xiao Bai for a few days?" Cheng Jun spoke venomously as always.

Meng Jinlan lowered her head, not looking handsome, "Xiao Bai, where did the crow come from, it's making noise all day long."

Hearing this, Xiao Bai smiled awkwardly at Cheng Jun, "He's in a bad mood these days, don't mind."

Cheng Jun stretched out his hand and touched it, thinking of something, he smiled maliciously.

Leaning next to Meng Jinlan, the voice seemed very soft, but it was enough for people to hear clearly.

"Brother, is it because Xiao Bai hasn't been satisfied by Xiao Bai during this period of time? Or, the two of you are still virgins up to now?"

Meng Jinlan got angry, picked up an apple and threw it at Cheng Jun without thinking.

Cheng Jun reached out to take it, and said with a smile, "Thank you for the apple."

Xiao Bai looked at Meng Jinlan's reddened ears, and felt itchy for a moment, but he felt a little dejected when he thought that after being together with Meng Jinlan for so long, the two of them hadn't fired a live shot.

If this is the love of a gong and a shou, it is undoubtedly perfect, but if it is a love of two gongs, and neither of them is willing to give in, it is a tragedy.

When will he get rid of this damn virginity.

Because the brothers Huo Zeyang had something to do and couldn't leave, Xiao Bai and Cheng Jun were the only two people who accompanied Meng Jinlan when he was discharged from the hospital.

As soon as she entered the house, Meng Jinlan became energetic in an instant, "It's better to go home, stay in the hospital every day, if you are not sick, you have to get sick."

Xiao Bai agrees with this statement, during this period of time he stayed in the hospital every day, feeling uncomfortable all over, it can be regarded as leaving that ghostly place.

"I said you two are too rude. I'm still here, and you don't pour me a glass of water, and ask me if I want to eat. Anyway, I worked hard to send you back." Cheng Jun Leaning lazily on the sofa, he spoke.

Meng Jinlan was reasonable, her dark eyes looked at Cheng Jun without blinking, and said leisurely, "Do you want some water?"

"Isn't that nonsense!" Cheng Jun said.

Meng Jinlan smiled, "There is one in the kitchen, oh, by the way, pour me and Xiao Bai a glass too, thank you for your hard work."

Xiao Bai also glanced at Cheng Jun, "It's troublesome."

Cheng Jun was speechless, he had never seen such a shameless person before.

Although he was reluctant, Cheng Jun got up and went to the kitchen.

In the evening, Xiao Bai cooks, simple six dishes and one soup, braised pork, sweet and sour pork ribs, sweet and sour ribs, dried flat green beans, stir-fried rapeseed, steamed white fish, and black-bone chicken soup.

Cheng Jun likes to eat Xiao Bai's cooking dishes, and eating these home-cooked dishes after eating delicacies from mountains and seas is just two words, satisfied.

The meal was just right, but Meng Jinlan suddenly stood up and ran to the bathroom.

Xiao Bai's hand holding the food stopped there, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and followed Meng Jinlan to the bathroom.

When he entered, he saw Meng Jinlan lying on the toilet vomiting non-stop, Xiao Bai saw that he seemed to be about to vomit bile, and couldn't help feeling anxious.

Patting Meng Jinlan on the back, Xiao Bai complained to himself.

"I shouldn't have agreed to let you go out of the hospital. Tell me about you. Don't you know if you're doing well? You insist on worrying me all day long."

Meng Jinlan waved her hand to tell Xiao Bai to shut up.

It took a long time for Meng Jinlan to stop vomiting, Xiao Bai was very distressed, if possible, he would rather be the one who suffers this, but he didn't think too much about it, just thinking that Meng Jinlan hadn't eaten greasy food for a long time, and suddenly he ate too much. Just get used to it.

Helping Meng Jinlan to sit on the sofa, Xiao Bai didn't dare to let Meng Jinlan eat those things again, so he had to go to the kitchen to help Meng Jinlan make some porridge again.

At some point, Cheng Jun sat next to Meng Jinlan, remained silent for a while, and then spoke.

"Are you really not going to tell him?"

Meng Jinlan closed her eyes, shook her head, and did not speak.

Cheng Jun's heart seemed to be torn by his hands, and he was in great pain. He didn't understand why God was so unfair. They were about to be happy, but they disappeared without a trace in the blink of an eye.

"Jinlan, this kind of disease doesn't mean it can't be cured, you have to think about it, if you don't tell him now, will he blame you in the future?"

Meng Jinlan smiled indifferently, "Then let him hate me, at least he won't be tormented by my illness to the end, and only feels guilty towards me."

He, Meng Jinlan, is so selfish, he is unwilling to let Xiao Bai fall in love with another person even after he dies, he is not a philanthropist, he will hand over the man he has devoted ten years of affection to others.

Cheng Jun sighed. He and Meng Jinlan grew up together, and he knew that what Meng Jinlan said would not change. Although he wanted to persuade Meng Jinlan to tell Xiao Bai that he hoped that when he was tortured by the illness, Xiao Bai would be by Jinlan's side instead of One person is struggling to support.

He patted Meng Jinlan's shoulder, "No matter when, Zeyang Zejun and I are there."

Meng Jinlan nodded, at least, there are still them, aren't they?

The days passed quickly, two days passed in the blink of an eye, it seemed that he was already thirty, and Xiao Bai was only one year older, a 33-year-old man.

Xiao Bai was born at [-] o'clock in the evening on the [-]th. Xiao Bai was dissatisfied with this in the past. Every year his birthday was put on the back burner and celebrated as New Year's Eve. However, this year Xiao Bai was looking forward to it for several days. Thinking about what gift Meng Jinlan would prepare for him.

On New Year's Eve, Cheng Jun and the others must be with their family, so it's just the two of them tonight.

Meng Jinlan cooked a table full of dishes. Of course, longevity noodles are indispensable.

After the two of them ate, Meng Jinlan brought out the big cake he made by himself. Although the shape of the cake didn't look as good as those made by professional pastry chefs, Xiao Bai was very happy. Made a birthday cake for him.

After lighting the candles, Meng Jinlan smiled, being gentle and elegant, Xiao Bai's heart felt hot when he saw it.

"Quick, make a wish."

Xiao Bai nodded and closed his eyes.

After Xiao Bai finished blowing out the candles, Meng Jinlan dragged Xiao Bai to the front of the camera that had been prepared earlier.

"Come on, let's record a segment."

Xiao Bai sat on the sofa feeling uncomfortable, he seldom took pictures, let alone videos.

Looking at Meng Jinlan next to the camera, Xiao Bai was reluctant, "Can I not record it?"

"no"

"Sit down, come on, let me talk about the three wishes you just made."

Xiao Bai shook his head, "If you say your wish, it won't come true."

"Who said it, say it quickly."

Xiao Bai had no choice but to speak.

"The first one, I hope that all the people I care about will be safe and happy in the coming year."

"The second is, of course, that my lover and I live a normal life."

After Xiao Bai finished speaking, he stopped, resolutely not to mention the third one.

Meng Jinlan didn't force it, "Then, let's talk about the birthday present you want."

Xiao Bai smiled, looked at Meng Jinlan, "Don't you know what I want?"

"Then, next, your favorite person."

"Isn't it you?"

"The last one, if one day I cheated on you, will you forgive me?"

"Well, it depends on what it is, but as long as it's not about cuckolding me, other things can be discussed."

"Okay, you can go and cut the cake." Meng Jinlan waved.

"Why, you haven't recorded yet?"

"When did I say I was recording?"

Xiao Bai...

Xiao Bai got busy after the Chinese New Year, and so did Meng Jinlan. He went back to work as soon as he recovered, so when Xiao Bai came back in the past few days, either Meng Jinlan had already fallen asleep, or there was no one in sight.

Opening the door and seeing the darkness in the room, Xiao Bai was a little uncomfortable. Ever since he lived with Meng Jinlan, every time he came home, the room was full of lights.

He groped to find the switch, and with a 'pop', the light turned on. Xiao Bai closed his eyes reflexively, and only opened his eyes and walked inside after he got used to it.

When passing by the sofa, Xiao Bai stopped, looked at the sleeping person curled up on the sofa, and sighed, he actually slept on the sofa in such a cold day.

Seeing that Meng Jinlan was sleeping soundly, Xiao Bai didn't wake Meng Jinlan up. He bent down to pick up the person who had become lighter during this time, and walked upstairs.

The sound of slippers stepping up the stairs is particularly obvious in the quiet space, but it is strangely reassuring.

Pulling away the quilt with one hand, he put the person on the bed, and wanted to get up, but found that his neck was tightly hugged by the person in his arms.

Thinking that someone woke up, she lowered her head and called Meng Jinlan, but there was no answer, and then she laughed, Jinlan thought of herself as a pillow, and reached out to grab Meng Jinlan's hands, but the person in her arms became unsteady and said Started talking in sleep.

"Don't...no, don't." Meng Jinlan shook her head non-stop, as if in pain, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes from time to time.

Xiao Bai knew that this was a nightmare, so he stretched out his hand and gently patted Meng Jinlan's face, trying to wake her up.

"No, don't..." Meng Jinlan's expression suddenly became ferocious, and her voice was loud.Xiao Bai was taken aback.

"Jinlan, wake up, good boy, wake up..." Xiao Bai hugged Meng Jinlan's upper body and coaxed her.

Meng Jinlan felt as if a century had passed, and everything in the dream was his future. She opened her eyes and looked at Xiao Bai, but she still couldn't hold back the grievance in her heart, and burst into tears.

Seeing Meng Jinlan like this for the first time, Xiao Bai was flustered and at a loss, he could only clumsily wipe the tears streaming down Meng Jinlan's face, and said the same thing, "Hey, don't cry, it's just a nightmare, um , don't cry, I feel so distressed when you cry."

Meng Jinlan's voice was hoarse, "Xiao Bai, I dreamed that I was seriously ill and died, and then you got married."

Xiao Bai laughed, "Idiot, it is said that dreams and reality are opposite, how can you believe that, don't cry, en." Gently stroking Meng Jinlan's hair with his right hand.

"Really?" Meng Jinlan's expression was unclear.

"Well, don't worry, that kind of thing won't happen." Xiao Bai promised, but didn't see the despairing eyes of the person in his arms.

Meng Jinlan suddenly grabbed Xiao Bai's body and hugged him tightly.

"Xiao Bai, we haven't really done it yet, how about asking me today?"

Xiao Bai was taken aback, then smiled, "Aren't you unwilling to be below? I don't want to force you."

Meng Jinlan also laughed, "I suddenly thought about it today, Xiao Bai, let's do it, I want it."

Xiao Bai shook his head, "Are you in a bad mood? What's the matter, tell me."

Meng Jinlan's temper suddenly came up, with an angry expression, "You don't want me anymore, do you? Or do you have someone else outside, why, someone satisfies your desire, so you are going to abandon me?"

Xiao Bai was not angry, and said in a gentle tone, "What's wrong with you today? Are you feeling unwell? Do you want me to find some medicine for you?"

But Meng Jinlan was unwilling to let go, "What kind of medicine are you looking for, I think you wish I could die, and then you can live your happy life with that fox spirit."

Xiao Bai looked at Meng Jinlan suspiciously, "What's wrong with you? How could you say such a thing? There's no such thing as a vixen. I'm the only one who can't be bothered. How can I find someone else."

Meng Jinlan seemed to have suddenly realized, "Yes, you wish for me to die, I'm blocking your eyes now, right?"

Listening to Meng Jinlan talking about death again and again, Xiao Bai couldn't bear it no matter how good-tempered he was, he pulled Meng Jinlan down and hugged his hands, stood up, looked at Meng Jinlan with a blank expression, "You are not feeling well today, I See if I go to the guest room to sleep tonight, you have a good rest." Turn and leave.

Looking at Xiao Bai's back, Meng Jinlan laughed loudly, as if she was very happy, she bent over and lay on the bed, her body trembling.

Xiao Bai sighed. Hearing Meng Jinlan's laughter, his heart ached. He didn't know what happened to Meng Jinlan. He was fine when he left in the morning. It's only been a long time, so why is it like this.

He reached out and hugged Meng Jinlan who was curled up on the bed, "Hey, tell me what's wrong, don't worry about it alone."

Meng Jinlan raised her head and stared at Xiao Bai, "Didn't you leave? Didn't you want me? En?"

Xiao Bai slapped Meng Jinlan's butt hard a few times, his tone annoyed, "How can you put me at ease like this, you say you, don't you know my heart for you? There will be no mistress, no vixen , if I, Xiao Bai, want to find one, can I still be an old 'c' man at this age? En."

The corners of Meng Jinlan's eyes were red, and he didn't want to do this either, but he couldn't control his emotions, he was terrified, but he couldn't tell Xiao Bai.

"Xiao Bai, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that one day you won't want me."

"How could it be? You're just thinking about it. It's fine. I've been tired all day. Go to sleep."

Xiao Bai lay down while talking, but Meng Jinlan started to get angry again.

Xiao Bai closed his eyes, reached out and grabbed Meng Jinlan's unruly hand, "Go to sleep, you are tired today too."

Meng Jinlan didn't say a word, and stretched her other hand into Xiao Bai's clothes.

Xiao Bai opened his eyes abruptly, looked at Meng Jinlan, and said in a dangerous tone, "Don't try to test a man's endurance."

Meng Jinlan smiled instead, "I just like this, so what can you do?"

Xiao Bai sneered, turned over and y' pressed Meng Jinlan's s,t, "What do you think?" He said and moved his baby.

Meng Jinlan m, with a bewildered smile, touched it with her right hand, "I said it needs my love." (Please imagine for yourself below)

Night, like a human heart, hides an unknown wound behind the tranquility.

The hour hand pointed to 2 o'clock in the morning, Xiao Bai was sleeping soundly, Meng Jinlan opened his eyes, quietly looking at the face in front of him that he would never get tired of looking at all his life.

Thinking of Liu Mingming's words, lying in Xiao Bai's arms, Meng Jinlan no longer suppressed himself, trembling all over, sobs came out of his throat.He didn't dare to make too much noise for fear of waking up the people around him.Trembling lips fell on Xiao Bai's sleeping face, and Meng Jinlan shouted silently: "Xiao Bai... Xiao Bai... Xiao Bai... I love you, love you very much... what should I do, um, I can't bear to bear it ... reluctant"

Meng Jinlan touched Xiao Bai's face with trembling hands, he could clearly feel his lover's appearance in his palm, he had to remember well, even if there was a day when he couldn't see him anymore, he had to remember that the person he loves the most is Xiao Bai, It's how it feels in the palm of your hand.

Meng Jinlan buried her head in Xiao Bai's neck, clenched her teeth tightly to keep herself from making a sound.

But suddenly his head hurt, it was so severe that he really wanted to just leave, seeing Xiao Bai's body move, Meng Jinlan hurriedly moved away from Xiao Bai.

Meng Jinlan gritted her teeth tightly and sobbed in her throat, as if she was in great pain. Thinking of the painkiller Liu had prescribed for him tomorrow, her body moved to the side of the bed, but she became unsteady and fell down hard from the bed.

Xiao Bai on the bed muttered, and Meng Jinlan paused as he was about to get up, holding back the pain in his mouth, and when Xiao Bai calmed down, Meng Jinlan moved to the bedside table, and took out the bottle of medicine with trembling hands, but He didn't even have the strength to open the medicine bottle, Meng Jinlan hated himself for being useless, he became a real waste, haha, Meng Jinlan lay on the ground, laughing silently.

One bed and one under the bed, but it is like two worlds, beginning to be separated by a distance that can never be crossed, dating each other but not knowing each other.

Meng Jinlan began to reminisce, reminiscing about their little by little, and the hostility when they first met.

"I said, can you stay away from me?" Meng Jinlan asked.

"Is this from your house?" Xiao Bai asked back.

"No, but the place is so big, why do you have to sit next to me?"

"I am willing!"

"Unreasonable You"

"Ha, am I unreasonable?"

"Aren't you sick? The first two days, when we met, you beat someone. These two days, you will follow me wherever I go."

"You are the only one who is sick, whoever follows you, this is a classroom, anyone can enter, not your home."

………………

The pain in her body subsided, and Meng Jinlan woke up from the memory. Her body was cold, but she didn't have the strength to climb into bed.

The author has something to say: I have nothing to say, there is only so much flesh and blood in total, it has been completely changed, babies, let’s watch it together, I am sorry everyone. >_