The lure of rebirth

On the one hand, Xiao Bai and the others were investigating the matter of the secret medicine, and on the other hand, people from the other country were also investigating, but before Xiao Bai could find out, they received a call from someone who claimed to have touched the secret medicine on the operating table. He told Xiao Bai about a place and let Xiao Bai go alone, and he told Xiao Bai all the truth.

Would Xiao Bai be so stupid to seek death alone?The answer is of course, he was already dead from the moment he received the news of Meng Jinlan's death, but Xiao Bai remembered what the master he met in Hongluo Temple said.

"There are three realms in all Taoism, but people will enter different worlds after death. The suicide and the murdered enter into different worlds."

Xiao Bai didn't know if what the master said was true or not, but he would rather believe it than believe it. He couldn't afford to gamble, and he didn't dare to stop him. Since someone wanted to kill him now, he was willing to make it happen.

A large warehouse was full of sundries, Xiao Bai walked in without the slightest hesitation.

"Yo, you are quite courageous, you actually came alone!" A middle-aged man looked at Xiao Bai, and his tone was full of admiration for Xiao Bai. There were many younger men standing beside the middle-aged man.

Xiao Bai smiled indifferently, "Why don't you dare, you are all human, so I have nothing to be afraid of."

"Okay, I'm not timid, but I like it" the middle-aged man smiled, and then his smile suddenly stopped, "But it's useless for me to like you, the employer doesn't like you very much, boy, wait a minute, see you later Someone you want to see."

Xiao Bai's class is just two juniors, but he didn't suffer much.

The warehouse door was opened again, and then a person walked in, a person Xiao Bai knew, Lei Changsheng, although he was not familiar with it.

"Why, you don't know me?" Lei Changsheng stood in front of Xiao Bai, looking down at Xiao Bai.

Xiao Bai laughed, "How come, from today on, I will know you even if you turn into ashes!"

"Oh, that's good, you have to remember me, but do you want to know why I killed that Meng?"

Xiao Bai shook his head obediently, "I don't know."

Lei Changsheng smiled, "Yes, how do you know, remember the Zheng family?"

Xiao Bai nodded, "I will remember even when it turns into ashes."

Lei Changsheng bent down and put his mouth next to Xiao Bai's ear, "Then do you know that my surname is also Zheng?"

Xiao Bai continued to shake his head, "I don't know, but now?"

"Then do you understand? Why did I kill Meng? This is to remind you that weeds need to be eradicated. Do you think that you can rest easy without the Zheng family? Hehe, in fact, if you want to investigate, it is not If not, I, Lei Changsheng, are Zheng Zimo's son."

Xiao Bai nodded, "I understand now."

"But, it's late, do you think I'll let you get out of here alive?"

Xiao Bai said blankly, "No."

It was only then that Lei Changsheng discovered Xiao Bai's abnormality. From the beginning, Xiao Bai didn't care what he said and what he did?

"Hehe, it seems that this time it was quite successful. One died, and the second one couldn't wait to seek death." Lei Changsheng was not angry at all when facing Xiao Bai like this, but was very happy.

Xiao Bai agreed, "Yes, you are very successful, I am here to seek death."

Lei Changsheng: ...

The middle-aged man over there laughed, and Lei Changsheng snorted, "Since he wants to die, you have to fulfill him, remember, treat him well."

Pain, bone-piercing pain, this is Xiao Bai's only feeling, but he is happy in his heart, he will see Jin Lan soon, the sound of the iron rod being drawn on his body is very loud in the quiet warehouse, But Xiao Bai, who was hit by the iron rod again and again, stood there stubbornly, without saying a word.

Finally, Xiao Bai knelt down on one leg, bright red blood flowed from the corner of his mouth, Lei Changsheng watched happily, "Die, damn it, everyone, from the Xiao family, from the Meng family."

Xiao Bai raised his head, looked at Lei Changsheng like that, and smiled ironically.

"Stop..." Lei Changsheng couldn't help feeling annoyed when he saw Xiao Bai's smile, and told the others to stop.

The right hand grabbed Xiao Bai's lower bar fiercely, contemptuously, "What are you laughing at?"

Xiao Bai didn't say anything, just looked at Lei Changsheng and smiled.

"Okay, you like to laugh, I'll let you laugh enough." Pointing to a person, "Bring the medicine here, give him enough medicine, and let him laugh well."

Xiao Bai didn't move, he just watched the medicine being injected into his body, feeling ashamed.

The dose of the medicine was indeed very large, within 2 minutes, Xiao Bai felt the excitement emanating from his body, Xiao Bai still smiled, his life was enough.

There was a sudden sound of fighting outside the warehouse, Lei Changsheng looked at the middle-aged man, "What's going on?"

The middle-aged man shook his head, "I'll go and have a look."

Before the middle-aged man could go out, the door of the warehouse was opened, and Xiao Bai vaguely saw that among the group of people standing outside the door was Wang Zijing.

Wang Zijing walked in step by step, staring at Lei Changsheng.

"I said, I will come back one day."

"Why, don't you know me?"

"I'm a disgusting gay in your eyes."

"Haha, I still remember that when I left here I was like a dog, all of this was bestowed by you, Yun Ling.

Wang Zijing paused, and patted his head, "Look at me, I always forget that you are not Yunling, but Zheng Changsheng, the grandson of the Zheng family, (hereafter called Zheng Changsheng), right?"

Zheng Changsheng watched his people being defeated the moment Wang Zijing came in, and faced Wang Zijing's ridicule, he didn't speak.

Wang Zijing smiled and looked at Lei Changsheng, "It's changed a lot. If you used to look at me with that kind of haughty eyes, then, in your eyes, I became worse than a dog, yes Bar?"

Xiao Bai leaned against the corner of the wall, trembling all over, closed his eyes, and turned a deaf ear to everything in front of him.

Wang Zijing seemed to have just seen Xiao Bai in the corner, and walked up to Xiao Bai, "Isn't this Mr. Xiao? Why are you here?"

Xiao Bai closed his eyes and smiled, "I said I came to see a play, do you believe me?"

Wang Zijing also smiled and didn't care, "I believe it, why don't I believe it, then tell me, is this play good?"

"Looks good, you can continue."

"How about that, the show is for me to watch alone, if you are busy, go first." Seeing Xiao Bai's injuries, Wang Zijing chose to ignore them.

Xiao Bai didn't move, just sat there quietly, and didn't speak anymore.

Wang Zijing ignored Xiao Bai and looked at his subordinates.

"Okay, let's go back to solve something, but you have to invite the young master of the Zheng family back, do you understand?"

"I know, Boss, don't worry, we will take good care of Zheng Shao." A person who looked like Wang Zijing's right-hand man replied blankly.

After a while, all the people left, the sky gradually darkened, the fiery red sunset shone in through the window, and shone on Xiao Bai's body. Looking at it from a distance, it made people want to cry.

When Cheng Jun and the others found Xiao Bai, Xiao Bai had already passed out. For a while, Huo Zeyang felt very uncomfortable. He was really old and couldn't bear such a blow. After half a year, they all changed.

Xiao Bai was lying on the bed, woke up, but he didn't want to open his eyes, he was still alive, he was alive, he died when he didn't want to die, and he was alive when he wanted to die.

"Xiao Bai, live well, Jinlan doesn't want to see you like this!" Huo Zeyang looked at Xiao Bai whose eyelashes were trembling, and this was all he could say.

Xiao Bai opened his eyes, sarcastically, "He's dead, what can he see?" He smiled, "He's dead, Zeyang, he's dead, you know? Hehe...he's dead"

Xiao Bai stayed in the hospital for more than a month, Cheng Jun and the others took turns guarding Xiao Bai every day, fearing that Xiao Bai would seek death.

Today is the day when Xiao Bai was discharged from the hospital. Cheng Jun and the others originally planned to send Xiao Bai to Xiao Fangfei, not wanting to hurt Xiao Bai, but Xiao Bai insisted on going back to him and Meng Jinlan, saying that he lived there It's been ten years, and I'm used to it.

After arriving at Xiao Bai's house, Cheng Jun said that he lived alone and was lonely, and wanted to move in with Xiao Bai. Xiao Bai smiled and did not agree. He knew what the three of them were thinking, but he felt that being alone, in fact, fine.

No one lived in the house for a long time, Xiao Bai planned to clean it up thoroughly, tidy up Meng Jinlan's things and put them in the box.

Meng Jinlan's clothes, shoes, socks, including the same underwear as his own, were all bought by Meng Jinlan after he moved here.

He didn't let any of the sheets, quilt covers, cups, and pillows of Meng Jinlan's favorite color go, and put them all in. In the end, they were the things Cheng Jun gave him that day, and the things Meng Jinlan left him before the operation.

Xiao Bai sat on the bed and opened the box.

"Xiao Bai, if I die, you have to live well. However, I can allow you to find someone to accompany you, but I don't allow you to forget me. I want you to remember me and love me forever. What, I think I'm shameless, but I know that you love me who is so capricious, Xiao Bai, forgive me for the last request to you, I love you"

A box of things, CDs, photos, Xiao Bai picked up the top stack of photos.

"I still remember the first time I saw you, I saw you angry from far away, you know, in fact, at that time, I was not angry at all, your silly look is very funny. "

"What happened in the summer camp year is the most memorable for me. The moment you fell, I knew that my whole life was handed over."

"Hehe, your first kiss is long gone. Do you still remember that time? When we were juniors, the two of us lived in the same dormitory. You always complained that there were too many mosquitoes at night, and they only bit your mouth. Now I understand Come on!"

"Xiao Bai, I love you, really, it's only once in this life, sometimes I complain and hate, but seeing you pretending to be stupid, I have nothing but helplessness, we both pretend to be confused with understanding, I Keep telling yourself, you are really stupid, it's not that you don't want to accept my feelings, Xiao Bai, can you love me?"

"The scenery in Holland is beautiful, Xiao Bai, I'm going back, and you still haven't come for half a month, do you know why I always want to come to Holland? Actually, I don't want to come to Holland, but I want to go there with you According to legend, as long as lovers who love each other write their names and bury them under the tree, they will live happily ever after. However, is it because you don’t love, so in the end, I still didn’t make it, Xiao Bai , love me, okay?

The photos were all taken when we were in the Netherlands, Xiao Bai flipped through them one by one, each one was good, and behind the photos were the words that Meng Jinlan wrote casually, at that time, Xiao Bai asked himself, what was he thinking in his heart of?

Then there is the disc, carrying the things into the study, leaning back on the chair, Xiao Bai inserts the disc.

Soon, two men appeared on the screen. The man was smiling happily, and was talking to the other man. Although the other man looked a little impatient, he still sat next to the man and listened to what the man said, and occasionally echoed. .

"Xiao Bai, let's go to S University tomorrow, okay? I haven't been back for a long time. You didn't attend the class reunion last time because you had something to do. Well, let's go back tomorrow."

"Okay, go!"

"Then you put on the clothes we gave out at the event in our senior year to see if someone would treat you as a student. Actually, you don't look that old."

"Okay, not old! Come on!"

"Hey, I'm serious, don't be perfunctory to me, put down the documents in your hand, do you hear me?"

The man in the picture looks helpless, but he seems to be obedient to the words of the man beside him. He put down the things in his hands and looked at the man beside him seriously.

"Tell me, if there is anything else, I will answer it all at once."

"Xiao Bai, you always perfunctory me, I've finished talking, do you remember?"

"Remember, you said you will go back to your alma mater tomorrow."

"That's almost the same, that's all right, you can get out, I won't want to talk to you anymore."

The screen turned, and it became a person. It was the man with an arrogant tone just now. The man smiled at the camera, "Why, I didn't expect that, I recorded it secretly, haha."

Xiao Bai looked at the man smiling happily in the picture, and also smiled, "Unexpectedly, unexpectedly, when I was waiting for your return with joy, what I was waiting for was the news of your death, Meng Jinlan, you can do it, I admire you, I really admire you, You keep it from me alone... Hehe, did you really believe in you so much that you lied to me? Meng Jinlan, you are so fucking good. It's better to die...hehe, you want me to live well, well..."

The camera picture changed again, and when we arrived at the hospital, it was surrounded by white. It was the color that men hate the most. It was still the same man. The man was wearing a hospital gown. Compared with the previous camera, the plump cheeks She lost weight, her eyes became bigger, and her face turned green.

The man didn't say a word, his hands tightly grasped the white sheet under his body, after a while, the man's hands gradually loosened, looked at the picture, and smiled weakly.

"Xiao Bai, I still remember, remember you, am I awesome? Dean Liu said that people in my situation generally have weakened memory, but I still remember, remember what I promised you, and return to you as soon as possible , Xiao Bai, you have to wait for me, okay?"

Xiao Bai continued to laugh, "Okay, I'll wait for you, will you come back? Jinlan, as long as you come back, I will forget everything, let's live a good life, en."

The screen turned again, the man became thinner, his eyes were dull, but he still accurately found the camera, "Xiao Bai, I'm going to have surgery tomorrow, wait for me, I will come out alive, I love you, it's okay to say you love me Well, I haven't heard you say that yet!"

Xiao Bai faced the camera, weeping silently, his lips moved slightly, "Jinlan, I love you, come back, okay, no matter what you say in the future, I will follow you."

After a while, Xiao Bai finally whimpered, and said to the man in the picture, "What the hell did I do wrong? You want to punish me like this, tell everyone, and hide it from me, don't you say Love me? Is that how you love me?"

Reaching out to take the box on the table, pointing to the things in the box, "What do you mean by leaving these things after you are dead? Since you are dead, you should leave cleanly. You leave these things, one sentence Just say you love me, you say, what do you want from me... what do you want from me, I didn't owe you anything in my fucking life, why do I have unfinished debts, Meng Jinlan, Uncle Meng, I I knelt down for you, and you said, can you let me go...can you let me go?" Xiao Bai hugged the things in his arms and knelt on the ground, crying uncontrollably.

And in a place invisible to our human eyes, on the right side of Xiao Bai, there is also a man kneeling. The man looks at Xiao Bai, and only regrets that he can't hug the lover in front of him.

"Xiao Bai, I don't want to be like this, Xiao Bai, I really love you, please forgive me, I was wrong, I shouldn't hide it from you, don't cry, I was wrong..."

The man stretched out his hand, wanting to help the lover in front of him up, but the palm of his hand passed through the lover's body. Only then did the man remember that he was dead, and he would never be able to touch his lover again.

The man knew that his lover would not be able to hear what he said, but he still stubbornly said to the lover in front of him, "Xiao Bai, didn't you say that men can't cry? You said that men should not cry no matter what happens to them." , then you don't cry, I was wrong, I was so fucking wrong, I shouldn't be dying and thinking about not letting you forget me, I shouldn't leave those things behind, I want you to always remember Yes, the most inappropriate thing is to keep it from you and treat you as an outsider, Xiao Bai, hit me, don't make things difficult for yourself, I deserve to be like this, watching you being beaten to pieces by those people, look There's nothing you can do by yourself."

Xiao Bai knelt on the ground, but threw the things out of his arms violently, staring at the box, "Yes, I shouldn't keep you, and then make him proud, laughing at me, Xiao Bai still can't bear him, can't bear to His wolf-hearted thing."

The man watched from the side, seeing what he left behind being treated like this, he could only smile wryly, laughing that he deserved it.

Xiao Bai crawled to the side of the box again and hugged the box tightly in his arms, with a nervous expression on his face, as if what he held in his arms was a priceless treasure.

Gently touching the things in his bosom, Xiao Bai raised his head to face the man in the camera, "Meng Jinlan, you see me too clearly, have you already thought of my reluctance, huh?"

Xiao Bai stood up, walked towards the door with a little shaky footsteps, and said to himself, "Meng Jinlan, you won...you won, I'm fucking convinced that I lost."

Only a man with an incorporeal body could only smile wryly when he heard Xiao Bai's words, so what if he won, besides pain and regret, what else is left for him?

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