The lure of rebirth

After leaving the company, Gu Yan wandered all the way, not knowing where he should go, and where would be his shelter.

Pedestrians on the street were in a hurry, and he felt that all his thoughts were in slow motion, and the world in front of him was spinning fast in his eyes, leaving him struggling hard alone.

Raising his head, Gu Yan looked at the scene in front of him, feeling extremely familiar. The sun was very bright at noon. He still remembered the time three years ago when he knew he had brain cancer. At that time, he felt that the sky was about to fall, but In the end he is still standing here, it is really a dramatic life.

Staggering back to the place where he lives now, Gu Yan was thinking about something, so she didn't notice Cheng Jun and Yue Qing at the corner.

Cheng Jun saw Gu Yan go up, so he pulled Yue Qing to follow.

Xiao Bai leaned against the corner of the wall, his eyes were fixed on the stairs, watching Gu Yan's slow movements, he felt angry.

"Why, are you absent from work during working hours?" Xiao Bai's voice was faint.

Gu Yan heard Xiao Bai's voice, her body froze, she looked down at the landing, and said softly, "Why are you here?"

Xiao Bai smiled, gritted his teeth and said, "Why am I here? If I don't come, is it possible that I have to wait until you disappear again, and then look for you?"

Gu Yan raised her head and looked at the man in front of her, "Xiao Bai, tell me, am I a failure in life? Regarding your affairs, I never made a good decision."

Seeing Gu Yan's frustration, Xiao Bai couldn't bear it, so he grabbed Gu Yan and hugged her tightly, "Jin Lan, I know that everything you do is for my good, but have you ever thought about it? The best thing for me is that you stay by my side well, then I will be very satisfied."

Gu Yan buried her head in Xiao Bai's arms, wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.

Cheng Jun's eyes were red when Xiao Bai said the word Jinlan, and then he thought of something, and rushed forward without thinking, completely forgetting that he was listening to the corner.

Grabbing Gu Yan's shoulder and pulling Gu Yan out of Xiao Bai's arms, Cheng Jun's fist mercilessly hit Gu Yan's face, his voice was aggrieved.

"Meng Jinlan, your uncle, what do you mean, you say, is he still a brother?"

"You're dead, why come back?"

"Why did you hide it from us when you came back?"

"Your uncle, I'll beat you up, you wolf-hearted thing."

Cheng Jun cried out, without any hesitation in the movements of his hands, he was really wronged.

God knows how guilty he is towards Xiao Bai, seeing Xiao Bai dying.

Xiao Bai and Yue Qing didn't react at all, Cheng Jun grabbed Gu Yan and started fighting, Xiao Bai was not worried, Gu Yan deserved it, but Yue Qing was at a loss, not knowing what Cheng Jun was talking about.

Gu Yan's eyes were red looking at Cheng Jun like that, and the motionless Ren Chengjun vented his grief and indignation.

After Cheng Jun finally calmed down, Xiao Bai pulled Gu Yan, who was beaten a bit miserable, and touched Gu Yanqing's purple face with distress.

Several people entered the room, but the atmosphere fell silent. Cheng Jun and Yue Qing sat on the sofa at one side and didn't speak. Gu Yan and Xiao Bai didn't know what to say.

After a long time, Cheng Jun finally calmed down, staring at Gu Yan, "Tell me, what's going on?"

Gu Yan smiled wryly, and didn't know where to start. After thinking about it, he softly described what he had experienced in the past few years.

From when he opened his eyes and saw Xiao Bai hugging his body, to when he possessed this body called Gu Yan some time ago, Gu Yan understated everything he experienced, but Xiao Bai and the others could hear the inside. heartache and suffering.

Xiao Bai didn't know that Gu Yan was staying by his side at that time, but now thinking of what he said at that time, he knew that it hurt Gu Yan's heart.

Time passed slowly, and Gu Yan finally finished everything. When Gu Yan finished the last word, Cheng Jun closed his eyes, but the tears still fell from the corners of his eyes.

Yue Qing still hasn't realized it until now. He is an atheist. If it wasn't Cheng Jun's friend who said these things today, he would definitely not believe it. Although he believed it now, he was still shocked.

Xiao Bai exhaled the suffocation in his chest, moved his body, and got closer to Gu Yan, grabbed Gu Yan's right hand, squeezed it, and silently comforted Gu Yan.

Gu Yan looked at a few people like that, and laughed, "It's all over, don't think about it, I'm fine, at least I'm still alive, I can see you, can't I?"

Xiao Bai nodded, "Well, it's good to be alive."

Suddenly, Cheng Jun said, "I'm thinking, how to let Zeyang and Zejun know about this matter."

Xiao Bai was stunned, Cheng Jun could say it, but for Huo Zeyang, he really had nothing to do.

"Go to the dark color at night, I'll tell him," Cheng Jun said.

Both Gu Yan and Xiao Bai nodded in agreement, and this is the only way to go now.

The dark color has also undergone considerable changes in the past two years. Gu Yan hasn't been here for two years. Looking at the renovated hall, he can only sigh.

Huo Zeyang is very annoying recently, he is 32 this year, well, he is 33, his mother has been urging him to go on a blind date recently, and he has been obedient, but what can he do if those women are not satisfied with him, his mother It is to attribute all the mistakes to him, and he is about to collapse when he is bombarded by his mother's magic voice every day.

"It's not that I'm talking about you. Look at what you look like now. You're in your 30s, and you're laughing and joking all day long. If I were those girls, I wouldn't like you."

"Also, throw away all your clothes, don't wear those clothes anymore, cut your hair, change your car, and change it to another color."

"Why don't you just stay back, I don't feel at ease living outside alone..."

Huo Zeyang drooped his head, pretending that he didn't hear those magic sounds.

"Did you hear that?"

Huo Zeyang nodded, and said weakly, "Mom! My lord, I heard and understood. I can recite what you said!"

Feeling his phone vibrate, Huo Zeyang was relieved that someone finally saved him.

"Mom, I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first, and I'll come back to have dinner with you in two days." Huo Zeyang said while taking out his mobile phone and walking towards the door, walking like flying, without giving his mother a chance to respond.

"..." Hey, this kid.

Huo Zeyang pushed open the door and complained, "What do you all mean? Didn't you notify me earlier?"

Seeing that Huo Zeyang was alone, Cheng Jun asked, "Why didn't Zejun come?"

Hearing Cheng Jun talking about his idiot brother, Huo Zeyang was annoyed, "I don't know, he can go wherever he wants, he is so big, I can't take care of him every day."

Cheng Jun snorted, "Tch, the two of you are almost conjoined! Do you know where he went?"

Huo Zeyang smiled, "I don't know, if you know, tell me!"

"I'm too lazy to talk to you!" Cheng Jun didn't even look at Huo Zeyang.

Huo Zeyang walked to Xiao Bai's side and saw Gu Yan sitting next to Xiao Bai. He felt annoyed for some reason, and stared at Xiao Bai, "Who is he, why did you bring him here?"

Several people had a tacit understanding from a long time ago that they would never bring outsiders to the dark gathering, unless they were recognized by their other half or someone who was particularly close, they would bring here.

Huo Zeyang never knew that Xiao Bai had such relatives, so there was only one possibility, but he couldn't accept that possibility, Jin Lan could never be replaced in his heart, and he didn't allow others to come Take Jinlan's place.

Xiao Bai smiled awkwardly, knowing that Cheng Jun had misunderstood, he glanced at Cheng Jun, and signaled Cheng Jun to speak.

Gu Yan looked at Huo Zeyang wishing to eat him, and said in his heart that it would be a lie if he was not moved, how lucky he was to have these good brothers.

Cheng Jun coughed, "Zeyang, sit here, and I'll talk to you."

Huo Zeyang glared at Gu Yan again before walking towards Cheng Jun.

Cheng Jun is very handsome, sitting up straight, looking at Huo Zeyang with a serious expression.

"Did you know that there are many incredible things happening in this world, such as, 'crossing', which is a very popular sport, which means that a person travels from this world to another world, or from this body To another body, this is commonly known as crossing."

Huo Zeyang was also very serious, holding back his smile, and said seriously, "I don't know."

Cheng Jun continued to explain, "Actually, it's hard for me to explain the thing of crossing. In the final analysis, it is a fact that human beings can't understand, but it also exists." Picking up the water on the table, Cheng Jun gulped a lot, Then he continued, "Do you understand now?"

Huo Zeyang nodded obediently, "Understood."

Cheng Jun smiled smugly, looking at the few people, he meant, look, once I get out, it will be safe to keep.

Here Huo Zeyang said the second half of the sentence, "I understand, you should be sent to the hospital, you are seriously ill." After finishing speaking, he nodded seriously to show that Cheng Junzhen was seriously ill.

Cheng Jun: "..." What should he say?

Yue Qing burst out laughing, it was a good thing, but Cheng Jun said it a bit funny.

Cheng Jun's body froze, he turned his head and looked at Yue Qing who was smiling happily, "Is it that funny?"

The smile on the corner of Yue Qing's mouth stopped immediately, and he coughed, "It's not funny, I just laughed because I thought of something a friend said."

Cheng Jun asked, "Really?"

Yue Qing nodded vigorously, "That's right, what you said is not funny at all, it's a very serious topic."

Huo Zeyang over there laughed again, laughing loudly.

Yue Qing: "..." I'm done, I'm going to sleep on the sofa tonight.

Cheng Jun: "..." Er Huo

Xiao Bai laughed.

Gu Yan was helpless.

Seeing that Cheng Jun was about to explain, Gu Yan sighed, "Let me explain."

Got up and walked to Huo Zeyang and sat down, Gu Yan smiled, "Yangzi, do you still remember the incident where you stole my green eraser in the second grade of our elementary school?"

"When you were in the fourth grade, you cut a big hole in other girls' dresses."

"At the beginning of the first day, I said that I saw a girl. As a result, they were just girls who had long girls. I remember that you were still beaten by others."

"When you were 15 years old, you had a wet dream for the first time. You ran to my house in the middle of the night and said you were going to die."

Hearing all the embarrassing things about him for so many years were told by a stranger, Huo Zeyang was so embarrassed that he quickly interrupted Gu Yan, "Stop...stop, what do you mean by this, eh? Also, how do you know this? of them?" Even Xiao Bai didn't know about these things, how did he, a stranger, know.

Gu Yan smiled, put her mouth next to Huo Zeyang's ear, and said the most important thing, which only the two of them knew.

Listening to Gu Yan spit out his most difficult secret these years, Huo Zeyang suddenly understood, understood Cheng Jun's previous nonsense, understood why Xiao Bai brought a stranger to their party Oh, no, it wasn't a stranger, but his good brother who had come back from the dead, Meng Jinlan whom he hadn't even seen for the last time.

Huo Zeyang violently pushed Gu Yan down on the sofa, and hugged Gu Yan's neck tightly, "Jinlan? Are you really Jinlan? Woohoo, you have no conscience, since you're still alive, why don't you come looking for me?" Us, do you know how much I miss you, woo woo."

Huo Zeyang hugged Gu Yan's neck without letting go.

Xiao Bai sat on the side, looked at the two tightly hugging each other, got jealous, coughed, and signaled for the two to let go.

The two people here still hugged each other and ignored Xiao Bai.

Xiao Bai was about to stand up and separate the two, but the door was pushed open violently.

"Is my brother here?" Huo Zejun pushed open the door with an urgent voice.

Time stood still at this moment, and Huo Zejun, who was still opening the door with his hand, looked at the sofa in the room with a face of surprise. Huo Zeyang, who had obviously just cried, was lying on another handsome boy he had never seen before. The young man put his left arm around Huo Zeyang, and his right hand touched his cheek. The two of them were very close, very... ambiguous.

Huo Zejun stood there for a while, then walked in stiffly, closed the door, his eyes gleamed deeply.

"Brother, is he your friend?" Huo Zejun moved in front of Huo Zeyang, his voice was low, this was the Huo Zejun that Huo Zeyang had never seen before.

The eyes of the boy on the sofa were also deep, and he clasped Huo Zeyang's chin with his right hand and turned him to himself, "Yang, who is he? Your friend?"

Almost when Gu Yan said those words, everyone in the room except Huo Zejun shivered and froze. They didn't understand why Gu Yan was like this, but they all tacitly kept silent.

Huo Zeyang laughed and tried to explain, "Ze Jun, he is..."

Gu Yan pinched Huo Zeyang's mouth, looked at Huo Zejun with raised eyebrows, and put her mouth next to Huo Zeyang's ear, "Don't you want to know what Zejun is thinking? I am helping you."

Huo Zeyang turned his mind, but smiled without opening his mouth.

"I'm his boyfriend." Gu Yan lay on the sofa and looked at Huo Zejun provocatively, then hooked her fingers at Huo Zeyang, "Yang, who is he? Why don't I know him?"

Huo Zeyang embraced Gu Yan's neck intimately, smiled, "He is my younger brother, his name is Huo Zejun, you can call him Zejun my dear."

Huo Zejun stood in front of the two of them, watching their intimacy, and looked at Gu Yan with needle-like eyes.

"Brother, what's going on? Why didn't I know you had a boyfriend?" Huo Zejun stared at the two of them closely, his face gloomy, and asked Huo Zeyang to speak clearly.

Gu Yan smiled, "I didn't know he had a younger brother. You don't know that it's normal for him to have a boyfriend like me."

Huo Zeyang looked at Huo Zejun and nodded in agreement.

Huo Zejun's face was gloomy, and he looked a little scary. He reached out and grabbed Huo Zeyang's arm, pulled Huo Zeyang out of Gu Yan's arms, and stared at Gu Yan, "Really? I didn't know there was a brother who would hide it from me." Brother, unless that person in his heart is not worth introducing to his family at all."

Hearing what Huo Zejun said, Gu Yan felt aggrieved immediately, and looked at Huo Zeyang tearfully, "Yang, is what he said true?"

Huo Zeyang showed a distressed expression on his face, he broke away from his arm, and quickly hugged Gu Yan, "No, how could I be willing to let you suffer such grievances? I was afraid that my parents would disagree, so I didn't say anything. You know, for you, how embarrassing I am in front of those blind dates."

Gu Yan nodded movedly, "Well, I know you love me, Yang, you are the best."

"That's enough...!" Huo Zejun suddenly said loudly.

"Brother, come home with me."

Huo Zeyang looked at Huo Zejun suspiciously, "What's the matter, it's still early, you should sit down and have a drink too."

Gu Yan smiled, "Well, yes, since he is Yang's younger brother, he is also my younger brother, Zejun's younger brother, sit down."

Huo Zejun stopped talking, squeezed Huo Zeyang's hand, and led him towards the door, full of anger.

Gu Yan smiled, "Yang, why did you leave, since you still have something to do, you should be busy, remember to go home at night!"

The door was closed with a bang, Cheng Jun finally couldn't help it, and laughed out loud.

"Hey, I said Jinlan, I never knew you had such a talent, not bad, haha, you made someone like Ze Jun angry, haha, I admire you."

Only then did Xiao Bai stand up, walk over to Gu Yan and sit down, took him into his arms, and patted Gu Yan's head, "I really don't know when you became like this, and also, I don't know if I will be jealous Ah, so tight."

Gu Yan smiled, "There's a lot you don't know, but what Ze Jun looks like today is really once in a thousand years."

Cheng Jun nodded, "Well, it's a pity that I didn't take pictures as a souvenir, and the wood can change like this."

Xiao Bai was helpless, "Okay, Ze Jun is like this today because of Ze Yang, just watch, he will definitely change back next time."

With Huo Zejun's incident, the atmosphere became harmonious. Several people were drinking and chatting, talking about things. During this time, Xiao Bai hugged Gu Yan tightly.

Out of the dark, Xiao Bai thought about the two of them going back to Xiao's old house, while Gu Yan thought about going back to himself.

Xiao Bai looked at Gu Yan, his voice was dark, "What do you mean?"

The two of them were finally able to be together, yet he actually wanted to go back to that place.

Gu Yan lowered his head and didn't look at Xiao Bai, "It's not interesting, I just don't want to live there." His heart was sour, he just didn't like to stay with Wu Yiyi, even if he knew that Xiao Bai and Wu Yiyi didn't have the slightest bit of The relationship, impatient or sore, he and Xiao Bai can only hide forever, just like the relationship between a married woman and a lover, in front of everyone, they can only be friends forever, before he was Meng Jinlan, now He is Gu Yan, if people know about their relationship, what would they think!

Xiao Bai exhaled the suffocation in his chest, grabbed Gu Yan's hand and left, regardless of Gu Yan's intentions, he was just too used to Gu Yan, making him think about it all day long.

Looking at Xiao Bai's expressionless face, Gu Yan silenced, he knew when Xiao Bai could be provoked and when Xiao Bai could not be provoked, this is obviously not the time for him to provoke, he must know the current affairs.

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