I'm the only one in the world who thinks I'm a substitute

brother thing

"It doesn't look like he's sick, so can we deceive him?" Yu Fei's eyes fell on the green plants on the balcony. There were not many flowers, only seven or eight pots, all of which were taken care of by Sister Li.Standing here, you can easily see the city scenery, but because of Xiaoliu's relationship, they sealed off the balcony, and it feels a bit imprisoned...

For some reason, Yu Fei remembered the day Xia Yinan brought Xiao Liu home in anxiety.

Their original plan was to play hot pot.

When he returned home after work, Xia Yinan abnormally didn't prepare the ingredients, he seemed a little hurried and flustered, and there was an obvious cat's paw print stained with dirt on his trouser leg.

Yu Fei didn't ask much at that time, but let Xia Yinan arrange, was stuffed with a cup of herbal tea, sat in the dining room, and helped to see if the soup was good.

When I arrived at the restaurant, Yu Fei found out that Xiao Xia didn't prepare any broth today. There was only a pot of clear water in the pot, with two goji berries and green onions, and some carrots in a mean-spirited manner.

Xiao Xia prepared the side dishes quickly, Yu Fei only took a few sips of herbal tea before Xia Yinan came out with the dishes.

The staple food is beef, and Xiaoxia’s sliced ​​meat is very good. He divided the beef into three types, the tender meat of the hind legs, the five-flowered toes of the calves, and the snowflakes on the back of the neck.The tender meat was obviously a little less than the other two, but Yu Fei didn't ask the reason, just waiting for Xiao Xia to come and tell him.

The side dishes are shrimp paste, cuttlefish balls, and a few vegetables, which look very rich.

"Brother, you must have never eaten such a hot pot. The best and freshest ingredients should be eaten like this, directly rinsed with water!" Xia Yinan introduced to Yu Fei how he ate when he was a child, with nostalgia written on his face.

In the past, when they ate together, Xia Yinan would specially serve high soup.

But today he went to the pet hospital to check Xiaoliu's body, and he wasted a lot of time. Naturally, he didn't have time to study Tang, and he almost couldn't come back in time.

"I've prepared two kinds of sauces, and I'll show you how to dip them later." Xia Yinan pointed to the dish on the table.

Shacha sauce and bean paste have been set up, and as he said that, he took a few more seasoning bottles, planning to re-season when Yu Fei is not used to eating like this later.

Beef was poured into the rising water mist, which was obviously just ordinary clear water. With the fresh ingredients specially prepared by Xia Yinan, and then dipped in sauce, it was very comfortable to eat.

Yu Fei ate happily, so he didn't ask any other questions, thinking that if Xiao Xia wanted to say it, he would definitely say it by himself.

As expected, at night, after the two of them had an in-depth exchange, Xiao Xia carefully asked with his tearful eyes: "Brother Yu, do you like cats?"

"Of course I like it."

Yu Fei originally thought it was some fun|fun play, and was about to kiss his little wild cat, when Xiao Xia said happily: "I picked up a kitten..."

It was just a little thing that Yu Fei raised. Xiao Xia was very nervous when he proposed that he wanted to keep a cat. He was afraid that Brother Yu would say he didn't like it.After confirming that Yu Fei likes cats, Xia Yinan jumped up directly from the bed. Although her feet were obviously soft when she got out of bed, she still happily ran outside the bedroom and brought in a cardboard box.

When Xiaoliu's cat first arrived, it seemed to be honest and well-behaved. It was not like ordinary cats, which had stress reactions and bad habits.

Yu Fei's heart softened for a moment, and he agreed to let Xiao Liu in.

Later, Xiao Liu, that snobby cat, only loves Xiao Xia, playing hide-and-seek with him all day long!

Yu Fei didn't understand why Xiao Xia took Xiao Liu in, but when he looked at the balcony with the window closed, he suddenly thought that Xiao Xia took Xiao Liu in, besides the overflow of sympathy for a while, was it because he came to him alone , very worried and panic?

Does Xiao Liu's attitude towards him reflect Xiao Xia's avoidance mentality towards him?

Yu Fei didn't want to continue to think deeply, he felt that he should believe that Xiao Xia liked him, but he didn't understand Xiao Xia before.

On the other end of the phone, Xia Qing was annoyed by Yu Fei's words. He almost screamed and said, "That's about me and my brother too. You're an outsider, why should you dictate! I want to talk to Yi Nan!"

"I used to be Xiao Xia's boyfriend, but now I am Xiao Xia's fiancé. Xiao Xia's affairs are my business, and I will take good care of him." Yu Fei didn't want to continue talking with Xia Qing.

"What fiance?" Xia Qing was taken aback.

"Xiao Xia and I proposed marriage," Yu Fei said without any guilt, "He agreed!"

Although Xiaoxia didn't say it clearly, Xiaoxia didn't resist accepting the ring. They still have a long, long future...

Yu Fei is optimistic about the future.

"Are you going to get married?" Xia Qing thought he might be hallucinating, so he asked in disbelief.

"Even if there is no official legal document to recognize it, we will be the most important existence to each other in our future life."

After Yu Fei and Xia Qing said this, it can be said that they were in a much better mood. After a short pause, he said lightly: "I don't know exactly what happened between you and Qi Ye, but I hope you don't talk about it again. I thought Xiao Xia was good, so I came to interfere with Xiao Xia's choice. Xiao Xia is an adult, he has his own choices, his own preferences..."

"Xiaoxia loves you, even more than you love him. So you should also think about him a little bit. He is in a very bad mental state and can hardly be stimulated...Maybe you don't know much about mental illness, but I know Let me tell you that every time a mental illness occurs, it will damage the memory. If you continue to stimulate Xiaoxia and treat him in a self-righteous way, it does not rule out that Xiaoxia's body will forget you out of self-protection. "

On the other end of the phone, Xia Qing didn't speak, but hung up the phone with a snap.

Xia Qing was silent for a long time, and the memories of the past tormented him repeatedly.

Not all likes need to be responded to, and Xia Qing's dislike of homosexuality is not without reason...

He hated things that ruined his life, hated all homosexuality, and also hated Qi Ye.

But what Yu Fei said made him dumbfounded, wondering if it had been a long time.

He covered his heart, lowered his head in pain, and sobbed softly.

Xia Qing has always been arrogant, and he really thinks that doing this is for the benefit of his younger brother. When a man is with a man, he will suffer accusations, abuse, and scrutinizing eyes for no reason.Xia Qing didn't want Xia Yinan to encounter such an indiscriminate disaster.

In his opinion, Xia Yinan was just young and ignorant, and was temporarily confused by Yu Fei.Besides, Xia Qing knew that he actually needed his brother, and he hoped that he would always be the most important existence in Xia Yinan's heart.

Xia Qing felt that all this was because of Yu Fei, if there was no Yu Fei, Xia Yinan would still be the same Xia Yinan who only loved his brother.

He kept vetoing Yu Fei and the relationship between Xia Yinan and Yu Fei, proving his position in his brother's heart over and over again.

But as time went by, more and more of Xia Yinan's behaviors were out of his control, and he became an independent person, which made Xia Qing panic.

Xia Qing found a reason for his behavior, and did it without hesitation. Any struggle and hesitation, in the end, could not overcome the charm of his desire for Xia Yinan to return to his side.

But today Yu Fei told him so bluntly that Xia Yinan was in great pain and even fell ill because of it.

If things continue to develop, Xia Yinan may forget himself.

how can that be!

It must be Yu Fei who lied.

He doesn't allow this to happen!

Xia Qing still wanted to send a message to Xia Yinan, but staring at the chat interface, he suddenly hesitated...

……

It was already two days after Xia Yinan saw Qi Ye again.

Qi Ye made an appointment with Xia Yinan, but when he arrived, he brought Yu Fei with him.

Qi Ye was a little surprised, but he took it for granted and had no objection.His cousin, in order to establish the ownership of a toy car, he could take it with him wherever he went.Come here now, probably because he is afraid that he will bully his sweetheart.

"I asked you to meet, mainly because I think we should have a good chat." The private restaurant Qi Ye found had a small bag with good sound insulation. When Xia Yinan and the others arrived, the cold dishes inside had already been served.

Xia Yinan didn't say anything, he would come today, mainly because Qi Ye sent a message saying that he wanted to tell him the reason of the matter.

Qi Ye wanted to make it clear, regardless of whether Yu Fei was present or not, so he simply started from the beginning: "Qingqing and I met in the training team, and I liked him the first time I saw him... He is very good, yes The most stable player in the team, everyone likes him... It's just that I was too anxious at that time, after knowing that Qingqing was about to leave the provincial team, I thought I would never see him again, so I confessed my love to him..."

In Qi Ye's description, he was a crush who couldn't ask for more, but Xia Yinan understood.

After this person's confession was rejected, something else must have happened, which made his brother in a trance during training, performed abnormally in the usual training, and fell seriously injured.

"I didn't know that it would have such a big impact on him." Qi Ye actually regretted it very much. Although the confession and Xia Qing's injury were not the direct cause and effect, at that time someone in the team actually heard their exchange, and even spread it on a small scale. opened……

"There were people talking about it in private at that time." Qi Ye recalled the past, he knew that he was sorry for Xia Qing, and beat up the person who discussed it.

But the result was: "Someone started putting dead mice in Xia Qing's closet..."

Xia Yinan slapped the table and stood up, he asked Qi Ye: "Why!"

Why is it his brother who is hurt!

Why he never knew about it.

"Because the Qi family is the sponsor of the provincial team's funds." Yu Fei explained lightly beside him.

Xia Yinan suddenly fell silent, stared at Qi Ye for a while, then sneered, thinking that this world is just ridiculous.

He suddenly calmed down, and continued to ask: "Then what happened afterwards? After my brother was injured, why didn't you show up? Since you like it, why did you remain indifferent after my brother was injured..."

Xia Yinan thought this person was ridiculous.

Qi Ye shook his head: "I sent Qingqing to the hospital, and he woke up once on the way, and he told me to go away when he saw me... I was afraid of irritating him, so I didn't dare to go to him, I only dared to watch secretly. I know I was wrong, I am sorry for him, I am willing to make up for him..."

"Qingqing said that as long as I get close, he will feel sick..."

"When you were going to school, I sneaked into your house... Qingqing didn't want me to approach him. The first time I went to see him, he smashed a plate angrily. But he couldn't see, and he was afraid that you would find out , I can only let me clean it up... Later, he didn't want to destroy things at home, so he had nothing to do with me... Then he told me that he wanted me to win the world championship and come back to see him."

When Qi Ye said this, Yu Fei couldn't help feeling a pain in his forehead, thinking that this was really something Xia Qing could do.

Contempt was written on Xia Yinan's face, his brother's dream belonged to his brother, so it's none of his business.

"I knew it was because he wanted to drive me away, but I thought that if I could do it, he would feel better..." What Qi Ye didn't say was that at that time, his family was very opposed to him, and he was forbidden to meet Xia Qing. Because of this, he directly fell out with his family. The last time he saw Xia Qing was actually when he was kicked out of the house.

Xia Yinan suddenly lost the desire to communicate with Qi Ye. This person may never have thought that everything he did was for himself.In the end, he was the only one who was moved...

Whether it was confessing to my brother at the beginning, or coming back to lie to myself now.

Xia Yinan wanted to leave directly, but Qi Ye stopped him, he said: "Because of what happened that day, Qingqing hasn't eaten much for two days, I am very worried about him, Xiao Xia, you are his younger brother, go and see Him."

"It's all my fault. Whether you want to hit me or scold me, I won't run away anymore..."