Unable to say beyond the GL-Sequel

I went home on the night of the 13th, called Fang, and told me about my new girlfriend. At that time, she said it was fine.

When I was at work on the 14th, Fang sent me a message.

"I just feel that you have changed so fast, you said why am I so cheap, you have designed it a long time ago... said you think I must snatch you back after you find a girlfriend, hehehehe you can't Don't give me a chance."

I replied to her: "I was holding back tears in the office while typing with you. For such a long time, I have been waiting for an answer that you are sure that you can be with me, so what are you talking about now?"

"I've said long ago that apart from you, I don't think I can find anyone who loves me as much as you and tolerates me. Maybe it's because I can't bear it, or I don't know what love is at all."

She simply thought that I told her to find a girlfriend to stimulate her and let her discover the importance of me in her life, but I found a girlfriend because I gave up on her, and told her that it was just to let her know the importance of me in her life. She knows that I will not continue pestering her.

Yan sent a message, and I didn't return to her until after work. This day, I was exhausted from being tortured by Fang.Yan knew that I was still entangled with Fang and was very angry. I knew it was my fault. When I didn’t give up Fang before, even after we broke up, I still kept in touch with her every day, so that I suddenly said that I found a girlfriend, Fang It's normal to explode if you can't adapt. After all, you are the one who swears, and you are the one who backtracks.

"Your ex, I don't care how entangled you are, I will just say one word, come back immediately if I have the ability, and my wife will let her go immediately, otherwise she will disappear, don't appear in front of me, there is no other choice. Crying is useless! Yesterday I In a fit of anger, I deleted all the precious text messages of the past two days, you stay with me!"

Just looking at her message, I can see how angry she is, just when she decided to be with me, she encountered such a thing.

"I was so sad that I was first told by the leader, and then pointed and scolded by the patient's family. While I was depressed, I was very busy at the same time. You ignore me, it's so easy to talk to me, and you talk about your ex, just talk about it Well, they are still entangled and vomiting blood. Also, you should change the group business card!"

I went to our group to change the business card, and then the group exploded like a bombshell.No one thought that we two people with completely different personalities would be together. In fact, neither of us thought that after explaining the hook-up process, one of Yan's suitors said to Yan in the group: "Then you go to Mount Putuo together. Let's go." I was a little confused, why such a sentence suddenly appeared, so I ran to ask Yan.

"Well, maybe next week, it hasn't been decided yet, but it's not the weekend."

"Oh, let's talk then."

After work, we made an appointment on Huaihai Road. Yan took me to a book bar she liked. Halfway through reading, I received a call from Fang. Yan motioned for me to go out to pick it up. I walked out with my mobile phone, and the street lights outside were already on. Get up, the air is a little stuffy.

"He, I couldn't sleep all night last night. I was thinking about you. He, I love you. Can you give me another chance?"

In my memory, Fang has never spoken to me in such a humble tone.I laughed with tears in my eyes, and finally, it was ironic to hear "I love you" from your mouth.

"Fang, you don't love me very much. It's like you had a toy, but you didn't like it very much. Maybe you just left it in the corner. Suddenly one day, someone else fell in love with it, and you suddenly felt that you liked it very much. , In fact, that's not like."

She was crying hard on the phone, and her voice was like a swift and violent tide constantly hitting my psychological defense.

"Are you all that good?"

"It's not that good yet, but since we're together, we'll try our best."

"You just can't turn back, don't you?"

"Yes!"

"I see."

I hung up the phone and went back to the book bar. Seeing Yan's expression was calm, I continued to read.When I came out of the book bar, Yan asked about it, and I told the truth.

"If it was me, I would turn back."

"I won't. If we can be together, we won't be separated in the first place."

I still can't guess what Fang is thinking, maybe she didn't love me when I loved her, and I didn't love her when she fell in love with me, I heard her say that because she was so sad that night, she couldn't control it at all My emotions, coming out with her mother, she said, should have been a matter for two people to face, she kicked me away, and then faced it alone, whether she was sick or not.I don't know how to say it, maybe I changed too fast.

"I'm a little afraid of the decisive part of your character." Yan said as he looked at me while driving the car.

"Really?" Sometimes, I would rather let others hate me than let myself look down on myself.