Unable to say beyond the GL-Sequel

On September 2011, 9, when I came back from tracing the river, I chatted in the LES group I joined before, and sent the photos I took to the group, and also sent them to Fang, because it was the weekend, and there were not many people in the group, and someone was in The group asked: "Anyone of you wants to come to the vineyard? Our unit Welfare is picking grapes today." It turned out to be a group doctor.I only know that this person has read some books. When he is free, he likes to show off his knowledge in the group. He has a relationship that lasted 11 years. He is a doctor and has never talked privately before.I was bored at the time, and suddenly thought of making fun of people.

"Where is it? I want to go."

"It's quite out of the way, it's in Jiading."

"Are you with your colleagues? I went without a beautiful woman to accompany me. It's not good."

"My colleagues and they have left first."

Then I chatted privately and asked for her phone number, called her, and asked for the specific address, then I got out of bed and changed, thinking about whether the voice was good or not.This is the first time after I broke up with Fang, I took the initiative to approach the same kind, and there is nothing wrong with letting myself go. I don't want to be the hard-working heroine in the tragedy.

As soon as I went out, a heat wave hit my face and the sun was very strong. I took the car for more than two hours to the place she said, called to confirm, and asked others. There was still a long way to go, and I didn’t bother to find a bus. For the line, I took a tricycle, but fortunately I was not late.

When I got out of the car, I saw her wearing sunglasses. She was about the same height as me. Her upper body was a denim short-sleeved shirt with a gradient from blue to white, her lower body was a pair of wide-leg denim cropped pants of the same color, and purple and black sneakers. She is very white, has two dimples when she smiles, and has mid-length hair that just reaches her shoulders. She looks good when she walks. My first impression of her is very good.

We chatted while shopping, mainly talking about our views on some things, plans for the future, and the so-called outlook on life and values.On the way, she said that she participated in a walking event some time ago, and her feet were worn out, and we walked for a while.

"Then let's take a rest, or go back early."

"It's okay, this way."

This incident has touched me, at least she is not the kind of spoiled person.Seeing that the time was almost up, we picked a few bunches of grapes and prepared to leave. The vouchers issued by their hospital were not used up, and she generously gave them to others.

"By the way, He, I'll go back to Pudong to participate in another group gathering. Are you going? Or are you going back now?"

"Yan, I'm fine anyway, so I'll go with you."

I really had nothing to do, and then I couldn't bear to let her move the three boxes of grapes back by herself, so I followed her from Jiading to Pudong.

When they got there, there were three of them in total, two of them were a couple, they were said to have been together for 6 or 7 years, and the other was single, I think if I hadn’t come, then this gathering might have been Yanhe Another person's blind date, thinking about it like this is a bit hostile to the other person.We ordered a few things to eat. At that time, my stomach felt a little uncomfortable. She cared about me and was very happy. She also deliberately peeled quail eggs for her in front of a table of people. What did you say, after a good meal, she divided some boxes of grapes among us, and we went home.

When I got home, I talked to Fang about the party, and then sent Yan a message.

"Grapes are beautiful, people are even more beautiful. Ping said grapes are very sweet."

"As long as you like it."

The 12th is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I sent her a message: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival.

She replied: Thank you, Mid-Autumn Festival is very pleasant.

"I'm happy too, including yesterday."

"There will be a party in the group tomorrow, and I'm booking a place to eat. Do you want to come? I'm afraid you will be late when you go back."

"Okay, I don't want you to be snatched away, haha, text me the address later." I said half-truthfully.

"Really positive."

"Don't you like it?"

"No, I'm afraid you're going back late, but you can leave early, and I'll chase you away then."

Then was disgusted.

"If you don't know the general group, you must be blocked by me. You are a non-mainstream post-90s."

"I'm okay." I was a little depressed, maybe this time the hair was cut too hard, almost to the size, the sides of the sideburns were almost shaved, but the back of the neck was still long.

"Don't be angry, you can do whatever you want."

"After dinner, let's run away, take a walk or something."

She agreed with me to have a good meal and go for a walk alone. I was very happy. After getting off work, I rode my bicycle very fast, went home to feed the rabbit, took a shower and then set off. I made an appointment to meet at People's Square.From a distance, I saw her talking with another person, wearing a pair of silver-gray sandals, and her feet were beautiful.On the way she and I walked side by side to eat, she helped me push away the branches that almost scratched me by the side of the road, which was very considerate.

The restaurant I went to was hers. When I entered the door, I sat directly to her left. During the dinner, she introduced the signature dishes to me and two other people. So I kept holding back and asked her to order it for me.

After dinner, we said we would go for a ride together, so we left separately from the other two, chatting about each other's relationship history while walking, knowing that she had ended the ten-year relationship, and had a girlfriend who had a crush on, And I plan to study abroad in the coming year. I also briefly talked about my past. She has some sympathy, some admiration, and some can't understand my past.

"Why do you want to start a relationship when you know you can't be together?"

"Why can two people break up when they say they break up?"

"The next one may not be better, and the two have been together for a long time, with so many common experiences and tacit understanding."

"He and I have no way to continue. Even in the end, I thought about forgiving him, but he doesn't want to continue."

"Even the immigration is done. I choose a person, and his conditions must be acceptable in all aspects. It's just that there is no sexual relationship, no man can bear it."

I think, after such a long relationship, separation is like cutting off a part of my life, even if I don't like it that much, it will still hurt.

"Did you choose not to start when you knew the ending?"

"I don't want to miss anyone who is likely to spend the rest of my life with me. Even if I know the ending from the beginning, I still have hope. For myself and for her, I always feel that everything may turn around, but every time I am happy. I overestimated myself and overestimated others, that’s all.”

It was very late, because we had to go to work tomorrow, so we were going to go home. On the way to the car, I held her hand, and she let me hold it for a while, and then said: "There are many acquaintances around here. Don't like getting too intimate in public places."

I let her go knowingly.

On September 2011, 9, we got together. Afterwards, she complained about me, and we got together without a decent confession.I always thought that I hooked her up first, and then she said: "If I don't agree with you coming to the vineyard to find me, I won't call you if the group gathers."

So, the fact is that I made a start first, and she must do what she promised others because of her personality, so she couldn't refuse me to go to the vineyard, and then she said she liked my voice, and often said to me: " Your 'hello' seems to have turned several times, it's very attractive, and you speak slowly." Although I met my appearance and voice completely different.After the vineyard came out, she just asked me out of politeness if I would go to the party in the afternoon, but I didn't expect that I would cheekily follow.

Yan thinks about the situation at that time now, and still can't understand my abnormal way of doing things. On the subway to Pudong, my state of wanting to sleep but not being able to sleep somehow hit her cute spot. She especially wanted to protect me. To put it bluntly, she felt that I was very pitiful, and then she planned a second meeting, and then we were together.