God knows

"Will you tell me?" Jeffrey asked me over lunch, shaking the juice box across from me. "What the hell is going on with you and Lisa?"

I nodded, "Actually, there's nothing to talk about, compared to your little secret..." Jeffrey listened with an expression that made me think he was going to throw the juice on my head.

After thinking about it, I told Jeffrey the whole story. When I told it, I realized that it was an understatement. It was only because I was in it and got a lot of inside information through Phoenix that I felt that everything was so complicated and important. people are bored...

"David from the baseball team?" Jeffrey confirmed with me and nodded, "Handsome guy, not bad!" He looked me up and down with an appraising look, "I didn't expect him to have such an aesthetic..."

"What the hell are you talking about? Don't be mean, he's an asshole!" I said, but Jeffrey shrugged like he didn't think there was a problem.There is indeed some information in this vocabulary that Phoenix has told me about him. If I didn't know it first, I definitely wouldn't feel it.

I turned to look at Phoenix, and she looked at me with an "Am I right?" look.

"Seriously, Ann," Jeffrey said matter-of-factly, "let's make a hypothesis, if you happen to have a crush on David today, then..."

"It's just right." I sneered.

"...And today David chose a calmer way. He broke up with Lisa first, and it still broke her heart, but at least it broke up, and then you two are together in a legitimate way..."

"...Let me ask you, do you think this plot is more moral and acceptable?"

I nodded, but hesitated quickly.

"It's like wrapping a rock in candy wrappers and you'll swallow it without hesitation." He concluded, and said it calmly. Seeing my expression, I didn't criticize it, but I simply came to the conclusion.

"It's really smart." Phoenix glanced at Jeffrey and said, "This kind of conclusion based on experience is quite rare, I suggest you learn it." I refrained from complaining, otherwise it would be bad to be regarded as crazy.

"What do you mean?" I asked him, seeing that he sat up straight to explain to me without the slightest bit of impatience.

"If he is destined to be with Lisa first and then fall in love with you, no matter how to complete the story, it will not change the fact that he has an affair." Jeffrey scratched his bangs, "although It's not really that 'affair' is so scary..."

"...To be honest, this is not something that David can control. Love, there is no fixed number for this kind of thing, so I said: there is no right and no wrong. You don't have to be too sad, in my opinion, all methods are the same."

I saw that Phoenix nodded and seemed to agree with this point of view, but I was not convinced. On the one hand, I wanted to refute Jeffrey, and on the other hand, I wanted to express my disagreement with Phoenix.

"Cheating is cheating." I said, my tone of indignation was unknown, "It's not that you have to take it seriously after you get married. The two people who agreed to be together are a promise. If you can't keep this promise, you shouldn't have it in the first place." Promise casually!" After all, in this era, divorce is easy, not a piece of paper, two parties agree to be perfect, when everyone is not interested in staying together, then no matter whether you are married or not, love is not All casual, shit on the mouth?

Jeffrey shrugged, "Ann, you are right, but you should know what marriage means to me, right?"

I was speechless, knowing that Jeffrey might never have expected to get married in his life, because his relationship was too bumpy and difficult.Perhaps he had analyzed the corruption of the whole system earlier than I did.

So is that why he sees through?Is this also the reason for his almost giving up openness to love?

I was tangled in my thoughts, and after I extinguished my anger, there was only wordless silence left.

"He's a good fit," Phoenix said softly, but it still sounded abrupt to me.

I tilted my head slightly, expressing my confusion unobtrusively.

"Ann, I think the same as you, I don't like this view, but if I can really embrace his concept, everything will be so much easier..."

Phoenix said, a little too calmly, "...he's a good fit..."

"...It's really suitable to be a god of love."

"So you like to watch "The Lord of Laces"? Don't make trouble with me, okay?"

I saw the video stored on Jeffrey's tablet computer and couldn't resist throwing the wad of paper at him.

"Don't get me wrong." Jeffrey felt amused by my reaction, "Although the plot is very good, it is a series after all, so naturally I don't expect any tight climaxes. But it's not like this..."

"otherwise?"

"I like to see the heroine's outfits! This aspect is quite delicate."

I looked at him speechlessly, only after getting to know him well did I realize how sissy he is inside...

"So you're not here for the male lead?" I asked, "After all, there are quite a few handsome ones, right?"

"Hmm..." Jeffrey rubbed his chin, as if he felt that my question had room for thought, "I'm still pragmatic, if you can touch it, of course it's better if you can eat it."

Phoenix listened and shook his head, tilting his head to look across the restaurant, and I couldn't help but laugh.

"Ann," Jeffrey said, looking up at me with piercing eyes, "you are a very moral person."

"Not really," I said, checking the time on my phone. "You know, the vast majority of people speak better than they do. I'm probably a typical..."

"...has an unusually righteous heart, but his actions often fail to keep up."

Jeffrey shrugged and sang softly, "You'rewaytobeautifulgirl.? That'swhyit'llneverwork..."

I rolled my eyes because it was a song from The Lace Leader.Although the chorus does not pay so much attention to personal timbre, I still have to admit that Jeffrey's voice quality is very good.

At this point my phone rang so I didn't have to comment on Jeffrey's random singing, and there was a faint sense of unease about that group I hadn't looked at the phone number.

"Hello?"

"Hey, classmate, hello, I think you should still remember..."

The voice was both strange and familiar, and I couldn't remember the episode in the morning, but soon, the woman pointed it out on the phone. I looked at Phoenix with a flustered expression, and when I saw her tilting her head to look at me, I could clearly feel my voice. The fear flustered but consistently pretended to be stupid.

And Jeffrey glanced at me and went on singing his song, which sounded really mean.

"...? You'll have mesuicidal, suicidal..."

Thinking about it, if he knew about the episode that happened on my way to school in the morning, he would probably take back his previous comment on me.