God knows

"install…"

My mother yelled behind me as I threw my schoolbag over my shoulder and sprinted for the door.

"After school, buy eggs, you know!"

I was almost impatient to hear that, so I pushed the door and ran outside, but after thinking about it, I turned back to the door and shouted into the inside, "Mom, I want you to know, I'd be happy to buy eggs for you , but this matter is really inconvenient..."

"...it would be a lot easier if you would let me learn to drive myself to school."

But of course, these were words that simply angered my mother.

And quite successfully.

"Ann Swengerson, Mom has raised you so much that you have to worry about buying an egg..."

I screamed indiscriminately and interrupted my mother's cursing, and ran to the destination before I finished listening.

"Ahhhhhhhhh... we're going to be late!"

It's true that you're going to be late.

If I didn't make it across the street on the hour, I'd just watch the black smoke of the school bus drive away, and then before class time, I'd get a text message from Lisa and Jeffrey who were close to gloating.

How old are people and can't drive to school, and running here every day, isn't it embarrassing?

I passed Burt's newsstand, carefully skipping over the magazines he'd inadvertently scattered on the floor.

I'm really going to be late, I looked on my phone, gave up bending over to tidy Bert up, took a deep breath and quickened my pace.I ran across the intersection, just in time to meet the school bus parked at the intersection.

"call!"

I slapped the door frame of the school bus with my palm, panting heavily.

"Ann, I made it today." Russell, the school bus driver, smiled at me and said.

"Well, good morning to you too."

I rolled my eyes.This is which pot does not open the pot.

"Here! Here!"

Lisa waved to me, the door closed behind me, and I walked around the rickety car, heading in Lisa's direction.

"strangeness…"

Normally, Jeffrey would let me sit with Lisa. It's not that I'm particularly picky, it's just that once such a habit is formed, no one will make changes.

Jeffrey sat with Lisa today and they didn't have a seat for me.

It's because I was too late, let them think I won't come today.

I held onto the handle of the seat, frowning slightly in thought.

I always find it strange not because of their seating arrangement, but because of their natural attitude.

"Ann, why don't you sit down?"

Jeffrey asked me, with a strange look on his face.

"Oh... oh... I want to say..."

"…It's fine."

I smiled and said nothing, walked back a little, and sat down in the empty seat directly behind Lisa.

"You're acting weird today."

Lisa turned and leaned on the back of the chair and said to me.

"Didn't you sit with Phoenix all the time?"

I stare at Lisa in horror.

You heard what she said right, isn't it the name that I have never mentioned to anyone?

"Ann is really weird today, he didn't say hello when he got in the car." Jeffrey also turned around, lay on the back of the chair and looked at the people around me and me, "Phoenix even reserved a seat for you, this time Is it a performance of repaying kindness with hatred?"

I suddenly turned my head to look at the person sitting next to me, like a top-level prank, because it was Phoenix who disappeared without a trace, sitting on the window seat of the school bus, letting the morning sun lightly shine on my body, so white Her skin and canary hair glowed.

There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and her sky-blue eyes were facing me directly. There were thousands of words and thoughts in that expression, and we didn't even have time to tell each other.

"Good morning." Phoenix whispered to me, the smile deepening slightly on the corner of his mouth.

I reached out and squeezed her arm, and the skin was cold to the touch, and it did have weight in the palm of my hand. The phoenix did exist, and this was not a dream.

I couldn't control my emotions amidst extreme shock and almost unbelievable joy.

"You...you...she..." I hesitated for a long time, and finally took a deep breath, finally able to complete the sentence, "you two, can you see her?"

"Nonsense!" Jeffrey laughed, feeling the absurdity of my question.

Hearing this tone, I restrained myself from asking "why".

"Why do you seem to be seeing her for the first time?"

Lisa frowned at my rigid posture in the seat, as if Phoenix had never been a secret to them.

"I...but..."

I wanted to ask again, but Phoenix reached out and grabbed me and pushed me back into the bus seat.

"Probably just woke up, let her rest and wake up."

Phoenix suggested that Jeffrey nodded to Lisa and turned away.

"What the hell is going on here?"

I turned my head and asked Phoenix in a low voice, feeling tears rolling in my eyes, this kind of moment seemed unbearable.

"I think we are classmates." Phoenix leaned close to my ear and whispered, "I seem to have been inserted in suddenly..."

I frowned, not sure what that meant.

"I'm human."

She said almost breathlessly, her breath hitting my neck lightly.

I opened my mouth, unable to understand why.

"Ann, I don't understand either."

She raised her head to see my expression, and told me with a light smile.

"However, those who are not qualified and capable cannot be a god of love. There is nothing wrong with that."

It's just that if you can't be a god of love, you can't exist.

"I...I can't believe it."

I said in a trembling voice, reaching out to touch her face, I couldn't believe that Phoenix just came back to me.

"Me too." She whispered back, "This is more impossible than a dream."

"So you're back, and you're not leaving, are you?"

I asked, but I couldn't stabilize my voice, and there was excitement in my words.

"I thought, I could stay."

Phoenix said, and I didn't miss the relief in her voice.

"I miss you."

She kissed me lightly on the lips.

"Ann, miss you so much"

"Phoenix..."

"alright!"

Lisa and Jeffrey sat on the back of the chair and smiled at us.

"Is this the way to wake up?"

"I don't think there's anything wrong with it, it's just too enviable..."

"It's too early in the morning..."

They sang and laughed, I smiled slightly, and turned to look at those sky blue eyes, with a smile in their indifferent expression.In the wobbly school bus seat, I held Phoenix's hand tightly.

Fortunately.

Happy, very happy.