Sang Yu Fei Wan

Zhong Beichen's negative emotions came quickly and left quietly.

The next day, when Yu Sang spoke to Zhong Beichen again, Zhong Beichen behaved as usual.He became that five-good boyfriend who is always considerate, always gentle, and never understands what complaining is.

Before he knew it, Zhong Beichen had been gone for almost a month, and the temporary project that Yu Sang participated in was about to go live.

Going online is often the busiest time. Yu Sang, like a traveler who has trekked thousands of miles, finally sees the dawn of the end point, and is even more determined to bring the whole thing to a perfect conclusion.

When going downstairs for dinner at night, Yu Sang happened to meet Lu Meng who was carrying a huge schoolbag.

"Get off work so early?" Yu Sang asked.

"No," Lu Meng said, "My internship period is over, and today is the last day."

"Ah," Yu Sang was a little surprised, "Is that so?"

"Yes, I also left some snacks on your table, am I too busy to notice?"

Yu Sang just remembered: "Oh..." He thought it was sent by the company's human resources department, but wisely he didn't say it, just said, "Thanks!"

He asked again, "Can this side be corrected?"

Lu Meng put on a mournful expression, and said: "I can't, when I came in for the interview, I said that this position can't be turned into a regular... But I will try my luck again in Qiuzhao, after all, I have worked here , there is an advantage."

"Come on." Yu Sang said.

Lu Meng said worriedly: "Hey, school recruitment is also very difficult. You have to take a written test first. After the written test, you have to face at least three times before you can get in."

"Does the school recruit three times?" Yu Sang asked, "Well...I used to do it twice before."

"You only spent two times?" Lu Meng was surprised, "But social recruitment is usually three times! Let me think about it, usually it is the direct leader, the department manager, and the big manager who is on the next level... If I remember correctly. "

"Huh?" Yu Sang was also a little confused after hearing this, "I don't know, I'm referral...is there any difference?"

Speaking of referral, Yu Sang remembered: "Speaking of which, after the referral came in successfully, I haven't met the person who referred me. I wanted to invite him to dinner..."

Lu Meng asked: "Did you search for him in the company's internal chat system?"

Yu Sang scratched his head: "When I met him, he only had one English name, and I never knew what his real name was..." He suddenly remembered Lu Meng's powerful gossip network, and asked by chance, "The English name is Alvin, you do you know it?"

Lu Meng's eyes widened: "Damn...is that the Alvin I know?" Lu Meng grabbed Yu Sang's arm, "Do you know what position he holds?"

Yu Sang was taken aback by Lu Meng's sudden enthusiasm, and said, "Uh, when I knew him he was technical support, I don't know now..."

"Fuck," Lu Meng uttered another swear word, "Are you so secretive?"

"Ah?" Yu Sang was completely confused, "What... do you mean?"

Lu Meng muttered: "Alvin, the crown prince who pushed Yeston. Originally, his father wanted him to inherit the family business, but as soon as he fell in love, he didn't care about anything. He just wanted to find a stable job and do whatever he wanted. The first two years As soon as I got married, I stepped back from the supervisory position and just found a technical support job. Hey, I still have photos here, wait, I'll find it for you..."

Yu Sang almost stared blankly at Lu Meng frantically taking out her phone and opening the photo album.

The heart beats wildly first.

Have a very bad feeling.It seems that the sky is overcast with dark clouds, and the rain is about to pour down.

Lu Meng found a photo from a long time ago, put it under Yu Sang's eyelids, and showed it to Yu Sang.

The face in front of her eyes did stay briefly in Yu Sang's memory.

The last time Yu Sang saw him was in the brochure of Zhong Beichen's studio.

Taking a photo with Zhong Beichen, he was Zhong Beichen's first client and helped Zhong Beichen earn his first pot of gold after starting a business.

People themselves are mediocre and ordinary, with no memory points.It's just that the mole on the tip of the nose is so obvious that it cannot be mistaken.

Yu Sang didn't know how she said goodbye to Lu Meng.

I don't know how I went downstairs, and returned to my work station after eating.

Mechanically open the code page and continue the previous work.

I didn't think about anything.

It seems to be a forbidden area for thinking, once you want to get close, there will be countless other consciousnesses to pull Yu Sang away, and further away.

Maybe it's just a coincidence...

Yu Sang would also think so feebly.

Several times, Yu Sang opened the chat window with Zhong Beichen, really not knowing what to ask and how to ask.

What should he do after asking.

So like an ostrich, I didn't ask anything, and I didn't say anything.

After being anxious at the work station for a long time, Yu Sang finally couldn't bear it anymore, got up and went to the stairwell, and called Zhong Beichen.

When making a call, Yu Sang even forgot to find Zhong Beichen's name in the address book, and her fingertips trembled when she pressed the number, so she couldn't even press it accurately.

It seems that the prisoner who took the initiative to go to the execution ground thought he was mentally prepared, but he still couldn't help feeling scared.

Yu Sang even breathed a sigh of relief when he heard "the phone you dialed has been turned off".

He patted himself on the face, determined not to make a mistake at the critical point before going online, suppressed all speculation and anxiety, and returned to his work station.

As soon as he went back, the person in charge of the new project came to Yu Sang and said that there was an impromptu meeting, and everyone reconfirmed the progress and launch content.

Yu Sang put the phone on the desk, got up and walked to the conference room.

It is easiest to calm down during a meeting. Someone leads and guides everyone's discussion ideas. As long as you actively participate, you can easily forget other worries.

Yu Sang said more in this meeting than in all his previous meetings combined.

Like a machine gun and a cannonball, he kept talking about his ideas, accepting the rebuttals of others, and enthusiastically participating in the discussion.

Even Zhang Wan, one of the participants, couldn't help but look at Yu Sang a few more times.

The meeting lasted for more than two hours, Zhang Wan suddenly answered the phone on the way, she responded with a few words, and glanced at Yu Sang.Yu Sang couldn't help feeling nervous.

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Wanfu whispered something into the project leader's ear, and the project leader announced the end of the meeting quite abruptly, and we will discuss the unfinished discussion tomorrow.

It was ten o'clock.

Yu Sang returned to his seat, picked up his phone, and saw many messages popped up on the phone.

First several phone calls.

Then there are WeChat messages.

"Have you gotten off work?"

"How not to answer the phone?"

"I'm back in the imperial capital."

"Can you come to my house after get off work?"

"Why didn't you reply to the message?"

"Why are you always busy? Are company matters really that important?"

Zhong Beichen withdrew a message.

Zhong Beichen withdrew a message.

"Come over after work, okay...I miss you so much."

"I want to see you."

When I opened the door, the room was pitch black.

The strong smell of alcohol entered his nostrils, Yu Sang paused, and turned on the light in the living room.

Zhong Beichen nestled on the ground in front of the French windows, leaning against the sofa legs, holding a half-drunk wine bottle, and looking out the window.

There were also several crooked glass bottles scattered on the ground.

The heart that was originally tangled and troubled turned into distressed at this moment. Yu Sang stepped forward quickly, walked to Zhong Beichen's side, squatted down, and held Zhong Beichen's cold hand.

"I'm sorry," Yu Sang said, "I was in a meeting just now, and I didn't see any news."

He got up and wanted to hug Zhong Beichen to the sofa, but drunk people were often the heaviest, and if Zhong Beichen didn't cooperate, Yu Sang had nothing to do.

Yu Sang had no choice but to squat down again, and touched Zhong Beichen's wet eyebrows.Ask softly: "Are you uncomfortable? Tell me?"

Zhong Beichen raised his eyes and looked at Yu Sang in some confusion.Suddenly, Yu Sang felt a tightness around her waist, and she was brought to kneel down. Zhong Beichen's head was pressed tightly against Yu Sang's abdomen.

"I..." Yu Sang hesitated, "Can I make you some hangover soup?"

Zhong Beichen rubbed against Yu Sang's abdomen, as if shaking his head.

"You stay with me." Zhong Beichen said the first sentence of the night.

"Okay." Yu Sang agreed, "I'm here."

The two snuggled up on the floor in silence, and the moonlight cast down from the floor-to-ceiling windows onto Zhong Beichen's bowed neck.

Yu Sang lowered her eyes and stroked Zhong Beichen's back.

"I..." Zhong Beichen said, "Is it annoying for me like this? You must be busy with work."

Before Yu Sang could answer, Zhong Beichen continued talking to himself: "I'm a very annoying person."

"How come?" Yu Sang said softly, "No one will hate you."

"You will." Zhong Beichen said stubbornly.

Yu Sang couldn't reason with Zhong Beichen, he patted Zhong Beichen helplessly, and said, "You didn't do anything, you treated me so well, why should I hate you?"

"I..." Zhong Beichen said, "I did it. I did something bad."

"What's wrong?" Yu Sang asked.

Zhong Beichen didn't speak again.He buried his head in Yu Sang's abdomen for a long time, as if he wanted to maintain this position forever, like a fragile statue.

After a long time, Zhong Beichen said softly.

"A lot of bad things."

Yu Sang hesitated for a while, then asked, "Is it related to your mother?"

Zhong Beichen nodded slightly.

"If they make you uncomfortable, you can tell me."

Unexpectedly, Zhong Beichen's reaction was very strong, he shook his head repeatedly and said, "I won't tell you."

"Why?" Yu Sang asked, "Aren't we lovers?"

"...I don't want to make you unhappy."

"Why do you think I'm unhappy?"

Zhong Beichen looked up at Yu Sang in a daze.He looked like he was about to cry, but he stretched out his finger, trying to rub Yu Sang's frown.

Zhong Beichen didn't answer Yu Sang's question, but just said to himself:

"The first time I saw you, I thought..."

If only I could be happier.Yu Sang thought silently.