Sang Yu Fei Wan

After getting the promise, Zhong Beichen seemed to be relieved, and his body no longer trembled.

He backed away, distanced himself slightly from Yu Sang, and looked at Yu Sang with his mouth pursed.

Yu Sang was still burdened with something, and couldn't let go of it for a while.So he touched Zhong Beichen's side face, then turned around, avoiding Zhong Beichen's sincere gaze.

Looking at the continuous rain curtain outside the eaves, he was a little worried.

"When you came here before," Yu Sang asked, "where did you live?"

"...the nursing home has beds for family members," Zhong Beichen said, "but? You need to apply in advance, and they don't work at night."

"Let's find a hotel." Yu Sang decided.

Although Yu Sang is familiar with Qingyuan, Qingyuan's hotel is definitely not within his understanding.For him, as long as he comes back here, there will always be a lamp and a quilt, and there is no need to look for it again.

So he and Zhong Beichen bumped into each other, and managed to find a hotel that was not too far away and seemed to be of acceptable quality on the phone map.

But it is also the level of chain express hotels.

"Have you ever lived in a place like this?" Yu Sang asked.

Zhong Beichen shook his head.

"...Okay," Yu Sang said, "then don't expect anything."

Yu Sang put on the raincoat she was wearing when she came, and handed the other raincoat to Zhong Beichen, and then rode on the little electric donkey.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't feel that Zhong Beichen sat up.Yu Sang turned her head in confusion.

Seeing Zhong Beichen holding the raincoat, he had a hesitant expression.

"What's wrong?" Yu Sang asked, "Can't you wear it?"

Zhong Beichen didn't speak, but just paused, folded and folded the raincoat, and put it in his arms.

He rushed into the rain again, and quickly stepped onto the back seat of the electric car.Before Yu Sang could react, Zhong Beichen got into the back edge of Yu Sang's raincoat and hugged Yu Sang's waist tightly.

"...Okay," Yu Sang said, "then you hold on tight, don't get drenched."

Zhong Beichen pressed Yu Sang's back and seemed to nod his head.Then the arms around Yu Sang's waist also tightened.

"Don't be too tight," Yu Sang said, "You have strangled all the food."

Zhong Beichen quickly let go again.

Yu Sang twisted the handlebar and started off unsteadily.

"Have you eaten today?" Yu Sang asked.

Zhong Beichen didn't answer, and his head didn't seem to move.

Yu Sang knew that she probably didn't eat any.

"Sorry," said Yu Sang, "I shouldn't have left without saying goodbye...but you have to take care of yourself."

"I see, I won't do it next time." Zhong Beichen replied immediately.

Zhong Beichen looked like a clumsy student.

I don't even know what I want to learn, but I really want to learn it.

So simply regard every word the teacher said as a standard and strictly implement it.

Yu Sang freed up a hand, and touched the back of Zhong Beichen's warm, wet hand that was wrapped around his waist.

Go back to the handlebars and control the direction.

He didn't speak either.Just like this, we drove silently under the curtain of night rain.

When we arrived at the hotel, we got a room and bought another box of braised beef noodles.

"There's nothing else," Yu Sang said, "I'll just fill my stomach, and I'll eat more tomorrow."

Zhong Beichen nodded obediently.

The hotel is not clean, the floor is covered with dirty mud.The receptionist at the front desk was drowsy, gave the wrong room card twice, and pointed to the direction of the stairwell vaguely.

There is no window in the stairwell, Yu Sang frowned as she stepped on the creaking wooden stairs, her nose was filled with a rotten musty smell.

When he arrived at the place, he wanted Zhong Beichen to take a bath, but found that the shower head was not producing water.

But Yu Sang's last hesitation was shattered when he opened the kettle and found a dead mouse.

"Forget it," Yu Sang said, "you can go to my house."

After tossing and tossing for more than an hour, Zhong Beichen finally took a hot bath, ate and drank enough, and rushed to wash the dishes again.

There are only two rooms in Yu Sang's house, one for Yu Qiuxia and one for when he comes back.

The living room is very small, not even a sofa.

If Zhong Beichen wanted to settle down, it seemed that he had no other choice.

"My bed is a bit narrow," Yu Sang said as she took the vaccination, "I can take a little sleep."

Of course Zhong Beichen agreed.

"...Don't always do such unplanned things." Yu Sang thought and thought, but couldn't help but say.

The speed at which Zhong Beichen agreed was as fast as the speed at which he changed his face. The face that was faintly happy because he was able to sleep with Yu Sang immediately faded away.

Yu Sang was a little bit dumbfounded.

The bed is a single bed, and it is really not enough for two people to sleep.Yu Sang and Zhong Beichen could only lie sideways, with his back pressed against Zhong Beichen's chest.

Zhong Beichen rustled behind Yu Sang's back, and raised the hand on his waist, hesitating for a long time, Yu Sang only felt that the part of his lower back was itchy by Zhong Beichen's seemingly non-existent movements.He simply stretched his hand back, grabbed Zhong Beichen's wrist, and placed it on his waist.

Zhong Beichen immediately stopped moving, his arms were terribly stiff.

Yu Sang sighed lightly.

He didn't want Zhong Beichen to be like this? Be careful.

In fact, to put it bluntly, Zhong Beichen did nothing wrong.

The others rushed to get what they wanted, and put it on Yu Sang's side, so they were extremely unhappy.

It seemed that it was Yu Sang who cared about every detail and had more self-esteem than others out of thin air.

Thinking of this, Yu Sang felt uncomfortable again in his stomach.

"Beichen," Yu Sang said softly, facing the blank wall, "Am I really bad, I can't find a job, and I can't balance life."

Zhong Beichen immediately said no, but he couldn't think of any arguments, so he stopped stiffly after finishing speaking.

So it doesn't sound very convincing either.

Yu Sang continued: "You let me live a decent life, but in the end you have to accommodate my temper... Don't you think I'm hypocritical?"

Zhong Beichen was silent for a while, and said, "I don't... I don't understand at all."

He put his arms around Yu Sang's waist, and cautiously moved closer.

His chin also rested on Yu Sang's shoulder.

"I still remember," Zhong Beichen said, "your example about castles in the air."

Following Zhong Beichen's words, Yu Sang's thoughts seemed to return to that afternoon a few months ago.

That was the first time he discovered that Zhong Beichen was not as sincere as he appeared on the surface, and would tell him some lies in a very subtle way.

But the purpose was pure, the nature was not bad, and no serious consequences were caused.

So Yu Sang easily ignored it.

I always feel that there is still a lot of time, and he can slowly communicate with Zhong Beichen as a necessary step in falling in love.

And Zhong Beichen will understand one day.

"...I made you lose control." Zhong Beichen said, "I should understand it the first time I heard it...but I didn't. When emotions come up, I still..."

"... Was it the night you came back?" Yu Sang asked softly.

"...Yes." Zhong Beichen said in a low voice, "I... I drank and really wanted to see you, but I couldn't see you, so I was very bored. I asked Li Aiwen why you worked so hard overtime, but I didn't No intention... I really didn't think..."

Zhong Beichen stabilized his emotions and said, "I'm sorry. I'm not making excuses."

He added, "I won't do this again."

Zhong Beichen was like a stove, warmly sticking to Yu Sang's back.

His lips were very close to the back of Yu Sang's neck. When speaking, Yu Sang could feel the warm breath.

I have seriously reflected on myself, and my attitude of admitting my mistakes is also very sincere.

No matter how you say it, it's a warm scene.It is impossible not to forgive.

But Yu Sang still felt a little sour in her heart.

He knew that was not what he wanted to hear.

Yu Sang wanted to say whether Zhong Beichen was actually looking for Li Aiwen or Zhang Wan, and why a simple complaint would be translated as that he could no longer participate in the project might not be that important.

If this matter must be defined as Zhong Beichen's mistake, then the mistake happened earlier.

It happened when Yu Sang suddenly got the qualification for referral, had two very simple interviews, and was notified to join the job.

But it was hard for Yu Sang to say that.

Because if it wasn't for this "mistake", Yu Sang wouldn't even know how to love Zhong Beichen.

He is still the perfunctory, muddling-through ordinary person, struggling with work, rent and blind dates day and night, struggling in his life with no way out.

Yu Sang felt as if he was standing in that castle in the air that he once said, the foundation had collapsed and everything was like a dream.

But he was still in the room, stubbornly picking up bricks and tiles, trying to rebuild it.

Because I have stood at such a high place and then returned to the ground, I feel that I will never see such a scenery again.

Just how can not bear to leave.

"Beichen," Yu Sang touched his waist, put it on Zhong Beichen's hand, gently held Zhong Beichen's hand, and discussed with Zhong Beichen, "In the future, if..."

"If I'm doing something, can I..."

Yu Sang said slowly: "Can you let me try it myself first."

Zhong Beichen quickly replied: "Okay."

Yu Sang paused and turned around.

Zhong Beichen's eyes were wide open, shining even in the dark night, looking at Yu Sang sincerely.

Yu Sang leaned forward and gently kissed Zhong Beichen's eyes.

"Okay, it's okay." Yu Sang said, "Go to sleep."

Zhong Beichen was really sleepy after running around all day. Now he felt relieved and soon fell into a deep sleep.

Yu Sang looked at Zhong Beichen's sleeping face. Although she was also tired, she opened her eyes and listened to the sound of rain in the middle of the night.

The next day, Yu Sang got up very early.

He got up softly.But as soon as he moved, Zhong Beichen woke up, grasping Yu Sang's wrist vaguely, struggling to open his eyes, afraid that Yu Sang would leave.

"I'm going out to buy some breakfast," Yu Sang said softly, "I'll be back later, you can sleep a little longer."

Zhong Beichen blinked, but couldn't resist the drowsiness, so he fell asleep again.

On the way to buy breakfast, Yu Sang kept thinking about how to explain Zhong Beichen's existence.

Originally, I wanted to say that they were simply friends, but Zhong Beichen and his mother really looked alike, and there was no possibility of mistaken identity.

I didn't come to a conclusion all the way. When I got home, I planned to discuss it with Zhong Beichen, but found that Zhong Beichen and his mother were sitting at the dining table and had already met each other.

Yu Sang's heart tightened, and she went into the room with fried dough sticks and soy milk, and put the food on the table as if nothing had happened.

But Yu Sang fidgeted through the whole breakfast time, and Yu Qiuxia didn't ask any questions.

Only after breakfast, Yu Qiuxia looked at her phone again, and said to Zhong Beichen, "I sent a message to your mother yesterday, but I haven't replied yet... Have you contacted her today?"

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