boyfriend's sister

"And this month, the family "forgot" to pay her living expenses, and she knew that forgetting was not accidental, but that she didn't need to be remembered.

Lin Jing found that her skin was getting thinner and thinner. She was afraid that the man who gave birth to her would ridicule her, so she was so stubborn that she didn't ask for it.

Lin Jing carefully calculated every sum she had, including scholarships, bursaries, money earned from tutoring, daily living expenses, and tuition fees for the next semester. She calculated everything clearly.

There is no sense of security in life, and money later became the biggest source of her sense of security.

When Lin Jing was very young, she thought that one day, she would settle all the expenses they paid for her upbringing, pay them back, hit them hard in the face, and then break with them completely, completely and completely. Make a cut in the past.

After she matured, Lin Jing realized that her thinking was too naive. Material things can be settled, but spiritually, it will always be a bad debt that cannot be settled.

Their influence on her character can never be erased.They were the first strokes of ink in her life. They wrote freely and scribbled randomly, but they tried their best, and they couldn't wipe it off. tone.

Ye Zhen Zhen felt that getting along with Lin Jing was not easy at the beginning, she wanted to give up at one point, because Lin Jing's self-esteem had to be taken into consideration.

Lin Jing was very poor financially. Once she couldn't stand it anymore and planned to give Lin Jing one-third of her monthly living expenses, but Lin Jing refused.Lin Jing's attitude is very clear, she does not accept relief.

In fact, at the beginning Ye Zhenzhen was not willing to give Lin Jing so much money, sometimes she didn't have enough to spend, but she really felt that Lin Jing was really too poor, since she started school, she only has one pair of shoes, and the clothes are always the same. I don't spend any money that is not practical, and I have a feeling of poverty and stinginess that the poor have on me.

But Ye Zhenzhen still felt that Lin Jing would be more promising than herself, she was too content with the status quo and had no ambition to improve herself.

But Lin Jing has a ruthless spirit. She works very hard, is also very self-disciplined, self-motivated, and has clear goals.

It's like a carp trying to cross the dragon's gate, although it's still just a struggling carp.

Looking at the carp struggling so hard, Ye Zhen Zhen still had sympathy, and felt that she could help her a little bit, after all, her living expenses are still ample, and for herself, it is just saving money and will not affect her quality of life.But for Lin Jing, it can improve her quality of life.

But Lin Jing didn't appreciate it, afterward Ye Zhen Zhen knew that the poorer the person, the stronger the self-esteem.

At that time Ye Zhen Zhen only knew that Lin Jing's family was not well off, she didn't know the specific situation, even if she knew, she probably wouldn't be able to understand it.There is no real empathy in this world unless you have the same experience.

What Ye Zhen Zhen can do is to buy snacks and fruits, and then distribute them to every roommate in the dormitory, and the distribution is the same for everyone.

In this way, Lin Jing would not feel that he was helping her on purpose, and Lin Jing would not refuse.

Isolated and helpless, yet rejecting anyone's kindness.Of course, it wasn't really a refusal, in fact Lin Jing also realized that Ye Zhen Zhen helped her while taking her self-esteem into consideration.

Maintain your self-esteem in a self-deceiving way.Looking back, Lin Jing felt that she seemed to be the kind who wanted to set up a memorial archway.

Of course, Lin Jing cannot be blamed for this, because at that time she did not realize how twisted she was. It was not until many years later that she really realized that she had been living twisted, and then consciously went to untie her knot. Twist.

Later, in the process of self-healing, Lin Jing had been dissecting her own heart. The real reason for her oversensitivity and self-esteem was because she was too weak at that time, obviously too lacking, but she insisted on pretending to have a backbone and not caring. look.Dilapidated house, nothing, self-esteem has become the best decoration.

It was hard for Ye Zhen Zhen at that time, she was always accommodating and caring about her own feelings.

Lin Jing never figured out why the later Ye Zhen Zhen liked her, Lin Jing felt that she was really not likable at that time!

"Then let's do self-study together tonight?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked again.

"Don't you like to go?" Lin Jing asked back, Ye Zhenzhen is a [-]-point passer at the end of the semester, and she wants to win the first-class scholarship, so Ye Zhenzhen seldom goes to the library with Lin Jing study.

"I want to accompany you. You can learn from you, and I can just read by the side!"

Lin Jing has been quitting their threesomes recently, and in the past few days, even their twosomes have also quit.

Ye Zhenzhen could feel that Lin Jing was worried about Li Yan's joining, so Ye Zhenzhen originally wanted to appease Lin Jing.

"No need, you stay in the dormitory and watch the drama." Lin Jing refused, she can still watch it with Li Yan, watch the drama and go shopping, Ye Zhenzhen is indeed more suitable to be with Li Yan.

"Do you not like Li Yan? Are you angry with me?"

Sure enough, she was rejected again, so Ye Zhen Zhen finally couldn't help but ask Lin Jing.

"I didn't dislike her, and I wasn't angry with you." Lin Jing didn't have any objections or disagreements with Li Yan, nor was she angry with Ye Zhenzhen, it was her personal choice.

"Then why didn't you leave with us recently, and deliberately distanced yourself from me?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked again.

"I didn't alienate you on purpose, the time is more suitable for you to be with her." Lin Jing said truthfully.

"Then didn't we have a good time before? We are in three classes, and we eat together, and we have classes together, isn't it good?"

"I think I am more suitable for a person." Lin Jing said again with a clear attitude.

Lin Jing's impenetrable appearance made Ye Zhen Zhen understand that she had to make a choice between Lin Jing and Li Yan.

Although in her heart she was better with Lin Jing, she didn't like being forced to make a choice like this.

Ye Zhen Zhen bit her lip, sometimes she finds Lin Jing very annoying, and she doesn't know why she wants to get close to her, she only cares about her own feelings and doesn't care about others' feelings.

She said that there is only one person, and the friendship between herself and her this semester, she said that she was willing to give up, and felt very indifferent.

But Ye Zhen Zhen felt that Lin Jing was very pitiful, if she ignored her, she would be really alone, although it was her own choice.

But Ye Zhen Zhen couldn't bear to let Lin Jing be alone, just like when she just started school, she looked very pitiful.

Ye Zhenzhen's heart is too soft, she can't see others being so pitiful, she knows that if she is not close to Li Yan, Li Yan can also find a new friend like Sun Ting, but Lin Jing is probably really alone.

Of course Lin Jing didn't know that Ye Zhen Zhen felt sorry for herself at this time, otherwise Lin Jing probably wouldn't accept this pity, and would even become angry from embarrassment.

It is also good to not be able to see through people's hearts, and it saves Lin Jing a face.Lin Jing only knew that Ye Zhenzhen chose herself and distanced herself from Li Yan, and they returned to being a couple again.

At that time Ye Zhenzhen hadn't liked Lin Jing yet, more out of sympathy, she felt that Lin Jing would be pitiful if she was left behind.

But for Lin Jing, it was the first time she was actively chosen by someone, and it had a different meaning.

Lin Jing felt that this was the first favor she owed in the true sense, and it was not a simple gesture, just a thank you was enough, it had to be paid back, Lin Jing secretly wrote it down in her heart.

Lin Jinghan seldom went home during the summer vacation, one was to save money on the train ticket, and the other was that she didn't want to go back at all.

In that place, she could only feel the ridicule and disgust of words, and she just wanted to escape.

Of course, if she didn't go home, for the first time or two, her parents didn't care at all. It would be the same if she was in the house or not, but she didn't go home for several years, which made her parents very dissatisfied.

In the few calls, they never asked her if she was doing well outside, they just kept scolding her for being bad, for having no conscience, for not being able to raise her well since she was a child, and saying that they knew she was not a good thing since childhood , Seeing that she is a white-eyed wolf, she should not be allowed to go to college, she should be married directly, and she should take care of her younger brother, all kinds of ugly words.

She has grown up so much, and the worst words she has ever heard come from her parents.Strangers are mostly polite, but close relatives can hurt others without any scruples.

Hearing Lin Jing hang up the phone numbly, she sneered in her heart, is that home?

She is even more reluctant to go home, and she seldom makes phone calls anymore, so just be a white-eyed wolf.

She couldn't repay evil with kindness, and she probably inherited their inferior genes in her bones, caring about every detail, being mean and indifferent.

During the winter vacation, everyone else went home, and she was alone at school.

She works as a tutor at night, and works part-time at Wal-Mart during the day. When she returns to the dormitory, she is alone, as if forgotten by the whole world.

Probably only Ye Zhenzhen would send her text messages occasionally, and it was just a functional phone at that time.

"How are you doing today?" Ye Zhen Zhen, as a good classmate and roommate, still cares about Lin Jing very much.

Lin Jing felt very strange, she felt that she was surprisingly hard-hearted, and after graduation, she made boyfriends, and later girlfriends, they bought her flowers, set love candles for her, bought expensive gifts, and did their best. There was no wavering in her heart about things that felt romantic, she didn't feel anything at all.

But Ye Zhenzhen's just saying, how are you doing today, made Lin Jing burst into tears, she didn't know why she felt so uncomfortable because of such a simple sentence.

"Very good." Lin Jing replied, nothing bad happened, it was probably a good day.

"You have to eat well, eat less instant noodles, people are like iron, rice is like steel, no matter how hard you fight, you have to pay attention to your health." Ye Zhen Zhen explained like a parent.

"I know." Lin Jing really knew that no one would really pity her except herself.

"Okay, I'll stop rambling, I'm going to watch a drama, take good care of yourself." Ye Zhenzhen spared no effort to give some care to Lin Jing, the world of young girls is always lively, there are too many to distract her Thoughts on something.

"Yes." Lin Jing replied.

The screen of the mobile phone went dark, and the world returned to silence.

Lin Jing threw the tear tissue into the trash can, she didn't like crying herself very much, she didn't like it very much

16. Chapter 16

Winter vacation For students who are on vacation at home, the one-month winter vacation goes by too quickly, and it passes in a hurry.

But for Lin Jing, it seems that there is not much difference. Apart from occasionally feeling lonely, she can adapt to it most of the time.

School has started, Ye Zhen Zhen has also returned to school.

Everyone is as usual, Ye Zhen Zhen and Lin Jing are also the same.Ye Zhenzhen is a little different, she accidentally watched a Lily movie during her vacation, she liked it quite a bit, she thinks two beautiful girls are very good together, their feelings are delicate.She saw it, and she didn't take it too seriously.

When she came back to school and saw Lin Jing again, she didn't think much about it.

It's just adding a high math class, every class is like hypnosis, and it's very painful to fight sleepy bugs every time, but she knows that if she falls asleep, she will definitely fail this subject, the pain of wanting to sleep and not being able to sleep, Ye Zhen Zhen knows better than anyone else.

Ye Zhen Zhen glanced at Lin Jing who was serious in class, she didn't look sleepy at all.

In fact, apart from being poor and withdrawn, Lin Jing actually has a good mental outlook. She listens to the teacher, works hard and is serious, and always concentrates on listening in class.

"Don't you feel very sleepy?" Ye Zhenzhen asked Lin Jing, who was at the same table, during the break between two advanced math classes, if Ye Zhenzhen didn't feel sleepy after class, did she sleep with herself at all? At least it doesn't matter at all, she just resists high math wholeheartedly.

"No." Lin Jing replied.

"I'm too sleepy, I can't hold on to the next class, I'm sure I'm going to sleep, I'm going to fail my high school..." Ye Zhen Zhen said with a lifeless look.

Lin Jing looked at Ye Zhen Zhen with a rare smile on her lips, she knew that Ye Zhen Zhen had worked hard just now when she was drowsy.

Just when the class bell rang and the bald middle-aged male teacher came in, Lin Jing stuffed three Dove's chocolates into Ye Zhen Zhen's hands.

"Eat something sweet, it might be better." Lin Jing said.

Ye Zhen Zhen was stunned, she looked at the chocolate in her hand, she didn't know that Lin Jing would actually buy chocolate, she knew better than anyone how frugal this man was.

Besides, although Dove is just an ordinary chocolate for me, it is a luxury for Lin Jing, is Lin Jing willing to buy it?

"I work at Walmart during the winter vacation, and these chocolates will expire in another month, so I bought them at a special price."

Lin Jing looked at Ye Zhen Zhen's surprised eyes, seemed to know what she was thinking, and said immediately.

So that's the case, in fact Lin Jing also likes to eat snacks, it's just that she doesn't have the conditions to eat them, thinking about it, Ye Zhen Zhen feels sorry for Lin Jing.

Lin Jing didn't say anything after that, but listened carefully.

After Ye Zhen Zhen ate all three chocolates, she was really not sleepy, but she still didn't listen to the class, but secretly looked at Lin Jing, in fact, Lin Jing was pretty good-looking, with a well-proportioned figure and good-looking facial features, because of her personality and Because of the clothes, Lin Jing's original appearance was lowered.

In the class, both myself and Lin Jing belonged to the prettier girls, and of course they couldn't compare with the really good-looking ones.But with a little dressing up, it's definitely doable.

Lin Jing didn't notice that Ye Zhen Zhen was looking at her secretly, but she found that Ye Zhen Zhen really didn't feel sleepy anymore.

Later, in the second high math class, Lin Jing brought Ye Zhen Zhen three more chocolates.

After Ye Zhen Zhen finished eating, she realized that she seemed to have never seen Lin Jing eat.

"Aren't you going to eat it yourself?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked.

"Eat, I don't like eating in class." Lin Jing lied, but in fact, she thought this chocolate was too extravagant for herself, and she was reluctant to give it to herself.

She wanted to give Ye Zhen Zhen something to eat, Ye Zhen Zhen always shared fruit and snacks for herself, she couldn't do the same in return, this was the rare time she could reciprocate.

But Ye Zhen Zhen has never seen her eat, of course, unless Lin Jing went to the library to study alone, otherwise they are basically inseparable.

But Ye Zhenzhen didn't care, thinking that Lin Jing might go to the library to replenish her energy when she was tired from studying.

Two or three days after this incident, Ye Zhen Zhen wanted to borrow notes from Lin Jing, but Lin Jing was in the library, and Lin Jing asked her to look through her desk.

In fact, the notes are on the desk, but Ye Zhenzhen is a bit blind at the moment, so she didn't see it, so she went to check Lin Jing's cabinet.

In Lin Jing's cabinet, she saw the box of Dove's chocolates, and looking at the quantity, it seemed that there were a few missing.Ye Zhen Zhen thought to herself, the six that she ate would be missing.

When this thought came to her, Ye Zhen Zhen immediately poured out the Dove chocolates, counted the amount and put them in again.

Then I immediately went to the supermarket to buy a box, counted the quantity, and it turned out that there were only 6 pieces left.

At that time, Ye Zhen Zhen was in a very disturbed mood, she knew that Lin Jing bought this box of chocolates specially for her, she was reluctant to eat it herself.

At that time, Ye Zhen Zhen's mood was very shocking, she was kind to Lin Jing, she had sympathy and appreciation for Lin Jing, what's more, she had spare energy to be kind.

Just like a rich man helping the poor, it doesn't hurt to throw rice out, but Lin Jing has already done her best to repay herself.

At that time, Ye Zhen Zhen felt a little ashamed.It was also from then on that she began to treat Lin Jing sincerely.

Lin Jing didn't know anything about the changes in Ye Zhen Zhen's heart, she only vaguely knew that Ye Zhen Zhen seemed to get closer to herself later on.

Ye Zhen Zhen changed her mentality of being a bit generous, and treated Lin Jing better, but she didn't dare to make it too obvious, with a silent gesture of nourishing things.

Something seemed to have changed between them, yet nothing seemed to have changed.

In this matter, Ye Zhenzhen just changed her mentality, but at that time Ye Zhenzhen didn't like Lin Jing yet.

Ye Zhenzhen fell in love with Lin Jing, probably in her sophomore year, at this time Ye Zhenzhen followed the changes of the public, became more and more good at dressing up, and pursued her own appearance more and more.

On this day, Ye Zhen Zhen who was learning how to make up, couldn't get enough of doing it for herself, and wanted to do it for Lin Jing.

"I'll transform it for you too, you'll definitely look good after it's transformed!" Ye Zhen Zhen urged.

"No need." Lin Jing refused, she felt it would be very strange.

"Let me practice my hands, my quietness, my quietness..." Ye Zhenzhen knew that Lin Jing was always afraid of acting like a spoiled child, and she couldn't bear it if she exaggerated her acting like a spoiled child.

Maybe it's because I never act like a baby, others feel weird about acting like a baby to me, but Ye Zhenzhen is the one who will act like a baby to herself whenever she doesn't promise her anything.

Every time Ye Zhen Zhen pulled her arm to act coquettishly, Lin Jing always felt scalp numb and uncomfortable, and wanted to push Ye Zhen Zhen away from her.

But she held back, in order to avoid Ye Zhen Zhen's exaggerated acting like a baby, Lin Jing reluctantly agreed with Ye Zhen Zhen to paint on her face.

Because she needs to paint and paint on her face, Ye Zhenzhen will get very close to her, although she has gradually gotten used to Ye Zhenzhen's motionless body contact, but being so close still makes Lin Jing feel a little uncomfortable.

Ye Zhenzhen realized that she really didn't have such a close look at Lin Jing, Lin Jing who doesn't even use facial cleanser, has good skin, good-looking eyes, very beautiful double eyelids, eyes so deep that it seems to draw people in.

Ye Zhen Zhen thought to herself, Lin Jing is slightly more handsome than what she originally thought.

For some reason, Ye Zhenzhen looked at Lin Jing at this time, and felt a little flustered for no reason, but she felt that there was something wrong with her, and she was flustered towards this woman like herself.

Ye Zhenzhen calmed down and continued to put on Lin Jing's make-up seriously. Ye Zhenzhen has already painted herself very well, but she will become more proficient in doing makeup for Lin Jing.

After finishing the painting, Ye Zhen Zhen also untied Lin Jing's ponytail that had been tied tightly all year round.

It is said that the color is three points, the dress is seven points, not to mention that Lin Jing's appearance has definitely exceeded six points, this dress, even Lin Jing herself almost did not recognize it.

"It's so pretty!" Ye Zhen Zhen said sincerely.

Lin Jing looked at the stranger in the mirror, she really looked very strange, at this moment Lin Jing's mood was very delicate, she had never been as good-looking as herself and Ye Zhenzhen.In her opinion, Ye Zhen Zhen is the prettiest in her class.

"Can I wash it off?" Lin Jing asked Ye Zhen Zhen.

"No, this is the fruit of my labor, how can I wash it off immediately. Isn't it beautiful?" Ye Zhen Zhen objected.

"I'm not used to it." Lin Jing replied truthfully, feeling that it was not her real self.

"Don't wash it off right away if you're not used to it, it looks good, I want to watch it for a while longer." Ye Zhen Zhen said with a smile, isn't she chasing idol dramas just for handsome men and beautiful women?

My little friend is a hidden beauty, and I have to look more, it really looks better the more I look.

So that afternoon, Lin Jing didn't go out for the whole afternoon, just hid in the dormitory, and didn't even go to the library at night, because she was really embarrassed to go out with her face made up.

When the other two roommates came back, they also praised how beautiful it was, and Lin Jing was even more embarrassed.

Lin Jing was praised, Ye Zhenzhen was even happier, as if she was praised.

Later, Ye Zhen Zhen didn't put any makeup on Lin Jing, because she felt that if she dressed Lin Jing up beautifully, there would definitely be boys chasing her.

Male students in college are like wolves. Anyone who looks a little bit good-looking will be chased by someone.

Ye Zhen Zhen selfishly didn't want Lin Jing to be chased away before she fell in love, although she felt that Lin Jing would be hard to chase.

Lin Jing's good looks, even without makeup, should normally be pursued by someone, but everyone knows that she is poor, and coupled with her character of not being allowed by strangers, the boys also find it difficult to pursue, so no one has been chasing her.If the appearance is improved to a higher level, even if it is difficult to chase, there will still be people chasing her.

Ye Zhenzhen really wants to fall in love. The reason why she learns to make up and make herself beautiful is because her heart is ready to move around. She wants to attract others and have a relationship in college. There are many boys chasing her. There is always something unsatisfactory about her.

At one point, she wondered if she was being too picky, relying on the fact that she was pretty, she wanted to find a man at the level of a male god.

If you can't find a suitable partner, you can only devote yourself to watching dramas and novels with a youthful and turbulent heart.

She is so alive, in the second semester of her sophomore year, she came into contact with Lily again.At that time, there was a Thai drama called YESORNO, and the other two in the dormitory were watching it. They said that T was so handsome, and said that if there were such handsome girls chasing after me, it didn't matter if they were girls.

By the way, the other two in that dormitory reconciled later.

Ye Zhenzhen watched it with them, she also thinks it's okay, but not only she thinks T is okay, that P is also okay.

17. Chapter 17

After watching "YESORNO", Ye Zhenzhen became interested in Lily, and then watched several Lily movies by herself, such as "Self Comb", "La Word Supreme", "One Mind Dies Hard" and so on.

After watching more Lily movies, Ye Zhenzhen found herself getting more and more strange, although she liked to watch beauties before, she still watched handsome guys at least, but since then, she started to block handsome guys, her radar was only turned on for beauties.

This is not the most serious part, the most serious part, during that time Ye Zhenzhen looked at her closest friend on weekdays, the more she looked at her, the more she looked at her, and the body movements she used to have with Lin Jing, now she always feels Something seems to be different.

I don't know if it's because the north is too dry, and it brings out electric current at every turn.

During that time, Ye Zhen Zhen suspected that she was crooked, so she began to avoid physical contact with Lin Jing.

As long as there is no clear third person intervening in their surnames, Lin Jing is actually a little slow, after all, she doesn't like people who make physical contact.

She is just used to Ye Zhen Zhen's physical contact, but it doesn't mean she likes it.During that time Ye Zhen Zhen avoided their physical contact, Lin Jing didn't notice it.

In fact, the main reason is that Ye Zhenzhen was only aware of the close physical contact between them, instead of avoiding her, they still entered and exited together, so Lin Jing didn't notice it.

It wasn't until later that Ye Zhenzhen seemed to have passed this period of inner struggle, and her physical contact with Lin Jing became more and more intimate. Lin Jing seemed to realize that Ye Zhenzhen seemed to be more clingy, as if she hadn't been so clingy a while ago. Clingy.

The main reason Ye Zhenzhen passed the period of inner struggle was that someone started chasing Lin Jing, which made Ye Zhenzhen feel a sense of crisis.

She didn't want Lin Jing to fall in love first, and it would be miserable for her to be left alone. Before she doubted herself, there were boys who were okay, just boys who didn't hate, but she thought that if she fell in love, Lin Jing was the only one left. Anyway, she was just getting along with boys and didn't like them that much. For Lin Jing, she refused.

You know, looking at the couples on campus, she really wants to fall in love!

During this period, she had doubted whether she liked Lin Jing, but at this time someone was chasing Lin Jing, Ye Zhen Zhen was very annoyed.

She is still considering whether to eat the grass on the side of the nest, and someone said that she will take her nest away, so why is she still struggling, why not eat the grass on the side of the nest by herself.

Fortunately, Lin Jing said that she would not consider falling in love at the moment.In fact, Lin Jing did not hesitate to reject the boy from the department next door. She was straightforward and not tactful.

Lin Jing's thinking is very realistic. Her first consideration is not whether she likes that man or not. What she considers is that she is not suitable for dating now.

Love requires cost, and if money is left aside, at least it takes time.She doesn't have any of these, so falling in love in college is very unrealistic for Lin Jing.

Ye Zhen Zhen, as a bystander, saw Lin Jing rejecting the boy so straightforwardly and without delay, she felt so relieved.

Ye Zhenzhen was so happy at this time, and later Lin Jing was very straightforward to reject her, how painful it was for her at that time.

But later, Ye Zhen Zhen found out tragically that Lin Jing was hard to chase just like the boys in her class knew, and she never thought about falling in love in college.

Ye Zhen Zhen later thought, Lin Jing didn't want to talk about it during college, but after graduation, she must talk about it.

Probably because of the long-term relationship, Ye Zhenzhen is not in a hurry, anyway, she and Lin Jing are together every day, and it is not too far from being in love.

At least, what she can be sure of is that she is the most special in Lin Jing's heart.Lin Jing was indifferent to everyone else except herself, she was the only one who opened her heart to herself, she later told Ye Zhen Zhen about her family.

Ye Zhenzhen always thought that she was the most special in Lin Jing's heart, so in the next two years, she was able to remain content with the status quo and sink deeper and deeper into Lin Jing's muddy pond.

If you like someone, you can't help being nice to her, so in the next two years, Ye Zhen Zhen naturally treated Lin Jing more meticulously and caringly. Hold the scale.

It wasn't until graduation was approaching that Ye Zhen Zhen realized uncomfortably that Lin Jing didn't include herself in her future plan, Lin Jing was very clear about her future.

It turned out that she was just a roommate, Ye Zhen Zhen realized it was too late, at this time the mud pond almost drowned her.

Lin Jing was looking for a good offer, and the prospects and treatment were better than those she had found before.

Lin Jing was very satisfied, she planned to go to this company, so she told Ye Zhen Zhen about her decision.

"Are you going to Shenzhen?" Ye Zhen Zhen frowned and asked.She is the only child in her family, and the provincial capital where their university is located is just over an hour away by train from her home.

Her parents have already bought her a flat in the city center here, intending to let her settle down here.

She can find a job at will, and she can live a comfortable life without working hard at all.

So Ye Zhen Zhen never thought of staying away from her parents, leaving here to find a job elsewhere.

"The company is in Shenzhen, so of course I want to go to Shenzhen." Lin Jing has no sense of belonging anywhere, so for Lin Jing, it doesn't matter where she goes. She values ​​her own development prospects more.

She knew that the platform was very important, and she was very lucky to be admitted by this company. She would never let go of such a good opportunity.

"Can you not go?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked softly.

"Why don't you go?" Lin Jing asked in a puzzled manner.

"I don't want you to go." Ye Zhen Zhen said truthfully.

"Why?" Lin Jing was even more puzzled.

"My dad has already helped me buy a house here. We are looking for a job here. Then you don't have to rent a house. And here, aren't you more familiar with it?"

Ye Zhen Zhen tried her best to find one or two excuses to keep Lin Jing, even though she knew the hope was slim.

"Zhenzhen, I'm different from you. You don't need to work hard. You have everything. I can't do it. I have to rely on myself for everything. I've had enough of being so poor. I hate my current situation."

Lin Jing said to Ye Zhen Zhen with a very serious tone, she remembered Ye Zhen Zhen's kindness to her.

But Lin Jing knew that it was impossible for her to be content with the current situation, so she had to cling to Ye Zhen Zhen with peace of mind.

Lin Jing's attitude was firm, Ye Zhenzhen knew that she couldn't keep her no matter what she said, and she took a step back and said, even if she stayed, she missed such a good opportunity, if she didn't develop well in the future, would she Becoming a sinner, this result, Ye Zhen Zhen cannot bear.

"Then shall I go to Shenzhen with you?" Ye Zhen Zhen was reluctant to leave here, but she was even more reluctant to part with Lin Jing.

Lin Jing felt that Ye Zhenzhen was abnormal. Ye Zhenzhen's personality was very easygoing, she was not a particularly self-motivated person, and her living conditions did not require her to work hard. It was Ye Zhenzhen's best choice to stay here. It's ready for her.Going to Shenzhen with her is obviously not the wisest choice for Ye Zhenzhen.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Jing asked.

"I like you, that kind of liking..." Ye Zhen Zhen said a little nervously, because she was afraid that she would not have the chance to tell Lin Jing in the future.

After hearing this, Lin Jing was completely stunned. Obviously, this was something she hadn't thought about at all.

Seeing Lin Jing's completely surprised look, Ye Zhen Zhen vaguely guessed the answer, but she was still a little bit unwilling to give up.

"Can you accept me?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked.

Liking is too unfamiliar to Lin Jing, she doesn't know what it's like to like someone.

She remembered last year's vacation, Ye Zhen Zhen asked herself, do you miss me?

He replied that he would occasionally think of it.Probably just thinking about it, and not really thinking about it.

She remembered that when Ye Zhen Zhen received her answer, she was a little disappointed.She said, I miss you very much.

If wanting to represent that kind of liking, Lin Jing felt that she didn't miss her very much, and her feelings for Ye Zhen Zhen should be very pure.

Moreover, she doesn't want Ye Zhen Zhen to go to Shenzhen with her, it's better for her if she stays here, she can live comfortably, there is no need to go with her.

She can be responsible for her own life, but she cannot be responsible for Ye Zhen Zhen's life.

After clarifying her thoughts, Lin Jing quickly came up with the answer she thought was best.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I may have that kind of liking for you. We are good friends, good roommates..." Lin Jing gave the answer when she felt that she had cleared her mind.

The straightforward and unequivocal way of rejection was the way Lin Jing had rejected others before. It turned out that she was no different from others, and it was not even worth making her hesitate.

Although the result was expected, Ye Zhen Zhen couldn't help crying.

Seeing Ye Zhen Zhen crying, Lin Jing also felt bad, she couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, she knew Ye Zhen Zhen was like this, so she couldn't bear it.

"Zhenzhen..." Lin Jing shouted unconsciously.

"I'm fine... I'm just kidding you..." Ye Zhen Zhen tried her best to show a smile, but that smile was worse than crying, she thought if she could hold back the tears.

Maybe, she can really pretend to be calm and play a joke on her.

But she couldn't help it, she felt too sad in her heart.Thinking of my secret liking for more than two years, it turned out that I was only moved by myself, and it was nothing to others!

18. Chapter 18

Something happens, it happens, and it can't go back to the past.

Ye Zhen Zhen moved out of the dormitory very quickly, she was too sad, every time she looked at Lin Jing, she felt more uncomfortable, so she had to not see it.

Lin Jing watched Ye Zhenzhen move all the things away, she didn't expect Ye Zhenzhen to be the first person to leave the dormitory.

On the day of moving, Lin Jing was in the dormitory, she watched Ye Zhen Zhen's things being packed up by her parents and moved away, there were not many things, the three of them moved out in one go.

Ye Zhen Zhen finally went back to the dormitory and greeted other roommates including herself that she was ready to leave.

Lin Jing looked at Ye Zhenzhen, but Ye Zhenzhen didn't look at her, she was avoiding herself.Realizing this, Lin Jing felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't know what to say, probably it would be useless, so she could only watch her leave.

Probably not being taken care of since she was a child, Lin Jing's feelings of love and care are much slower than ordinary people.

When she unconsciously turned her gaze to the now empty bed, she would suddenly feel inexplicably lost, and her heart would be dull.

Only then did she realize that she cared more about Ye Zhen Zhen than she thought.

At that time, she still didn't think she liked Ye Zhen Zhen, she just thought that she was just not used to it.

After all, close friends who have been together for four years disappear all of a sudden, and no one is used to it.

On the third day after Ye Zhen Zhen moved out of the dormitory, Lin Jing finally couldn't help sending Ye Zhen Zhen a message.

"Are you okay?" Lin Jing realized at this time that if she had nothing to do, she would almost never take the initiative to send messages to others.

Ye Zhenzhen is the only one who can send messages to chat with her and care about her.

Her message was sent out for a long time, like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no reply for a long time.

Lin Jing's mood was tormented, she suddenly realized that maybe she really started