boyfriend's sister

At the beginning of losing Ye Zhen Zhen, she felt flustered for no reason.There is no never-ending banquet in the world, and people will eventually get used to loneliness alone.

Lin Jing didn't know that when Ye Zhen Zhen received this message from her, she couldn't hold back crying, and she couldn't help crying again.

It's been three days, this is Lin Jing's first caring text message, Ye Zhenzhen only feels sad and wronged, but there is nowhere to express her sadness and grievance, her heart aches so badly.It turns out that the heart really hurts!

I don't know how long she cried, Ye Zhenzhen returned the message to Lin Jing only after she felt a little better.

"I'm fine." The three short words were full of bravado. In fact, she was not fine at all, but she knew that this was the answer Lin Jing wanted, and it would make Lin Jing feel at ease.

After seeing these three words, Lin Jing suddenly didn't know what to say.After deleting, deleting and subtracting several times, in the end she still couldn't form a sentence that made her feel suitable. Finally, she put away her phone and lay on the bed, her heart was stuffy and a little uncomfortable.

Obviously she is the one who rejects others, she doesn't know why she feels so uncomfortable.

Is it because Ye Zhen Zhen has been very kind to her these four years, so she feels guilty for not being able to repay her friendship?Maybe, Lin Jing didn't know.

Lin Jing knew that the reason Ye Zhen Zhen moved away was probably because she didn't want to face her, and he probably made her feel uncomfortable.Maybe it's best for her not to bother her now.

Looking at the empty bed, Lin Jing felt that it was about time for her to go to Shenzhen, and she should go there earlier to get acquainted with the environment earlier.The dormitory without Ye Zhen Zhen made her not want to stay any longer.

So Lin Jing left a little earlier than originally expected, and she bought a train ticket to the south.

On the day of leaving, she sent another message to Ye Zhen Zhen.

"Take care of yourself, be good." Originally, Lin Jing typed a long paragraph, then deleted it all, and finally sent only this sentence.It was short, but it condensed Lin Jing's most sincere blessings to Ye Zhenzhen.

People are really contradictory, Ye Zhenzhen knows that she is actively hiding from Lin Jing, but she can't help but expect Lin Jing's concern.Even if you send yourself a message, it's fine to pass yourself off for a while.

But after that message, Lin Jing didn't send her another message for a long time.Ye Zhen Zhen was disheartened, she had been with her day and night for four years, but she only had one more message than others.Lin Jing's heart was much colder than she expected.

But when Ye Zhen Zhen was disheartened, she received another text message from Lin Jing.Looking at that sentence, be good, Ye Zhen Zhen's nose turned sour, tears fell out again.

At that moment, she felt that she could let go of Lin Jing's dislike for her. She wanted Lin Jing to accompany her for a few days. After all, Lin Jing was leaving in a few days. She still couldn't bear Lin Jing, after all This is her first love!

But when Ye Zhen Zhen returned to their dormitory, Lin Jing's bed was also empty.

Only Li Yan was left in the dormitory.

"When did she leave?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked.

"Isn't your relationship the best?" Li Yan asked back, as if she was surprised that Lin Jing left and didn't tell Ye Zhen Zhen.

In fact, she already guessed that Lin Jing and Ye Zhenzhen must have had a conflict, otherwise Ye Zhenzhen would not have moved out of the dormitory first.

When Ye Zhen Zhen chose Lin Jing between her and Lin Jing, she was somewhat unhappy.

Ye Zhen Zhen bit her lower lip tightly, her face was ugly.

Probably because Ye Zhen Zhen's face was too ugly, in the end Li Yan told her honestly.

"Last night's train after she packed and sent her things yesterday."

Ye Zhen Zhen bit her lower lip so tightly that it was broken, a faint salty taste came out of her mouth.

This year, their summer ended early.

In a completely unfamiliar city, without knowing anyone she was familiar with, Lin Jing felt an unprecedented loneliness.

She missed Ye Zhen Zhen a little, more than ever before, she finally mustered up the courage and sent another message to Ye Zhen Zhen.

"Already arrived in Shenzhen, the buildings here are very high and the weather is very hot." This is a message that is suitable for continuing to chat. Lin Jing still hopes that Ye Zhenzhen and herself can get along as before, and she will reply to herself. Lots and lots of information.

This one has really gone nowhere, and has not received a timely reply.

Lin Jing is a very passive person, she knows Ye Zhen Zhen is avoiding her, so she won't go up to her, a person like her is too afraid of being left out, and also too afraid of taking the initiative.

She thought that Ye Zhen Zhen and herself were drifting away from each other, just like other ordinary classmates.

Lin Jing felt very sorry, after all, Ye Zhenzhen was the person closest to her heart, even if it wasn't what she wanted to like, but in Lin Jing's heart, Ye Zhenzhen was definitely a special existence, but for such a result, She is also powerless.

Lin Jing is like a bird with good wings. Even if she is reluctant to give up the familiar and warm nest, she still yearns for the sky. It is destined that she will not be addicted to the past.

Cities can be familiar, people can get to know each other again, and some people are probably destined to be lost in the years.

Lin Jing is used to loneliness, but with Ye Zhenzhen for four years, her immunity to loneliness has weakened.

Even without Ye Zhen Zhen, she is still Lin Jing, just like when she left the house and went north alone.At this moment, she is much more determined than she was then, and she is no longer so panicked and uneasy.

People who are broken in love have no sense at all, Ye Zhenzhen is like the injured bird, Lin Jing is the string that will break her nerves.

Shocked, she instinctively avoided everything about Lin Jing. She changed to a newest mobile phone, Xin's SIM card.

She left Lin Jing's number and the old mobile phone card in the old mobile phone, and cut a very short short hair, like a lovelorn, doing a farewell ceremony with the past.

She didn't know that all the rituals and hypocrisy were because she hadn't let go and was reluctant to take back the feelings she had put out. She knew that Lin Jing would not respond to her, and she was still moving herself and deceiving herself.

It's like shouting in a lonely mountain, no one will respond, only the echo of your own loneliness, the longer the echo, the lonelier you will be.

Finally, a month later, she finally turned on the old mobile phone, and she told herself that even if Lin Jing didn't like her, she shouldn't ignore Lin Jing.

Lin Jing was out alone, and if she had any difficulties, no one would help her. She was stubborn and would not speak to others easily.

There are many missed calls in the phone, as well as some messages that will not be answered in the future.Ye Zhen Zhen didn't look at anyone else, she only opened Lin Jing's message, which was already a month ago.

Ye Zhenzhen knew Lin Jing's withdrawn temperament too well, because she didn't reply, she would definitely not send another one.

She could even guess Lin Jing's mood at that time, she must be very lonely in Shenzhen, she wanted to talk to herself, so Ye Zhen Zhen softened her heart and immediately replied a message.

"I lost my phone before, and I kept forgetting to replace the card." Ye Zhen Zhen lied because of her hypocrisy for the past month.

However, after sending out her message, there was no reply for a long time.Ye Zhen Zhen is not Lin Jing, so she immediately dialed Lin Jing's cell phone number.

"I'm sorry, the number you dialed has been shut down." It was the mobile customer service, the mechanical voice, Lin Jing had already replaced a new mobile phone card, and the mobile phone at that time still charged a remote fee.

Ye Zhen Zhen laughed at herself with tears in her eyes, the only one who can't get out is herself, they have already gone far away.

They have lost contact, and it's not that they can't be contacted. After all, they are classmates, and there are class groups, but they avoid each other.

The pace of life in Shenzhen is very fast. Lin Jing, who has just become a social animal, is very busy, so busy that she has no time to reminisce about the past, but occasionally in the dead of night, she will occasionally think of that girl named Ye Zhenzhen.

She remembered that she confessed to herself that day, crying and saying that she was just making a joke.

Lin Jing began to integrate into the big city. She knew how to dress up better than before, and she also learned how to make up, making it delicate and capable.

Her hard work in the workplace has also given her rich material returns. She can even pay a down payment to buy a two-bedroom house in a place like Shenzhen, which is expected to be paid off within five years.

But her spiritual world is still barren, and only then did she consciously accept the pursuit of others.There are more people chasing her now than when she was in college.

Lin Jing found a problem in herself, she seemed unable to really like someone.The first boyfriend, whose looks and abilities are comparable to his own, has enough financial resources, and is considered interesting, seems to be a very suitable partner for marriage.

She doesn't like him very much, at most she is less annoying than others.She couldn't accept him touching her, and after three months of dating, it was nothing.

Lin Jing thought it was the wrong gender, so she found another girlfriend.It's smoother than her boyfriend, and she can tolerate physical contact with her, and she has also had a relationship.

But Lin Jing still didn't have a deep feeling of liking. She could feel that the other party liked her, but she would never be able to reciprocate the same enthusiasm.It's like a good dish, it's better if it's there, and I don't care if it's not.

Perhaps it was Lin Jing who was full of enthusiasm like someone who never boiled, but was finally injured by ice, and her ex-girlfriend broke up with her.

Lin Jing didn't have anything to keep her. She thought she wouldn't be too sad, but after a long time, she realized that she was actually very sad and also had a lot of reluctance.Before she knew it, the ex-girlfriend already had a new girlfriend.

It was only then that Lin Jing realized that she was extremely slow and insensitive to feelings, imprinted with the coldness of her original family, lonely and cold, as if she was cursed, and would never be able to get real happiness, nor could she give happiness to others.

After realizing her flaws, Lin Jing no longer started another relationship easily, and didn't want to harm others again.She consciously dissects and heals herself.

At that time, Lin Jing realized that there was still someone in her heart that she had not let go of, and that person was Ye Zhenzhen.

19. Chapter 19

Lin Jing actually dreams of Ye Zhenzhen very often, and the scenes in her dreams are usually their university campus.

She and Ye Zhen Zhen often walked by the road on campus, the tree, the playground leading to the classroom, the red dormitory building.

The content of the dreams is very trivial, nothing important, but the only thing in common in the dreams is that there is Ye Zhenzhen in the dreams.

She asked herself what did she eat?Ask yourself how did you do in the exam?

Ask her if she wants to do tutoring tonight?Ask her to help return a book in the library, and ask her to help buy sanitary napkins for her, which must be made of cotton, not mesh.And so on, as trivial as those days back in college.

Lin Jing always thought that she only likes the present, although she is not rich, at least she doesn't have to worry about money anymore.

Finally, instead of looking at the face of the powerful parents at home, they have to look at their own face instead.

The few times they went home, they would carefully please themselves, and never dared to say useless and annoying things about girls in front of themselves.

Realized their childhood ideals, and finally made them look at each other differently.But Lin Jing doesn't think it's too glorious. The success of a small citizen depends only on how much money you can make. It's so poor that people feel pitiful.

Lin Jing no longer hated them that much, because she also knew that they were just the result of being branded by their lives, and their childhood might not be much luckier than her own.

It's just that even if I don't hate them, I still don't love them.Because of them, her ability to feel love, and to give love, is so impotent.

Human beings are both conscious and subconscious.What Lin Jing can realize is that university is not particularly fun. She has been struggling with poverty and her own self-esteem, and her life is extremely twisted.

In fact, she felt that her appearance in college bored herself.But after dreaming about those four years again and again, Lin Jing realized that maybe subconsciously, she missed those four years.

Those four years can make me think so much, probably only Ye Zhen Zhen, she has such pure love and love for herself who has nothing.That was the first warmth she got in her life.

This is probably the so-called, wrong time, met the right person.

So Lin Jing had a thought in her heart, she wanted to see Ye Zhen Zhen again, she wanted to tell her.At that time, I should have liked her, but I didn't know it.

If Ye Zhen Zhen has a partner, then she will tell her, thank you.Once she was kind to herself, it was a shallow flower deep in her memory, warming her heart.

Even if it has become a memory, she is still very grateful for Ye Zhenzhen's company during this journey, but she has not had time to say thank you properly.

Lin Jing was probably the most serious wound in Ye Zhen Zhen's heart.But there is no scar that cannot be formed with time, and there is no scar that cannot fade with time. It has been so many years, and Lin Jing's scar has long been painless.

But it is undeniable that Lin Jing is her first and deepest path in her relationship. Ye Zhen Zhen still has lingering fears when she thinks about that dark summer.

Later, she learned to be smart, knew how to protect herself, and liked it less purely.

Soon after, she opened the photo album again, and the Lin Jing in her memory was not as good-looking as she remembered, she was rustic, and she was actually not conspicuous at all among the girls in the photo album.

Ye Zhenzhen once accidentally saw this sentence: Maybe, she has never been good-looking, it was only when you loved her that you thought she was good-looking.These words are too heartbreaking for Ye Zhen Zhen.

That's right, Ye Zhen Zhen has always told herself that, if she doesn't love her, she will be nothing, not even as good-looking as she remembers.

Ten years after graduating from university, it was their second class reunion.The first time, five years ago, Ye Zhen Zhen didn't go, neither did Lin Jing.

Ye Zhen Zhen thought that with Lin Jing's temperament, she probably wouldn't come the second time.

But she didn't expect that Lin Jing would come, like a different person, the type she likes now, very much like the appearance that Ji Quan generally likes Yu Jie.

Very royal, very capable, with a sense of abstinence, with exquisite makeup, she looks like a successful career woman.

Lin Jing really looked better, she was no longer the rustic and poor girl in the photo album.

When Lin Jing stared at her, it was clear that among the group of people, she only looked at herself, Ye Zhen Zhen suddenly felt flustered.

She suddenly remembered a sentence, can a person fall in love with the same person twice?

If it was Lin Jing ten years ago, Ye Zhen Zhen thought that she would not fall in love with her anymore, but this is Lin Jing ten years later, Ye Zhen Zhen has no idea.

Seeing Lin Jing walking towards her, Ye Zhen Zhen was flustered, but she pretended to be calm.A good ex should be as if he is dead, instead of suddenly running out to cheat the corpse, no, Lin Jing doesn't even count as an ex.

It's been ten years, and Ye Zhenzhen felt that the weather should be calm, so Ye Zhenzhen suppressed the superfluous feeling in her heart, pretended not to care, and quickly looked away from Lin Jing.

When emotion is compressed, rationality will be superfluous.Lin Jing is such a rational person, it is difficult to express her rationality and even other emotions.

It was the first time to speak on stage, the first interview, and many firsts. Lin Jing always gave people the feeling of being calm, like a deep pool of water, unable to stir up any storms and waves, at most a little ripples.

Such a person is undoubtedly someone who can be trusted at work, because he is very stable and reliable.

The reunion at the class reunion this time was not accidental, Lin Jing had asked Li Yan specifically, knowing that Ye Zhen Zhen would come, that's why she came, otherwise, with her temperament, she really wasn't the one who came back to attend the class reunion.

For this class reunion, Lin Jing has prepared carefully, makeup and clothing are specially prepared for Ye Zhen Zhen.

She thought that Ye Zhenzhen, who was in college, who loved chasing idol dramas and watching handsome men and beautiful women, should belong to the appearance association.

She thinks that she has a good appearance, and she can probably add some points to herself. Even if Ye Zhenzhen has a partner now, Lin Jing also hopes that the last impression she will give Ye Zhenzhen will not be the same as ten years ago, but can be more beautiful a little better.

Lin Jing came near the starting point of the party, it won't be too late, but most of the people have already arrived, Ye Zhen Zhen has also arrived.

Lin Jing found Ye Zhenzhen in the crowd at a glance, Ye Zhenzhen has not changed much, she has become more mature.

For the class reunion, she obviously also dressed up a little bit, which looks good.Lin Jing walked towards Ye Zhen Zhen involuntarily, but she was stopped by someone after only a few steps.

"You are Lin Jing, right?" The class monitor, a local, has some background, so he was a scumbag, and he was able to become the class monitor and join the student union back then.

Lin Jing nodded with a smile. It is impossible for her to be as withdrawn as she was ten years ago, and she still has basic social skills.

"Now she is so beautiful that she is almost unrecognizable." The squad leader praised sincerely, Lin Jing is really a different person now, much prettier.

Lin Jing still smiled, polite and distant, yet polite.

The two exchanged a few pleasantries, and just as Lin Jing got away, other men surrounded her.

Ye Zhen Zhen looked at Lin Jing who was walking towards her and was surrounded by men, she was very patient and greeted those people with a smile on her face.

Ye Zhenzhen realized that Lin Jing was indeed not what she remembered, the former Lin Jing was not good at dealing with people and rarely smiled, but now she is more at ease, with a generous and decent attitude.

The person who used to be so sharp and angular now looks a little smoother. Although compared with others, she may not be so smooth, but compared with Lin Jing in the past, she has indeed changed a lot.

This made Ye Zhen Zhen feel indescribable, a feeling that things are right and wrong, but on the contrary, it has been ten years and it seems that she hasn't made much progress.

Ye Zhenzhen's popularity in college was still good, when Lin Jing was chatting with others, other students in the class surrounded Ye Zhenzhen, there were more men and women than Lin Jing.

Although Lin Jing has changed a lot, she is no longer the bitter and bitter look of her college days, she has become more beautiful, but the feeling of not being close to each other still exists, but it is not as serious as before.

Ordinary girls would not want to take the initiative to approach Lin Jing, after all, they had no friendship with Lin Jing.

Unlike Ye Zhen Zhen, she is very popular with both men and women, and can chat with anyone.

"Lin Jing has changed a lot." Their roommate Sun Ting said to Ye Zhen Zhen.

"I almost didn't recognize it either." Ye Zhen Zhen echoed, when she said this, Ye Zhen Zhen was in a very complicated mood.

After all, in the time without her, she became better. Doesn't it prove that her choice at that time was correct?

"Aren't you the best friends before? Didn't you get in touch?" Sun Ting asked, she remembered that Ye Zhen Zhen and Lin Jing were the best friends in the dormitory.

These words made Ye Zhen Zhen feel a little bit worried, but she smiled and did not answer.

If I hadn't confessed my love at the beginning, maybe I would have always been in Lin Jing's address book, as an old classmate and roommate I didn't hate.

But Ye Zhen Zhen never regretted tearing through that layer of paper.Because if you don't hate it, it's useless, only if you like it!

At this time, Lin Jing saw that the crowd around Ye Zhenzhen gradually dispersed, only Sun Ting was left, so she quickly got away and walked towards Ye Zhenzhen.

"Lin Jing, I just told Zhen Zhen that I almost didn't recognize you. Sure enough, it's different when you go to a first-tier big city, and you become much more fashionable and beautiful.

If I had known earlier, I would have gone to a first-tier big city to work hard. I regretted getting married too early, and now I can only be a yellow-faced woman at home. I really envy a woman with a career like you. "Sun Ting stepped forward and Ye Zhenzhen said.

Listening to Sun Ting's words, Lin Jing didn't seem envious, but rather stinging.

"It's good to get married earlier. I have a husband and children, and I don't know when I'll get them. I don't have one, so I'm always envious of others." Lin Jing said with a smile.

Ye Zhen Zhen looked at Lin Jing in surprise, Lin Jing can really speak now, she didn't believe that Lin Jing would envy Sun Ting, it felt more like she was mocking Sun Ting.

Lin Jing's smile gave Ye Zhen Zhen a very unreal feeling, the former Lin Jing laughed too little.

It's just that Ye Zhenzhen looked at Lin Jing, and met Lin Jing's gaze. The moment her eyes met, Ye Zhenzhen panicked again, and quickly avoided Lin Jing's gaze.

Sun Ting obviously didn't hear the irony in Lin Jing's words, like an ordinary housewife, chatting about her husband and children.

Obviously Lin Jing and Ye Zhen Zhen have no interest in this topic, even impatient, for the sake of being roommates for four years, they have been patiently waiting for her to talk about it.

Sun Ting talked for a while, and found that neither of them responded, so she stopped feeling resentful, feeling bored, so she left, found a small group with the same marriage and had children, and complained about her husband, so that there would be resonance.

After Sun Ting left, it happened that only Lin Jing and Ye Zhenzhen were left, and the atmosphere suddenly became delicate.

20. Chapter 20

"Long time no see." Lin Jing took the initiative to speak, she had so many thoughts brewing in her heart, but she didn't know where to start, so she could only use an old-fashioned sentence as the opening remark.

It’s really been a long time since I saw you, ten years, but it feels like ten years ago, there are always some things, some people, that make you put time on hold and return to those years in a trance.

"Yeah, long time no see." Ye Zhen Zhen's tone was much more casual than Lin Jing's, and also a lot colder, as if Lin Jing was just an ordinary female classmate to her.

Ye Zhen Zhen's indifference blocked what Lin Jing wanted to say.Even though Lin Jing had made countless expectations about Ye Zhen Zhen's reaction, this was only one of the expectations.

Lin Jing was not surprised by Ye Zhen Zhen's indifference, but she still felt a little lost.

Some things, probably lost, are lost, and can never be found again, this is the reality.

Ye Zhenzhen does not deny that now Lin Jing is indeed attractive to her, if it were another person, she might still take the initiative to hook up, but this person is Lin Jing, she dare not even touch it, Just want to escape.

I can't hang myself twice from the same tree, or I will despise myself. Half of the world is women, and my conditions are not bad, so there is still a wide range of options for choosing a mate.

Of course, Ye Zhen Zhen felt that her thinking was a little ridiculous, and she felt like she was putting gold on her face.

Ten years ago, you didn't make people fall in love with you, why would she fall in love with you when she becomes better ten years later.

Maybe she just thanked her for those four years. I helped her when she was the poorest and most desolate. She just had a little conscience.

"I often think of the four years in college, the time when I had classes and meals with you, I miss it very much." Lin Jing resisted Ye Zhen Zhen's indifference and continued.

Lin Jing is not a straightforward person. Why does this sound a bit blatant, as if she is missing herself?

But Ye Zhen Zhen immediately sneered at this idea, thinking that when people say they miss her, do she really think that they miss her?

Maybe people are just looking for a sense of gap in life to set off their present dignity.

Sure enough, only when people become stronger and more decent, can they be so calm and face themselves and others more freely, and then they will not be so awkward and petty.

Unlike her, she was at a disadvantage in her relationship with Lin Jing. She was just the one who was rejected by her confession. She was a medal in Lin Jing's love history, but Lin Jing was a capital letter in her love history. Now, facing Lin Jing, I am not as comfortable as her, it is very awkward.

Of course, she can only regain a little bit of face if she pretends to be calm.

"I thought you would only look forward and not look back." Ye Zhen Zhen said with a smile, her tone seemed careless.

"The me now is from the past. Some people seem to be in the past, but they still have a color that never fades away." Lin Jing looked into Ye Zhen Zhen's eyes and said.

I don't know if it's her illusion, but Ye Zhen Zhen felt that Lin Jing was flirting with her.But Ye Zhenzhen immediately denied this idea, so what is Lin Jing trying to express by saying this now?

"So?" Ye Zhen Zhen asked with a slightly sarcastic tone, what's over is what's in the past, so what if the color doesn't fade away, you can ask others to add a few more strokes.

In this world, no one is that important, except for herself, especially for people like Lin Jing.

Lin Jing was questioned by Ye Zhenzhen, she had extravagant expectations, she had a lot to say, but Ye Zhenzhen's attitude made Lin Jing feel that if she said it, it would be an offense to Ye Zhenzhen's current life.

"I have always been very grateful to you. I was very, very lucky to have you by my side during the four years of university." Lin Jing chose the least offensive words, and it was indeed what she wanted to say the most.

Ye Zhen Zhen showed such an expression that she really guessed it right. After Lin Jing became famous, as a conscientious person, she expressed her gratitude to her female classmates who had helped her.

She is like a dramatist, she even added drama to herself, thinking that Lin Jing came back to want to have something to do with her, thinking about Ye Zhen Zhen, she felt so ridiculous.

Maybe people always want to get up where they fell, and she may be expecting Lin Jing to chase her, and then she rejects her fiercely. It's actually quite cool to think about it.

Of course, this is hysteria, a disease, and it must be cured!Lin Jing, how could it be possible?Some people have changed, but some essential things will not change.

"You're welcome, I had intentions when I was nice to you, you are not disgusting to me, it's not bad." Ye Zhen Zhen said nonchalantly.

Lin Jing looked at Ye Zhen Zhen's nonchalant expression, and felt a little uncomfortable.She thanked her very sincerely, but Ye Zhen Zhen took it lightly.

The generosity of the benefactor is obviously a good quality and should be praised, but what he said seems petty.

Probably, probably felt that to Ye Zhen Zhen, she was really insignificant.

It's okay, but she doesn't care anymore.If Lin Jing is sensible, the story probably ends here.

After the class reunion, they still went their separate ways, forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes.For Lin Jing, maybe she will still have a dream about Ye Zhenzhen and wake up with a sigh, but it won't change anything, life will always go on.

People's hearts, there are always times when they are irrational, Lin Jing is reluctant, that's it, at least she wants to work hard, at least she won't regret it in the future.

"Can I add you on WeChat?" Lin Jing asked courageously.

Ye Zhen Zhen froze for a moment, but only for a moment.

"No, it's not necessary." Ye Zhen Zhen replied, she clearly refused, she didn't want to have any more contact with Lin Jing, she wanted Lin Jing to be buried in her heart forever, and become a fake ex who wouldn't cheat. Let Lin Jing be the past forever, she is fine now.

Ye Zhen Zhen's refusal made Lin Jing feel uncomfortable, but Lin Jing was a little happy, at least it showed that she was not so calm in her heart, although it was more likely to be resentment, but in the end it was also I care about it.

"Even if you are friends, you can add WeChat." Lin Jing said without giving up.

"Do I seem to lack friends?" Ye Zhenzhen asked bluntly, even though Lin Jing was rejected once, she could still persevere, if it was ten years ago, Ye Zhenzhen would have been unimaginable.

However, I will not be friends with my ex, even if it is a fake ex.

The tone of Ye Zhen Zhen's words was a bit aggressive, she thought that Lin Jing should retreat now, but in fact, she probably also wanted to know how good Lin Jing's temper is now.

No, to be precise, to what extent should the heart be strong.Obviously in the past, Lin Jing was such a thin-skinned and sensitive person, because she was afraid of rejection, she never asked for anything.

"Not missing, but it's okay to have one more." Lin Jing replied, Ye Zhen Zhen was not polite, but it gave Lin Jing a little more hope.

After all, most Chinese people are used to being rude to those close to them, but they are polite to those they don't care about. Lin Jing wondered if she could also guess like this. In Ye Zhen Zhen's heart, she is considered a close person .

Of course, Lin Jing can only tend to think this way, after all, if she doesn't think so, she probably won't have the courage to post it when the other party refuses again and again.

Lin Jing knew that many essential things would not change. In fact, she was still very afraid of being rejected.

So even now, Lin Jing tried her best not to have the chance to ask for help.But, this person is Ye Zhen Zhen, she is willing to put on the thickest skin.

Ye Zhen Zhen was really surprised, Lin Jing really became too much.At this moment, Ye Zhen Zhen felt that the person in front of her was just a stranger in Lin Jing's skin.No, it doesn't even look like the skin, it just bears the name Lin Jing.

"Lin Jing, if you approach me because of guilt, you really don't need it, and I don't need you as a friend. Some things, if they go bad, they go bad, and you can't go back.

There has been no contact in the past ten years. It is very good for you to come now, and I am also fine. There is no need to contact in the future.If you really have some affection, don't bother me anymore. "Ye Zhen Zhen said to Lin Jing calmly and politely.

She saw the disappointment on Lin Jing's face after hearing what she said, and even felt a little sad.

Seeing Lin Jing like this, Ye Zhenzhen felt a little bit of relief after revenge, but at the same time she was a little bit disappointed, because she said nothing, after the class reunion, it was probably like two lines again, intersecting and then separated again , further and further away.

Ye Zhenzhen's polite and calm words broke down the protective wall in Lin Jing's heart. She thought that Ye Zhenzhen really didn't want to care about her anymore. kind of interruption.The so-called nothing but three things, Lin Jing knew that she should stop inappropriate actions.

"Okay." Lin Jing responded with difficulty, and forced a smile to Ye Zhenzhen, just like the smile that was uglier than crying when Ye Zhenzhen confessed her confession and was rejected.

Of course, Lin Jing's is better, after all, she didn't cry, and she still smiled, and it wasn't ugly, but this smile didn't reach her eyes, it was extremely cold.

Ye Zhen Zhen couldn't bear it for a moment, she always felt that Lin Jing was still as lonely as when she was young, and she seemed to be asking for help from herself.

But Ye Zhen Zhen immediately threw this thought out of her mind, because she was afraid that she would be too much of a joke.

She felt that keeping a distance from Lin Jing was the safest way, so she turned around and walked away from Lin Jing.

Lin Jing looked at the back of Ye Zhen Zhen who turned around, and seemed to feel the loneliness and helplessness of being unloved and neglected when she was a child.

Lin Jing thought that she had cured herself, but only now did she realize that she hadn't. The child who suffered as a child had actually always existed in the deepest part of her heart, and would always flash out at the right time.

Lin Jing lowered her head slightly, then turned around and left the box, and went to the bathroom. She didn't want anyone to see her appearance at this time.

Although Ye Zhen Zhen rejected Lin Jing without hesitation, she also felt very lost in her heart, just like when she broke up with her ex, her heart was empty.

But she and Lin Jing never talked at all, they just met again, so she felt as if she had lost her love again.

It's not that strong, but it feels really similar.Ye Zhenzhen is really afraid of Lin Jing, this woman is too lethal to her, even now, she still has a lot of stamina.

She can think clearly, but some behaviors are still very irrational, for example, her eyes are still involuntarily looking for Lin Jing in the crowd.

But she suddenly couldn't find it, and Ye Zhen Zhen's heart skipped a beat, did Lin Jing leave?

The party hasn't even started yet, are you leaving?Did she come here specifically to find herself?

Ye Zhen Zhen searched for a long time, but still couldn't find Lin Jing, but what does it have to do with her?

It's just why, she always felt that this class reunion, because of Lin Jing's departure, suddenly became eclipsed.