happiness is sweet

【82】

Qin Rui'an recently encountered a problem that he thought was difficult.

That is - this kid Su Junxian is abnormally powerful! ! !

This kid doesn't seem to be in a good mood recently. He is distracted during recording or performance, and he has lost a lot of weight.

It can't go on like this, it's too late.

Even if it wasn't because it affected his work, Su Junxian was also Qin Rui'an's very beloved younger brother. Seeing him so distraught all day long, his heart ached too.

So Qin Rui'an planned to have a good talk with him and enlighten him.

One night, Qin Rui'an and Su Junxian were drinking and blowing air on the rooftop.

Su Junxian was still obviously not in high spirits, and just focused on drinking without saying a word.

Looking at the cars in the distance like running water and the bright lights, Su Junxian didn't know whether he was drunk from watching or drunk...

"Junxian...what's on your mind...just tell me...don't be bored by yourself..." Qin Rui'an touched his downcast little head.

After a long time, Su Junxian slowly raised his head, took a deep breath, his eyes were red.

"Brother knows...these days...you are not feeling well..."

Su Junxian sniffed, perhaps because Qin Rui'an was his closest and most trusted brother, so he was willing to confide his thoughts to him.

"Brother... Do you think I am very stupid..."

"Why do you say that...is it because of Zhixuan?"

Su Junxian was taken aback, is it so obvious...

"Your brother, I have never seen you like this, unless you are broken in love."

Su Junxian smiled wryly: "It hasn't even started yet... Where did the lovelorn come from..."

"Xian... I don't understand you... Zhixuan has been chasing you for so many years... Since you like him too... why didn't you agree to him?" Qin Rui'an finally expressed his doubts.

"You all think...the person he likes...is me..." For so many years, perhaps only Su Junxian understood that when he said he loved himself, he showed love to another person...

"What? Isn't it?" Qin Rui'an was confused.

Su Junxian's emotions that had been suppressed for so long finally burst out at this moment.

"At the beginning, when he confessed to me, I was still not sure about my feelings for him...so, I didn't give him an answer...but when I realized that I might also love him...his heart seemed to be He is no longer with me...I don't know why he is still insisting..." Su Junxian said with tears.

"What? This..." Qin Rui'an still couldn't understand, no matter how he looked at it, Cui Zhixuan didn't seem to be lying to them.

"In his heart...Zhen Yu is always more important than me..." Su Junxian couldn't let go of this after all.

"What!?" Qin Rui'an was shocked. Although he knew that Cui Zhixuan was unreasonably nice to Li Zhenyu, he didn't expect this level. How could it be such a development...

"Brother...every time I see him being so kind to him...I'm really sad...if he doesn't like me...why would he talk to me like that...it makes me feel really Very humble...I don't want to be his spare tire..." Su Junxian covered his mouth and wept softly.

"No, no... there must be some misunderstanding...!"

"I'd rather he just make it clear to me. I've asked him but he's always been vague...!" Su Junxian trembled.

"Junxian..." Qin Rui'an felt distressed seeing him like this.

"I've made it clear to him... I don't want to go on like this anymore... maybe... after a long time... it won't hurt..." Su Junxian smiled and wiped away his tears.

"..." Qin Rui'an didn't know what to say, and stretched out his hand to wrap him in his arms.

Qin Rui'an has always known that his younger brother, on the surface, is very strong, very proud, very stubborn, and very black-bellied, but he just smashed his teeth and swallowed it in his stomach, and he took everything in his heart. A hedgehog with a very fragile heart.

After thinking about it, Qin Ruian went to find Cui Zhixuan the next day.

"Brother? Is there something wrong?" Cui Zhixuan was a little surprised by Qin Rui'an's sudden visit.

"Are you free? Let's talk." Qin Rui'an's tone was lukewarm.

Cui Zhixuan was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, "Mmm..."

After Rong Cui Zhixuan explained some things to his assistant, he followed Qin Rui'an to the coffee shop downstairs.

Qin Rui'an's eyes were sharp, and Cui Zhixuan felt guilty when he saw it.

"Brother... If you have anything to say... just say it directly..." Cui Zhixuan really couldn't stand the atmosphere.

"Okay, since you're so straightforward, I won't greet you anymore, tell me, what do you plan to do about Junxian." Qin Rui'an leaned back and put his leg on the other.

Cui Zhixuan was slightly taken aback when he heard the words: "Brother, what do you mean..."

Qin Rui'an became angry when he heard it: "Cui Zhixuan, don't tell me you don't know what Junxian thinks!"

"...Brother...I really don't know..." If you understand...you won't be drifting away...

"Tell me about you, such a talented student, why can't you figure this out!"

"I……"

"You know, he's like a hedgehog, he always guards himself very well, and I just took advantage of him to get drunk..."

"Then he..."

"In his heart, there has always been a hurdle that he can't get over...he has always felt that the one you like is Xiaoyu...and he...is just a spare tire..."

"It's coming again! What a spare tire! I've never thought about it like this! Why doesn't he believe me!" Cui Zhixuan just felt tired. After so many years, he was really tired...

"Cui Zhixuan! Since you know what he thinks, why don't you explain it clearly to him! He's out of his mind all day long, and he's haggard!"

"Speak clearly! Why do you all think it's my fault! I love him, and after waiting for so many years, I will be tired..." Cui Zhixuan was a little excited.

"I know it's not right for Junxian to be lukewarm for so many years, but you also know that his character is like this. He doesn't show anything and keeps everything in his heart. He just has a strong shell! You should understand his heart It's very fragile... After all these years... You should understand Junxian's feelings for you... He's just avoiding..." Qin Rui'an also calmed down as he spoke.

To be honest, when Cui Zhixuan heard these words, he was still a little shocked, maybe he really didn't understand his feelings well... just blindly showing a good look to him... didn't realize what he really wanted This is not what I want...

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