happiness is sweet

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Cui Zhixuan was silent for a while, then raised his head and leaned against the back of the chair and let out a long sigh.

"...Maybe...but...I'm tired too..."

"You...!" Qin Rui'an was angry, and wanted to turn over all these things just by saying that he was tired, that's too irresponsible!I just wanted to get angry, but I held back, after all...it's not easy for this man...to be able to persist for so many years...It can be seen that he really has feelings for Junxian...

Qin Rui'an calmed down his anger, and said calmly: "It's not just that you are tired...he is also...you should understand, no matter how good you are with Zhenyu or how much you like him, if you love Junxian, then Just wake up, don't you know that he will also be mindful and sad? Love is somewhat selfish... Two people together... How can there always be a third person... If you don't love him , it’s even easier, tell them clearly earlier, so that they won’t get an answer from you, and they won’t let you go.”

Cui Zhixuan was stunned...is that so...

It turns out that I have never understood... I am wrong here... Yes... Love is always selfish... But I always think that he doesn't mind anything, it doesn't matter... I should have understood... ...It's just that he didn't say it...

But I... I'm really tired... Can I go after it again...

Qin Rui'an couldn't get Cui Zhixuan's answer for a long time, so he became angry immediately.

Is this the way he chose not to answer? No wonder Junxian is always so helpless.

Qin Rui'an thought that he was acquiescing and giving up, didn't he understand whether he loved it or not?

It seemed that this conversation was fruitless, so Qin Rui'an simply ignored him and left.

Cui Zhixuan was left with a helpless sigh.

It was late at night, and in the dark company building, only the small practice room was still brightly lit.

That was Su Junxian practicing the dance of his new song. He has not been in a good state recently, and he was often scolded during the dance practice.

Originally, I didn't have much dance talent, but this time the company decided to add dance elements temporarily.

So it won't work if you continue like this, you can only work harder.

It was getting late, the others who were practicing had left, and only Su Junxian was left practicing.

I don't know how long it took, but his vest was already soaked with sweat.

He was already tired, but when he was practicing the side-sliding movement, the range was slightly larger, but he accidentally hurt his waist again, and the waist injury broke out.

Su Junxian fell on the ground in pain, sweating profusely, biting his lips, tears in the corners of his eyes, alone, he didn't know what to do.

I just endured it by myself, and after a while, I felt relieved, and found the phone with difficulty, swiping my fingers quickly, subconsciously as if calling Cui Zhixuan.

When he was about to press the call button, he hesitated, and finally gave up and called Qin Rui'an instead.

But Qin Rui'an's number was still on the phone, no matter how many times he called, he was really anxious!

Su Junxian wanted to call other people again, but there was a burst of pain in his waist, and the pain made him gasp, and the phone fell to the ground.

Later, the pain was so painful that he couldn't help it. Before he passed out, he subconsciously dialed Cui Zhixuan's number.

Cui Zhixuan on the other end was worried about this matter, so he called, and then habitually answered the phone without saying a word.

"Junxian!"

But this end of Su Junxian was in so much pain that he couldn't even speak, only the sound of sobbing could be heard.

"Junxian!?" Hearing something was wrong, Cui Zhixuan panicked.

"I..." Su Junxian squeezed the phone tightly, but couldn't say anything.

"Okay, I see, you wait for me! I'll go there right away!"

Cui Zhixuan also heard the staff tell him that Su Junxian was practicing dance in the practice room today, judging by his condition, he probably had a back injury again, this idiot...

So Cui Zhixuan rushed to the company and went straight to the practice room.

As soon as he opened the door and entered, he saw Su Junxian's small body curled up slightly, his brows were tightly furrowed, and his little face was not to mention pale.

"Junxian...!" Cui Zhixuan was so frightened that his heart stopped for half a beat.

Then regardless of 21, Cui Zhixuan sent him directly to the hospital. Su Junxian, no matter whether he was seriously ill or injured, in Cui Zhixuan's eyes, it was a very serious matter!

Seeing Su Junxian lying on the hospital bed frowning, Cui Zhixuan was so distressed that he regretted it.

Thinking of the past, he would act like a baby to himself, smile happily at himself, and stay by his side obediently...

But I... personally obliterated all of this...

I just blame myself for understanding it too late... I blame myself for never giving him the answer I wanted...

Su Junxian was also more awake, and the pain was relieved a lot.

"Hey... this is an old problem... why did you take me to the hospital..." Su Junxian complained.

"You know it's an old problem, so you still practice dancing so hard, you're afraid you won't have enough injuries? I don't worry if I don't go to the hospital." Cui Zhixuan's words are very particular. The root cause of the disease is that his health is not good, the otitis media last time scared Cui Zhixuan to death, no matter what, he can't slack off.

Su Junxian obediently lowered his head and stopped talking, then looked at him with innocent eyes.

"Brother... um... I'm a little hungry..." Su Junxian said cautiously.

Cui Zhixuan was stunned when he heard the words, what did he call himself?elder brother?Heh... Cui Zhixuan smiled wryly. In his memory, he had never called himself so politely before. Has he become so estranged now... Is he so unwilling to believe in himself anymore...

Cui Zhixuan patted his head, thinking that the doctor said nothing serious, just pay attention, and planned to take him out of the hospital.

"Okay, I'll take you out to eat..." Cui Zhixuan still smiled like a gentleman even though his heart was overwhelmed.

Su Junxian felt that he still couldn't do it. He clearly wanted to treat him like an older brother, but every time he still messed up the relationship. I love him...I don't remember when it started...

Suddenly, there was a feeling that the two of them were like the most familiar strangers, both full of thoughts, but unwilling to speak out.

In the end, we are like strangers.

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