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Time flies.

Autumn came very early in City W this year. In September, the leaves of the landscape trees on the roadside were already yellow in sevens and eights, and they were blown by the breeze and swayed from the trees. Wherever the wind blows, some slowly fall to the ground and lay on the road to form a unique and beautiful landscape.

A pair of simple and refreshing Martin boots stepped on the fallen leaves on the road and made a "Kaz" sound.

A thin figure in a short black windbreaker walked up to the closed iron gate of the school with his hands in his pockets and stepped on the fallen leaves. He looked up at the gold-embellished characters of "Liren Experimental High School" shining brightly in the sunlight .

Qin Shi stood at the gate of his former alma mater, watching the boys and girls lined up in neat school uniforms on the playground inside the iron gate, and occasionally a few people were still laughing and playing, full of youthful vitality.

It was time for inter-class exercises. Not long after, the familiar prelude came from the radio, "The eighth set of radio gymnastics begins now. The first period, stretching exercises."

Sensing the familiar weight on his arm, Qin Shi turned his head slightly, looked at the woman following up and twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, then took a few steps forward, watching the neat movements of the children, "A Xun, Do you miss it?"

Su Xun leaned his head gently on Qin Shi's shoulder, and sniffed his nose lightly, which belonged to Qin Shi's smell, with a contented smile on the corner of his mouth, "Of course I miss it."

Patting Su Xun's hand lightly, Qin Shi withdrew his arm, and raised his head towards Su Xun towards the door, signaling her to wait here.

Su Xun nodded and nodded with a smile, watching Qin Shi trot all the way towards the guard room, with a smile on his lips, the bodyguard who followed came up and whispered, "It's been arranged."

Nodding in satisfaction, he waved his hand to signal the bodyguard to return to his original position, and the bodyguard stepped back in response.

Soon, Su Xun saw Qin Shi standing in the guard room with outstretched arms, waving at her forcefully to call her in.

The present overlaps with the past, and what appears in front of him is the 17-year-old Qin Shi, who is also at the school gate, carrying a schoolbag, circling around the big pillar next to the guard room, waiting for her to come out, occasionally meeting people passing by. The classmate said hello, and didn't stop until she saw her, then stood still and waved vigorously at her with a big smile on her face, which made her unable to pull it out after seeing her.

The days with Qin Shi were the happiest and most peaceful time she has lived until now.

Qin Shi dotes on her, she dotes on Qin Shi, the two of them are so sweet and envious of others.

But someone said that Qin Shi got a big deal, she just smiled and said nothing, without explaining anything.

Others don't know, but she does know.For so many years, only Qin Shi was the eternal sun in her life.

Until now, Su Xun often asks herself with great regret, if she had known the result earlier, would she have chosen to go abroad?

The answer is also unclear.The two are balanced, which is more important.

However, it doesn't matter, she is back, and Qin Shi is also back.She won't leave her again.

Bypassing the playground full of fresh people, the two walked hand in hand and walked all the way to the former teaching building.

The four-story building in my impression has completely changed at this time, with European style, large red wall bricks, and three large characters on the side wall, "Dingqin Building".

Su Xun tilted his head and looked at Qin Shi, who was also puzzled and dazed, "Ah Shi, you donated it?" His tone was full of I don't believe you have such a brain, humming.

Qin Shi jumped anxiously, "Hey, what expression, what do you mean, why can't I donate?!"

"Oh..." Su Xun stroked Qin Shi's head like a puppy, and said with a smile, "Then you really donated it, Ah Shi? Huh?"

"Uh." Qin Shi scratched his hair, lowered his head, tapped his right foot to draw circles on the ground, and said in a low voice, "No..."

"Hahahaha." Su Xun couldn't hold back any longer, and lifted Qin Shi's head. As expected, the little ears hidden in the broken hair had changed color and turned bright red, and he was still stubborn, "Why are you looking at something? Don't do anything wrong, don't look at it, I will sue you for obscenity."

"Hahaha obscene." Su Xun let go of Qin Shi, took a step back and looked Qin Shi up and down, looking at Qin Shi with scorching eyes, he was awkward for a while, just about to speak, when he heard Su Xun's voice with a smile in his cool It came, "Just you, I molested you? If you tell me, will anyone believe you?"

"Yes." Qin Shi answered naturally.

"Oh, who is it?"

"Chu..."

Neither of them continued to speak, and a strange silence surrounded the two of them, lingering for a long time.

After a long time, Qin Shi shrugged his shoulders pretending to be meaningless, and then turned back to the topic, "Maybe it was donated by my dad, just go back and ask him."

Su Xun forced a smile and didn't speak. Unlike Qin Shi, she didn't want to think too much. It was good that he didn't mention that person, but since it was mentioned, she couldn't help but think about it.

"It's halfway through midsummer, leave a book and sign it, and write goodbye to my hometown, Chang'an..."

Su Xun took out the phone from Xiaokun's bag and took a look, then handed it to Qin Shi, "Say Cao Cao Cao Cao is here, Uncle Qin is on the phone."

Qin Shi's expression changed, his face turned cold, and he answered the phone, "Hello."

I didn't know what was said on the phone, but Qin Shi said impatiently, "Got it, I have nothing else to do and I'll hang up first."

Then he cut off the phone neatly, walked to the grass under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree not far away and sat down, holding the phone and hanging his head, not knowing what to think.

A gust of wind blew, and scattered osmanthus flowers fell down, and the dots of yellow flowers remained on Qin Shi's body and hair. The man with his head down didn't realize it, and the fingers holding the phone gradually became pale and his joints were clearly defined. .

Su Xun stood in place and looked at Qin Shi, staring at Qin Shi for a long time, the circles of his eyes gradually turned red.

She suddenly didn't know if this sad person was the one she loved, if it was her Qin Shi.

Her Qin Shi would wait for her downstairs with an umbrella when it was raining heavily, and hold her tightly in his arms to prevent her from getting wet.

Her Qin Shi would walk around her excitedly in the afternoon after the college entrance examination, and her face was filled with all the beautiful yearning for the future.

Her Qin Shi would skip afternoon classes on Fridays when there were classes, take a two-hour long-distance bus ride and then suddenly appear at the door of her dormitory, giving her a surprise that she was not prepared for.

Even at the end, her Qin Shi would still give her a warm hug at the separate airport, making her think that they would not be defeated by the distance.

Even though the current Qin Shi is no longer her Qin Shi, in her heart, Qin Shi will always be Qin Shi.

Her Qin Shi is not the person who always has a faint smile on his face no matter what he says, but does not reach the bottom of his heart.

Her Qin Shi is not the person who cannot entrust everything to anyone.

Her Qin Shi is not the person who is always haunted by the lingering sadness no matter when and where.

Seeing her like this, how much her heart hurts, who knows.

Turning his head and sniffing, and calmly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Su Xun made a secret decision in his heart, walked gently to Qin Shi's side, and sat down carefully, not caring whether the dirt on the grass would stain her skirt , and regardless of whether such a sitting posture will damage her image.

"Ah Shi." She called her softly, and carefully brushed the osmanthus from her body with her slender hands.

"En." Qin Shi responded, his voice a little hoarse.

"Don't look at me? Talk to me like that?"

Qin Shi raised his head, his eyes were a little red.

"What's the matter?" Su Xun asked in a soft voice while picking the sweet-scented osmanthus from her hair.

"I..." Qin Shi opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he still didn't say it.

Su Xun's eyes were fixed, and after picking the sweet-scented osmanthus from his hair, he slowly moved his hand to Qin Shi's back, touching it lightly and comfortingly, "Ah Shi doesn't even believe me?"

"No!" Qin Shi said without hesitation.

"Then why can't you tell me when Ah Shi has something to say? No matter what happens, I will always be with you."

"..." Qin Shi was silent for a while, then lowered his head again, "You didn't. You left."

Su Xun was dumbfounded.

"But Ah Shi, you know very well that I have never changed my attitude towards you. I was never the one who left first."

The author has something to say: Ah, the span is a bit big.

It may be a bit abrupt, I hope everyone can understand, the content in the middle of the span will be interspersed in the form of memories later in the text.

My pen is limited, I hope everyone will be satisfied.

In fact, I wrote this chapter for three days, and finally decided to publish it in this form.

If there is a reason, it is probably because the author is more willful, and his heart is blocked, so the things he writes are also blocked.

Love is not the greatest suffering, I hope everyone will not experience such suffering.

Ok, I will continue to type.wave.