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At the gate of Jingshan Manor, Su Xun and Qin Shi stood in a stalemate at the gate.

"Ashi, go in."

"Do not."

"Why?" Su Xun helplessly rubbed the man who kept his hands in his pockets and lowered his head and said nothing else. Qin Shi's long hair had now become shredded short hair. Su Xun rubbed it into a bird's nest.

Qin Shi stretched out his hands to straighten his hair, and finally raised his head. He stood outside the gate and looked at the small road leading to the Qin's house. After a long time, he said, "I don't know how to face them."

Before Su Xun could say anything, he continued, "I don't want to see him, but I also want to see my mother."

She missed her mother very much. When she was wandering alone in a foreign land, besides Chu Xiyue, the only thing she missed most was her mother.

Chu Xiyue hurt her even more, but only her mother gave her meticulous love and care. Perhaps, only her mother was the one who loved her the most.

She can find excuses to forgive herself if she can't be filial outside, but she is standing at the door of the house and hasn't gone in to see her mother. She feels that she can't forgive herself anyway. If her mother knows what she thinks, she will be sad and disappointed, right? .

However, she didn't want to see him even more.

Seeing him, she thought of everything that happened two years ago, all because of him.

If he hadn't forced her to face it, if he hadn't spread everything out, maybe nothing would have changed.

The more Chu Xi will not hurt her, she will not leave, and will not be in an unspeakable embarrassment with Jia Jiachen.

Everything will be as she expected, beautiful.

Nor would she now, so, struggle.

All because of him.

When she was young, she regarded him as her hero, because he could easily hold her by the waist with one hand.

At that time, she was always playing with a group of little boys outside, playing with marbles and paper, and she liked to get involved in what the boys were playing.As long as Jia Jia is not around, she will follow Chen Chen to fight the other boys for [-] rounds.

Her mother doted on her, and at that time her health was really bad and she was prone to getting sick every day, so she also wanted to let her do more activities outside. Anyway, Chen Jiajia was watching, so she was relieved that nothing would happen.

As for him, every time he sees her playing with the boys, he will frown his handsome eyebrows, then stretch out his big palm to pinch her face first, pull her out of the game, and then lift her up unexpectedly He put it on his shoulders and carried it all the way home regardless of her yelling on his shoulders.

Later, the Qin family gradually became famous. He became busier and busier, and showed less and less time at home. When he came back occasionally, he was full of alcohol and made people not want to get close.She thought her father didn't love her anymore, so she didn't go home to play with her.

Later, my mother told her that Dad loves you, but Dad wants to make more money, so he can only eat meat when he is young.

At that time, the little girl innocently raised her head and said, "I won't eat meat when I was young, let Dad go home quickly."

I just remember my mother coaxing her helplessly in a low voice, "When I was young, I would eat more meat and grow taller. When I grow up to be a big child, my father can go home and be with me. I'm afraid I won't kiss my father at that time."

"No way! I liked my father the most when I was young! Well, I also like my mother!"

The words are still in my ears, but the development of things later is indeed as Qin's mother said.

When Qin Shiyue grew up, he didn't feel much about Qin Xu's existence. It was rare to see Qin Xu just nod his head and call his father, and then went about his own business again.

But Qin Shi knew in his heart that she didn't have any resentment towards her father. The older she was, the more she could understand his father's hard work. She just didn't know how to get along with him after not being in contact with him for too long.

If that hadn't happened, she would still have regarded him as the best dad in the world.

"Ah Shi." Su Xun's voice came from next to his ear, Qin Shi gradually withdrew his thoughts, and looked in the direction of Su Xun's gaze.

The person standing in front of her is not her mother, but who is it?

"Small!" Yan He looked at the person in front of him who had cut his hair, changed his style, lost some weight and completely changed his appearance, and stared blankly at her in a daze, his words choked up.

Qin Shi subconsciously took two steps back, turned around and wanted to leave, she hadn't figured out how to go back and face them.

"Ah Shi." Su Xun quickly grabbed Qin Shi who was trying to escape, she didn't understand why her mother wanted to look like this.

Qin Shi was pulled so hard that she couldn't run, and she didn't dare to run hard, for fear of falling with Su Xun. She didn't dare to mess with the 8cm heel shoes on Su Xun's feet, so she had to stop and stay where she was. refused to turn back.

Seeing his daughter like this, Yan He understood most of it in his heart. Could she still not understand his own heart? Qin Shi probably still couldn't turn the corner.

After sorting out his emotions, he took the paper towel handed over by Su Xun and wiped away his tears, then smiled gratefully at Su Xun, who voluntarily avoided the distance. If it wasn't for Su Xun's quick eyesight and hands to hold the hour, then the child might run away again. Where did it go?

The last time I escaped was two years, and this time I escape again, who knows how long it will be.

"Don't you want to see your mother when you were young?" A cold palm took her hand, fingers caressing the back of her hand continuously.

"……no."

"Would you like to go home with your mother at that hour?"

"...Okay." Qin Shi held back for a long time, but his eye circles were still red after all.

Qin Shi obediently followed behind Yan He, held by her mother, just like when she was a child, when she passed by Su Xun, she dragged Su Xun into the gate, she was afraid alone.

Su Xun looked at Qin Shi in astonishment and suddenly grabbed her hand. She was planning to leave first and then come to visit the next day. It should not be suitable for her to be present at the Qin family at this time.

Sensing Qin Shi's stay, Yan He looked back at Qin Shi holding Su Xun's hand, thinking of the people at home, his expression changed, and in a blink of an eye he calmed down and became the one who was graceful and generous in front of outsiders. Mrs. Qin smiled at Su Xun and invited her, "Miss Su will also stay for a light meal today. We haven't seen you for a long time. The last time I saw you was before you went abroad."

Su Xun was stunned. According to what Qin Shi had said about her past relationship, her father must know about it, and her mother probably knew about it.

What does Qin's mother mean by asking her to leave a simple meal now?Could it be?

Thinking of a certain possibility, Su Xun's eyes lit up instantly, and he said warmly, "Then disturb Aunt Qin. It's good that Auntie calls me A Xun like Ah Shi, otherwise I can't bear it. "

The three of them walked to the gate of Qin's house. After thinking about it, Yan He still stood still, and patted the back of Qin Shi's hand lightly, "When I was young, you promised mom that you would never run away again."

"Yeah." Qin Shi responded muffledly, and he was worried about what she was running after he had reached the door of the house.

"You promise mom."

"Well. Do you want to hang yourself with the hook again?" Qin Shi's voice became lower and more ambiguous as he got to the back, obviously feeling that his last words were too childish.

But when her mother opened the door and led her into the house, when she looked up and saw those people standing in the living room, she still subconsciously broke free from her mother's hand and turned around to run again.

He completely forgot about Su Xun who was following behind him, and bumped into him.

Su Xun was knocked to the ground by her, and his nose hurt so badly. Even though he wanted to make a good impression on the Qin family, he couldn't hold back at this moment, and cried out while covering his nose.

Qin Shi hurriedly got up from Su Xun, then half-supported Su Xun, hugged her in his arms and coaxed her to take his hands away to let her see how her nose was doing.

Su Xun ignored her, covered his nose with one hand and twitched, just didn't speak, and put his other hand on the ground, trying to stand up by himself.

At this time, Qin Shi couldn't care less about whether to run or not. Ah Xun has always been a young lady with a temper and a delicate body. When she was with her, she was always careful in case she would hurt Ah Xun anytime. Thinking about it after so many years still hurt her.

"Ah Xun, show me if your nose is crooked." Qin Shi coaxed Su Xun like a child.

"You're crooked!" Su Xun resentfully moved his hand away and twisted the flesh on Qin Shi's waist.

Qin Shi didn't care about her strength at all, and carefully checked her nose, but it was a little red and there were some tear stains on it, nothing else.

After pulling Su to find him, Qin Shi asked worriedly, "Why don't you go to the hospital later."

Su Xun saw those people standing in the living room when he got up. Han Jiajia and Chen Chen both recognized them, so the remaining one must be that person.

Looking at the man's eyes looking straight at this side, as if he wanted to kill himself, Su Xun hung on Qin Shi indifferently, "If you don't go to the hospital, it's a shame! You rub it for me later. "

Unconsciously, the person standing in the living room's face was dark at this time, his hands were tightly clasped, and he took a step forward to speak.

The author has something to say: ah, I think this chapter is pretty hard when it reaches [-]:[-].

After finally coding, I wanted to throw away the manuscript box, and the piaji automatically shut down when it ran out of power.

I was just trying to motivate myself!Finish coding before the power goes out!

Tired】feeling that I will never love again]

Bags will be busy today until the end of the month.

Let’s move the update time to ten o’clock in the evening QAQ

I don't have time to update this morning.

Anyway, the update time of this month is uncertain QAQ completely depends on my time QAQ

Also, if there is a problem with the article, please point out that I will modify it when I go home at night.

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