big, huh

Seeing Su Xun's gradually receding figure, his thin back shivered slightly in the howling autumn wind, but his back was straight, and as he walked towards the gate step by step, Qin Shi moved forward unconsciously.

"Ashi, I don't love you anymore."

"Ashi, I won't be coming back."

"Ashi, from now on, you have to be happy, you can't be like before."

"Ashi, don't make me regret it."

There is always separation in life, but Qin Shi knows that after this separation between her and Ah Xun, there will be no future.

From then on, perhaps no one could treat her like Su Xun, love her and protect her, the most important thing.

It wasn't until night fell that Qin Shi hesitated to return to the ward. As expected, Chu Xiyue had already woken up and was sitting on the bed typing something on the computer.

Seeing this situation, Qin Shi frowned, and without saying anything, went straight to the bed, closed the computer on her lap, and threw it at the end of the bed.

Chu Xiyue watched the computer jump a few times on the hospital bed, then lay quietly at the end of the bed, tilted his head and raised his eyebrows to look at Qin Shi, as if asking, "Why?"

Qin Shi didn't answer, turned around and sat on the sofa opposite the bed, bent down and scratched his head irritably, the last words Su Xun said before leaving reappeared in her mind.

"Ashi, everyone has no faults, everyone can have a chance to be forgiven."

"Chu Xiyue is also a human being, an ordinary person who has never experienced feelings."

"No one can sort out their feelings from the beginning. If you still love her and you can forgive her, why don't you give her a chance and ask her."

"Maybe, Ah Shi, you will get the answer you want."

"Then, I wish you happiness."

Seeing that she was silent, Chu Xiyue was not in a hurry, and leaned on the cushion with her arms folded, staring at the ceiling with deep eyes, wondering what she was thinking.

"Chu Xiyue." After struggling for a long time, Qin Shi finally spoke.

Although she had made a decision long ago, at this moment, she was still feeling uneasy. She didn't know if she would get the answer she wanted or another heartache once she asked this question.

"Huh?" Chu Xiyue withdrew her gaze and looked at Qin Shi.

"You..." Qin Shi said the word "you", and the rest of the words went back and forth on the tip of his tongue a few times, but he never said it.

"What am I?"

"you……"

"Have you ever loved me?"

"Chu Xiyue, have you ever loved me?"

As soon as these words came out, a thin layer of sweat broke out on Qin Shi's forehead, and his face instantly turned pale. She will never forget how Chu Xiyue answered that day.

"No."

Looking up at Chu Xiyue, seeing that Chu Xiyue's lips moved, as if he was about to answer, the stuffy feeling in his heart rose even more.Qin Shi stood up suddenly, and shouted at Chu Xiyue, "Don't say it!", his voice was full of pain and struggle, and his little face was twisted into a ball at this moment.

Chu Xiyue swallowed the words that were about to come out, looked at Qin Shi bowed his waist and gasped heavily, watched Qin Shi gradually calm down, and said to himself calmly, "It's nothing, no need to answer, just pretend I have nothing Just asked." Seeing that Qin Shi was about to open the door and go out with flustered steps.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that if she didn't say anything, if she watched Qin Shi open the door and walked out, if she kept struggling with her poor self-esteem, she might, indeed, lose Qin Shi forever.

Without further hesitation, he opened his mouth and called Qin Shi who had already opened the door, "Qin Shi."

"Yeah." Qin Shi stopped his pace and said without turning his head, "The doctor said that you would faint when you were exhausted. Don't be busy these days. Rest more. I'll go back first. I'll come to see you when I'm free." Said Then he had to pick up his steps and leave.

"Qin Shi, I love you."

The cold voice entered Qin Shi's ears, causing her to stop involuntarily. The sentence that just fell into her ear and the sentence that had been playing back in her mind were intertwined and entangled with each other, making her suddenly Not sure how to react.

After a long time, Qin Shi didn't respond, and Chu Xiyue's heart rose tightly to his throat, expecting Qin Shi's reaction.

She could vaguely imagine why Qin Shi's reaction was so violent just now, and she also understood that the harm caused to Qin Shi would not be wiped away by a simple sentence of "I love you."

The only thing she hopes now is that Qin Shi can still have a little trust in her and a little love for her, so that she can have a chance to walk into Qin Shi's heart again, so that she can have a chance to smooth it out with her own hands. The scar that he once carved on Qin Shi's heart.

Seeing that Qin Shi still didn't respond, Chu Xiyue couldn't help it, "Qin Shi!"

"Hmm... ah..." Qin Shi came back to his senses, not knowing what to say.

She is still in a state of ignorance. She clearly heard what Chu Xiyue just said, but felt that she was hallucinating.

What did Chu Xiyue just say, I love you?

Chu Xiyue, love her?

But how is this possible.

What Chu Xiyue said clearly was, "No."

Qin Shi shook his head, feeling a little dizzy, swayed his steps slightly, turned around, and looked at Chu Xiyue, "What did you just say? I may not have heard clearly."

She felt that she was probably hallucinating, so she had to hear Chu Xiyue say it again, and she had to see Chu Xiyue say it again.

Seeing Qin Shi's dazed and unbelievable expression, Chu Xiyue's heart felt like a thousand arrows piercing through his heart, all because of her, his hands under the quilt were tightly clenched into fists, he took a deep breath, looked Looking into Qin Shi's eyes, "Qin Shi, I love you."

After finishing speaking, he stared at Qin Shi's face closely, not letting go of the slightest change in expression.

But what I didn't expect was that Qin Shi lowered his head after listening, his broken black hair blocked Chu Xiyue's sight, making it difficult for her to see Qin Shi's expression and guess her thoughts.

But not long this time, Qin Shi raised his head, pursed his lips with an inexplicable smile, and repeated slowly, "Chu Xiyue, do you love me?"

"Ah."

Gently nodding his head, Qin Shi turned around and went out the door, leaving only one sentence, "Then I'll come see you tomorrow."

Tuliu Chu Xiyue was alone in the ward, staring blankly at the door with only a small gap left. Now the direction of the plot is completely different from what she imagined, not at all.

Why did Qin Shi leave the sentence "Come see her tomorrow", then what is she thinking now.

Does she love her or doesn't love her or what else does she want.

Rubbing her temples and shaking her head, Chu Xi lay down on the bed in a daze. She felt that she needed to think about the future at this time.

Qin Shi now seems to be completely different from her two years ago.

She can no longer treat her with what she knew about Qin Shi two years ago.

What's more, in fact, she didn't know Qin Shi, either.

Thinking of this, Chu Xiyue felt so stuffy that she couldn't breathe, and her heart was full of apologies to that idiot.

Because of her own selfishness and slowness, she suffered such a great injury, the world collapsed almost overnight, and she fled in a hurry.

After two years now, Qin Shi finally came back, does it mean that Qin Shi no longer cares so much about the past, and doesn't care so much about her who he once loved so much.

But in fact, Chu Xiyue didn't need to think so much at all.

Although Qin Shi's personality has changed a lot after that incident, his essence is still there, and no matter how much he changes, he won't change much.

He was still the same little Qin Shi who would only run away and not face the situation, the idiot Qin Shi.

That's right, Qin Shi escaped again.

At this moment, Qin Shi was walking quickly on the main road outside the hospital, holding his shirt sleeves and shrugging his shoulders to call Su Xun.

"Ah Xun, I asked Chu Xiyue about it."

A gentle voice came from the phone, "What did she say?"

Qin Shi pursed his lips, and still replied in disbelief, "She said, she said she loved me."

"Oh, isn't that good?" Su Xun's voice with a slight smile soothed Qin Shi's restless heart at the moment.

"……do not know"

Hearing this answer, Su Xun could only smile helplessly. She didn't know Qin Shi yet, "Then how did you answer her, Ah Shi?"

"Hehe, he probably ran away again."

"...Well. I told her to see her tomorrow."

Knew it.

"Why has to be this way."

"I don't know, I feel scared."

Su Xun paused holding the coffee cup, put down the cup, wrote a few words on the window lightly, thought for a while, and then asked, "Ah Shi, I have never asked you. You two years ago, In the end what happened."

Qin Shi's footsteps also stopped suddenly, two years ago, what happened two years ago.

The author has something to say: Well, the next chapter will start talking about two years ago.

Readers keep telling me that the jump is too fast and I can't understand it.

This is indeed the reason why I was too capricious, and completely deviated from the outline when jumping in the middle.

But it was heartbreaking at the time.

I hope everyone can understand and forgive me.

I will try my best to explain it later.

The diligent package client at 01:30 in the morning.

Well, there is.

May you from now on, someone loves you and protects you, the most important thing.