Scum attack you, this is a happy pulse

Yang Xiao stood on the spot, looked at Jian Haoming, stared blankly, after a long while, he said "oh", then turned and left.He had just spent too much courage to take that step, and there was no courage left to face this rejection.

"Xiaoxiao!" Jian Haoming tried to grab his arm, "I really want to promise you right away! But this time is necessary."

Yang Xiao turned around and asked him, "Why?"

"To make you believe me!" Jian Haoming said angrily.

This answer surprised Yang Xiao.

"You want to start over with me? I am very happy to hear you say that. After all, I have said the same thing to you many times, and I thought you finally agreed." Jian Haoming's voice began to be a little high-pitched, and then gradually calmed down , "But... it's not the same... The one you proposed is different from the one I want you to agree to."

Yang Xiao didn't know whether to get angry or laugh, "Which word is different?"

The words are all the same.

"But what we want is really different." Jian Haoming said, "You're clearly just putting all your eggs in one basket."

He couldn't help raising his voice again, "You are still like that, you don't believe me at all! Even if you agreed to get back together, you never thought about how long you would be with me. Before you said that, you already It was decided that we would break up again."

The expression on Yang Xiao's face moved again and again, and finally he laughed angrily, "So what?"

"You treat our relationship like a fleeting firework." Jian Haoming said, "And then you agreed to watch the firework with me, that's all. But I'm different... I, I never want a firework , I have always, always wanted to find someone to love for the rest of my life." After speaking, Jian Haoming's voice became softer and weaker, and he even seemed a little aggrieved and pitiful.

"It's not that I regard our relationship as fireworks." Yang Xiao said with a sneer, "It's that your relationship is originally a firework, one after another, without exception!"

This is a fact, Jian Haoming is irrefutable.

But this was never what Jian Haoming wanted to pursue, and this is also a fact.From the very beginning, Jian Haoming believed in love, and pursued to hold his hand and grow old together.But why did the feelings that started so seriously one after another turn into fireworks in the end?

"So...Xiaoxiao, we can't just start over like this." Jian Haoming wiped his face, "I've had enough of fireworks. Xiaoxiao, believe me, this time will be different, we...will be together for the rest of our lives."

Accompanied for life?These four words are a great temptation.But Yang Xiao just sneered and asked back, "Why should I trust you?"

"I will wait until you believe it." Jian Haoming said.

"Daydream about your blue sky." Yang Xiao said.

Yang Xiao shook off Jian Haoming's hand and turned around again.Jian Haoming wanted to catch it again, but there was no way.When Yang Xiao wanted to get away with all his heart, Jian Haoming never stopped him.

Jian Haoming was a little frustrated and regretful.He shouldn't have refused, but he was not reconciled.He wanted Yang Xiao to believe him, and he wanted himself to believe in himself even more.

"Two months!" Jian Haoming shouted towards Yang Xiao's back, "If I still love you after two months, no matter what you say then, I will never let you go!"

The excessive volume made all eyes in the waiting hall focus.

Yang Xiao felt uncomfortable being stared at by these gazes, and couldn't help turning his head, "What if I had someone else at that time?"

What answered him was not Jian Haoming's voice, but a dazzling flash of light.

"Even if it's a love that can't be satisfied for a lifetime, it's better than a firework." Jian Haoming smiled at him behind the camera hole of his phone.

Yang Xiao was angry and annoyed, and continued to leave decisively, deeply regretting talking to him.

After a while, Jian Haoming was left alone.He looked at the photo of Yang Xiao that he just secretly took in his phone, and treasured it into the album.

Two months, this is Jian Haoming's limit.When he first fell in love for two months, his first love derailed. Since then, no love has broken this time limit.

Jian Haoming carefully put the phone into his pocket, and found that his palms were covered with cold sweat.Only then did he realize that he was so nervous just now.

——Challenging himself is not an easy task, especially since he doesn't even know whether he should believe in himself or not.

Jian Haoming is very clear, and probably Yang Xiao is also very clear. Although Jian Haoming loves Yang Xiao sincerely now, in fact, Yang Xiao is not that special in Jian Haoming's entire life so far.Jian Haoming once loved those people sincerely, no less than now, but they all became fireworks.

Is there any reason to believe that this time it will be a success?There is no reason at all.But whether it succeeds or fails, this will be his last relationship.

As Jian Haoming said just now, he was fed up with fireworks.

When returning home, Jian Haoming casually ate a bowl of beef noodles at a small noodle shop by the side of the road, and then unexpectedly ran into an acquaintance.

At that time, Jian Haoming ordered the noodles, then sat on the seat and looked at his mobile phone, looking at the photo of Yang Xiao over and over again. After looking at it for an unknown period of time, the waiter in the shop slowly brought his noodles. come over.

Jian Haoming was hungry, so he didn't pay much attention to it.If it wasn't for the waiter who pressed the brim of his hat so that his face could hardly be seen, and walked more stealthily and stealthily, Jian Haoming might not have looked at him more.

Seeing this, Jian Haoming was so shocked that he almost dropped the bowl, "Lin... Zhiyi?"

As soon as he heard these three words, the little waiter ran away like a cat whose tail was stepped on.

Jian Haoming rubbed his eyes, thinking that he might be dazzled.

As a result, the store manager saw this scene and came over to chat, "Why, do you know Xiao Lin?"

"Uh... I've seen it before." Jian Haoming silently put the noodle bowl on the table, "He... works here... part-time?"

"Yes." The store manager nodded as a matter of course.

Jian Haoming sweats.Although he didn't pay much attention to the Lin family's affairs, he had heard some rumors.Because of Lin Zheng's accident, most of the finance ministers of the Lin family were frozen, but a small part was kept, and now Lin Kerong's mother is pinching her.Will Lin Kerong's mother be polite to Lin Zhiyi?Certainly not.Coupled with the fact that Lin Zhiyi bit Lin Zheng and Lin Kerong, it was quite normal to be kicked out of the house directly.

But I didn't expect that he actually came to the small restaurant to serve dishes.

"How much is a month?" Jian Haoming couldn't help asking.

"Two thousand." The store manager replied.

Jian Haoming ate the noodles, thinking that what he said was quite accurate at the beginning.

"Food and lodging included." The store manager added.

"The treatment is good."

"It wasn't included at first." The store manager sighed, "But this kid Xiao Lin is so pitiful."

"..." Jian Haoming curled his lips, thinking that this sounded very subtle.

"I heard from him that his family's situation is not bad, but his mother died early, and he had a father, but even his father died a few months ago!" Sure enough, the store manager became more and more unreliable, "Then He was kicked out of the house by his stepmother, what a pity."

——Lin Zhengming is still in the police station, so does he know that he is dead?

Jian Haoming curled his lips, "He's in his twenties, other people's mothers shouldn't have raised him, and it's right to drive him out."

"Huashi said so, but he also has a younger brother who is studying in a university in other places." The store manager sighed again, "he was also kicked out by his stepmother. As a result, Xiao Lin had to take care of the living expenses of the two brothers and at the same time My younger brother's tuition is pitiful!"

——Why can’t this problem of casually deceiving sympathy be cured?

Jian Haoming wiped his face, not knowing what to say.

"Are you taking care of him too much?" Jian Haoming felt that out of humanitarian spirit, he should remind this kind-hearted store manager, "Isn't the cost of including food and accommodation not small?"

"It's okay." The store manager said cheerfully, "It's just a small dilapidated attic that was built randomly. It used to throw away sundries, but later it was full of insects. It's just right for him to live. Because he lives here, he does a few more things every day than others. An hour, haha, saved a lot of money."

"..." Jian Haoming silently put away his humanitarianism.

He finished eating the noodles in silence, and waited for a long time before Lin Zhiyi came to take the plate away.It is said that he usually does not dawdle like this, purely because he is too nervous to see Jian Haoming.

Jian Haoming walked away silently like this. After walking for a while, he suddenly turned around and saw Lin Zhiyi was watching at the door, with a relieved expression on his face, as if he was glad that Jian Haoming didn't expose him.

Just passing by like this, Jian Haoming returned home, feeling a little sad in his heart.

Of course he still remembers Lin Zhiyi, after all, this is the person he once loved and hated deeply, but today, there is no love and loathing left, just a stranger who "saw before" .But compared to other strangers who have been unforgettable, Lin Zhiyi has a deeper meaning, because this is the last firework that Jian Haoming once set off.

Jian Haoming turned on the computer, uploaded the photos he just secretly took in his mobile phone, and searched for other photos of Yang Xiao—most of them were taken when he asked a private detective to follow him—carefully deducting irrelevant photos. people, crop well and save well.

While doing these things, he recalled the bits and pieces since he met Yang Xiao.

On the first day of two months, it started like this, and then ended smoothly.

The next day, Jian Haoming went to the small broken shoe company with his cell phone full of photos, and looked through them whenever he had time.

Until the third and fourth day, he still kept flipping through these photos, but even with his eyes closed, he could still know that he loved this person.

On the fifth day, the sixth day and the seventh day, every time Jian Haoming saw Yang Xiao's photo, he could tell himself that he loved this person.

On the eighth day, Jian Haoming printed out Yang Xiao's photos and pasted them all over his bedroom.

No. On the 12th day, Jian Haoming could still see Yang Xiao's shadow in his dream.

No. On the 15th day, Jian Haoming removed all the photos in the bedroom and put them in the bedside table.

No. 20 days, every day when he got up, he had to take out those photos from the bedside cabinet, look at them over and over again, and remind himself that he loved this person.

No.20 Five days later, he reposted those photos all over the wall.

No.20 Eight days later, he suddenly found that after he closed his eyes, no one would immediately come to mind.

On the 30th day, Jian Haoming woke up in the middle of the night, quietly looking at the photos on the wall under the moonlight, trying to distinguish the silhouette of the other party from the darkness.After a long time, he slowly raised his hands, covered his eyes, and wept silently.