fall in love with ex-husband

Under the threat of Zhang Kaiji's eyes, I finally confessed the reason for the awkward situation.In order not to make my reason seem that I care too much about him, I also added the reason "because I don't want to be alone" to increase my persuasiveness.

Zhang Kaiji didn't believe me, I didn't know it, but after that, I didn't hear people around me mentioning that someone confessed to Zhang Kaiji.

Leaving aside the class time for the two of us, we were almost inseparable for the rest of the time, and even the final review was in the same library.

The intimacy between Zhang Kaiji and I was seen by our roommate. He is an engineering major, and the roommate only thought we were good brothers who grew up wearing a pair of pants, but my roommate obviously saw something was wrong.That's right, no matter how good the relationship is, no matter how boring it is, it is impossible to meet almost every day, and to have video calls at night if we don't see each other.

In their view, the way we get along is almost the same as that of a couple, only a suitable opportunity is missing.

I never wanted to open the skylight with Zhang Kaiji and speak honestly, but when I thought of the possibility of being overwhelmed, I couldn't open my mouth anyway.

The relationship between the two of us beyond friendship lasted until the junior year. During the period, Zhang Kaiji, who ran 3000 meters in the school sports meeting, habitually hugged me when he rushed to the finish line, and sent a photo of us to their school forum. Top hot posts.

But no matter how I call him in my dream, I still call him Zhang Kaiji when I wake up.

Zhang Kaiji's grades have always been among the best in their department, and since his sophomore year he joined the robotics team of S University, responsible for the control of bionic robots.His tutor knew his family situation, so when he was about to graduate, whether to choose employment or continue his studies, he provided him with another more attractive choice-full scholarship admission to foreign universities.

My first reaction when I heard the news was joy. I know how much Zhang Kaiji likes his current major, and I also know how much he is intoxicated by his undisturbed scientific research career, but after the joy, there is deep anxiety.

My grades are not as good as his, and I have no intention of continuing to study. After graduation, there is a high probability that I will go to work in the company at home, or find something I like to pass the time.But no matter what, my parents will not let me go to a foreign country thousands of miles away.

I never thought that the two of us would be separated. Even if he needs to work part-time to make money during winter and summer vacations, he can’t be with me all the time. When I miss him, I can call him out.But if he goes abroad, we are far apart, and there is still a six-hour time difference, it may be difficult for us to even speak.

For three or four days, I can barely accept it, but for three or four years, or even longer...Maybe he will find a job that is more suitable for him there, and then meet new friends and lovers with similar interests... .

I can't imagine spending every minute without him.

I guess I just haven't grown up yet and haven't learned to accept parting.

Years of companionship has already engraved Zhang Kaiji into my bones. When I think about not having him by my side in the future, I wither like a flower without nutrition.

Ever since Zhang Kaiji's roommate learned that Zhang Kaiji might go abroad to study after graduation, I began to call Zhang Kaiji sick and deliberately didn't see him.I was afraid that when I met him, he would tell me that he was leaving, so I could only use the most naive and effective way to escape this doomed parting.

I locked myself in the dormitory and didn't see anyone. When I realized it, I hadn't seen Zhang Kaiji for nearly a month.I pretended to be sick so much that I even believed it. When Zhang Kaiji called again, I hung up without thinking about it, and then continued to use the excuse of being sick and uncomfortable to try to prevaricate.

But if you keep pretending to be sick and don't meet each other, even a fool can see something strange.

I didn't want to pretend to be lucky for the rest of my life, so when Zhang Kaiji came to the door, I wasn't surprised at all, I just thought in my heart, it's over, it's over now.

Zhang Kaiji had the key to my dormitory. When he came in, I was lying on the bed half dead. I thought he was my roommate who came back from class, so I called through the bed curtain, "You're back?"

No one answered me.

I poked my head out to see who it was, and then I saw Zhang Kaiji standing at the head of the bed with an unhappy expression on his face.

"Why are you here?" I had never seen Zhang Kaiji's angry expression before, and I subconsciously leaned against the wall.

Stung by my movement, Zhang Kaiji raised the medicine and fruit in his hand, and signaled: "You are sick, don't worry, come and see you."

The two of us went up and down, sat and stood, looking at each other quietly, neither of us spoke.

"Seeing that you are all right, then I will go first."

In the end, Zhang Kaiji conceded defeat, put the plastic bag on the table, and was about to go out.

Seeing that he really left without looking back, I panicked all of a sudden, and I didn't care about whether I was wearing clothes or not, so I jumped off the bed, rushed to the corridor, and grabbed his hand in a panic, feeling uneasy. Said: "Zhang Kaiji, don't go."

I know that the picture of a half-naked man crying and flirting with another man in public is very funny, but I didn't care about it at all at the time. I only had one thought in my mind, I can't let go, I can't let Zhang Kaiji go.

Zhang Kaiji probably didn't expect me to cry, so seeing my tears, he also panicked a little, quickly took off his coat and wrapped it around me and took me to the dormitory, wiping my tears as he walked, "Xixi, you are too cunning Yes, I haven't even cried yet, you are crying."

After being settled, I stared eagerly at Zhang Kaiji who was looking for pants for me to put on, and the grievances accumulated after not seeing each other for a month spewed out all at once, and said nonsense:

"Why are you crying? What is there to cry about? You are going to study abroad, and you will meet a lot of friends with the same interests as you. Don't mention how happy you are, how could you cry."

I know childish and snarky behavior will only be offensive, but I really can't control the catharsis of negative emotions.

After listening to what I said, Zhang Kaiji turned around and squatted in front of me.

I haven't seen him for a month, and he is so scruffy that even the stubble has grown out.Touching his chin, my tears were like a river breaking its embankment, and my nose was sore: "Zhang Kaiji, even if you go abroad, you must not forget me. You must always think of me, okay? I will miss you very much ..."

I also want to become a mature person like Zhang Kaiji, so I have to learn to let go.

Zhang Kaiji held my face and carefully wiped away my tears with his sleeves, his movements were gentle and his voice was hoarse: "Xixi, why are you so stupid. Is it because of this that you have been unwilling to see me for so long? He Yunqing told you ?”

I was like a child who was caught doing something bad, I could only nod dumbly, and confessed to my accomplice without hesitation.

"Idiot." Zhang Kaiji breathed a sigh of relief, and pinched my face symbolically, "I won't go. I rejected the tutor that day."

I thought of Zhang Kaiji's dream, and worried for him: "But don't you like making robots very much? After going abroad, you will have more learning opportunities?"

"Yeah," he said.

Hearing his affirmative answer, my heart tightened again. I was both happy for his future and sad for the upcoming parting.

Disappointed tears fell down on his palm.

He stared at me seriously, then held my head, leaned forward, and continued writing the unfinished story without me being prepared.

After the kiss, I heard him whisper in my ear: "But I like Xixi better."

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My God, why are these two getting divorced!Zhang Kaiji, wake up!Why do you want to divorce Xixi!leave me!Leave him alone!