fall in love with ex-husband

That's how we are together.There was no applause, and no audience, only each other stared at each other for a long time, with wet eyes.

It was the first time I spent the night outside, but my roommate was not surprised by it, and even held a celebration meeting in the dormitory the next day to celebrate that Gu Wenxi had finally chased Zhang Kaiji into his hands.In their words, if there is nothing between me and Zhang Kaiji, then their eyes are really blind.

In this way, our relationship continued to heat up in one night after another.In my senior year, it was for the sake of convenience and saving money. At my suggestion, the two of them combined and rented a house near S University to live together.

Our co-rental life is more harmonious than imagined. Years of companionship have allowed us to understand each other's personalities and habits. Our relationship has less friction and more tolerance.It is said to be tolerant, but in fact it is just Zhang Kaiji's unilateral connivance to me.I found that I couldn't quarrel with him at all. No matter who was right, he was the one who bowed his head in the end. He didn't want to waste our time on unnecessary disputes, so the first time he felt my emotional change He will take the initiative to admit his mistake and apologize.In his eyes, I seem to be a child who needs to be spoiled, so he is always willing to share all the love in his life with me.

And I am only responsible for taking it for granted to enjoy Zhang Kaiji's unreserved contribution to me.

Meng Xi only visited us once, and seeing Zhang Kaiji treat me like a son, he also told me tactfully that Zhang Kaiji should not be bullied too much. He said that if one party in a relationship is always giving, no matter what the previous relationship is How deep is it that the one who gave will feel tired one day, and then don't want to continue, and when that day comes, the one who only enjoys what others have given will not even know why the relationship between the two is broken, and will sue the other sudden change of heart.

What he said was indeed euphemistic, all he needed to do was name him, and let me, Gu Wenxi, treat Zhang Kaiji better.

So human prejudice is terrible.

No matter how many years you have known me, your first impression of me is always a tyrannosaurus rex. When you were young, if a potted plant in a family in the military compound suddenly withered, the first person they would think of would definitely be me This notorious devil incarnate, no one can tell, he grabbed my ears and insisted on forcing me to admit that I pissed on those flowers and plants and pickled them to death.

So I later secretly fell in love with Zhang Kaiji instead of others, largely because he treats me differently.

Zhang Kaiji is tolerant from the bottom of his heart, rather than saying that he is indifferent, it is better to say that he treats everyone with courtesy.It is precisely because he never looks at people with colored glasses, so even though our first acquaintance was not harmonious, after getting along with him later, I found that he really didn’t think that I was different from other students in the class. When I became naughty, I really opened my heart to him and wanted to have a deep friendship with him from the bottom of my heart.

Zhang Kaiji is not like me, he talks about love every day, and even asks for a kiss when he is deeply in love. He is restrained and conservative. The most common way he expresses his love is to be nice to a person, so nice to that person. He can't use his good hands or feet, until he becomes a disabled person who can't live without him.

It is precisely because I understand that it is just Zhang Kaiji's way of loving me, and he is willing to treat me like that for the rest of his life, so I dare to accept his love for granted.And no matter how much everyone dislikes me and Zhang Kaiji, my love for Zhang Kaiji is no less than his love for me.

In my senior year, I was not bound by courses, and I almost became a half-student of University of S, shuttling around the campus of University of S every day, either on the way to help Zhang Kaiji occupy a seat in the library, or on the way to Zhang Kaiji's laboratory to wait for him.

At that time, although there was a trend of speaking out for homosexuality in society, few same-sex couples would blatantly engage in intimacy in public on campus.I'm different from Zhang Kaiji. Before we were together, people from S University had already tacitly agreed that we were a couple. After we got together, there was no need to be afraid of other people's eyes.

So I always held Zhang Kaiji's hand without hesitation, looked at each other with a smile, and continued to talk about the trivial things that happened every day.

As I grow older, I also admire Zhang Kaiji more and more.

During the whole year of senior year, Zhang Kaiji went to many schools to participate in competitions on behalf of their team. Every time I looked at the shining Zhang Kaiji on the podium, I was very grateful that the man speaking on the stage was my boyfriend.In my opinion, Zhang Kaiji, who was proud of his own works when he was speaking, had already started to walk towards his gaze.

But reality is reality after all.

Just like other campus couples, we are also facing the test of graduation.

Although Zhang Kaiji has decided not to go abroad, but he is about to enter the society, he needs to make plans for the future in advance.

He had the opportunity to direct his Ph.D. directly from the school, but in order to come out to work earlier to earn money to support me, he accepted an offer with a good annual salary without discussing it with me.

This job is a good choice for anyone, but only Zhang Kaiji, I don't understand why he has to give up his dreams and hobbies to accommodate me, and go to a job that he is good at but doesn't like at all.

I clearly wanted to express to him that rather than wronging myself to accommodate me, I hope he can live the life he yearns for, and I also want to see him who can't stop talking when he talks about machine parts and programming.

But I was too stupid after all.As my head and mouth do not share the same language system, I would only speak out in anger, and then, in a careless gesture, condescendingly thrust a knife into his heart.Or really only those who love each other know what to say to hurt each other to the greatest extent.

I even said stupid things like we're not short of money.

Hearing my words, Zhang Kaiji, who wanted to comfort me, gave a noticeable pause, and then said with a grim expression that he just wanted to rely on his own strength to protect his beloved.

In essence, neither of us is wrong in this matter. I wish him well, and he also hopes to bring me well.

The quarrel was just like usual, it came and went quickly, and I only needed a few nice words from him, and I calmed down instantly.

Being as stupid as a pig, I only thought he was very romantic at the time, but I didn't notice the loneliness in Zhang Kaiji's eyes afterwards.

yes.Why doesn't he want to continue chasing his dream, but he doesn't have a rich family background like me, nor do he have parents who love me so much.Zhang Kaiji's native family and childhood experience made him lose the capital of willfulness.Everything he does needs to be thought out, not impulsive like me.

When he was in high school, he lost his only family member. It took him several years to finally get over the pain, and then he had to go through a lot of inner entanglement and torture before finally convincing himself to take that step and be with me. Together.He stubbornly believed that once he recognized it, it would be a lifetime, and because of his previous incompetence and weakness, he had to succumb to his uncle's violence, which indirectly killed his younger brother.Now he only hopes to stand by my side dignifiedly.The secular vision cannot be broken in a short while. He hopes that, at least within his ability, he can use his own strength to create a bright future for the two of us.

At that time, I was too stupid, I only cared about being immersed in his love and care, and never cared whether I trampled on his few dignity intentionally or unintentionally.And when I realized I was wrong, it was too late.

It took me and Zhang Kaiji five full years to change from friends to lovers.

I think we definitely have a grudge against the number "5".

Five years of getting along, five years of love, five years of marriage.Each stage seems to begin in the fifth year, but it also ends in the fifth year.Our relationship finally came to a close in the third five years.

No one thought that we would be together like that, without applause or audience, but the result was as everyone expected, just like our unexpected parting now.

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Zhang Kaiji and Gu Wenxi are really a good match, they both love each other so much...

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