fall in love with ex-husband

Seeing that the psychological consultation was changed from once a day to once a week, the chemotherapy that was delayed because of my poor condition was also put on the agenda.

In order to prevent me from continuing to search for the side effects of chemotherapy and scaring myself, Meng Xi only brought my laptop when he came to visit me, and greeted me, the pigeon spirit, on behalf of my readers and friends, and asked me to update it quickly.

Thinking about it, it’s clear that I put down my harsh words and wanted to update and quit the circle first, but it ended up halfway. Old readers must know that I am a pigeon spirit and don’t care about me, while new readers will only think that I am a wordless person. Those who believe, maybe they are still wondering if I didn't change it on purpose because I didn't want to quit the circle.

The accumulated unread comments in half a month exceeded 99+. I checked one by one to see if there were any comments that scolded me. I just used him to practice my hand speed, and I can update it later.

This is so weird, instead of scolding me, the discordant voices scolding the characters in the comment area are all positive comments. Among them, there are many rich readers who use rewards to trick me, asking me when I can update, can I hurry up Point, they are itching to read it, wanting to know how it will develop in the future, and even a very few readers with a strong sense of substitution are crying and asking me whether this article is he or be.

I picked a few familiar IDs to reply, and then scrolled through the comments one by one, and unexpectedly found that during my absence, there was an unfamiliar local rich reader in the comment area, with a system default ID, never commenting Reminder, regular rewards every day, click on the homepage to see, the only person who follows me, and even subscribes to all my articles.

There was a sense of pride in being recognized by passers-by, so I was in a good mood and specially replied to this person: "Thank you brother for your reward."

It was just a polite remark, so I didn't expect the other party to reply, so I closed the webpage and opened Word to start writing an update.

The last update happened to be about the divorce between Zhang Kaiji and me. It stands to reason that the story should end here, but because I haven't been able to press the end button for a long time, the readers who have been kept in the dark have always thought that I am still in the dark. In the serialization, this is the one they urged to update.

The story was originally created based on me and Zhang Kaiji as the prototype of the story, but now that we have completely separated, the ending of the characters in this book is actually a foregone conclusion, and there is no need to update it.

But I am reluctant, unwilling, and unwilling, whether it is reality or stories, I am a loser.Since in real life, I can no longer get back together with Zhang Kaiji, at least in the story, there is still a possibility that my marriage with him can be salvaged.

So I changed the subject, deleted the final chapter that I had written, and wrote another chapter, trying to make the marriage between "I" and "Zhang Kaiji" still have room for redemption.

No matter what kind of story it is, it needs an opportunity for the protagonist to get rid of all the factors that caused them to separate and rebuild for good.

Right now unless I completely recover from the illness, I will never interfere with Zhang Kaiji's current life.

However, I did not mention my illness in the article.After all, the reality is more magical than the story. I don’t want readers to think that I am deliberately torturing for the sake of abuse. I fabricated the character’s illness in order to create a bloody plot, so I didn’t explain in the story that Zhang Kaiji and I really separated. reason.In this way, it created more possibilities for my plot development.

However, it is still a bit difficult to fabricate a reasonable and reversible reason for breaking up out of thin air.Especially in this article, I still start from the perspective of Zhang Kaiji.

I had no contact with him after the divorce, so how should I describe his mental journey before and after the divorce.

I was laying out the grounds for divorce on scratch paper, but I always felt that something was missing.

As for what was missing, I didn't understand a thing or two until I heard the little girl in the next bed and her partner call and quarrel and break up.

The little girl in the next bed was surnamed Xu, and she asked everyone to call her Da Niu when she first introduced herself.She was also diagnosed with cancer last year. She is less than 20 years old this year and is a freshman in the local area.

She said that she fainted several times unexpectedly before coming to the hospital, but she didn't pay much attention to it. In addition, she was busy with the subject during that time, and thought it was malnutrition caused by being too tired. It turned out that she had a malignant disease after an examination. tumor.

The doctor has advised her parents to take her to do things she likes.In other words, time is running out.

I really can't say words of comfort to patients who are more serious than me. From my own point of view, I always feel that no matter what I say, it will be ridiculed by the person concerned.

I despise the narrowness of my heart.After getting along for a few days, the big girl is much more optimistic than I imagined.Even though the doctor advised her parents to take her home, she was very persistent, hoping that the doctor would not give up on her, no matter how uncomfortable the chemotherapy was, she was willing to try it.

She showed me a photo of her before chemotherapy. In the photo, she was taken with her boyfriend standing at the school gate when she just entered college.The big girl will show her canine teeth when she smiles, which is very contagious. It can also be seen from the photos that she and her boyfriend are very in love.

When asked about her college life, she was very proud to say that she was the first in grade in the final exam of her freshman year, and if she didn't drop out, she could still get a scholarship.

While I am happy for her, I am extremely sorry that such a splendid life will be lost in the near future.At the same time, I laughed at myself, what right do I have to feel sorry for others.

But the big girl obviously doesn't think so. She feels that as long as she is alive, there is hope. Even though she has been given an ultimatum on the medical level, it doesn't mean that there is no turning point.

She smiled innocently and said, what if the cancer cells in my body suddenly recovered?If I give up now, then I am too sorry that I am still working hard in my body, trying to save the working cells of my host.

After all, he was still a child, and the words he said were full of sense, but they were surprisingly not offensive.After discovering that I was a potential depression patient full of negative energy, the big girl began to pester me every day, telling me what interesting things in life, she also specifically mentioned the comic exhibition, she said she had never been to it in her life Comic exhibition, when she recovers from her illness, she must go to the comic exhibition in S City, and then take a photo with her favorite cosplayer.

In order not to let her continue to disturb my ears, I had no choice but to agree to the request to go to the comic exhibition with her.

In addition to me and Da Niu, our ward originally needed an older elder.

The passing of life is often instantaneous, and by the time it is discovered, the best time to rescue has long been missed, and the only ones who can remember the deceased are their own relatives, and the vacant hospital bed will soon be moved into another hospital. a cancer patient.

Even after experiencing death, Da Niu is still very optimistic. Every day, she explains to me in some languages ​​that I don't understand how each cell in my body protects my body's health.

Seeing that she was not affected by the illness at all inspired me inexplicably, and even my parents felt that I looked much better.

As usual that day, the big girl was chatting with me, and then suddenly received a phone call.

She told me with a smug expression that it was her boyfriend who called.

Da Niu once said that her boyfriend and she were classmates in middle and high school, and they had been together for seven years. If she hadn't been sick, they had already planned to get married after graduation.

I watched as she excitedly shared the details of her hospitalization, then grew more serious, and finally turned her back and started crying.

After hanging up the phone, the big girl was already in tears.

I quickly comforted her and asked her what was going on.

She told me, sobbing, that she had been broken up.

In fact, the big girl knew that she was sick a long time ago, just like me, she had the idea of ​​breaking up with her boyfriend, but she couldn't let go of this relationship, so she put it off again and again, but now she was told by the old man that she would never be separated. When her boyfriend called and said they wanted to break up, one can imagine how uncomfortable she was.

I had no choice but to comfort her, saying that in the face of a serious illness, even close relatives may sever ties, not to mention a stupid boy who only made verbal promises, he didn't even understand his own life, how could he be responsible for your life? .

In order to make my words more convincing, I had to cite the example of me and Zhang Kaiji.

After listening to the reason why I divorced Zhang Kaiji, the big girl didn't stop crying, but intensified.

This completely confused me, an uncle who had no experience coaxing girls.

It turned out that the reason why the big girl was broken up was not because she was sick, but because his boyfriend changed his mind and cheated on her, and he never knew about the big girl's illness from the beginning to the end.

I am an only child, and there are no other sisters in my family. I regard the eldest girl as my younger sister from the bottom of my heart. When I hear that my younger sister has been wronged, there is no reason for an older brother to ignore it.

I told the big girl that tomorrow I will go to that scumbag's school and screw him to the hospital to beat him up and make him apologize on his knees.

Although Da Niu felt that my method was very relieved, she shook her head and said it was fine.

"Brother Xixi, forget it. At least he didn't break up with me because I was sick and disliked me, so I don't have anything to worry about him. Let's break up, it only shows that he is not my lover. "

"What about Brother Xixi?"

"Me? What?"

"You took the initiative to separate from the person you like because you were sick. What about the person who likes you very much? Why did he want to separate from you?"

That's right, why did Zhang Kaiji want to divorce me?

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Sorry babes, it's a little late.It's all my fault, I'm an idiot, I'm obviously short-sighted, but I went back to the dormitory without glasses. As a result, I was speechless with the computer. I almost stared at the computer to write this. I'm really sorry.There is another chapter that may be a little later, so don’t wait, go to sleep