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Fang Zheng always felt that he was a late bloomer.

In junior high school, some students secretly had puppy love without telling their parents and teachers, but he was not interested.In high school, puppy love became a public topic. Who in the class fell in love with so-and-so, and so-and-so broke up with so-and-so.

There were also girls who confessed to Fang Zheng.Said that he looks like Prince Charming and hoped to make friends with him.He encountered this kind of confession more than once, and he wrote to him in a subtle way, and directly grabbed him and said it in person.He felt completely baffled.For this reason, all the boys in the class laughed at his elm-headed stupidity, and at the same time rejoiced that there was no strong opponent.

When he was admitted to S University with high scores, his father said that his brain was only suitable for dealing with machines, so he majored in computer science.Girls in this department are rare princesses.How rare is it?It is said that a girl in Fang Zheng's class once cried with joy and said that she had never seen so many handsome guys and so few competitors in a class since she was a child.

These precious princesses have more or less shown their affection for Fang Zheng, but it is a pity that Fang Zheng was ignorant from the beginning to the end.

Fang Zheng realized that something was wrong with him at the end of his freshman year.

In the scorching mid-June, on Fang Zheng's 19th birthday, his buddies in the same dormitory specially downloaded a bunch of "colorful" videos for him to watch in order to celebrate his birthday.In the words of one of the roommates: You are more ascetic than a monk, and the buddies must open your eyes.

College boys all have a similar experience. A group of people in a dormitory gather around a computer to watch porn, and the collective mouth feels dry.

At that time, the three roommates stared at the undressed woman in the film, their faces flushed, their breathing heavy and rough, and one roommate couldn't help but started DIY.Fang Zheng didn't have any physiological reaction.

It's the first time I watch porn, I don't get excited, I don't get sick, right?Fang Zheng suddenly panicked.

It must be that the actress is not pretty enough.Fang Zheng comforted himself and decided to go online to find a movie with a pretty enough heroine.

The roommates were still staring at the computer, Fang Zheng quietly went to bed with his laptop in his arms, pulled down the bed curtain, and searched secretly.

No. 1 in the movie rankings is the new movie "Running the Tide" which has just been released.Numerous raters left comments below, the heroine is astonishing, the hero is handsome, the plot is amazing, etc.

Fang Zheng clicked to watch online.

The heroine is really beautiful, with fluttering white clothes, pure and young, and her shy and timid eyes can easily capture every innocent boy.

Fang Zheng stared at the male protagonist in the film firmly, unable to look away.

As the plot progresses, the sun sets, and the leading actor, Ah Chao, swims through the waves like a fish.From the neck to the back, the tight skin has no trace of fat, like a smooth and smooth leopard, it is amazingly beautiful.

With a splash, Ah Chao came out of the water.Wide shoulders and a thin waist, wet swimming trunks wrapped around a firm buttocks, long and straight legs, hidden in the waves below the ankles.The evening clouds scattered brocade, and the evening sun melted gold, hitting the almost |naked back, golden light.

Fang Zheng's breathing was disordered.Heavy and rough, like a roommate watching porn.

Staring at that figure obsessively.Fang Zheng stiffened.

On the screen, Ah Chao suddenly turned his head and grinned heartlessly.His eyes are bright, his teeth are gleaming, and his smile is unrestrained, like the brightest torch in the splashed ink sky.

At the end of the play, the cast came out.Fang Zheng firmly remembered the name of Ah Chao's actor - Ji Qingchuan.

That night, Fang Zheng had countless charming dreams.Ocean waves, naked backs, canine teeth, spring-like smiles... the belated coming-of-age ceremony is here, and the sheets are in a mess.

In Shenzhou Shenlu, the sky was filled with red lotus karma, and Fang Zheng was reduced to ashes.

Fang Zheng has always been a good boy.Undoubtedly, the one-night sexual intercourse dealt him a heavy blow.At that time, he didn't know that there was no right or wrong in sexual orientation, he just thought he was a pervert.Facing the pleasure brought by the same sex, he was confused, painful, and refused to believe it.He frantically downloaded countless porn videos, but he had to admit that he had no reaction to naked female bodies, but had a physical reaction when he saw a man's body.Especially every time I couldn't help rewatching "Nong Chao", when Ah Chao's back came out, he turned his head and smiled, a strong physiological impulse would inevitably surge, and his faithfulness frightened him.

The more afraid I am, the more I can't help but look at it.While admonishing himself to turn off the video, he couldn't help but press the pause button to freeze the screen on Ah Chao's back.That tightrope-walking feeling drove him crazy.

Back home during the summer vacation, Fang Zheng was so thin that only a handful of bones remained.Mother Fang felt so distressed that he studied too hard, so she fed him three meals a day in different ways.

Fang Zheng locked himself at home for two months.Don't go online, don't go out, don't watch TV.In addition to reading, it is to sit quietly.Force yourself to forget everything.

When the sophomore year started, he couldn't wait to submit an application for the transfer exam to the school, applying to transfer to the Department of Psychology.I hope to learn to adjust myself and get rid of abnormal psychology.

Fang Zheng forgot or sealed all the memories about Ah Chao.It seems that if he forgets Ah Chao, he can forget all the sources of his panic.The name Ji Qingchuan, together with Ah Chao, was imprisoned by him in the darkness where no daylight could be seen.

The effect of willful forgetting is astonishing.Not only does he no longer remember Ah Chao's appearance, he also doesn't even remember the appearance of his roommates who watched pornography together that day.

Gradually, friends discovered that Fang Zheng suffered from prosopagnosia and could not remember faces.

Fang Zheng, who was transferred to a psychology major, discovered in a psychology book one day: In 1973, the American Psychological Association and the American Psychiatric Association removed homosexual behavior from the disease classification system; "In the third edition, homosexuality is no longer considered a perverted behavior.

Fang Zheng was furious.He took the book and asked the teacher, who was his later mentor, Mr. Tang Keji.

Old man Tang looked at him meaningfully for a while before saying: "Homosexuality is not abnormal. He is often determined by his innate genes, and he is as upright as heterosexuality. The resulting inferiority complex is simply stupid!"

Fang Zheng suddenly realized.The thousand-jun boulder was taken away, and half of his life came back to life.

After being cheerful, he went home and tentatively told his mother that the two boys in the class were together.

Fang's mother put on the mask and said perfunctoryly to him, "It's good, as long as you fall in love, it's not a problem, and it also solves the problem of too many leftover men. You should be happy that there are fewer competitors."

That's right, I'm worried about the wool, why have I forgotten what kind of person my mother is.

In Fang Zheng's heart, Fang's mother has always been a magical existence, and the twists and turns of her brain circuit are simply not predictable by ordinary people like Fang Zheng.

When Fang Zheng was young, he heard his neighbor's uncle say to his daughter: "Dad raised you, so you should be filial to your father in the future."

Seven-year-old Fang Zheng asked Fang's mother when he came home: "Mom, why did you raise me?"

Fang's mother rolled her eyes: "Xiaozheng, my mother asked you, do you know why humans raise pigs?"

Xiao Fangzheng: "For eating pork?"

Mother Fang: "Yes! Then why do humans raise chickens?"

Xiao Fangzheng: "For chicken?"

Mother Fang: "Yes! Then why do humans raise fish?"

Xiao Fangzheng is tired of asking questions like this: "Humans raise fish, shrimp, and crabs for food!"

"Now, do you understand why Mom raised you?" Mother Fang laughed like a witch.

Little Fangzheng walked away with sad eyes.Tuliufang's mother stood where she was, feeling for the thousandth and first time how she could raise such a well-behaved, obedient, and well-behaved child.

Thinking of having such a mother, Fang Zheng completely came alive.The extreme rebound after the extreme depression even made him feel that liking the same sex should be a justifiable thing.

Even with such righteousness, he still couldn't remember Ah Chao's appearance.He didn't know that the bottom of his dark heart had already been locked by a heavy lock.

That lock can only be opened by someone with a specific key.

"It hurts!" Fang Zheng screamed out——

The line of sight finally has focus.Li Weihang was unceremoniously pinching Fang Zheng's face with his hands.Its strength is so great that Yan Zhou, who is watching, feels sympathy for each other.

Covering his face, Fang Zheng became furious: "Why are you attacking so hard!"

"Fang Er! You've been standing here like a zombie for 10 minutes. I don't have talisman paper, and I don't have a wooden sword. I can't kill you. Can I beat you back to your original form?"

"Ah Hang is too thin-skinned, he won't let me kiss you if you stick it here. You wasted our 10 minutes!" Yan Zhou squeezed Fang Zheng's face, and walked out the door domineeringly like a king, "I have ten o'clock Yes, let's go, I will pick you up for dinner tonight! Xiao Zheng wants to listen to his senior brother."

What answered him was a pen holder that was smashed hard.

"You guys, are you done kissing?" Fang Zheng, who was almost hit by the pen holder, finally came back to his senses.

Pa - Tathagata palm slapped Fang Zheng on the back of the head vigorously, and slapped him directly on the wall to hang.

"Why don't you leave?" Li Weihang sneered.

"I'm thinking." Fang Zheng said.

"I think you are thinking about spring!" Li Weihang made a final decision.

Being tortured into scum by the senior brother who turned into anger, Fang Zheng retreated back to his own territory.

Fang Zheng didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.

Dazed and empty.Feeling relieved and lost.

The unforgettable memories of the past were buried by time, and in the end, wild smoke and weeds grew wantonly, and even I forgot where the things were buried.

Suddenly one day, he revisited his old place, the vines were mowed down, and the secrets buried by time came to light again, all the panic left was a soft sigh: "Oh, I used to have such a past!"

Lying on the table, Fang Zheng was in a slump and didn't care about doing things.Until the phone's QQ sound rang, breaking his fugue.

[Akihara]: There is something wrong with my recording software, can you help me remotely?

[Copper kite]: Oh.

Ji Qingchuan's fingers tapping the keyboard froze for a moment.This copper kite is usually the most talkative, and it helps people to know everything and talk endlessly. Such a concise reply must be abnormal.

After thinking about it, he typed another line.

[Akihara]: Are you busy?Then I don't bother.Let me know when you are free, thank you!

[Copper Kite]: Available.feeling terrible.remote it.

[Akihara]: Have you encountered something unhappy?You say, I will help you think.

Fang Zheng reached out to the keyboard and typed: "I..."

The author has something to say: It's really cold today.Xiuwen repaired until his fingers became stiff.