The star of the entertainment industry has you

"I" what?

Fang Zheng's hand rested on the keyboard, hesitant to speak.

——I have lost my memory for seven years. I accidentally opened my heart lock to retrieve the dusty past. I must thank the perfume advertisement?

——I went around and went around, and I met the person I liked back then but I didn't know the name. What kind of blood is this?

——I used to be ignorant, the first sexual impulse was given to the same sex, and I thought it was stupid and ridiculous to be perverted?

——I healed myself from face blindness, and when I woke up, I swore to write a masterpiece film review called Little Huya's Hug?

Fang Zheng was confused.

Before he could come to a conclusion, Xiao Yin walked in and informed him: "The guest who made an appointment last time has arrived. The boss asked me to remind you not to be in a daze. If you dare to pretend to be a living dead, he will turn you into a real dead person."

Reluctantly turning off QQ, Fang Zheng looked up to the sky and sighed:

Ah—this ruthless, cruel, and unreasonable world is full of malice!

Send off the guests, complete the consultation records and the key points for the next consultation, and it is lunch time.

Xiao Yin went to buy food, and Fang Zheng opened QQ again after he had nothing to do.In an instant, I was stunned by the message on the screen.

One after another, it was full of Qiu Yuan looking for him: "Kite, what's wrong with you?"What happened?say something!

Fang Zheng thought about it, and typed a line: "Remembering some past events, I feel a little emotional. It's really all right, don't worry."

Qiuyuan's news came quickly: "It's good that there is nothing wrong. If you encounter something, you must speak it out, and it can always be resolved."

Ji Qingchuan raised his head and let out a breath.He has been watching the screen waiting for Fang Zheng's reply.Fortunately, nothing happened.

When filming in winter, almost every actor will put warm babies under the thin costumes.It has the magical effect of ironing the heart and lungs, dispelling cold and sending warmth, and it is really a must-have product for home travel.

Since joining the CV group, he has often been helped by copper kites, which reminds him of Nuan Baobao from time to time.This kite is very helpful and has its own light-emitting and heating functions. It is estimated that when I was in elementary school, I did a lot of good things like giving up my seat on the bus and helping the old lady cross the road.

After thinking about it, he sent another message: "Don't think too much. The past can't be brought back, let it go."

However, is the past really irreversible?

At this moment, Fang Zheng can draw Ah Chao's smile even if he closes his eyes.He retrieved the dusty memories, and Ah Chao's facial features and figure were as vivid as before his eyes.Even Ji Qingchuan's appearance became clear and vivid every time he saw him.Years of face blindness healed without medicine.In the dark heart, a rusty lock was opened.

After get off work that day, Fang Zheng went to the bookstore to buy a bunch of Ji Qingchuan's films.He couldn't even wait for the download time.

Insert the disc into the computer, open the download software at the same time, and click to download those that cannot be bought.Lying on the bed with his notebook in his arms, Fang Zheng has never been like this before, wanting to rush out to thank the selfless people who generously provided the source of the film.

When Ji Qingchuan became popular, he was only in his early twenties, he became famous at a young age, he was in high spirits, and his every move carried a worry-free clarity.Even if his manners are not as tactful as those old actors, his whole body seems to be glowing, making people unable to look away even if they are burned.

The first disc that Fang Zheng watched was a romance film by Ji Qingchuan and Xu Xinran.

Ji Qingchuan plays a handsome and wealthy son, who is graceful and natural in his gestures, with just the right amount of gentleness and courtesy, and has a deep love for the heroine, with no regrets.The most typical love bubble drama of "Prince Charming and Cinderella" was played by him very sincerely.His eyes, when stared at affectionately, are simply breathtaking.

Even though Ah Chao's signature little tiger teeth had been pulled out, Fang Zheng's heart was still pounding.When Ji Qingchuan said "I love you", Fang Zheng's heart beat faster than the heroine's.

Fang Zheng had never seen Ji Qingchuan like this.

In fact, Fang Zheng has only watched one of Ji Qingchuan's movies, "Running the Tide".Before this film, Fang Zheng was training in a cruel high school, lingering between exams, how could he have time to watch movies; Dare to watch again.

His impression of Ji Qingchuan was either Ah Chao or the current him.Between the two, there is a blank.

What he wants to do at the moment is to use these movies to fill in the blanks.

Fang Zheng almost greedily watched one after another, wanting to see every side of Ji Qingchuan, but avoided "Running the Tide" alone.The feeling of "closer to the nostalgia and more timid" is more complicated than the thousands of knots in the double silk net.

After watching several of them, Fang Zheng curled up and fell asleep.In a haze, he walked to a dilapidated bell tower.In the distance, a pair of young men and women are embracing and separating.

Chunyang pulsed along the top of the dilapidated bell tower, hitting obliquely on the sycamore tree behind the two of them, and the first leaves of the sycamore were dim and fresh green.The young girl Xiaoyu's face was pressed against the young Ah Chao's shoulder; Ah Chao raised his head to meet the mottled light and shadow leaking from the leaves, his whole face seemed to glow.

Fang Zheng was possessed, walked over lightly, and reached out to caress Ah Chao's face.The hand trembled violently, and with a single touch, the glowing shadow shattered.

In a blink of an eye, the scene changes.

On the beach at sunset, Ah Chao runs towards the waves, Fang Zheng follows behind.

Ah Chao took off his clothes and stood naked on the rock.Fang Zheng stretched out his hand again like a demon, and attached it to Ah Chao's back.Ah Chao suddenly turned his head and smiled: "Will you watch me swim?"

Ah Chao's smile, dazzling like fireworks, blooms above his head wantonly, and the continuous flowers of March in the south of the Yangtze River bloom on the deep blue sea.

Fang Zheng asked obsessively, "I'll swim with you, okay?"

Puchi——Ah Chao chuckled and jumped into the sea with a plop, splashing huge waves.The cold and bitter sea water hit Fang Zheng, and Fang Zheng woke up suddenly.The body is wet and cold.The sheets had to be changed again.

When Fang Zheng woke up early in the morning, Fang Zheng was in a panic.Like stepping on cotton, drowsy and in a trance.Scene after scene of sporadic scenes from last night floated before my eyes, and other people were screened out, leaving only Ji Qingchuan.

Fortunately, it's the weekend, otherwise Senior Brother Li would have smashed his head when he received guests in this state.

A penguin message pops up on the phone, from Qiuyuan: Kite, you slept, are you in a better mood?

Fang Zheng's heart suddenly warmed up.This Qiuyuan, although acting like an old man, really cares about himself.

After thinking about it, Fang Zheng replied: Have you ever experienced a first love that made you run away desperately, but was hard to extricate yourself from?

[Akihara]: There used to be... There was.

[Copper kite]: Now you think of that person again, how do you feel?

[Akihara]: I... thank him.

Ji Qingchuan thought of Qi Xuan.The wanton prodigal son Qi Xuan, the best actor Qi Xuan who led him into the movie palace.Breaking into my heart at the youngest, most arrogant, most unscrupulous, and brightest time in my life; but I waved my hand away, leaving myself to live in a nightmare.

Ji Qingchuan loved, complained, blamed himself, and felt guilty; in the end, only deep gratitude remained.

Thank him for his patient guidance, which has benefited me a lot; thank him for his casual banter, which made me toss and turn all night; thank him for his gentle gaze, which once made my heart beat like a drum; Draw the most beautiful blueprint.

Thank him for enriching my youth.

Fang Zheng fell into deep thought and took out his phone.

"Brother, I want to tell you something." Fang Zheng's voice was hesitant, hesitant to speak.

"What's the matter? Were you exposed for attending the Haitian Feast, or were you photographed for running naked while drunk?" Li Weihang was annoyed when his dream was disturbed.

Fang Zheng was speechless for a moment: "Brother, do you have to be so poisonous? Can your house be free of cockroaches, mosquitoes, spiders and flies all year round without using pesticides?

Li Weihang choked hard, and his tone was even worse: "You called me up early in the morning just to discuss with me how to clean the room? Why don't you go to the supermarket and buy ten or eight bottles of Radar, and spray whatever you like?"

Fang Zheng countered: "How can radar be poisonous to you? And radar is a chemical agent, which is not good for the body; it's not like you are pure natural and pollution-free."

Li Weihang: "Why have you become more and more talkative since you entered the psychological clinic? I remember that you were very cute at first, and I didn't know how to refute anything."

Fang Zheng: "Because I follow behind you every day, those who are close to ink are black."

Li Weihang: "..."

"Brother, I have someone I like." After venting, Fang Zheng was finally able to speak out calmly.

Li Weihang was impatient: "If you like it, go after it. Tell me why, I'm not your mother. No, your mother can't control you if you fall in love freely. Speaking of you, you are such a big man, and you haven't been in love so far. I'm ashamed for you It's shameful to be so timid now!"

"He...is a man." Fang Zheng's voice was heavy, "I want to hear your opinion."

A brief silence.

"Listen to me," Li Weihang said more solemnly than ever before, "It is because I have walked this road that I know how difficult it is. The world's vision and the criticism of others are heavier than mountains. You will never be like Ordinary lovers hold hands in public like that, and they are unlikely to receive family blessings and understanding from relatives and friends. And these are nothing. The most difficult thing is that two people are not bound by marriage and children. .As your senior brother, I don't want you to go this way."

"But, I can't seem to change it. I liked him seven years ago." Fang Zheng was helpless, "I forgot about him for a while, but I instinctively developed a fondness for people who looked similar to him."

"The national policy is to combat piracy and support the genuine version." Li Weihang sneered, "So, now that you have recovered your memory, you want to go back and buy the genuine version?"

Fang Zheng ignored the sarcasm in his tone, and asked in a low voice: "Brother, did you ever regret being with Brother Yan when you were together?"

There was an instant silence on the other end of the phone.

After a while, Li Weihang said: "I understand. You follow your heart. If you fail, brother will treat you to a meal and comfort you. Also, my mobile phone is always on, so please call me if you have any questions."

"Well, thank you, brother." Fang Zheng hung up the phone.

After a long time, when Ji Qingchuan thought that the copper kite had already been rolled off the assembly line, another message came.

[Copper Kite]: Are you with him now?

[Akihara]: No.

It is impossible to be together again, life and death separate everything.Ji Qingchuan was secretly sad.

[Copper Kite]: Then will you go after that person?

[Akihara]: If you can, let me pay all the price, I am also willing.

Unfortunately... nothing can stop death.

The romantic and beautiful poet said, "The farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you."Ji Qingchuan is not a poet, he would rather forget each other in the rivers and lakes, and want Qi Xuan to live well, be safe and happy.

Fang Zheng stared at Qiu Yuan's reply for a long time, then got up suddenly and went out.

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Regarding citations:

(1) Closer to the nostalgia and more timid - [Tang] Song Zhiwen "Crossing the Han River"

(2) The heart is like a double screen with thousands of knots in it. ——[Song] Zhang Xian's "Thousands of Years"

(3) "The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you" from "The furthest distance in the world".The original author cannot be tested.

It is rumored on the Internet that it comes from Telgo's "Flying Birds".In fact, it is not included in "Flying Bird Collection", nor is it included in any collection of Tagore's poems.