sunken square

Guan Rong sometimes felt that Chen Yuechi was like a puppy.

The time when I felt this way the most was when Chen Yuechi's rental house was burned down.He got up in the morning and opened the door, and saw a squatting figure at the door.Hearing his movement, Chen Yuechi raised his head and looked over, his black and white eyes were very quiet.so poor.At that time he wanted to go up and touch his head.

The puppy has no home.Guan Rong looked at Chen Yuechi and couldn't help thinking this way.

Guan Rong dare not say that he has read everything in the world, but he has indeed met many people.None of the various people is like Chen Yuechi.Chen Yuechi is young, but he understands life better than many people.He seems to be more tolerant of the world than most people, but he also has his own domain, and no one is allowed to step into it.

In short, he is an indescribable person.He is also a person who is easy to contact but not easy to approach.

The first time Guan Rong met Chen Yuechi was far earlier than the first time Chen Yuechi met Guan Rong.

The window on the second floor of the bookstore faces the street, and you can see a row of shops on the opposite side.It was early autumn when Chen Yuechi appeared in the sunken square, and the weather was hot. Guan Rong opened the window one morning to let in some air, and saw goods being unloaded at the side entrance of the convenience store diagonally opposite.

He lit a cigarette facing the street, and saw that tall boy was lifting the hem of his T-shirt to wipe his sweat, revealing a thin and powerful waistline.Someone was urging him in the store, and the boy responded with a sideways head, with a peaceful posture, as if he had worked for a long time without complaining.Guan Rong saw his clean and handsome face clearly.On that face grew a pair of fine eyes.

A few days later, on a rainy night, when Guan Rong entered the convenience store, he really saw those eyes clearly. They were black, black, white, and white. The edges of the eyelids were round and the lines were clean, showing some kind of seriousness.At first glance, it is incompatible with the temperament of the sunken square.

Guan Rong had to admit that he only liked good-looking people.Inevitably, men are visual animals, there is nothing to deny.But not all good-looking people are worth watching.

The boy put down his clothes and carried a bag of beer into the convenience store.Guan Rong took the last puff of his cigarette and was about to go to the Children's Palace for class, and saw the sunrise as soon as he went out.

Things were a little bad that night. Guan Rong had been standing in the back street for a long time, and he hadn't fought for a long time. He didn't expect to be blocked by two groups of people in the alley.On a rainy day, he stood in the middle of the alley, the street lights were on, and a bicycle passed by the alley. The people on the car turned their heads to take a look, and turned back without showing any signs.

It's strange to say that at that moment, Guan Rong recognized the child.

In the trenches of the sunken plaza, it would of course be wise to keep one's business out of the way.Guan Rongxiao looked at the two groups of people: "Hey, which side will come first? How about you fight first?"

He didn't wait for Sister Min to arrive, but first waited for the sound of a police car.

After nightfall, Guan Rong was taken back to the back street by Sister Min. While she was busy, he left the bar and went back to the bookstore alone.When I was about to enter the door, I saw the boy guarding the convenience store.

Guan Rong entered the store by accident and bought a Band-Aid by the way. He looked at Guan Rong with unconcealable concern behind the counter, and gave him the alcohol he had used.Guan Rong was puzzled by his concern, and couldn't help observing for a long time afterwards, he seemed to care about everyone equally, he cared about Guan Rong, a stranger with blood on his face, and the lady who went shopping in the store after work They care about Qingqing who was cheated by her boyfriend, and about her sister who seems to be hiding a secret in the bakery.

He cared about everyone, he just didn't care much about himself.He cares about everyone and therefore does not care about everyone in particular.

Guan Rong was upset that he paid attention to Chen Yuechi's "special" and "not special", but the cognition about Chen Yuechi kept invading his territory.

He tried viciously, time and time again, trying to make a sign that he was working in a bar, just to see Chen Yue's attitude.Chen Yuechi did not respect him, but faced him with a very cautious attitude.Of course, being cautious is not because of how fierce Guan Rong is, on the contrary, it seems that Chen Yuechi feels that he is not worthy to associate with him.

This dislocation made Guan Rong feel strange.He wanted to know whether Chen Yue's attitude was because he was Guan Rong, or because Guan Rong was a person.

Until one day Chen Yuechi began to avoid him.Avoid him while still caring about him.

Guan Rong felt puzzled.But he knew the reason the next day. At that time, Zhang Xiu became angry and accused him of being mean all his life: "Do you think that kid from the bakery likes you? Don't think about it! He doesn't like men at all!"

Guan Rong almost laughed angrily, his tone was very light, but the content of his words was like a curse: "What's your business? Whether you like a man or not doesn't prevent him from liking me. If you don't like me today, you will like me sooner or later."

He has met many suitors, both men and women, and there is only one like Zhang Xiu who follows him day after day, even to the extent of the people around him.He felt sick, but the best way to deal with the dog skin plaster that couldn't be shaken off was to ignore it.

He couldn't quit his job at the Children's Palace just because of Zhang Xiu. Taking piano lessons was one of the few things he was interested in, and Zhang Xiu didn't have the qualifications yet, and he didn't have the ability to let him avoid a place because of this.

Since that day, Guan Rong has been deliberately avoiding physical contact with Chen Yuechi, as if playing a wicked trick.During the period, their relationship became better and better, and he even allowed Chen Yuechi to clean up his unbearable past and burn it.While spurning his childishness, he insisted on this trick until Chen Yuechi was drunk and asked him why he didn't touch him.

Guan Rong indulged him and himself with the help of alcohol.Chen Yue kept kissing him, and he wanted to push it away at first, but then he couldn't bear it.

Anyway, they are all going to be broken, both of them.Intentional or not.

Dongshen, he told Chen Yuechi that he would go to the Children's Palace to attend classes, but went to the bar to lie down.

Sister Min smoked a lot and asked him, "What are you doing now?"

Guan Rongxiao: "Just for fun." He turned his head and looked at her in the smoke, but he couldn't see her expression clearly: "What? Are you so distressed that you can't see it? If you can't see it, just pick it up? Don't be caught by me. Scourge."

Miss Min just laughed.Guan Rong asked: "Do you think I'm serious or just play like this?"

"Am I the one asking this?" Sister Min was straightforward, "Go and ask him directly."

Guan Rong was silent for a long time and smiled.

Since when did he feel that something was wrong with Chen Yue.It seems to be from the beginning, and it seems to be after sleeping together once.He found that Chen Yuechi was a calm and strong person on the surface, and his resilience was far beyond his age, but in fact, somewhere, maybe at night, he didn't feel the slightest sense of security.

He had seen Chen Yuechi's dazed eyes after waking up from a nightmare, and he felt that the owner of those eyes had just returned from hell.It was full of pain and confusion, and unexpectedly, there was some cruelty.This brutality made his grief more likely to sting others.

Chen Yuechi is not a child, Guan Rong has already understood it in the process of getting along.Chen Yuechi was a young beast who was seriously injured by a trap and never recovered, but had to put on a docile skin to hide the blood.After hiding for a long time, the beast might think that he is really docile.

Guan Rong never knew that he would also feel distressed.He wanted to kiss those eyes.Then he kissed his tears away.

Guan Rong sometimes felt that Chen Yuechi was like a puppy.

After the whole autumn and winter, and about to turn over the old year, Guan Rong knelt in the dilapidated alley, and just witnessed Chen Yuechi almost strangled a person to death.

But Chen Yuezhi was crying.Guan Rong felt that Chen Yuechi was just a puppy without a home, and he found that his distress was far beyond expectations.He lost control of himself.

He really wanted to go up and hug him, to kiss those eyes that had just escaped from the nightmare.