sunken square

It was already late at night when we left the western restaurant.Guan Rong went out and heard the conversation of passers-by, only to realize that he had missed the gorgeous sunset.

When he was about to step out of the deck, Zhang Ke asked from behind: "Is it because of me that you became like this?"

Guan Rong turned around and frowned.Zhang Ke continued to ask: "Do you still hate me?"

His brows were suddenly flattened. Guan Rong looked out of the window for the last time tonight. After looking away, he smiled and said, "Zhang Ke, you think highly of yourself too." After speaking, he didn't look back, and walked briskly towards the door.

He did have a lot of trouble with the outside world because of his relationship with men, but he didn't do things for Zhang Ke.Not for a specific person.

Whether he ruined his future or left the house, it had nothing to do with who his boyfriend was at the time.No matter who you are dating, the decision is his own.

He Guan Rong has grown up until now, whether it is self-exile or self-reservation, he has never been influenced by anyone.

Walking downstairs to the hotel, Guan Rong suddenly found a tavern on the corner of the street.The sign of the tavern is small and inconspicuous, and it says "retention center".

When he opened the door, Chen Yuechi was sitting at the end of the bed watching TV, and Guan Rong went in without any explanation and dragged him to leave.Chen Yuezhi crossed his legs, staggered when he got out of bed, and walked to the door with him before remembering to ask: "Brother, where are you going?"

"Containment center." Guan Rong said.

He had an inexplicable impulse, which made his mood soar.Chen Yuechi was still so docile, he didn't even ask "what shelter".Even if Guan Rong put a grass on his head and brought it to the market for trading, he didn't seem to complain.

The tavern is small enough, although the depth is slightly longer, but there are only five tables in total.Unexpectedly, there was a stand at the far end of the tavern, on which were placed microphones, guitars and a sound beam.

They are the only guests at the moment.

Chen Yuechi didn't know much about wine, so Guan Rong ordered two sets according to his own ideas.Chen Yuechi reminded him that he was only drunk yesterday, Guan Rong smiled and said it was okay.The boss was a fat young man. He went to the stage after serving wine to two people, and sang with his guitar in his arms.

"Brother, did you enjoy your dinner tonight?" Chen Yuechi asked.

Guan Rong glanced at him and smiled noncommittally.

Chen Yuechi looked at him for a while, then drank with the wine glass.

There were only empty glasses left in a set of wine, and gradually people came to drink and listen to music at the empty table next to it.Guan Rong found that Chen Yuechi's eyes were a little hazy.He seemed to be angry, even though he was sitting opposite Guan Rong, he was drinking dull wine.

As if he was afraid that Guan Rong would snatch him away if he didn't drink, he took one cup after another without giving himself a chance to breathe.

Looking at Chen Yuechi's face, Guan Rong's feeling of lightness like happiness finally subsided slowly.

After drinking for three rounds, the tavern owner put down his guitar, indicating that the first show tonight is over.When Guan Rong got up, Chen Yuechi immediately followed his movements and looked up, forcing his eyelids to look at him one by one.

"Cub, sing a song for you." Guan Rong said.

"You said it was because we met each other late, but I said that you are not brave enough to love you..."

Too bad there is no piano.Guan Rong could only play some simple guitar chords. After singing, he plucked the sound beam lightly. After the music fell completely, the tavern was silent for a moment.He looked at Chen Yuechi, who was in a daze.

It was midnight when we got back to the hotel.Chen Yuechi came out of the bathroom after washing, and Guan Rong sat by the bed.Chen Yue sat down rubbing his temples, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Are you still sleeping?"

"Chen Yuechi." Guan Rong shouted.

Chen Yuechi turned his head in response, Guan Rong suddenly leaned over.The corners of their mouths were about to touch each other, Chen Yuechi reacted suddenly and stepped back.Guan Rong was not surprised either.He leaned slightly, remained motionless, and half-closed his eyes to look at Chen Yuechi.

Chen Yuechi seemed to be frightened, unable to speak, only slightly widened his eyes, and looked at Guan Rong from a very close distance.

"Don't you want to kiss me?" Guan Rong asked.

He saw Chen Yuezhi's Adam's apple rolling unnaturally, and heard him say vaguely: "Brother, you are drunk."

Guan Rong didn't answer, but still maintained that movement.

Chen Yue slowly relaxed his stiff shoulders, Guan Rong touched his shoulders with one hand, and saw him tense again as expected.He laughed in a slight sense of dizziness, and stroked his hand from Chen Yuechi's shoulder, and finally covered the back of Chen Yuechi's hand, with five fingers inserted/inserted between his fingers and clasped.She leaned forward and kissed him on the lips.

Sober, and each knows that the other is sober.Guan Rong guided Chen Yuechi, and the one-sided kiss turned into a hug.When his hand touched Chen Yuechi's waist, Chen Yuechi suddenly stopped and squeezed his wrist.

From a short distance away, Guan Rong could see that Chen Yuechi's expression was slightly dazed, but he was indeed staring at him.He then stopped moving.After being frozen for a few seconds, Chen Yuechi said, "Brother, if it wasn't me, would someone else do this with you?"

Guan Rong had goose bumps all over his body.

He suddenly felt that he and Chen Yuechi had become strangers again.Seeing that Chen Yuechi's eyes were red, he smiled for a while and said, "I don't intend to set up a memorial arch for myself just because of anyone." Then he asked, "Didn't you hear it all in the next seat just now?"

Chen Yuechi was taken aback for a moment, and the faint force disappeared: "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to follow you, I..."

"Do you think I'm unclean?" Guan Rong interrupted him, "I've fought with different people before, and slept with different people."

"No." Chen Yuechi said immediately.

After a long silence, he made up his mind and said, "When I was very young, my sister and my mother took me to the Mogao Grottoes, and I saw a destroyed mural in one of the caves."

Guan Rong listened quietly, and Chen Yuechi paused and said: "It's a very beautiful portrait, very beautiful, but the head was scratched in a mess. I really wanted to cry at the time, but I was afraid that my sister and the others would laugh at me. I didn't cry."

"That's the feeling," Chen Yuechi lowered his head, "I don't think you are unclean, but when I think about your past, I feel the same as that time."

This topic was deliberately brought up by himself, but Guan Rong did not expect to get such an answer.He was shocked at the end when he heard it, and he didn't have time to think about explaining to Chen Yuechi that he had a misunderstanding. His previous emotional experience was not small, but it was not messy.However, Chen Yuechi has already pressed towards him suddenly.

The kiss came so fiercely that it even brought pain, Guan Rong thought in a trance that Chen Yuezhi was going to crush himself and swallow him.He was very excited about it.

In the early morning, Chen Yue was sleeping soundly with his head on Guan Rong's shoulder, and Guan Rong hugged his shoulder.Limbs entangled with each other, unable to move.

Guan Rong opened his eyes, and he suddenly thought, if Chen Yuezhi hadn't thought that he had been broken before, probably there would be no such hug.