The wind lives in this life policy

Farther than forever... Ye Xiaofeng was in a trance.

"You are so confident...Feng Ce."

Sure enough, people with good looks will be particularly confident?That's why I can say things like this is farther than forever...

Feng Ce smiled, "Things like time travel can happen, so why can't I be confident." He lowered his head and watched Ye Xiaofeng's face finally turn red under the cold wind, and the smell of alcohol began to rise on his body. Pat him on the face, "Or are you afraid of seeing the past again?"

"Goodbye to the past..." Ye Xiaofeng murmured, lowering his head, Feng Ce couldn't see his expression, but felt very lonely for no reason.

And this is something Feng Ce has never seen with Ye Xiaofeng, or in other words, Ye Xiaofeng has never shown it to him.

After a long silence, Ye Xiaofeng said, "I've never been afraid, but also... But I don't really want to look back."

"But you never forget, don't you?" Feng Ce said straight away.

"Yes, I can't forget..." Ye Xiaofeng buried his face in Feng Ce's chest, his voice muffled, "Feng Ce, is there anything you can't forget? What is the past to you?"

"Of course there will be." Feng Ce put his chin on Ye Xiaofeng's heart and rubbed lightly, "Of course there will be, in the past..." He calmly thought about it, "But no matter what, the past is the past, it has already passed and must be Give up... No, not necessarily, but at least you can't be tied down."

As he said that, he let go of his hand and rubbed Ye Xiaofeng's head, "Don't worry, if you can't stand it, just tell me and I'll pick you up."

Ye Xiaofeng shook his head and couldn't help teasing him, "Do you know how to get here?"

"Ask Allen to drive here, and you can tell me the address."

Ye Xiaofeng laughed, "What's your name? What do you know about it?"

"Know people and make good use of them."

Ye Xiaofeng shook his head, "A Lian is going to be mad at you."

Seeing that he finally smiled, Feng Ce couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and the two continued to walk towards the hotel.

Then, Feng Ce heard Ye Xiaofeng's voice coming from the front, it was very low and soothing, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him, but he had suffered for so many years because of this story.

"When he died... I, I can't remember, maybe 22? Or 23?"

Due to Gu Yan's whim, the two who had been stuck together since childhood finally went their separate ways.

"He said he wanted to be a star, so I accompanied him to the exam. I didn't expect him to pass the exam... I also wanted to go to the capital, but the test scores were a little lower and I didn't succeed."

"Can't retake the exam?" Feng Ce didn't quite know the exam rules here.

"I have considered repeating the exam, and I will take the exam to accompany him..." Ye Xiaofeng was silent for a moment when he said this, "But I'm afraid that if I wait another year, the distance between me and him will be even further."

Compared with time, the separation of space is easier to break the connection between people. The friendship of more than ten years has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow. For a period of time, he could hardly accept that there was no Gu Yan by his side.

"I promised him to be his assistant...so after college, I quit my job and went straight to him."

Feng Ce nodded. It really seemed like something Ye Xiaofeng would do. This person pays attention to promises and keeps his promises.

"So you became his assistant?" Feng Ce asked.

Ye Xiaofeng sighed, "It's because I was thinking too simply. Assistants also belong to the business of brokers. They have to take the exam and go through company interviews and training..."

So it took him a year to finally be qualified to go to Gu Yan's side, but Gu Yan had already debuted at that time, and the company had arranged for Gu Yan an experienced assistant, so Ye Xiaofeng was arranged to work with Gu Yan who had already debuted two years ago. Xu Zhen, who was not too popular in the past year.

"To be honest, Xu Zhen has taught me a lot, and I don't think I'm a newcomer who doesn't understand anything..."

Ye Xiaofeng thought of those days of war and chaos, and suddenly felt that so much time had passed.

"Every day at that time..." Thinking about it, Ye Xiaofeng couldn't help laughing, "Xu Zhen is a nice person, I made a lot of low-level mistakes at that time, he never said me, asked him if there was anything he didn't understand, and he didn't put on airs much... But later I found out that it wasn't Xu Zhen's temper and patience, but that Gu Yan had already greeted him."

He will never forget, when Xu Zhen once got too drunk and slipped his tongue, saying that Gu Yan exchanged ten songs for him not to embarrass himself, and if the song became popular, he had to serve him like an uncle... What a feeling.

Although it was just a joke, Xu Zhen kept his promise and treated Ye Xiaofeng very well. Unlike the relationship between other artists and assistants, Xu Zhen put Ye Xiaofeng on an equal footing, and even became good friends in the end.

Feng Ce listened quietly without saying a word.

"Feng Ce, do you know how difficult it is to write a song, a good song?"

Ye Xiaofeng saw with his own eyes how Gu Yan looked like when he was writing a song, he didn't eat or drink, he didn't even sleep, making himself look like a ghost.

"Xu Zhen hasn't been popular for two or three years since his debut, but Gu Yan's songs made him popular... He just gave away the things that made him famous all over the world, just for such a trivial reason. .”

Just because I want to live a better life for myself, to walk more smoothly, not to be made things difficult or wronged... There is a fool who gave away the opportunity of success without complaint or regret.

"He said he would wait for me."

Ye Xiaofeng stopped in his tracks, and the biting cold wind made his clothes rattle.

He couldn't help raising his head, and the black sky spread out in front of his eyes.

"But he didn't."

Feng Ce felt a pain in his heart, and wanted to say something, even do something, but he finally endured it.

"I managed to get through this time, and I finally fulfilled what I said..." But I never thought that the feelings that could not be cut off by time and space, were alarmed by death to do it myself.

Feng Ce finally asked.

"You have a crush on him."

Ye Xiaofeng was silent for a longer time this time, so long that Feng Ce thought he would not answer, but Ye Xiaofeng turned around.

"If liking can be controlled and decided, then I must choose to like him..."

There is no need to say anything, Feng Ce has already understood everything.

Because you like it, because you love it, you can't control it, you can't decide it, and you can't let yourself choose.

It was only then that Feng Ce realized that perhaps it was because of all this that Ye Xiaofeng was doomed not to respond, which made him unable to let go of Gu Yan for many years after his death.

He even regarded liking as an atonement. If everything started again, Ye Xiaofeng would be willing to atone for it.

"So you know? Feng Ce..." Ye Xiaofeng had a faint smile on his lips, but his eyes were deep. Feng Ce saw his own reflection in those clear pupils.

"I think you're like a miracle..."

Like a miracle, it appeared in his life... Ye Xiaofeng originally thought that a person like him couldn't even like such a good person, and couldn't keep such a good person, so he didn't deserve to talk about liking at all.

He held Feng Ce's hand and held it extremely hard.

"I really like you, Feng Ce."

I like that you are standing here with me at this moment.