The wind lives in this life policy

Feng Ce has lived for 23 years and has never tasted the feeling of being moved, but now he is deeply moved by Ye Xiaofeng's understatement.

Just as Feng Ce thought, Ye Xiaofeng was indeed stuck in those past self-blame and self-blame, but even so, he was still able to distinguish all emotions rationally. Even after many years, Ye Xiaofeng still said that if he went back to the past, he would definitely Try to like that person.

But everyone knows that time cannot be turned back, and it is difficult to turn back the past. No matter how good a wish is, it is just a wish after all.

But Ye Xiaofeng was able to look back on all this and at the same time tell himself that he liked her.

This sentence of liking means that he can always distinguish his heart and feelings clearly.

"I know." Feng Ce sighed, "You don't have to worry about me."

Ye Xiaofeng shook his head, "How is this possible?"

People who love each other are actually most afraid of the other party's reservations, and he is unwilling to be the one who has reservations, just like that day, Feng Ce chose to spread all the secrets in front of him, so reciprocity, Ye Xiaofeng also hopes that the relationship between them Relationships are based on honesty.

"I, I may not be a person who can guess people's minds. Sometimes I can't even understand what you are saying. You have to check it online to get a general idea of ​​what you are talking about... So if you have any doubts, just come to Ask me, I promise, from now on, everything I say is true, you have to believe me."

And his extremely serious expression really made Feng Ce laugh, Feng Ce turned his head and cleared his cough, "Okay, I see."

After speaking, he thought for a while and added, "I said, I have always believed in you."

Ye Xiaofeng was relieved after hearing this.

In fact, until just now, he was a little worried, even a little scared.

He was afraid that the scene during the day would make Feng Ce feel apprehensive, and he was also afraid that the past he mentioned earlier would make Feng Ce difficult. Instead, he comforted him by focusing on the future.

"Then what happened next?" Feng Ce asked.

Ye Xiaofeng no longer retreated, and started to walk side by side with Feng Ce, "What happened later?"

"How did you live after he passed away?"

"Me?" Ye Xiaofeng tried hard to recall, "I can't remember clearly... In short, it's not very good. I smoke and drink every day, and I don't want to do anything..."

He watched the shadows of the two people flickering on the ground, occasionally touching each other, as if melting into each other.

"For a while, I really hated myself. I felt that I was dragging him down. He is such an excellent person. If he sang those songs by himself, today, he would already be a star in film and television."

"But I hate and hate, and I feel that he should be hated the most..." Ye Xiaofeng pursed his lips until the line of his lips turned white, and then said, "I hate him for not going to college and not going to class. I really hate him." I want to learn how to be an entertainer or a star... I ended up losing my life..."

Ye Xiaofeng's eyes were a little hollow, "It's been a while since I hated you so much..."

Feng Ce frowned, "So?"

"So in the end I left Xu Zhen, left their circle, and asked my aunt to introduce me to YLF."

"Actually, you can start your life again without being an assistant."

Feng Ce doesn't quite understand Ye Xiaofeng's approach.

Now that Gu Yan is dead, the conditions for Ye Xiaofeng to continue working in this line of work no longer exist. Feng Ce feels that if he were replaced by himself, he would definitely not be an assistant again.

To start a new life again is to truly bid farewell to the past.

But he forgot that Ye Xiaofeng didn't say goodbye to the past at all, and he didn't even want to say goodbye.

Ye Xiaofeng couldn't walk anymore, the smell of alcohol was all over his body, and even started to go up, and he felt a little dizzy when the cold wind poured on him.

So he squatted on the ground.

"I can choose other paths, and there are so many paths to choose..."

At that time, Xu Zhen introduced him to work behind the scenes, or as a clerical job in the company, or even to promote in the branch of Century Xingrui... But Ye Xiaofeng refused.

"This is what I promised him and what I owe him. Even if he is gone, Ye Xiaofeng can no longer be Gu Yan's assistant, but what I said is still there, and it still counts. I will be an assistant for the rest of my life..."

"Even if this industry makes you miss him?" Feng Ce asked.

"Yes."

"Even if you have to be humble and submissive?" Feng Ce began to feel distressed.

Ye Xiaofeng smiled indifferently, "What is that?" He didn't care at all.

"Even if you are betrayed by Fang Yanran in the end and abused by others?" Feng Ce remembered what Fang Yanran did to Ye Xiaofeng, and suddenly became a little angry, "Even if you are told to be my assistant soon?"

He didn't even know who he was, but he still walked in the established direction step by step.

At this moment, Feng Ce didn't know whether he should thank that Gu Yan for bringing Ye Xiaofeng to his side, or thank Ye Xiaofeng for coming to his side like self-torture.

"Yes." Ye Xiaofeng squatted in front of Feng Ce, propped his head on one hand, looked at the ground, looking so lonely and lonely.

Feng Ce let out a long sigh.

It wasn't until today that Feng Ce finally understood the question that had been lingering in his heart since he met Ye Xiaofeng.

Just as he once wondered, with Ye Xiaofeng's appearance and working ability, there should be many jobs for him to choose in this era, but he chose an assistant who was tired and had no freedom.

Feng Ce even felt that it would be better for Ye Xiaofeng to choose any profession than his assistant, at least the tragedy like Fang Yanran would not happen.

But now, he understood, thoroughly understood.

It was as if he touched the core of Zhao Changning's character the moment he carried Zhao Changan's body on his back.

Right now, Feng Ce has also touched the core of the person crouching in front of him...his core.

For example, Zhao Changning's core is burden, while Ye Xiaofeng's core is redemption.

He used his whole life as a memorial. No matter how hard the future is, no matter how wronged or lonely, he will continue to move forward without looking back... and this journey is too long, so long that Ye Xiaofeng even gave up hope. , just like this, tossing around one artist after another, doing what he once wanted to do for whom but never had the chance to do again, being considerate and caring...

He spends the rest of his life atoning for an almost endless sin.

It's not even a sin, but he has no regrets about walking like that.

How cruel the fate is, playing the worst joke on such a kind and serious person; but how merciful the fate is, when he finally met himself when he was bruised and bruised all over his body.

Feng Ce squatted down, hugged him gently in his arms, and sighed very softly, "Fool..."

He suddenly had a feeling that in fact, Yuyan and Yuyan had arranged for him to meet with him.